Blue Abyss perspective.

My name is Lan Yuan.

Since I was born, I had no father, only a mother, and my mother was in tears all day, I don't know why, but once my mother told me that I had a father.

This message was a shock to me, because in the mouths of my neighbors, I was a wild child, and even though I was born with a good skin, I still had no father, so I thought I had only one mother since I was a child.

As a result, one day, my mother told me that I had a father, and my father's name was Lan Hou.

This name is very new to me, but I have an inexplicable affection for this name in my heart. It may be the feeling of flesh and blood, but it can also be hatred and resentment.

Why did you hate that person leave us, and you hate that person, why didn't you come to us?

Once I asked my mother about this, and she said that the person might not know they existed.

I was shocked and angry, why didn't I know we existed? Why? I don't know how to describe it, but I feel like I should do something to alleviate it.

I was born in the Frontier Lands, and I think I should be in the Frontier Lands, because people there say that this is the Frontier Lands, and I think it should be.

Because the people here live a very hard life, so bitter that they will eat the bark Guanyin soil if they have no food.

What is Guanyin soil, you ask?

I don't think I know, because I just listened to the adults who said that if you eat, you can have a full stomach, at least you don't have to go hungry anymore.

It's just that I ate it once and then stopped eating it because I couldn't swallow it, even though I was already hungry.

It was a dark time, and I was often teased and abused by the children who had family next to me because I didn't have my dad to protect me, so I hated the word "daddy", but admittedly, I still had illusions about it.

As for what illusions they have, it is unknown.

Because I was born this way, I have to learn to be strong from a young age, or I might be killed by them?

Do you say that there are no officers and soldiers to take care of the death?

Ha, how could there be.

Those officers and soldiers are all wrecks and can't manage themselves, so how can they have extra time to manage me.

So I decided to rebel myself, to rebel against all this, to fight against all this injustice, to get everything I wanted, to get ...... Everything that belongs to me!

The timing came quickly, and when I was about fifteen years old, I met that legendary father and ...... Brother?

Brother?

It turns out that I actually have an older brother? Haha, that's how I became like this?!

Why do I recognize them?

Because one of them was that my mother saw them first, and when I saw my mother, I burst into tears, and I asked for a long time before I asked, and it turned out that those two people were related to me by blood.

No! I don't want to admit it! They are dirty!

The second is that the one named Lan Su ...... It really looks like me......

No, it's not like, it's exactly the same!

Maybe the difference is that he is dressed in a gorgeous robe and brocade, and I am covered with coarse cloth.

When I saw this, I felt a strong unwillingness, unwillingness! I don't want to be willing to why I want to live like this when I am the son of that person!

So it occurred to me that what would happen if I replaced that person?

Does his mother cry? Or does that father care?

I really want to understand this, even if it doesn't come back.

for who told them to forsake me?

I told my mother about the idea, and she didn't agree with it at first, but I told her a lot of pros and cons, and slowly convinced her, so we came to a consensus.

Take that person named Lan Su ...... Slay!

The plan can be said to be very crude and clumsy, but I didn't expect that Lan Su was really attracted by me, and I was very excited when I knocked him out and saw his face up close.

It turns out that there are really people who are so similar, if you don't deliberately distinguish and perceive them, you can't even tell them at all!

That face disgusted me for a while, but now it excites me, the kind of excitement that can replace people.

So, I killed him.

I even took a knife and slashed him in the face a few times, which is so beautiful......

Then, I became Lan Su.

I used everything he had, and was king in the land, and I did all the things I despised before, burning, killing, and looting.

Why did I become like that?

Because I did this with the identity of Lan Su.

Why do I hate Lan Su so much?

I don't know, maybe it's because of the jealousy and unwillingness in my heart, why the fate that should have been together has become two worlds of different treatment.

It's the same dad, isn't it?

I know I don't have the backbone of him, because that's how I was educated, my mother didn't teach me anything, I learned everything from other people, so that's all I know.

So no matter what others say, what swear words and infamy, I want to add them to this person one by one!

If you say why I don't choose to use this identity to seek royal power and wealth?

My ambition is not big, even small, so small that I can only carefully occupy the land to be king.

Because I still know a word.

There are mountains outside the mountains, and there are people outside the people.

When I was seventeen, my mother died.

Before he died, he told me not to go on like this, saying that I would not be happy.

But I don't feel it, I feel like I'm happy.

It was a lot of fun.

But although I thought so in my heart, I still agreed to my mother on the surface.

Whoever called me was the only one who had her relative.

I'm sad and don't know why. Obviously, I always hoped that my mother would leave this dirty world as soon as possible, but when she really left.

I cried.

Heart-wrenching crying like never before.

After a few days of confusion, I recovered, the only difference was that I was probably more afraid of death.

I wasn't afraid before.

Later, when I thought I was going to waste my life like this, two people suddenly appeared at the border.

Cheng Jingyun and Song Zhancheng.

This Cheng Jingyun is said to be Lan Su's future wife, but she has not yet married, but she has already been married.

I thought, I've got a cheap wife all along?

As for this Song Zhancheng, it is said that he is the second prince of the enemy country.

I don't know why these two people got together.

Eventually I was exposed, they started to doubt my identity, and I was a little flustered and didn't know what to do.

Is the identity that has been hidden for so long about to be revealed?

No, you can't!

So I tried my best to organize them to inspect Zhenxiang, but they tried again and again to dig up.

In the end, that was the second time I saw Lan Hou.

This man was surprised to see me, and I knew that he was looking at Lan Su through me, so I tried my best to pretend to be Lan Su.

But unexpectedly, in the end, I still lost.

I don't even know where I lost, but I did.

Lost completely.

In the end, I felt like I was dead.

If there's one thing I regret, it's that I can't get along with my mother.

As for why I can't live it.

I can't tell.