Chapter 120: Are You Feeling Sorry for Me?
I was still immersed in the shock of that sentence, and my heart became a mess.
He gently shook my hand on the table, "Your second brother told you, Beiliang and Nanyue, and the Jade Sect is far more than your Situ family. The deceased Leng Sect Master is the biological mother of the current Prime Minister of South Vietnam. ”
Before I could come to my senses, he continued: "The four holy envoys, Mu Feng, Jin Mo, Han Yue, and Mercy, the first three of them are Mu Jing, your mother, and your aunt in Beiliang, I have told you all. ”
I knew that he was talking about Daddy's sister, Xiaoxue that my mother said, but what he said was different from what he said before, and he muttered: "What is it... Bei Liang's aunt. ”
He explained: "Because... The last Holy Envoy is merciful, and she is also your aunt. ”
Su Yujin... That's the concubine.
"Su Yujin's real name is Su Zhen, and her brother is Su Chen. When she was a child, she was separated from her family, exiled to Beiliang, adopted by Dongfang Yang, and worshipped him as a teacher, she and Mu Jing... Grew up together, so you got the idea? Why did I say that she and Mu Jing were childhood sweethearts. Later, Mu Jing and her sister went to the Jade Immortal Sect together, and she also went with her. ”
I understood it all at once, and I remember thinking about this possibility at that time, but thinking that my father was born in South Vietnam since he was a child, and he never mentioned that he had any sisters, I dispelled this idea.
"Su Zhen, at that time, because Shuiyu Villa had something to ask Dongfang Yang to help, she invited herself to Qinglan Tower for her master and became a geisha. She was good-looking, could dance, and could play the piano, and at that time, nine out of ten men who saw her would be fascinated by her. Many people spent a lot of money to ransom her and take her back, but she never paid attention. ”
"Except for one."
I asked, "Who?" ”
"Ouyang Jin."
Ouyang? Advance? I was surprised, "Yes... Ouyang Junyu's uncle? Is that right? ”
He nodded and smiled, "Yes, that's him." He loves Su Zhen so much that he has never married a wife for so many years. Mu Jing became famous in the First World War in South Vietnam, and it was also because of him, old things, don't mention it, let Mu Jing know that I told you this, he was afraid that he would not cut me with a sword. ”
......
He talked about his own affairs again, "My biological mother is Dongfang Wanli. ”
"So you know what? Why is the queen so affectionate to me, because she is the descendant of Shuiyu Villa like me, and her mother and my grandmother are biological sisters. The relationship between the Jade Sect and the Water Jade Villa is really inextricably linked. ”
"Later, a lot of things happened, Senior Leng died, Dongfang Hanyu was seriously injured and went to Yueling Island. My maternal grandfather took my mother and returned to the Jade Sect. ”
"Until... Until I met Lou Yuxun..."
I panicked in my heart, grabbed his arm suddenly, and shouted, "Xie Yun, don't say it." ”
He was stunned for a moment, and the hand holding me became heavier, and then asked, "You don't want to hear it?" ”
I nodded and didn't speak.
It's not that I don't want to hear it, but I feel that he is getting more and more emotional, and I feel that there is hatred in his tone.
Although I don't know how the Emperor of Nanyue used Ah Li's predecessors, how he suppressed the Jade Sect, and how he did it with the Murong family.
But... No matter how much he hates, it is his biological father.
The person he hated for so many years, and the person he hated the most was his father.
What a ridiculous thing and what a sad thing... I confess, I feel sorry for him again.
The kind of biological mother who died early since he was a child, his biological father didn't love him, and he didn't care about himself, especially when he later learned that his father had killed his mother's family and killed his mother's family for a hundred years... Maybe he would have imagined that the Ninety-Five Honor, but he had a lot of children, and he couldn't take care of all of them, and he liked him more or less in his heart.
When he knew about that, his heart would hurt and feel so uncomfortable.
Driving someone crazy, sometimes it really only takes a few words.
I always call him a madman, and it is true that some of the things he does and say some things are simply a real madman in my eyes.
Maybe he's really crazy.
How can you not go crazy after enduring so many things and going through all those pains?
Especially after the death of the concubine...
He probably felt that his only light was gone, gone, and like he said, he didn't know why he was still alive...
The Lou family, the Murong family, and the Bai family, just like this, step by step, forced him to this point today.
Who is qualified to blame him for being ruthless.
He really didn't do anything really heinous, he could have killed Lou Yi, a person who could make both the Lou family and the Murong family fall into pain, but he didn't do anything, and sent the person back to South Vietnam as it was.
