"It's so cold, why are you dressed like this and go out."

When she came to Chenwang's Mansion to look for him, he lost his temper in front of her again.

Seeing that thin body and knowing how weak her body was, he really couldn't help it several times and wanted to hold her.

She is not the daughter of the Su family, but a child that Prime Minister Su picked up in a few beggars outside the suburbs of Beijing after the real Su Yi'er died of illness.

Only Su Chen and Mu Jing knew about this matter, and Mu Jing later told him. Mu Jing also told him that she was weak at that time, and in order to save her life, she sealed a jade spirit bead in her body.

He has been cowardly for so many years, he never dared to go to her, and he didn't dare to let her know that Lou Jing, the king of Chen, was Ling Xueyun.

Not long after Yi'er left, he stood quietly under the tree in front of King Chen's mansion, looking at the flowers and plants on the side in a daze.

Every time I see her, my heart is a pangu.

Lou Yihang came to him again.

"When are you leaving the capital?"

He sighed softly, not understanding that Lou Yihang obviously knew the inside story of the incident between him and Murong Ling, but he still had such a deep hostility towards him, and said coldly, "Why should I leave?" ”

Lou Yihang sneered, "If you don't leave, what are you doing here?" ”

It was his younger brother who was willing to protect him with his life when he was a child, and now between them, it seems that there are only these things left.

He didn't know why.

"I can't give her what she wants, and I don't dare to expect anything, I just think that it is enough to look at her quietly once in a while. Ling Xueyun... This person in her life has long been dead and has passed. ”

I don't know if I'm saying it to myself, or if I'm saying it to Lou Yihang.

He sometimes hopes that she has never had a person like Ling Xueyun in her life.

She jumped off the cliff and was rescued by Mu Jing, and the Jade Immortal Sect trembled in her body, causing her memory to be disturbed, and he always felt that it was okay to do that, at least, she could live for herself.

However, only half a year passed, and she remembered everything again.

God knew how scared he was when she was going to jump into the lake of forgetfulness, for fear that he would not save her, for fear that she would have fallen into the cold lake.

What awaits him at that time may only be her corpse.

Lou Yi smiled bitterly, "How could she forget you?" ”

"So, you came to me and wanted me to leave, just like I did two years ago?"

"Lou Jing, do you know? I was really fond of the Rings, and I admit that I started out... It was an impure purpose to approach her, but gradually I found out that I really liked her, just like her as a person, and nothing else. ”

Like her... He also saw that Lou Yihang really liked her, and he didn't like her like Murong Ling.

"This time, count me begging you, give her to me, okay?"

He bowed his head slightly, "She's already promised... I'm with you. ”

She didn't know, and neither did Lou Yihang.

The lanterns floating in the river that night were all made by him one by one.

He couldn't give it to her, and he borrowed the hands of others, which can be regarded as fulfilling his dream.

"But as long as you are there, her heart will never belong to me."

"Is it true that I'm gone, and you're the only one in her heart?"

Lou Yihang shook his head, "I don't know." But at least, she won't know that you are Ling Xueyun, and she will be willing to be with me all the time. ”

He raised his eyes to look at the person beside him, he felt that he didn't know this person anymore, "Ah Hang, you have time, tell me this, why don't you spend more time with Xiao Yan." If you are really good to her, desperate to love her and love her, where does she still have the heart to think about others? To reminisce about a meaningless past? ”

"She's made her choice, you have to treat her well."

After he finished speaking, he turned and was about to leave.

Lou Yihang shouted behind him, "You don't want to hide it from her at all!" ”

"You can't bear her at all!"

He was stunned, trembling all over, unable to say a word.

"If you stay in the capital, maybe she'll know at some point tomorrow."

Lou Yihang became a prophecy.

The next day, she unexpectedly saw Bai Lixuan and unexpectedly learned the source of Bai Lixuan's folding fan.

She got it.

She knew it was him.

Probably she had this conjecture in her heart, just because... Because she couldn't believe that the person she had been waiting for for so many years had been by her side and had not come to her.

He didn't dare to look at her anymore. For the first time in so many years, he was so scared.

Lou Yihang's sentence is right and incorrect. He really wanted to hide it from her, but he really couldn't bear her.

How many times has he sneaked into the Prime Minister's Mansion to see her, watching her miss him more and more, he wanted to hug her and tell her that he was always there, but he knew that he couldn't fight the Murong family, so he could only give up their feelings.

Mu Jing came to him at that time, hoping that he would not hurt her again, Mu Jing watched her grow up from below, and felt sorry for her like his own parents, Mu Jing always hoped that he would be with her well, let go of hatred, and live his own life, he hesitated, and didn't know what to do.

She didn't have the courage to ask him, he knew it. She was quiet for more than ten days, waiting for Zhenyang to come back, and he also drank for half a month in the mansion.

