When they met for the first time in the imperial garden in the palace that day, he said to Sister Wan.

"It turns out that she is the third lady of the Prime Minister's Mansion? The first time you come to the palace, you really have to be careful, eldest lady, you have to take your sister with you, don't let her find her direction again. ”

I thought at that time, the same words, the same meaning, in Lou Yihang and his mouth, but there is a big difference.

Bai Lixuan, he is the only son of Lord Yushi, has a good family background, is proficient in poetry and books, can also play the piano and chess, and his martial arts are not bad, he is the object of admiration of many women in Beijing, his smile is so clear and moving, and his good touches people's hearts.

Ru Xingyi said, everything he gave me is enough to make me moved, this heartfelt goodwill, from the first time we met, existed in my heart, these days every time we meet, is deepening this goodwill. Maybe one day, I'll like him very much.

I don't know how long it took, but I was fascinated by it, and I felt that the feeling of bumps was finally gone, and my heart finally reached its destination.

When I got off the horse, I saw a very narrow path, surrounded by flowers and plants, and he didn't say anything, but walked straight ahead. I followed him forward, while looking at the various flowers next to me, vaguely remembered that when I was a child in Peach Blossom Village, there was a huge peach blossom forest, which was full of peach trees, which began to bloom in mid-March, and the peach blossoms on the branches bloomed, floating with bursts of fragrance, and petals everywhere, which was really beautiful.

After the path was finished, but he continued to walk, and I fixed my eyes to see that this was indeed a place of infinite scenery. Surrounded on all sides by mountains, in front of me was a very spacious meadow, with all kinds of small flowers growing on the side, a small river on the left, a small lake on the right, and patches of peach trees that I was still thinking about, but it was not yet the time to bloom.

"You'er, is it beautiful here?"

I was intoxicated by the fragrance of flowers, looked around at the blooming flowers around me over and over again, and nodded, "The flowers are in full bloom, and they are very beautiful." How do you know about this place. ”

He smiled and replied: "When I was a child, I often went to the palace to go to my aunt's, so I have always had a good relationship with Ah Hang, Jun Yu, and His Royal Highness King Yun. Since then, we have come here when we have time. Drink together, ride horses together, talk about life. ”

"So, what about later?"

"Later, something happened, and they never came here again."

As he spoke, he suddenly sighed, and then asked me, "Do you know Murong Ling?" ”

I nodded and replied: "I know, I heard the people in the house talk about it, she is very good-looking, didn't she say that she was praised as the first beauty in the capital by the people of Beijing?" ”

"Yes, the thing she has been proud of since she was a child is her family background and beauty. Because of the relationship between the queen mother, she is often in the palace, Ah Hang has liked her since she was a child, and of course, she also likes Ah Hang. He looked at me and explained slowly, "Back then, she used to hang out with us. Two years ago, His Royal Highness King Chen, and Murong Ling, something happened in the palace, that day Ah Hang saw them with his own eyes, disheveled in a room, Murong Ling kept crying, saying sorry, claiming that he had changed his mind and hoped that he would be fulfilled. And King Chen, but he didn't explain word by word, he wanted to leave, he slashed King Chen with a sword. After that, King Chen asked His Majesty to leave Beijing to guard the border, and Murong Ling was taken to her grandfather's house by Grandpa Guo. Maybe it's because there are too many memories here, and since then, they haven't been here again. ”

He kept talking, and I kept listening. Unexpectedly, this Lou Yihang also has such a past, he is a prince and a son-in-law, he has been pampered since he was a child, and he is held in the palm of his hand, one is a woman he has liked since he was a child, and the other is his brother, where can he stand such a betrayal.

But he obviously has someone he likes, but he still wants to provoke me, Murong Ling left, maybe for him, he just can't get used to that kind of loneliness and is eager to find a stand-in, how can he have the slightest sincerity towards me. That's fine, I don't want to have too much entanglement with him, but Li Xuan, why is he so good to me? These are good, whether they are sincere.

"Hello." He called me softly, and this voice was extremely gentle, as if every time he called my name, it would tilt the unmoved heart in my heart, so that I did not dare to look at him. He bowed his head and said: "I haven't heard anyone say anything about this matter, probably the queen mother, or Your Majesty, made an order, I don't want anyone else to know." ”

"It's a matter of royal face, and they naturally don't want more people to know about it. At that time, many of the palace people who knew about it were sent out of the palace, and some of them had broken mouths and were quietly disposed of. His Majesty has strictly decreed that no one who knows can mention it to anyone, and two years have passed, and the matter has gradually faded. ”

Then why are you telling me?

In fact, not only this sentence, I still have a lot of things I want to ask him, why he is good to me, from the first time we met, from every time I was sad, he always appeared in front of me. Perhaps, I am slowly liking him, Lou Yihang and Ouyang Junyu are not what I want, but if it is Li Xuan, I think I will be very happy.

