375: I can't figure it out

Nalan Jinxiu now faced Ji Yunxi's expression, and finally understood that her usual gentleness and dignity were all pretended, and she was actually so cynical in her bones, and she was such an extreme person.

With this realization, she suddenly became less angry. She only wanted to know now, why did she hate her and why did she do this? She knew that the third brother would not let her go after the East Window incident, what was it that made her have to do it?

"You feel that you are of noble birth and that you are always superior, so your kindness to me is actually charity. Even though you didn't show it, I knew that you just took pity on me. ”

Nalan Jinxiu was also forced by her to sneer, and said slowly: "I pity you and suffer your hatred?

Ji Yunxi didn't answer, but still said to herself: "You help me because it's just a gesture, and you give me good things just to see me.

Nalan Jinxiu laughed angrily at her, she laughed because she really had eyes and didn't know people. The laugh is that her sincerity has been misinterpreted so far. She turned around, and she didn't even want to look at her: "If you want to think like that, then I can't do it." ”

"I don't care about any of this, I'm pitiful. My origin, my situation, is indeed something that a proud woman like you will never understand. So I'm still grateful to you, because you are much better than those who spoke coldly to me, or even bullied me.

If I had become a person like you, wouldn't my life be very good? I don't know if God deliberately didn't want to go with me, or if you were my calamity. I want to have a good marriage, and if I can't get benevolent, I'd rather never marry for the rest of my life.

It was you who tried your best to promote me and Lu Yuanan, I thought I would be happy, but it turned out to be a joke, even a farce. After I married into the Lu family, I only lived a comfortable life, and then it was the torture of life and death.

Lou Qin is one of the people I particularly hate because she disrupts my life. Her arrival is really a catastrophe for me, I hate him, I hate her children, and I hate Lu Yuanan with me. But I just hate them, and it has nothing to do with hate. And you're the one I hate, you know?"

Nalan Jinxiu froze in place, she looked at Ji Yunxi, and asked, "Why do you hate me?" What she was thinking about now was that it might be because the third brother didn't promote Lu Yuanan, and she was squeezed out of the Lu Mansion.

Of course, Ji Yunxi wanted her to know, so she said without hesitation: "Because the person my husband likes is you!"

"What did you say?" If it weren't for the two of them being close, this sentence would be clear, and Nalan Jinxiu would feel that he had heard it wrong. Lu Yuanan and her are only a few faces, and he didn't say a few serious words, how can he say that he likes her?

Ji Yunxi's eyes became more and more crazy when she looked at her: "Lou Qin is aggressive, I don't hate her, at most, I just feel that she is in my way, blocking my way, and I want her to disappear." But I treat you as someone you can trust, what have you done to make my husband die for you?"

"I didn't do anything. Nalan Jinxiu thought that she would say some earth-shattering reason, but she didn't expect it to be so ridiculous. She hadn't seen Lu Yuanan a few times in total, and even less when she spoke, she even felt that maybe Ji Yunxi had made a mistake.

"You said you didn't do it, do you think I'll believe it?" Ji Yunxi became emotional again: "Originally, I asked you to see how Lu Yuanan was doing, but who knew that he would like you." I'm not as good as you in everything, and it's reasonable for others to like you, but you two are my closest people, how can you be like this, are you worthy of me?"

"Don't keep talking about you, these are your one-sided words, I have nothing to do with him. Nalan Jinxiu couldn't listen anymore and interrupted.

"I don't believe it! If nothing happened between you, how could he think of you all the time. Writing, reading, eating, sleeping, but whenever he wanders, it must be related to you. ”

"You're going to poison me because of this, and you're going to drug me?"

"Isn't that reason enough?"

"Of course it's not enough!" Nalan Jinxiu originally had a cold face, but now she was a little emotional, because she felt that this reason was too ridiculous.

"You don't even ask me, you decide in your heart that there is something unsightly between me and Lu Yuanan. Don't you think it's too arbitrary? Just for such a nonsensical thing, you want to attack me, you touch your conscience and ask, are you worthy of me?"

Facing Nalan Jinxiu's questioning, Ji Yunxi seemed to be surprised: "It was you who forced me to be like this, so I couldn't see hope at all, so this is your retribution." ”

"What did I force you? That's the biggest joke I've ever heard. Nalan Jinxiu knew in her heart that Lu Yuanan probably had other thoughts about her, and when Ji Yunxi found out, he hated her together.

"You're still going to defend yourself?"

