I really estimated in my heart that he might like me a little, but what I just figured out is now at an impasse, and I can't get along with myself.

How could he not mind?

How can I be with him, I am a selfish person, I hope that the person I marry in the future, he will treat me wholeheartedly. I don't want to be like my mother in the future, watching my husband take one concubine after another, marrying one side room after another, and every day I have to think about whether he will come to my room today, and whether he can accompany me in his leisure tomorrow.

But the life I once longed for, the life of a couple, that person can no longer give me.

But if I marry a person who is really good to me as Brother Yun wishes, and I still pretend to be him in my heart, is this too unfair to that person.

But I have others in my heart, how can I selfishly hope that others will love me only for the rest of my life.

I don't know how long I walked, and I felt that my legs were a little tired, but the people behind me still followed me closely.

Seeing that there was no one around, I stopped and turned around slowly, and when he saw me turn around, he was stunned for a moment, and then stopped and looked at me blankly.

I also looked at him, and said what was in my heart: "Your Royal Highness the King of Ling, I said that I would not be with you, why do you bother?" ”

He frowned, but his face was still very calm, and he asked, "Why?" Yi'er, I like you, as long as you say a word, I will immediately ask my father to give us marriage, the ordinary life you want, and the love of a lifetime and a couple, I can give it to you. ”

One life and one couple, it's really good to say, but there are a few people in this world who can really do it.

"But I don't like you."

You have such a strong temperament, I don't like you, how can I be with you, it will only delay you.

But I didn't think that he also said something that surprised me: "I heard what Lingyang said, I don't mind." ”

I wondered, "What do you listen to him?" ”

He was about to speak, but he stopped talking, just stared at me and didn't take his eyes away, and finally explained to me: "I know you can't forget that person, I don't care, I can wait, I will always be good to you, wait for you to forget him, wait for you to be with me, I just want you not to push me away, so that I can be by your side, you can, try to accept me." ”

After he finished saying this, he seemed to breathe a deep sigh of relief, and his eyes suddenly moved away, not daring to look directly at me anymore. Still immersed in shock, he continued: "I don't force you, I wait for your answer." ”

"When you're ready, feel free to come to me."

After saying the last sentence, he turned abruptly and walked forward, but his steps were slow.

I froze in place.

I kept staring at his back as I walked away, and I felt that my vision was getting blurred and blurred, and I looked up, and I don't know when, the sky had changed, and the misty drizzle had fallen like beads with broken threads, and it fell on my face drop by drop.

The person in front of him suddenly stopped, not moving, as if he was still waiting for my reply to his words.

The good and bad scenes with him came to mind, he grabbed my hand so tightly that day, maybe the next second we would all fall into the abyss and lose our lives, but he didn't hesitate to grab me, and said something like that to me.

Later, when he walked out of the woods, he himself proposed to me to carry me on his back, and his attitude was so resolute, he was the prince, His Royal Highness the King of Tombs, who had always been in his eyes.

I have to admit that at that time, I was indeed a little moved, and I even hoped for a moment that if I hadn't met Brother Yun back then, he might not have had an accident, so I would have such a position in my heart that I could pretend to be someone else.

If there had been no Ling Xieyun in my life, then I might have promised Lou Yihang without hesitation on the day I fell into the water, and I would be with him well.

But I always love Brother Yun alone, is that really fair to the person who will live with me for the rest of my life?

I told Lingyang, to Mujing, and to myself that I would live my life well, and I would promise Brother Yun to find someone who truly loves me, forget him, and live a good life with that person.

"I don't remember the previous content, only the last few sentences."

"He said, Xiao Yan, promise me, live well, find someone who really loves you, live your life well, in the next life, I will watch you in another world, waiting for you, in the next life, we will make up for the regrets in this life."

Looking at the raindrops that are still falling in the sky, Su Yi'er, Su Yi'er, don't think about it anymore.

I made a bet with God at this moment, I gave myself time, and also gave time to the person who said he liked me, if we are destined to be together in the future, please God fulfill me and fulfill him, I don't want to be selfish to him, and I don't want him to live a messy life with someone who doesn't love him.

"Lou Yihang."

The person in front of me was stunned for a moment when he heard the voice, and I walked slowly towards him, looking at his body that seemed to be trembling in the drizzle, and I felt a little reluctant.

I don't know how long it took to finally walk behind him, the rain dripping down on his face, soaking his clothes, and I don't know if I was already crying.

"I promise you."

