I don't know anything, I don't have any sadness and trouble, I don't know that he was so ruthless, I don't wonder if he really likes me or not, I don't worry about this and that.

I don't know, I'm glad I know now, or... Grumble...

It turned out that when I was in South Vietnam, the words that Murong Yiyang said to me were not because he was Dongfang Ying, not because of his identity, but because he knew about him and Su Yi'er for a long time, and he even knew everything clearly, and he tried to remind me.

Unfortunately, at that time, I didn't know anything, and I never even suspected him. Carried away by love, without a brain, I don't care about anything, I'm really the most typical one in the world.

It seems that everyone knows that I am the only one who is kept in the dark, and this feeling is familiar. Have I experienced this before?

It just feels familiar, and I really can't remember when I've experienced it before.

I selfishly hoped that none of this was true, but as I thought, there was no way to solve it, and no matter what the facts were, there was no way for me to be with him.

No matter what he thinks in his heart, after all, he still likes Su Yi'er more.

After all, after so many years of relationship, there is also a life-saving grace, and I have known him for so long, I also think that he is not a hard-hearted person, if it is not a last resort, it is not a last resort... How... How could you be so ruthless.

I finally pulled myself out of that dead end, and it turned out that what I cared more about was that he didn't like me at all!

It's just a stand-in... It's just because of my looks...

So now, what else do I have to say to him?

"Yuan'er has been particularly fond of spending time with me lately. As soon as you go out, you want this and that. He came to me early this morning, pestered me to take him out to play, and I bought him a lot of food outside, this kid likes to eat so much, and he doesn't look like your eldest brother at all. ”

"But it's really cute. The temperament is a bit like you, this child grows up, I'm afraid he is also naughty. ”

"But with your second brother in charge, it shouldn't be the same as you. Actually, I envy your second brother. ”

"I heard your fourth brother say today that there are some things that your father and mother haven't dealt with yet, and I'm afraid it will be a few days before I come back, to be honest, I..."

"Ling Xueyun."

In the past seven days, it was only the first thing I said to him, he had been alone for so many days, I am afraid that he was also used to my ignorance, and when he heard me speak, he was instantly stunned.

I leaned against the tree and looked at him lightly, I hadn't taken a good look at him for a long time, I used to like him so much, and there was a little bit because of his looks.

This guy is so good-looking.

He has a gentle temperament, treats people considerately, cooks, cooks, and takes care of people.

I've only known him for so long, and I've liked him so much.

Su Yi'er back then, I have known him since I was a child, I have been in contact with him for so long, and I know him more thoroughly than I do, so it's no wonder that she will want to die or live for him.

"Tell me, how much do you love Su Yi'er?"

"Tell me, do you ever regret doing that to her?"

My voice was hoarse, and if I hadn't gritted my teeth, I'm afraid I would have cried by now.

These two sentences have been stuffy in my heart for seven days. I'm afraid that knowing his answer, I will be worthless for myself, and I will be worthless for Su Yi'er.

Silence to be expected.

I thought, what exactly am I looking forward to? He loves Su Yi'er very much, but the woman he loves can never come back, and now there is only one me left in this world.

I exhaled softly, looked up at the stars in the sky, and my mind fluttered for a moment.

"I'm sorry."

I'm sorry? I'm sorry for what? Tricked on my feelings?

"Ling Xueyun, I found that I never knew you."

He laughed.

I looked at him again, and he moved closer to me, and suddenly a hand came out.

I didn't know what to do, my whole body froze in place, and my brain was not only flowering, but also accompanied by a little pain.

He smiled faintly and said: "Since you don't know each other, let's know it at the beginning, in Xia Ling Xueyun." ”

His words were like a deep thorn in the deepest part of my heart, and the smile on his face was so full that I couldn't open my eyes, and my brain began to explode like pain at that moment.

"Xiao Yan, wait for me."

"I'll marry you."

"How can you be true when you said something when you were a child?"

"I have nothing to say but I'm sorry."

"I, Ling Xueyun, swear to the sky, I only love Su Yi'er in this life, and if I disobey, I will not die well."

"Since you don't know each other, let's know it at the beginning. In the next, Ling Xueyun dared to ask the girl's name. ”

"Brother Yun, goodbye."

Ling Xueyun...

A few words came out of his mouth indistinctly: "Brother Yun." ”

I collapsed to the ground, and saw that his whole body was frozen in place, and he didn't even have time to help me, and saw my eyes sink into darkness.

I had a long dream.

Many years ago, I was playing by the river and saw an injured child, about the same age as me, and I pestered Mu Jing to save him.

