"Brother Yun, I'm leaving."

That was the last word she had before she died, it was the last time he saw her, he desperately moved forward, trying to hold her, but he didn't even touch the corner of her clothes, and he still watched her jump down.

He once told her that it was a lake of forgetfulness, as long as people jumped down and passed the baptism of the lake, they could forget everything they wanted to forget, and all their love and hatred would disappear.

He hurt her to the bone, she wanted to forget so much, he knew that maybe others would really forget what they wanted to forget as rumored, but she was not an ordinary person, she would be left with no bones when she jumped.

He still failed her after all, he still didn't keep her after all, he didn't keep their promises, perhaps, the moment he decided to marry Su Yewan, they were doomed to have no results.

But if she is not there, why should he live alone, even if he is gone, he should accompany her.

When Zhenyang pulled him, he still resolutely jumped down with her.

The heavy rain, which had been raining for three days and three nights, finally stopped abruptly on the night when Murong Yiyang brought Su Yi'er's body back.

He fell asleep for three days, and when he woke up, he walked out of the palace, and the first news he heard was that she committed suicide by throwing herself into the lake, and her body was taken back to the Prime Minister's Mansion by Murong Zhenyang.

He didn't remember what happened after he jumped down behind her, he didn't remember how he was unconscious, how he was rescued by Su Yujin, he only knew that his little face was no longer there.

He didn't even have the courage to look at her, and perhaps now, the last person he wanted to see for her was him, and he was the least qualified person in the world to see her.

He wanted to tell her that he had never touched Su Yewan, he had never really wanted to abandon her, he had never disbelieved her, in this world, he could not believe it, but she, he would never.

His life's trust, his life's protection, and his life's gentleness were all given to her, and there was no room for others in his eyes.

But she couldn't hear it anymore, it was the biggest punishment she had given him, and he would never have the chance to explain it to her again.

He drank a lot of wine that night before he went to sleep, and woke up at dawn.

He saw a woman in purple lying on the head of the bed, her face was very similar to his Xiao Yan, he was stunned, and called tentatively: "Xiao Yan." ”

The woman raised her head, smiled at him, and said, "Brother Yun, why did you wake up, do you know, I have been waiting for you for eight years." ”

Only then did he remember that he was in a dream, and he still responded to her with a smile: "I'm sorry, it's me who is bad, and we won't be separated in the future." ”

She said, "Then I ask you, do you love me?" ”

He wanted to answer her, love, how not to love, he loved her, loved her the most, only loved her.

But he couldn't make a sound.

She smiled and spoke again: "Xie Yun, you lied to me, why did you marry Su Yewan?" Have you forgotten our agreement? Ling Xieyun, I hate you. ”

When he woke up, there were tears in the corners of his eyes, but as if he had found a treasure, he hugged the quilt and wanted to fall asleep again.

What if you hate him, what if you hate her? At least in his dreams, he could still see her.

Heaven seemed to favor him, and he dreamed of her again.

This time, he saw her under the peach tree in the peach blossom forest, he walked towards her slowly, she felt someone coming, got up to look at him, and asked him: "Xie Yun, why did you save me that day on the Lake of Forgetfulness?" ”

He smiled and covered the peach blossoms on her forehead, and said, "Because at that time, I wanted to take you away, I wanted to marry you, I thought we could leave this place of right and wrong and live an ordinary life." ”

She laughed too, just like when he was a child, and when he laughed, she laughed too.

He hugged him slowly, with mixed feelings in his heart, at that time, he already knew that she had a jade spirit bead in her body, the lake of forgetfulness, she jumped down, she was killing herself, how could he be willing to let her die?

At that time, he persuaded her to let go so hard, but she just didn't listen, she said that she loved her for a lifetime, and she only loved him in her life.

He wanted to hug her like that, kiss her tears, recognize her like this, tell his hardships, take her out of here, they will find a place where there is no one, and get married according to the agreement, he will only marry her one in his life, they will have a pair of children, and live a dull life.

However, there are so many things between them that they can't give up, and they can't be so selfish.

After that, he was accustomed to falling asleep in drunkenness every day and waking up in dreams, and in every dream, he could dream of her, the good, the bad, the before, the later, everything.

In this life, all she brought him was happiness and joy, but most of what he brought him was sadness and pain.

If you want to blame them, they were born at the wrong time, although he is the prince of South Vietnam, but this identity brings him only helplessness.

Everyone said that he was cold and cruel, and he was treated gently by the world.