"Excuse me? Do you think I need it? Lu Yuan'an, a mere five-grade petty official, family affairs, knowledge, appearance, and knowledge...... How can he be as good as my third brother?Why would I do something to him, who gave you such confidence?" Nalan Jinxiu said so many words in one breath, her breath was a little unsteady, and her panting voice was obviously much heavier than before.

Ji Hongye walked up to her, stretched out his hand to support him, and said to her softly, "Ah Jin, take a deep breath." ”

Nalan Jinxiu obediently slowly inhaled and exhaled, and soon his breath was stable again. Ji Hongye lowered his head to observe her expression, and said, "Don't be angry, if you can't control your emotions, then you can go back now." ”

Nalan Jinxiu reached out to hold his hand, obviously knowing that he was wrong. After all, it was in front of outsiders, and Ji Hongye didn't want to be too strict with her, so he didn't say anything more.

Ji Yunxi originally looked confident, but she was silent by what Nalan Jinxiu said just now. Although she was emotional, her mind was clear. Nalan Jinxiu's every word was like a knife stabbing her, making her originally numb mind gradually clear.

She is right, Lu Yuanan may be outstanding compared to ordinary people. But if it is compared with her third brother, it is like it is difficult to compete with the moon without stars, and there is no comparison at all.

"I don't care what Lu Yuanan thinks, and I don't want to care. But I want you to know for yourself who the person you hate is. The person who doesn't love you, the person who loses you is Lu Yuanan, and it has nothing to do with me. ”

Ji Yunxi's body stiffened for a moment, and she involuntarily took a few steps back. She always thought that it must have been when Nalan Jinxiu secretly went to see Lu Yuanan, and Lu Yuanan also saw her, and the two of them must have been in contact before they met Lu Yuanan.

Therefore, she had a preconceived idea that both of them were at fault in this matter, and they were both sorry for her. She never thought that maybe Nalan Jinxiu really didn't know about it. Lu Yuanan may be wishful thinking.

As soon as this thought appeared in Ji Yunxi's mind, it made her feel even more uncomfortable. It's like a treasure that you want in every possible way, and others disdain it. And that treasure has already recognized the Lord when no one has done anything.

Then her tormented atmosphere these days, her step-by-step and deliberate please, she wants Nalan Jinxiu to not be able to give birth to a child, and wants her to die unconsciously, hasn't it become a joke?

Ji Yunxi couldn't help but take a few steps back, looking at Nalan Jinxiu as if she had seen a ghost. She shouted sharply: "I don't believe it, you must be afraid that the third brother will be angry now, so you deliberately said these words." You want to completely clear yourself, let me tell you it's impossible! Although Lu Yuanan is inferior to the third brother in everything, who knows if you like the new and hate the old, if you don't do anything, he can't be dead set on you!"

Nalan Jinxiu sneered: "Anyway, you don't believe what I say, so why should I waste my tongue." The third brother will arrange your place, and you can do it yourself in the future. ”

After Nalan Jinxiu finished saying this, she turned her head to Ji Hongye, and her voice had returned to its usual softness: "Third brother, what I want to ask has been asked, I don't want to see her again, you let her go!"

Ji Yunxi looked at her silently, feeling like a fire burning in her chest, but she was suddenly doused by a basin of cold water, leaving only the smoke so that her heart and lungs hurt with it, so that she couldn't vent if she wanted to.

She was grabbed by the arms of the two mothers-in-law again, and this time she didn't struggle. She just whispered: "How good it would be if you didn't come back from the northern frontier!"

Yes, if only it could stay at that time. Although she already knew in her heart that the person Lu Yuanan liked was her, after all, they couldn't do anything with thousands of rivers and mountains. And Lu Yuan'an knew better than she did in her heart that she clearly felt that he was letting herself give up on her in those days.

At that time, she thought that time was a good medicine, and one day her sincerity would definitely move Lu Yuanan, and then she would definitely be married and beautiful, and her children and grandchildren would be prosperous. But who knew that Nalan Jinxiu came back and married the third brother.

A few days before their wedding, Lu Yuanan's whole person obviously became very anxious, and it was difficult to sleep and eat, and he would call her name almost every night. So she recognized one thing clearly, as long as she was still in Jinling, Lu Yuanan would remember it from time to time.

The only way to get her to leave is for her relationship with her third brother to break down. She knew that she was arrogant and would never tolerate sharing a husband with another woman. So she fanned the flames again and again, agitating as if hoping to estranged her from her third brother......