Chapter 125: How I Was Willing to Hurt You So Much?

Everyone was gone, and the door was shut.

Xie Yun threw down the cloak on his body, shook off his loose hair, and lay back on the bed.

Yet he kept staring at me sideways.

I didn't move or speak for a long time, and he couldn't help but laugh out loud when he looked at it.

He moved a little inward, patted the vacant place on the bed, and called out to me, "Come here, lie down with me for a while." ”

I walked over and sat on the edge of the bed, staring blankly at him.

He grabbed my hand tightly, "Lie in." ”

I didn't move, and he called out again, "Come here." Shoes off. ”

...... I looked at the way he looked like I owed him something, and secretly said in my heart, obviously I interceded for others because of you, why did it seem like I asked you for something, and you promised to repay me now.

I was still there.

As if he couldn't lie down, he got up and grabbed my shoes and dragged me to the bed.

...

The two of them were lying flat on the same bed, and he stretched out a hand that went around my neck from behind, ran his fingers through and pinched my hair on the other side, and said in a hoarse voice: "Let me hold for a while." ”

“...”

I glanced at him slightly, and he had closed his eyes as if he was about to fall asleep.

I pressed against his hand, and although it only moved slightly, he noticed it at once, closed his eyes and asked me, "Can't you sleep?" ”

... Nonsense, if you can sleep, you have a ghost.

I couldn't help but glance at him again, and thought of a perfect reason, and replied to him, "I will move around when I sleep at night, for fear of touching your wounds." ”

He opened his eyes suddenly, ignoring the wounds on his body, turned sideways, and stared at me completely, "Didn't you stay at night to sleep with me?" ”

???

I secretly retorted in my heart, who stipulated that he stay here at night just to sleep with your old man, the sect leader?

He exhaled softly, as if I had wronged him, and complained: "I'm afraid everyone in the sect will know that there is another person in my room, what will they think if you go to sleep in the next room?" They... You'll feel... I think their sect leader is actually a problem. ”

The more he said, the more confused I became, and I didn't understand much in my heart, and as soon as his words fell, he subconsciously asked: "Why?" ”

I regretted it as soon as I asked, and I understood it at the last word.

He was amused by my question, and the smile on his face seemed to be laughing at me, asking me if I was doing it on purpose or if I was messing with him.

After a while, he smiled and explained to me in a serious tone: "My beloved is close at hand, and I will let you go somewhere else... It's not that my brain is broken, it's..."

I couldn't listen anymore and quickly interrupted: "Shut up, shut up, shut up!" ”

He tapped me on the shoulder a few times and replied, "Okay, I'll shut up, I won't say anything." It's wrong for the husband, don't be angry, it's not good to be angry. ”

“....”

He exhaled softly, lay down flat, and with a slight force of his hand, he took me into his arms, and I glanced at where the wound was, and leaned lightly on his shoulder.

With his other hand, he habitually held my hand outside the futon and said, "Actually, I'm not sleepy, I've slept so long during the day." ”

Don't be sleepy, so disturb me too... I thought in my heart that he meant it.

I laughed sullenly in my heart, and simply said, "Then you can tell me a story." ”

He was not surprised, nor did he refuse, but asked, "What do you want to hear?" ”

For some reason, hearing him ask, I felt a little uncomfortable, a slight burning feeling, and asked, "You... Does the wound still hurt? ”

He shook his head, "It's not a big injury. ”

"You... You've been in a coma for so long, and you're saying... He also said that it was not a major injury. ”

He gently pulled the hair he was holding in his hand, closed his eyes and asked softly, "Distressed?" ”

I admitted, "yes, I'm so distressed that I ran to see you as soon as I heard about it, and it turned out to be... You're still driving me away. ”

"I really didn't mean that." He smiled wryly and explained, "I thought... I thought it was Mu Jing who pulled you here. ”

Mu Jing... I remembered what the person said to me when I came over: "Mu Feng's holy envoy ordered yesterday that if you see the county lord in the capital, you should go forward and ask the county lord if he wants to go to the sect to see the sect master." ”

He didn't say that Mu Jing confessed, why did I only see Limo after I came here, but I didn't see Mu Jing.

Grabbing the person next to him, he asked, "Yes, why didn't I see Mu Jing?" ”

"He went to South Vietnam in the morning."

