When I regained consciousness and opened my eyes again, it was already dawn outside, and this time I passed out, but it was different from before, and I woke up feeling very tired and weak.

"Xiao Yan, wake up? How does it feel? Mu Jing walked to the side of the bed at some point, Xu saw that I was pale, reached out and touched my forehead, and then said: "I don't have a fever anymore, why is my face so bad, wait and eat more." ”

I looked at him intently, and couldn't help but ask the previous question: "Mu Jing, I have always wanted to ask you, what kind of disease I have, why I have been like this since I was a child, I have taken so many medicines, and I have seen so many doctors, but I have not seen any better." ”

He seemed surprised that I would ask him such a question, after all, I had never asked him about my condition before, in fact, they had never taken the initiative to tell me, so I didn't think there was any need to ask, and even if I did, I would only make up one to prevaricate me, so I might as well not ask.

Xu is because the focus of his heart is not on the point before, so he has the heart to think about other things, and now he is a little curious about his body, and his mother has not been in good health since she was a child, but she is not like me.

Mu Jing smiled and said: "You don't have to know this, I will find a way to cure your disease, there will be no major incident, and you don't have to listen to the words of other quacks." ”

He didn't say it, but I just wanted to know today.

"But..."

"Xiao Yan, you have to live your life well and don't think too much. No matter what happens, your father and I will find a way to deal with it. He said to me firmly.

And my father?

I looked at him suspiciously, thinking to myself, if you don't let me ask, you won't ask, what is the matter with my father? "If you don't say it, forget it, I won't ask in the future."

He nodded: "Don't think about it, trust me, when did I lie to you?" ”

When? Fooled me?

It's good that he didn't say this, but when he said that, I was still thinking about my amnesia, if he hadn't helped my father and them, how could I have suffered such an experience of amnesia.

I glanced at him, "Really?" ”

He got up to leave: "Ah... That one... All the things that were before are gone, and I swear that I will never from now on. ”

I smiled contemptuously, "What are you going to vouch for me now?" ”

He thought for a moment: "I thought to..."

"Your Zhen'er?"

Hearing the word "Zhen'er", his expression suddenly became solemn, and he looked at me with a smile: "What did you hear yesterday?" ”

"What can I hear? I hear you talking, your daughter. I deliberately accentuated the word "Zhen'er" at the end, and I could see that when I said this name, his face would be a little more sad.

"You heard them all?"

"I heard it, but I'm not very interested, so don't worry, I won't ask you to say anything."

"Xiao Yan, I still remember when I was a child, you often pestered me to say about your mother's childhood, I didn't say it, you kept talking in my ear to annoy me, you know, I'm most afraid of being noisy. But no matter how much you bother me, I won't tell you, and now that you're older, you rarely ask me about these things. ”

When I was a child, think about it, I was always interested in those things at that time, but I didn't dare to ask my father and mother, so I had to bother Mujing, I was very persistent since I was a child, and I asked for a day, but no matter how soft and hard I was, he refused to tell me.

"You don't want to say it, it's useless for me to bother you. I'm really not interested in these things anymore, my health is not good, and I still have so many things in my head to do, and I'm tired and panicked. ”

Mu Jing smiled and nodded, as if he was very satisfied with my idea, "You can think about it now." ”

"Okay, you have a good rest, and I'll call you when I'm ready."

With that, he got up and walked out.

Suddenly thought of the letter that Mu Jing had mentioned before, he gave it to me and I hadn't read it, so I stopped him in time, "Wait a minute." ”

He stopped, "What's wrong?" ”

"Didn't you say before that Brother Yun gave you a letter, where did you put it? Show it to me. ”

After I finished speaking, he was speechless for a while, and I looked a little stunned, and I looked at him suspiciously, only to hear him say in a slurred voice: "Letter, that letter..."

I was even more puzzled, that was the only thing Brother Yun, could he be the kind of person who would lose things, so I asked, "What, you lost it?" ”

He hesitated for a moment, and I thought to myself, could it really be lost? He seemed to have a flash of inspiration, and continued to explain to me: "That is, when you came here with your senior sister half a year ago, she came into my house and accidentally saw it, so I burned it. ”

I don't know why, I don't believe much in this reason?

"Did my mother see what's inside?"

