748. in the first place

Luo Xiaofang's words made Ling Yunpeng speechless, but he had mixed feelings and his blood boiled.

Ling Yunpeng was deeply influenced by Kang Junru, worried that the love of children would become a fetter to the revolutionary cause, and he was also afraid that having a never-ending relationship would make each other suffer for a lifetime, so for the opposite sex, he often rejected people from the beginning, and in doing so, of course, there would be no emotional sprouts, although his appearance, his temperament, and his talent would make many women flock to him, but he always maintained a cold attitude, so even if many women had a good impression of him, they were also curbed by his attitude and retreated.

Before meeting Luo Xiaofang, Ling Yunpeng believed in celibacy, he thought that he would be a lone wanderer who walked the world with a sword, and it might be his fate to be alone for the rest of his life.

But after meeting Luo Xiaofang, the door of his closed heart was unconsciously knocked open by Luo Xiaofang's tenderness, making him feel the beauty of opposites attracting and enjoying each other, whenever he gets along with Luo Xiaofang, it will make him feel warm and relaxed, so that he can leave behind many troubles. Luo Xiaofang's body seems to have a kind of magnetic force, he is firmly attracted, deeply trapped in it, unable to extricate himself, every time he is with Luo Xiaofang, it will make him have an urge to take care of his life.

Although he promised Luo Xiaofang that when he waited until the day of the victory of the Anti-Japanese War, if he was still alive and healthy, he would definitely marry her, but could he live to the day of the victory of the Anti-Japanese War? Who can pack a ticket for this? Then his promise to Luo Xiaofang may be a blank check, will his relationship with Luo Xiaofang have a happy ending? Ling Yunpeng was not sure of this, he was afraid that the ending between him and Luo Xiaofang might become the kind of poignant and tragic written by Su Shi: ten years of life and death, without thinking, unforgettable. Thousands of miles of lonely graves, nowhere to talk about desolation. Even if you don't know each other, your face is dusty, and your temples are like frost.

Ling Yunpeng didn't dare to think about it, he was afraid that he would live up to Luo Xiaofang's infatuation at this time, and he was even more afraid that he would delay Luo Xiaofang's life in the future, so in the face of Luo Xiaofang's tenderness, he was a little confused, suffering from gains and losses, and was in a dilemma.

And at this moment, Luo Xiaofang once again tactfully confessed her heart to him: since you can't predict the future, you should live in the present, seize the good time in front of you, and don't let yourself have regrets.

These words surprised Ling Yunpeng, all along, Luo Xiaofang's impression of Ling Yunpeng was that of an empathetic and gentle girl in the traditional sense, but she didn't expect that Luo Xiaofang's gentle appearance implied a free and uninhibited and detached heart, as long as she was with her beloved, she could not care about fame, she could not care about fame, she did not seek eternity, but she once had, which made Ling Yunpeng have to look at her with admiration and excitement.

If it was the effect of alcohol last time, then today, Ling Yunpeng is sober, he couldn't hold back the frantic heart, hugged Luo Xiaofang, kissed her wildly, and then picked her up and walked to the bed......

After some clouds and rain, Luo Xiaofang lay in Ling Yunpeng's arms, held Ling Yunpeng's hand, and said softly: "Brother Ling, do you know? Every time I see those newborns, I can't help but ask myself, what will my children look like in the future, I know now, my children will definitely look like his father in the future, handsome and extraordinary. ”

Ling Yunpeng hugged Luo Xiaofang in his arms and said softly: "I hope she can be as gentle and graceful as you, smart and lovely." ”

"Brother Ling, I think if he gives birth to a boy, I will call him Ling Fei, flying fly."

"Well, yes, if it's a girl, it's also called Ling Fei, Fang Fei's Fei, Ah Fang, what do you think?" Ling Yunpeng smiled and kissed Luo Xiaofang's forehead.

"Pengfei, Fang Fei, that's nice, Brother Ling."

"Ah Fang, in fact, my surname is not Ling, my surname is Peng." Ling Yunpeng thought about it again and again, and still told Luo Xiaofang his real name: "My real name is Peng Yunlin. ”

Luo Xiaofang was stunned: "Brother Ling, isn't Ling Yunpeng your real name?" ”

"It's not surprising that there are a few pseudonyms for our business, but this one was given to me by my father, and I like it very much. However, Ah Fang, this is a secret, and I hope you can keep it a secret for me. ”

Luo Xiaofang nodded: "I understand this, then our child will be called Peng Lingfei or Peng Lingfei in the future." ”

Ling Yunpeng kissed Luo Xiaofang's cheek, Luo Xiaofang's tenderness made Ling Yunpeng a little confused, at this moment he almost forgot his identity and cherished this most beautiful emotion in the world. He seemed to feel a little unreal and dreamlike at the moment, and he bit his finger hard, and a pain woke him up.

Ling Yunpeng is rational after all, he knows that his mission and responsibilities make it difficult for him to become a pair with Luo Xiaofang, and he always feels that he owes Luo Xiaofang a lot, facing Luo Xiaofang who is looking forward to the future, Ling Yunpeng still decided to say these truths that are stuffed in his heart, although this truth will destroy the warm atmosphere at the moment and make Luo Xiaofang hurt, but he still has to say it.

"Ah Fang, it's an eventful time now, although you and I are in love, heart to heart, but I can't give you a name now, I can't always be by your side, maybe, maybe we may not have a future, this is an injustice to you, it is a harm, but I can't change this situation, I hope you can understand my situation."

"Brother Ling, you are too worried, I don't feel any injustice, there is any harm, although my appearance seems to be very weak, in fact, my heart is much stronger than what you see, for me, move with your heart, what your heart wants, what you do is the life I pursue, we are imprisoned by many things every day, and there are often a lot of last resorts, and now I can do it spontaneously, I am really satisfied, as for what you said, I can understand, and I am mentally prepared, I don't expect me to have you all the time, But I have at least had you, that's enough, in fact, you really don't have to carry too much weight, too many worries, the so-called flowers bloom and fall without regrets, fate comes and goes like water, you can rest assured to do what you want to do, I will not be a burden to you. ”

Ling Yunpeng didn't expect that Luo Xiaofang, who has always been weak and weak, was much tougher and more free and easy than he imagined, and she couldn't help but look at her with admiration, he hugged Luo Xiaofang tightly, and stroked Luo Xiaofang's hair with his fingers, he was glad that his vision could find such a gentle and kind, beautiful and generous, rigid and soft lovely son among all living beings, this is God's favor for him, a gift to him, so that he can have this unforgettable love, if he can control his own destiny, he will definitely live up to his time.