After he finished speaking, he added: "When I feel better, I will also go over." ”

... I subconsciously blurted out, "Then can I come with you?" ”

He opened his eyes again, glanced at me slightly, seemed a little unexpected, and muttered, "I thought you would never go to South Vietnam again." Do you want to go too? ”

I nodded strongly, "I want to meet my father, mother and Xingyi, and I want to ask Lingyang what happened two years ago." ”

Asking about Yang is really the thing I want to know the most at the moment, and everything else can be put in the back row.

Only by figuring out this matter first can we know how to meet my father and mother and how to face Beiliang's family. If... I really don't have anything to do with the Situ family, it's just Su Yi'er, then I should go back to my own place, and I shouldn't enjoy what should belong to others.

Xie Yun nodded slightly, and responded: "It's okay, you ask him personally, and he will also say it clearly, so that I don't understand it when I pass it on to you, and you can ask him face to face if you have any doubts." ”

Speaking of this, he paused again, not just thinking of something, and frowning slightly.

"But after going to South Vietnam... You can't talk to Lou Yihang, you can't see him. ”

"And Jun Yu can't do it, he has a bad stomach, in case he wants to see you through the eldest princess and Concubine Li..."

"And Bai Lixuan, too."

"Forget it, don't go, I'll let Zhenyang come over and tell you."

“...”

I was really amused by his words of fighting against myself, and my eyes were hot, and this is really unfounded. I shook my head and sighed, quipping, "Do you need it?" Could it be that you are going to lock me away from you for the rest of your life and not let me see outsiders? ”

He shook his head, as if he had a plan, and explained to me very seriously: "Bei Liang doesn't matter. My wife, too nice and cute, there are peach blossoms everywhere in South Vietnam, what if you are not careful, someone abducts you? ”

... How did it become so... It's like a little girl. I reluctantly retorted to him: "I don't want to, why was I abducted?" ”

"What if one day..."

I hurriedly interrupted and asked him, "Didn't you swear a few days ago that I only love you alone?" ”

"It's true to believe you, and it's true to bother those people."

"There are so many things in the Jade Sect now, I'm afraid I won't have a lot of time to spend with you, I'm afraid of you..."

"Xie Yun." I called him softly, and pleaded word by word: "From beginning to end, the person I love in my heart is you, whether it is Su Muyan when I was a child, or Su Yi'er in the Prime Minister's Mansion, or Situ Ruolian, the lord of Beiliang County, the person I love is you, and it has always been you." ”

That's my promise to him, and it's my promise to myself, and he's been saying these things to me, and it's time for me to tell him.

From beginning to end, my heart beats only for you.

This sentence is too numb for me to say...

To hell with those sorry things, what disappointments, and what complaints.

I said a long time ago that if I love, I will not care what others do, and I will not care what the world thinks. It's all about old sesame seeds and rotten grain, and I still hold on to it all day long, so I don't want to live a good life in my life.

The fourth brother is right, obviously he likes each other so much, why bother pestering some things that he doesn't have to find himself boring and torment each other.

It is not easy for people to live a lifetime, so why bother yourself? You also have to toss the one you love, not to mention that the person you love is also deeply in love with you.

The joy of the two is what a rare and beautiful thing in this world.

I haven't heard him for a long time, I thought he was asleep or something, and I was shocked that he dared to fall asleep in such an important scene??? I said this in vain, and I don't have the face to see anyone...

However, before I could look up at him, I felt a heat on my forehead, and there was no other explanation for it, it was his tears.

Tears fell one by one, and four or five drops fell down.

Oh my God, this is just a few words, how did you get moved like this? I looked up, reached out and wiped it from his eyes, wiping away all my tears.

He grabbed my hand, but he stopped crying and closed his eyes slightly.

I bit my lip and asked softly, "How... Why are you crying? ”

He still closed his eyes, as if he didn't dare to face me, and muttered indistinctly, "You... How did I want to hurt you so much in the first place... How can I give up... I feel like I'm such a jerk! ”

... Yes, it's a bit self-aware. You were a bastard back then, no matter what your reason was at that time, you can at least tell me first, and we will face it together, figure it out together, and bear it together. Even if the final result is that you have to marry Su Yewan, then it doesn't matter, your last resort is also mine.

Since I love you, I know your suffering, I know your heart, and I am willing to bear everything with you.

But you didn't tell me anything, I was still waiting for your promise to me, and I was still stupidly thinking about you, but when I turned my head and saw that you were married to someone else, who could stand it.

I coughed a few times, and buried these complaints and accusations back in my heart, in the original thought, it should be him coaxing me in turn, why is he crying now...

I replaced what should have been a question and unpleasant words with a soft, reassuring question, "Didn't you say that you were also forced to do so?" ”