300. Whispers in the Silent Night
Loneliness, like a flower lingering with a dark fragrance, blooms in the inky silence of the night. Mr. often says that loneliness is good wine and coffee, I don't know how to drink these two things together, but I think it must have a different taste!
Because although he is young, he is a man with a great story!
Staying by the kite's side, my mood can be described by the word "entangled". When I came to the West, my husband thought of countless ways for the kite, and I saw them all. No matter where he goes, he will come to see the kite as soon as he comes back!
As a sister of the kite, I am very happy and happy for the kite!
My name is Arashi Suzuki. The surname Suzuki comes from Mr., and Arashi is the name that my master gave me when I was a child. Because I love the sea and love water, he gave me such a choppy name.
He wants me to be a strong woman like the waves in the ocean!
However, no matter how tough a woman is on the outside, there must be something unusually soft in her heart, and for me, my softness is sir! When night falls, this softness crystallizes and sublimates, eventually condensing into beads of tears.
I'm a ninja, and I've been born since I was born! I don't know who my parents are or who my future belongs to. The first lesson I learned was to forget myself! Think of yourself as a tool!
The master said that the reason why a ninja is called a ninja is to endure that ordinary people can't bear it, and the so-called forbearance, the first knife must be pointed at the heart.
Forget yourself, forget your emotions, and forget your life in order to be absolutely loyal to your master and become a qualified ninja.
I have always been the most proud female apprentice of the master, because I must achieve perfection in all my teachings, and I have never let women shave their eyebrows! I can't be a samurai, but I have the feeling of a samurai!
I always thought that I would definitely go on a ruthless path. Until you can't walk anymore, or die! Until...... I met Mr. and it all changed!
When I was with Masata and Kite, I was arranged by the leader to serve Mr. It was as if a new door had opened in my life!
When I first met him, he was still such a beautiful child. But it soon became clear to me that he was an absolutely unusual person! Beneath his immature exterior, there seems to be a hidden vicissitudes of life and a wise soul!
By his side, I seem to be transparent, I don't need to hide anything, I just need to concentrate on doing my duty, and unlike in Dongying, Mr. does not ask us to abandon our joys, sorrows, and sorrows, in his eyes, we are not tools, but living people!
His warmth and care for him moistened my heart little by little!
Once, I was surprised when I whispered to me that my husband had refused her service! I think that Sir is not out of simplicity or concern, but more out of pity and sympathy for us!
He didn't like to be together without feelings, which I learned later. If it's a different owner...... Oh, don't talk about it!
Slowly, I felt like I had changed and become braver—because my husband needed it.
At that time, Mr. wanted to build a trade route to Dongying, so he was starting from scratch! For the sake of that not too far sea, I almost exhausted all my strength to complete my first voyage!
Later, Chen Kui came to our fleet, he is very experienced, but I am younger! I studied day and night, and until now, I have become a good admiral!
A few times, Masahyo privately advised me that as a woman, don't work so hard, it seems that it is more important to capture my husband's heart than the stormy sea!
Every time I hear him talk about this, I just laugh and don't say anything, because he doesn't understand! Mr. has gone through many ups and downs along the way! What he needs is not a vase, nor a tool to satisfy his desires, but someone who can help him support the heavens and the earth!
I don't know when I started falling in love with him and it's getting more and more! A shallow smile from him on me was enough to keep me entertained all day! It can make me forget all the hardships and hardships! Maybe that's what Master didn't teach me—the power of love.
The most painful thing for me is the Miss Li family......
In the eyes of the world, Mr. is the nephew of the first assistant of the Ming Dynasty, and Miss Li is the daughter of the military department. It was as if they had endless topics to talk about, and an endless common language.
I know that for a man like Mr., spirit is his supreme pursuit, and having a person with eyebrows, Qin Se and Ming is accompanied far exceeds the need for a good-looking body, not to mention, Miss Li is like a red plum blossom blooming in the cold winter, so clear and lovely!
In Africa, Mr. would rather face the Spanish fleet directly than give up rescuing Miss Li, and I am not happy in my heart. But for the sake of my husband's safety, I'd rather do it for him!
Of course, the kite thinks so too. This stupid guy has been admitting death since he was a child! Just like me.
As early as the time of Dongying, in such a closed environment, we had heard of the brave and good fighting of the Spanish fleet. As the overlord who has been galloping the ocean for many years, facing them head-on is tantamount to hitting a stone with an egg!
But how could a gentleman be affectionate and fearless, so how could he ignore his former fiancée? He said that he had let it go, but how could he really let go in his heart?
Although he kept saying that he only came to the rescue for the sake of benevolence and righteousness, whenever he heard the not very good news of Miss Li's family, the corners of his eyes and eyebrows trembled were just evidence of betraying his true thoughts!