I waited for him for eight years, so much time, and kept that unattainable agreement and his promise to me, but he didn't come to see me even though he was in the capital!

I dreamed that two years ago, when I jumped into the lake for the first time, I was rescued, and a person said to me: Jumping into the lake can make me amnesia, who did you listen to?

Mu Jing told me that that person was no longer there and left me forever.

Did I believe then? I probably believed it, but I still had a few doubts in my heart.

After all, the paper did not wrap the fire, and I was reunited with him in the capital, he didn't have an explanation, no superfluous words, just said that he wanted to marry me, and I believed him.

I've been like this for so many years, ever since I met him. As long as he says, I believe, I don't need to explain, I don't need to hear anything else, I listen to what he wants to say, I don't care if he doesn't say it, as long as... As long as he's by my side...

It was like that before, it was like that two years ago, and it will be like that two years later.

His poison has already invaded my internal organs and flowed into my blood and bones, I can't forget it, I can't let go, I can only give my whole heart to him again and again.

It's hateful that every time I get it, my heart is cruelly gnawed, and there is nothing left.

King Chen and the eldest lady of the Prime Minister's Mansion got married, which caused a sensation in the entire capital.

Who doesn't know, he's with me.

Who doesn't know, he's the one I've been waiting for for eight years.

Does he remember? Have you ever promised me anything?

In this life, I only love Su Yi'er, and if I disobey, I can't die well.

Come to a sticky end... If it is a oath in this world, it can really be counted, and his bones that have long since died have been reduced to ashes. But where am I really willing to let him die?

There is still no explanation, if he marries, he marries, and when he marries, he marries.

Whatever is lifelong, what only loves me, is a lie.

I hate that I believe in him again and again, and I torture myself in an inhuman appearance, and I am willing to be injured by him.

"Since you don't know each other, let's know it at the beginning."

"In Xia Lingxie."

"Dare to ask the girl's name."

After a few years of waiting, he and I finally ended up recognizing.

This fainting really frightened the second brother and them.

When I woke up, the room was full of people, and luckily... There is no one that I least want to see and the least I can face.

"Yan'er, you're awake."

For a moment, I couldn't tell whether this was a dream or a reality.

It was so scary that I was covered in sweat.

I know that it is Situ Ruolian, I remember everything about her, I remember all the things that happened since I was a child, I was punished for getting into trouble when I was a child, the second brother chased me and beat me, the fourth brother pulled me and asked me to listen to him sing the flute, and the third brother beat someone else for me...

And Daddy, mother, I think the best-looking queen mother.

There are also Sister Ruoyi, Ruoying, as well as Yueling Island, Shuiyu Villa...

These people are all people I know, these things, these places, they are all memories that I have been to and experienced, and they are engraved in my mind, so real.

But why, I have another memory in my head.

In that memory, I am Su Yi'er, everything she has experienced, everything she has endured, everything she has endured, everything she has experienced, everything she has endured, everything she has experienced, everything she has experienced, everything she has endured, everything she has experienced, everything she has experienced, everything she has endured, everything she has experienced, everything she has experienced, everything she has endured,

How... How so... Who the hell am I? Why am I... Why do I have two memories, do I have two souls in my body?

"Yan'er, are you still uncomfortable?"

I looked at the fourth brother in a daze, this face is obviously the big one I have seen since I was a child, how can it be? Am I wrong?

I didn't know what to do for a while, so I just said, "I, I want to sleep for a while, you guys go out first." ”

"Okay, you have a good rest."

I was the only one left in the room, my head was still hurting, and the worst thing was that those memories were still pouring into my head.

Lou Yihang, Bai Lixuan, Ouyang Junyu, Murong Yiyang, Su Xingyi, Su Yewan, Murong Ling, Lou Yifeng...

These people, and all their things, were poured into my head at once... I was so overwhelmed that I was about to lose my breath.

I lay down and forced myself to fall asleep, maybe just get some sleep.

But as soon as I closed my eyes, I saw that two years ago, I was standing on the edge of the Lake of Forgetfulness, the place where I could forget, and I said to myself: I want to forget.

I'm going to forget him forever and ever, never... Don't even remember...

I have only one simple wish, if the legend of the Lake of Forgetfulness is true, I wish to never see him again. If it's fake, I hope that in the next life, I won't meet him again.

But God really likes to joke with people.,I just forgot about this front foot.,Only two years later, I met him again in a blink of an eye.。

It's just a matter of encountering it, and I was fascinated by him again.

I subconsciously reached out and touched my left shoulder, and the bumpy marks came into my hand. My brain was buzzing, and my heart was about to explode.

I... I actually... I turned out to be Su Yi'er.