He hurriedly shook his head and waved his hand, "No, when she got it, I grabbed it and burned it in time." ”

I sighed, "Forget it, it's gone." ”

Mu Jing slowly walked out of the house, watching his footsteps go farther and farther, tears could no longer hold back, and fell down, if, at that time, I didn't want to end my life regardless of it, and take a good look at the letter Mu Jing gave me, maybe, I wouldn't even know what he wanted to say to me before he died.

"That, Xiao Yan..."

I didn't know when Mu Jing appeared in the house again, I looked at him suspiciously, he paced rapidly, looking at me uneasily.

I kept looking at him and waited for him to continue.

"Actually, I've read that letter."

"I don't remember the previous content, only the last few sentences."

"He said, Xiao Yan, promise me, live well, find someone who really loves you, live your life well, in the next life, I will watch you in another world, waiting for you, in the next life, we will make up for the regrets in this life."

"Probably, that's it."

I continued to look at him, in fact, since I regained my memory, I have thought about it many times, I know that Brother Yun must not be an ordinary person, but he never told me his true identity, including his real name, until he left.

No matter how much I contradicted my father and mother, it was already clear in my heart.

However, he is no longer there, and most importantly, he has never forgotten our agreement, and before he died, he still thinks about me, even if he lies to me, I believe that he did not mean it, and I am willing to believe that he is for my good. He also wants me to live my life well, so I should let go of the past.

"I know, don't worry, I will live well, me and him are destined to be inseparable in this life, since he said so, then we will meet again in the next life."

"It's best if you think so."

"Your mother would be glad to know that you thought about it like this."

I looked at Mu Jing, over the years, he was really good to me, really caring, very patient, I was willing to tell him anything on my mind, and said to him: "Thank you." ”

He laughed out loud at my words, "Silly girl, what's polite with me." ”

I also smiled faintly, "Then I'll change my clothes and leave for Beijing after dinner." ”

He let out an "um" and got up and walked out, "Okay, I'll help your mother cook." ”

As soon as Mu Jing left on his front foot, Yuyin hurriedly ran over, "Miss! ”

I looked at her panicked look and hurriedly asked, "Yuyin, what's wrong?" ”

She walked in and closed the door, pulling something out of her cuff, "Miss, I found something on top of that cloak. ”

I took the small box, opened it and took out the contents of it, this is a pair of earrings, a pendant in the shape of a purple peach leaf, with a crystal embedded in it, I don't know much about these jewelry, but I know that it is worth a lot at a glance, and the box wrapped on the outside is not an ordinary box, but this thing, it looks, as if I have seen it somewhere.

"These earrings are so familiar."

Yuyin also stared at it for a while, then suddenly picked it up and said, "Miss, isn't this the pair of earrings that came out of Jinmo Pavilion last year?" ”

My mind turned, yes, last year Jinmo Pavilion came out with a pair of earrings, before the thing came out, I happened to be there to buy something, and accidentally saw the drawings of the jewelry, probably because I like the peach blossoms, and I also like the peach leaf-like things.

At that time, I also asked the proprietress specifically, and she said that this thing was prepared, but it looked strange, and I don't know if anyone would like it, so I played two pairs first.

Soon after, when I went there to buy them, the proprietress told me that the things had been bought, and that the master craftsman had said that he would never make these earrings again. When I think about it now, I still remember the loss in my heart at that time.

replied to Yuyin in his mouth: "Yes, how can it be in the hands of a Jianghu person." ”

Yuyin smiled and said, "Miss, this is your dream jewelry, isn't it just right?" Hurry up and wear it. ”

I quickly shook my head, put the pendant in the box, and brought it back to Yuyin, "No, it's not mine." Take it first, and if you have the chance to meet next time, give it back to him. ”

I thought about it, I have decided to live well, I am afraid that in this life, I don't want to step into this sad place again, before leaving, I still want to take a good look here, the place that once belonged only to me and Brother Yun, from now on, will no longer exist. I also hope that the fool Su Muyan will also die with Ling Xueyun.

On the way back, I kept thinking about the bits and pieces of the past, and I finally made up my mind, when I was eating, listening to the tone of my mother talking to me, Mu Jing should have told her all my thoughts, and she looked very happy.

In fact, when I think about it, my father and I would have so many quarrels, mostly because of when I was a child. Since he unscrupulously let Brother Yun leave Peach Blossom Village, I have always been unable to get along with him, I don't think he likes me, he also has opinions on me everywhere, my mother is always caught in the middle, she has been embarrassed for all these years, and now I am afraid that she is finally relieved.