He still loves Miss Li, but so what? I don't care who he has in his heart, as long as he has me, it's enough!
When I was in danger of being attacked at sea, my husband was willing to be injured himself in order to save me! And the kite took himself again for the sake of Mr.!
Looking at the unconscious kite, sad sir, who understands the bitterness in my heart? I'd rather be injured and unconscious!
At least, it would make him love me more!
Since I was a child, I was not good at expressing my feelings, I was not as innocent as a kite, and I was not as true as Miss Li. But that doesn't mean I don't have my own pursuit and persistence!
For such a man who is willing to bear the danger for me, the brilliance of that moment is enough to become eternal! As long as I can be by his side, I am willing to do anything for him!
Every time I think of this, my heart can't help but tremble, and my whole heart is about to be warmed by him!
Thank you my love! It was you who gave me the courage to live affectionately in this world of affection......
Poor kite, it's been more than one hundred and thirty days and nights, why haven't you woken up yet? Do you know that Mr. is going to seek medical advice everywhere for you, and try his best to find the best doctor?
I know you know in your heart, but you just don't say it, right? You cunning little girl, you have tied your husband's heart to death while lying down, and I am here to be afraid of you!
When you wake up, make me the best and favorite food to compensate me! Did you hear that?
Alas, stupid fellow, wake up quickly, I'll compensate you, can't I make you something to eat? The gentleman went to sea again, and went to the new land, which is a very distant place! It's so far away that it's blurry on the charts!
He asked me to stay with you, and I was both reluctant and moved! You know, kite, I always remember the good times we had together when we were kids, what's your favorite tune?
Red dragonflies at sunset
When I was a child, I was seen on my back
What time is it?
Pick the mulberry fruit in the mountain forest
Put it in a small basket
Is it a dream?
A fifteen-year-old sister is married
Far from home
Since then, there has been no news
Red dragonflies at sunset
Please stop
On top of a bamboo pole
……
You stupid guy, breathing is still so calm and faint, like your favorite gardenia. You've never been a fighter, you're never angry, you're such a stupid guy!
I'm a year older than you, and you've been calling me Sister Lan since I was a child, but in fact, I already regard you as my own sister in my heart.
A long, long time ago, I already knew that you had a secret affection for your husband - because Granny Yunhu once said that people's eyes go straight to the heart, and when you love someone deeply, love will flash little stars in your eyes.
The way you look at Mr. is like the Milky Way in mythology, there are too many stars to count! Can't hide, stupid guy!
Have you forgotten, fifteen years ago, you told Master Caizang that you were going to become the best female ninja in the history of Toei! Vow solemnly!
As a result, after meeting Mr., you forgot about it, but you aspired to be the little woman behind Mr. Success. Sir is spoiled by you, and there is no one who doesn't like such a petite and lovely woman.
Remember, during training and missions, we always accidentally got scarred, and every time you smiled and said, "It doesn't hurt to eat a bowl of Sister Lan's secret braised pork rice and a bowl of miso soup!" "But I never saw you cry.
But when Mr. met Miss Li, the night they fell in love and got engaged, you stupid girl rode to the Jinshui Bridge alone, holding on to the railing and crying.
I was afraid that she would do something stupid, so I ran over to her, and she hugged me and said, "Sister Lan, I will never do anything stupid!" I can't rest assured sir! But...... But I just hurt! Piercing! ”
I cried all night, and the next day I still appeared beautifully in front of my husband.
Kite, you stupid fellow, wake up. I know you still can't rest assured in your dreams, sir! Because looking at you, I'm like looking at myself......
The doctor said, you are because of the nerve damage after the injury, I don't know what the nerve is, but I know that you will recover!
Sister Kite, wake up! In these days when you are sleeping, how many times has my husband been by your side all night, holding your little hand, calling your name, hoping that a miracle will happen in a moment!
What are you waiting for? Is it really like what Mr. said, do you want to wait for him to step on the colorful auspicious clouds to pick you up? You did it on purpose! Little villain!
The regrets in the world are nothing more than not being able to get and having lost. The most painful thing must be what you have gained but are about to lose. Cherish the people in front of you, there are not so many long days to come, it has always been easier said than done!
The gentleman went to the new continent, which is said to be a chaotic place! There is no limit to gold, wealth and opportunity, but also to killing, disease and hatred! Sir especially needs us by his side right now! Do you know?
Please! Wake up quickly! The doctor said you had signs of regaining consciousness, and I knew you were waking up! Right?
Hello to you, let's go to Xinda * Lu to find Mr. and surprise him, okay? Kite!
……
Be...... Am I dazzled? Kite, didn't you move!
It's moving again! I'm not dazzled! Kite! Your fingers are really moving!
Yes! Eye! The eyes are moving, too! Kite, are you waking up?
Doctor! Doctor! The kite is waking up! I'm going to wake up!