His father, the emperor, since he was born, has ignored him and left him to fend for himself, not to mention the queen, the people in the palace, what a force, an emperor and queen don't like it, the biological mother died early, and the prince who has no background in his mother's family, who will treat him well, without grace, sometimes he really lives and is not as good as a slave.

He couldn't remember how he survived in the calculating palace, and perhaps without the concubine, he would have died at the hands of others.

He used to think that it was because her mother was from a humble background and was not liked by the emperor, so she didn't like him even with her.

He thought that as long as he worked hard, did everything well, and made himself excellent, his father might care about him a little.

Until that day...

It was when he was ten years old, and it was also the year he met Yi'er, he stayed in Peach Blossom Village for two months, but he didn't expect that it was Concubine Li Fang Xinmao who found him first, and Concubine Li persuaded him to return to the palace.

He was at a loss, he had never intersected with Concubine Li, and Concubine Guifei also had no intersection with her, why did it be Concubine Li who came to find him, and she had always been frail, and she rarely went out of her palace, so she came to Peach Blossom Village alone to take him back to the palace.

He rejected Concubine Li at that time, he just wanted to be in Peach Blossom Village and be with his Xiaoyan all the time.

The next night, the concubine came here, and he wanted to hide too much to return to that disgusting place in the palace.

He hid under a tree in the peach blossom forest in the back mountain, wanting to escape from this matter, but saw the concubine and Mu Jing appear there at the same time, and heard a shocking secret.

"Why do you have to be so stubborn, isn't it good for us to leave with Xie Yun and live an ordinary life?"

"Leave? Where are you going? The people of the Murong family will not let Yun'er go, they are already sending people to find his whereabouts, if it wasn't for Sister Mao who found him first, I'm afraid he would have died. ”

"There's always a way. No matter what happens, we'll all face it together, okay? ”

"Face what? With your current ability, can you protect Yun'er and keep him from being harmed? If you take us away, the Murong family and the Bai family will find out Sister Yun's identity immediately, and when the time comes, she and Yi'er will also die. ”

"The way is to think about it, how do you know now, I must not..."

"If it was in the past, you could indeed be, but now it's different, this is Nanyue, it's the Lou family, the Murong family and the Bai family are embarrassed to cover the sky with one hand, and we can't fight them now."

"No, Xiaoyu, you listen to me first."

"Now there is only one way, I want to take Yun'er back to the palace, and when he grows up, I want to rebuild the Jade Immortal Sect and avenge my master and them."

"Can't you let go of hatred? You have now been blinded by hatred. ”

"Oriental Mujing! It was your own sister and your biological father who died, and you actually told me to let go of hatred. ”

"Master is as kind to me as a mountain, the Jade Sect is my life, you can do it, I can't do it."

"Su Yujin, Su Yujin, stop me!"

At that moment, he seemed to suddenly understand.

His mother is a member of the Jade Immortal Sect.

At that time, the Jade Shadow Sect, what a beautiful scenery, everyone in Nanyue and Northern Liang Mulan was terrified, and it was also a force that the three imperial courts were afraid of, and then somehow, it perished silently.

In the end, he listened to the words of the concubine and left Peach Blossom Village.

He tried to ask Concubine Li, wanting to know what was going on back then.

He finally understood why the emperor didn't like him so much, why he had been so miserable since he was a child, and why the people of the Murong family would try their best to get rid of him.

His so-called father, in order to eradicate the Jade Cult, deceived his mother and his grandfather, the Jade Sect was gone, his grandfather was killed, and his mother also committed suicide.

He knows that his life will not be chosen by himself, he can only choose to live alone and gradually strengthen himself.

Later, when he grew up, he became more and more disgusted with this place, and he wanted to leave, but he knew that he had no way to leave, he could only practice martial arts desperately, and when there were enemy troops attacking South Vietnam, he begged the concubine again and again that he could go out to fight.

For him, that was the only way to get away from this place, the battlefield, and that was the place he was most happy about.

He couldn't remember how many times he had been slashed by his sword, how many times he had been unconscious from battle, and how he had fought alone again and again surrounded by enemy troops, and had survived desperately.

He kept reading the agreement back then, thinking about his little face, that was the strength of his perseverance.

Maybe it was a mistake when they met, he didn't have the ability to love her, he couldn't protect her, and he couldn't give her the life she wanted, but he was reluctant, he was reluctant again and again, and buried her life.

But she, this time, really can't come back...

She forgot, this time, completely forgot...