"You'er, what are you thinking?" He interrupted my train of thought again.

I smiled and replied: "I didn't think about anything, I just didn't expect it, Lou Yihang.. His Royal Highness King Ling, he actually had such an encounter, he should like Miss Murong very much. I'm also very curious, what kind of person is King Nachen, Miss Murong, why did he suddenly change his mind. ”

He didn't answer my question, but suddenly said something very gentle to me that shocked me.

He said: "Yi'er, in fact, the first time I saw you, I thought you were very different. Every time I see you, you give me a different feeling, and this feeling makes me intoxicated. ”

He said: "Yi'er, I want to protect you well, I don't want you to be wronged, I don't know what it's like, but at least now, I want to be by your side all the time, as long as you need me, I'll be there." ”

He also said...

I didn't listen much to what he said later, probably because I was a little confused by his sudden words that I didn't know whether it was a confession or what he meant, so that he went elsewhere at some point, and I was still on the side.

Didn't I still say to myself, if it was Bai Lixuan, I would be very happy. He's just having a showdown with me? He has a good impression of me as much as I have for him. So should I say something, or nothing, or express my thoughts, or....

My heart was entangled, but my feet involuntarily trotted towards him, and he looked at me and showed the same smile as before, the smile that made me more tempted again and again. The two of you looked at me, I looked at you, didn't say a word, he is such a transparent person, probably knows what I think in my heart, so he didn't ask me, he knows, he should know, obviously I am different from him and others, he should know.

"You'er, are you hungry?" He spoke.

I nodded without thinking, and he walked closer to me, the two of them were so close that this time I felt not only his heartbeat, but also my own heartbeat suddenly accelerated.

"I'll take you to eat." He reached out and grabbed the corners of my cuffs and walked back. That's right, it was the corner of my coat that grabbed me, and I followed him, walking in small steps.

He took me back to Fangcai's place, took me on a horse, and returned to the capital.

He took me to eat at the best restaurant in Beijing, and this best restaurant was what he said, and I didn't have the heart to taste how delicious the food there was, but I felt that I should take a good look at him and talk to him every time I was with him.

He took me to one of his favorite teahouses and tasted his favorite tea.

He took me to one of his favorite jewelry stores, and he bought a hairpin with a blue gemstone and put it on for me with his own hands, saying it was my favorite blue.

...

In the evening, he sent me home and told me all the way that I should pay attention to my body and that if I feel unwell, I should see a doctor, and I can't drag it out. And on weekdays, you have to follow what the doctor says, and you can't eat indiscriminately. He sent me to the door, and when he saw that Yuyin was already waiting for me, he didn't say much, said goodbye to me and left.

I looked at his back, and a burst of warmth surged in my heart, if I could stay with him for a long time in this life, I should be able to live well. I just don't know why, I always feel like something is missing in my heart.

"Pull the hook, hang yourself, you can't change for a thousand years..."

"Xiao Yan, wait for me..."

The scenes from the dream flashed in my mind again, and these days, these strange dreams have been doing more and more, even during the day, those scenes and sounds will appear from time to time, and they seem to have happened in real life. But what have I forgotten, have I forgotten something?

"Miss, what's wrong with you?" Yuyin suddenly walked up to me.

I shook my head that hurt a little, said that it was okay, and was about to go to the house with Yuyin, but suddenly remembered what Ri Xingyi said, "Second sister, fortunately, my father was prescient at the beginning, and now you are much more cheerful and lively than you before, my father did the right thing, that Ling Xie..."

Before she finished speaking, she was interrupted by Sister Wan, I was still puzzled at the time, wondering if they had something to hide from me, but the series of things in the back did not go into further investigation, and now I think about it, it is very strange.

Xingyi's words, it seems that I was not so cheerful in the past? She said that her father did the right thing, what my father did to me, and the person she didn't finish, Ling... Pavilion...

"My name is Ling Xueyun."

"Your name is so nice, you are older than me, then I will call you Brother Yun from now on."

"Ling Xie Yun..." couldn't help but read the name in this memory. As soon as the end of my note fell, I felt Yuyin's body tremble. I looked at her and saw that her eyes were wandering, and she kept looking at the ground and didn't dare to look at me, and I had a faint idea in my heart that I didn't dare to sprout.

I didn't ask her, and I was afraid that she wouldn't say if I did. Xingyi was born casual, he is a person who can't hide things, probably last time he said that sentence in a trance, knowing that it caused me to be suspicious, and he hasn't seen me recently.

What have I forgotten, Ling Xieyun, what is his relationship with me, are those memories related to him? Sister Wan, Xingyi, Yuyin, and my father and mother, everyone in the house knows about it, but they are all hiding it from me, or perhaps, forgetting is good for me.