He knew her too well and believed in her love too much.

But for so many years, everything he wanted to say and couldn't say in his heart, and in the end, he could only say "I'm sorry".

Mu Jing came to persuade him again.

Mu Jing agreed that they were together from the beginning.

After all, he still couldn't bear to see her sad, after Lou Yihang did such a decisive thing, he chose to be with her, he just wanted to protect her well, Su Yujin loved him the most, as long as he made a decision, she would support him unconditionally, and she would never mention the matter of the Jade Sect.

It was the happiest time for him, and he had tried his best to find a way to keep them together without any scruples.

But the good days didn't last long at all, he learned from Su Yujin that Leng Yinyun was poisoned, Su Chen found Concubine Jing, Leng Yinyun and Fang Xinmiao are the top doctors of the Jade Underworld Sect, just cut all the pulses, and know what kind of poison it is and how to solve it.

The people of the Murong family finally extended their hands to the Su family.

But Concubine Jing told him that there was no such antidote in South Vietnam.

At most half a month, Leng Yinyun can be killed without poison for half a month at most.

Let's not talk about whether Beiliang can come back for half a month, even if it is time, the Murong family will not allow it, I am afraid that before leaving the capital of Nanyue, the person will die.

During that time, he ran around, inquired everywhere, and learned from Limo that the person who poisoned him was Yi'er's closest sister, the eldest lady of the Prime Minister's Mansion, Su Yewan.

"You poisoned the Prime Minister's wife, why do you want so much, she is your mother."

He went to her in a rage, wanting to get a reason for her to hurt people for Yi'er and Leng Yinyun.

Su Yewan retorted to him arrogantly like a madman: "Mother? My mother is dead a long time ago, she just likes to pretend, she likes to pretend to be nice to me, she is a vicious slut behind her back, my biological mother, she was killed, I hate her, I want to break her body into pieces. ”

Su Yewan is a madman! Real madman!

He really didn't bother to talk to such a madman and was about to leave, but Su Yewan stopped him, "I have an antidote." In this world, apart from my father and Su Yi'er, the person who wants to save Leng Yinyun the most is probably you. ”

He was calm on the surface, but there was a wave in his heart, as long as she could hand over the antidote, he could go up the knife mountain and down the sea of fire.

He asked her, "What do you want me to promise you before you hand over the antidote." ”

The man was also unambiguous, and directly said the conditions, only two words, she said: "Marry me." ”

He smiled contemptuously, I don't know when this person had such thoughts about herself, or if she just wanted to make Yi'er sad, and spit out a few words: "You died of this heart." ”

Su Yewan disagreed, and continued to threaten him: "I can tell you very clearly that in the entire South Vietnam, only I have the antidote now, and only if I take the initiative to hand over the antidote, she can survive." If you want to go to Beiliang to get it, you can do it, but is it too late? Or, will the Murong family allow it? ”

She pierced him in the heart with every word.

Is it just to make the child sad? She wants to harm her own family, colludes with the Murong family, crazy!

"His Royal Highness King Chen, you should understand what I mean."

"You are just a concubine in the Prime Minister's Mansion, even if I go to ask my father for marriage, you can only be a side concubine, are you willing to be a side concubine?"

"With the noble concubine here, Your Majesty will definitely agree."

The man was sharp-tongued, and seemed to have been prepared for everything, and he had grasped his sore spot in every word, so that he had to bow to her.

Marry her? In this world, only Su Yi'er can be his wife.

He only felt that it was extremely disgusting to say a word to Su Yewan!

But he finally compromised, and after Su Yujin learned about it, he poured a few basins of cold water on him.

"Do you really think you can protect her? Today is Sister Yun, and tomorrow may be Yi'er. ”

"No matter how ruthless the Murong family is, they will take care of Lou Yihang. Even if the Ouyang family has nothing to do with her, they will follow Ouyang Junyu. But what do you have? ”

"Yun'er, you just let go of Yi'er, and you let yourself go. The Jade Sect hasn't been rebuilt yet, and you don't have the ability to protect her now, so you can't... Wait? When the time comes, when we're all ready, when you can take her away..."

"I will ask Your Majesty to give an order, Yun'er, this time... Count me begging you, save Sister Yun. ”

Lou Yihang and Ouyang Junyu, they can all protect her and keep her from being hurt, but he Lou Jing can't!

Once again, he turned his back on her.

But this time he turned his back on her, but he really lost her.

Two years later, on the streets of Beiliang, he saw the familiar face that had appeared countless times in his dreams, and also heard the most familiar voice.

She said her name was Situ Ruolian.

But it was the feeling in his heart that told him that she was his little face.

"It's the first time I've met such a good-looking girl in the capital."

She changed, and he changed.

The time Su Yujin said came at that moment.

This time, nothing could stop them.