In fact, in the end, I still love him more.
Talking to him a few more times in this way calmly will hopefully dispel the little bit of hatred and anger in my heart.
"Xiao Yan, do you still believe me?"
"Xiao Yan, the person I love, you are the only one from beginning to end, are you willing to give me another chance?"
I ignored it, glanced to the side, looked east and west.
"Marry me, okay? I will be good to you, I will protect you, I only love you in my life. ”
Not wanting to hear him any longer, I broke free of my hand, stood up away from him, and said, "It's getting late." ”
He nodded, but said nothing more, drank the little tea he had left, and then got up and walked out the door.
Seeing that he opened the door without hesitation and was about to walk out, I breathed a deep sigh of relief in my heart, and my heart could rest.
However, when he opened the door, he stopped, stopped where he was, did not say a word, did not move, and then said something indistinct, and suddenly turned his head to look at me.
I bit my tongue lightly, still standing, and subconsciously asked, "What's wrong?" ”
He glanced at me quickly, slammed the door shut, and strode up to me, and before I could come to my senses, I felt him reach out and put his arms around my waist and push me towards him.
...
He breathed heavily, and a familiar breath enveloped him all the time. I looked up at him, not knowing what to do.
He also stared at me all the time, and didn't say anything, and both of them just stared at each other in silence.
I felt that the atmosphere was wrong, so I pushed him, and he asked vaguely as if he had just woken up from a dream: "Are you feeling sorry for me?" ”
... What were you thinking about when you said this? At this time, I realized that my brain was less bright than me. I didn't answer, I didn't nod or shake my head, my heart should be considered a tacit acquiescence.
He couldn't help me not to speak, and asked again: "If you don't let me continue, are you feeling sorry for me?" ”
I didn't want to answer his question, so I pushed him down again.
The hand was uncontrollable, and this time it unconsciously pushed on his shoulder.
I realized that I had touched the wound, and he screamed in pain, and his hand immediately let go.
I was anxious, my heart tightened, and I hurriedly asked, "What's wrong?" Is the wound painful? ”
When I asked this, I immediately regretted it, did he care about me? What is there to worry about? I didn't hum a word when I stabbed in the morning, isn't it quite capable?
He chuckled, looked at me and said, "I'm fine, I'll be fine in a few days." ”
I wanted to urge him to leave quickly, but he still didn't let go of the topic, and had to get to the bottom of it, "Are you feeling sorry for me?" ”
I dismissed it, "You should go." ”
"You answer me first."
...
I forgot for a moment that he still has the habit of breaking the casserole and asking the end.
"Xiao Yan, is it difficult to answer me a question?"
I can't resist him, and I'm really not good at lying, so I struggled in my heart for a moment, and finally nodded slightly, "Yes, I feel sorry for you, okay, can you go?" ”
He laughed again, "Okay, then you can rest early." ”
Finally gone.
In the current situation, he even asked me such a thing, and I actually answered him.
I really want to slap myself.
He told me so much at once, a lot of which I had already guessed, but some... It really scared me.
Dongfang Hanyu, such a ruthless person, later... How was he injured, and how was he willing to go to Yueling Island and live a life of seclusion. Probably, it's because of Ling's seniors. Love will always mislead people.
There is also a mother, the father-in-law who did not hesitate to poison his beloved... Is that Daddy's adoptive father?
There are countless emperors and concubines, but there are not many children born, and now there are only two eldest princesses alive, plus a father.
Daddy left the palace for some reason when he was very young, and was adopted by a general at the time, and when he was about the age of his second brother, he recognized his ancestors and returned to the palace.
His Majesty treated his only younger brother very leniently, and immediately made him a prince after recognizing each other, plus there was a mother in the middle, and they have been very good for many years.
Mother's business... I'm not particularly clear.
I think about it, the Jade Shadow Sect has something to do with so many people, even if Leng Fu Yu passed away back then, and Dongfang Hanyu also left the sect, but there are still so many people, how could they be suppressed by South Vietnam.
And Lou Yuxun... How did he make use of Xie Yun's mother, how did he be ruthless, why did he have to exterminate the Jade Sect? It stands to reason that the Jade Sect is in Beiliang, and there is no old grudge against them in South Vietnam, what is the reason... Let Lou Yuxun have to do this.
Lou Yuxun, he's really... just took advantage of a woman who loved him deeply, did he really have no emotion for Xie Yun?
Thinking about it at night, I always felt that there was a big stone pressing down on my heart, and I woke up naturally after sleeping for a while.