Such a fluttering four words, but I was a thousand pounds heavy, but I had told him all what I thought in my heart.

He turned around slowly, his eyes seemed to suddenly brighten, and he wanted to ask me again, "What did you say?" ”

I held back my tears and tried my best to give him a smile, "I'll give each other two years, if I am still alive in two years, you still think like this, we will get married immediately." ”

Seeing that a smile finally appeared on his face, he became overwhelmed for a while, hurriedly held my hand tightly, and said to me with great excitement and a little smacking: "I will find the best doctor in the world to treat you, you will not die, I will marry you, we will be together for the rest of our lives, for the rest of our lives, we will never be separated." ”

Feeling that he couldn't help crying, he clenched his teeth tightly and finally spit out a "good" word.

The person in front of me suddenly reached out and hugged me hard, and the rain was still falling.

I hadn't been in contact with him like this before, and I was a little overwhelmed for a while, and my mind was already blank, but I felt a strong sense of how hard he was working, and I was a little in pain.

When was the last time you were hugged like this? Probably, that person is Bai Lixuan, or in the Ice Lake Garden, at that time, wasn't it Lou Yihang who suddenly appeared and sarcastically mocked me for a while. Speaking of which, I also want to thank him, fortunately he appeared at that time, and my heart for Bai Lixuan was extinguished in time.

Isn't it that at that time, he already had feelings for me, otherwise how could it be so coincidental, every time I go out, I can meet him, but it seems that every time, what happens is very unpleasant.

A drop of rain hit my eyes, and I realized that we were not suitable for what we were now, and reached out and slowly pushed him away.

He looked at me with wide eyes, trying to speak and not being able to speak.

"It's still raining, I should go back."

He was stunned for a moment, and then recovered instantly, "Yes, I forgot, how are you?" Is there anything wrong with it? ”

When I saw him panic at the moment, I actually felt a little funny, indeed, I have known him for so long, and I have never seen him nervous about others.

"Fortunately, the rain was not very heavy, so I went back first."

That being said, after standing in the rain for so long, his body was still a little wet, and he was about to leave, when he reached out and grabbed me: "I'll send you, we'll be together." ”

I couldn't refute it, so I let him take my hand and walk.

"Yi'er, have you and Lou Jing met before?"

He asked this question suddenly, which made me a little overwhelmed, and after thinking about it, he didn't want others to know about it, so I still don't tell anyone, in fact, it's okay to keep a distance from him, but I can't mess with one after another.

"I don't know, he's not been in the capital, how can I know him?"

"That's good, don't have too much to do with him."

I remembered what Bai Lixuan told me about the matter between him and King Chen before, as well as the tone and attitude of King Chen in the restaurant, King Chen must have cared about him very much, so I couldn't help but ask him: "Then Murong Ling said that she likes King Chen, and King Chen, does she also like Murong Ling?" ”

He blurted out, "I don't know. Then he said impatiently, "Don't mention him." ”

I didn't say anything, and he continued to say to me, "You promise me not to have contact with him, okay?" ”

When I saw that I had reached the gate of the house, I stopped, and I really couldn't understand what I couldn't say properly, so I had to make it look like this. He persuaded him earnestly: "He is your brother." ”

He looked at me, but his mouth said, "What if, what if, what if you are with him in the future?" ”

I was completely amused by his words, and I couldn't hold back my laughter and asked him, "Why do you think I'm going to be with him?" I don't know him. ”

I probably already know what he means, am I afraid that I will repeat Murong Ling's mistakes? Without waiting for him to answer, he was about to go to the house.

Seeing that he didn't mean to stop, he had to say to him: "When I arrive, I'll go in by myself, Your Highness doesn't need to send it." ”

He nodded, but stopped, looked at me blankly, and said, "Yi'er, can you call my name in the future?" ”

"Your Highness, this is not in accordance with the rules."

Although I said this in my mouth, I know better than anyone else in my heart, since I realized that now, how many times has Lou Yihang called him, and the number of times he has been called with courtesy is very rare, how can I feel that it is not polite now, Su Yi'er, you really don't have a backache when you stand and talk.

"You'll just call me the same as they do, okay?"

He still stared at me blankly, his eyes soft as if they were about to drip water, and he looked aggrieved, as if he was begging me. I thought about it for a while, how did they call him in Lingyang.

Both of them were silent for a while, I couldn't stand it anymore, I felt a little cold in my body, and slowly spoke: "Ah Hang..."

Before he had time to see his reaction, he hurried to the house.