He stared at me for a long time, and it took a long time before he spit out two words again: "Yi'er." ”

I lowered my head and glanced at my mother's mother slightly, as if I saw her head move slightly, and shouted at Lou Yihang, "Your Highness." ”

He was quite clever, and he noticed something at once, looked sideways at his mother, and said in a low voice, "Senior, I don't know if you can let me talk to the county lord alone." ”

The mother didn't reply, still staring ahead, and said, "Go." ”

I told Xingyi to wait here for a while.

After crossing the bridge and walking farther, Lou Yihang slowly stopped, looked at me and sighed.

I covered my mouth and chuckled, not understanding what he had been worrying about me all along. Are you so afraid that I will be hurt by Xie Yun again? Or is it just that you can't see it?

Maybe for Lou Yihang, I, for him, is more unwilling.

If I am not reconciled, I will be with Xie Yun like that, two years ago, and two years later.

Unwilling Xie Yun obviously hurt me again and again, let me down, married someone else two years ago, but I still want to be with him without hesitation, unconditionally I will not care about what he does again and again.

If one day, Lou Yihang also meets the person who can be willing to give everything for him and love him to the bone, he may be able to completely let go of this obsession.

He is really just obsessed with me.

One to this day, I can't forget the obsession I let go.

"Yi'er, do you really love him that much? Do you really not care about the past? ”

I looked at him, and what he asked was expected, and I didn't answer, but asked rhetorically, "Two years ago, Xie Yun was obviously in the capital, but he didn't recognize me, and didn't tell me that he was actually the person I had been waiting for, do you know why?" ”

He didn't nod his head, he didn't shake his head, he was silent.

I replied, "You know that, right?" You should also know that he has the same heart for me as I do for him. If it weren't for the last resort, he wouldn't have failed me. ”

He closed his eyes, looked helpless, and said insincerely, "You have sharp teeth and sharp mouth, I can't talk about you." ”

"I'm just stating a fact."

This is indeed a fact.

"You know that he used to be in South Vietnam, and he didn't have a good time, and it was not easy, and you know that he was not able to protect me at that time, and you know..."

He looked at me, as if he wanted to hear me continue.

"You also know how your mother's family, as well as the Bai family, treated him. How many times I wanted his life. If it weren't for that, he wouldn't have met me in Peach Blossom Village that year. ”

The expression on his face has not changed much, thinking about these things, he has been clear since he was a child, even the queen mother, who has always been kind to everyone in the harem, can kill Xie Yun when he was young, let alone the Murong family.

Lou Yihang understands in his heart.

But he probably didn't understand why it was before. He didn't understand, no one would tell him, and he wouldn't ask the people of the Murong family.

He wanted to know that the Murong family wouldn't let him know either.

Worse than me...

He didn't comment on this matter, pondered for a long time, and diverted the topic, "Yi'er, why do you like him so much?" It was two years ago, and it is still today. You really... Does he have to do it? ”

I nodded, and simply followed his words, "Well, I like him, I have to do it." ”

He sneered, "Isn't it true that no matter what happens, you won't be separated from him?" ”

"Yes, not apart."

"You know that he hurt you like that, you know that he is the Eastern Shadow of the Jade Immortal Sect, the bloodthirsty demon, but you still have to be with him. I don't understand. ”

"....., "Why are you so tired of talking to this person?"

Fortunately, I also remembered the past, thinking that he didn't treat me so badly before, if I only had the memory of Situ Ruolian in my mind at this time, I wouldn't have to say that I stabbed him with a sword.

Besides, is Xie Yun bad for me? It doesn't seem to be, except for marrying Su Yewan. He's always been obedient to me, the same as Daddy.

"Yi'er, do you remember, you said before, give us two years, if after two years, my heart for you has not changed, you are willing to marry me."

... Chen sesame rotten grain, how can he remember it so clearly?

Besides, at that time, he said it himself, he liked Murong Ling, and approached me just to take revenge on Xie Yun, at that time, it was obviously he who said it himself, and he was bullying me with Murong Ling in the palace, why don't you say it now?

"Yi'er, it's been two years, is that agreement still counted?"

... Be a few ghosts!

Didn't you make it clear two years ago? Why are you still holding on to me?

Didn't I make it clear before I left the capital at that time? I won't be with any of them if Xie Yun leaves me, let alone that Xie Yun is with me now.

"Yi'er, you lied to me."

..... "I really don't have anything to say to this man."

I didn't say anything for a long time, he was silent for a moment, and then suddenly asked, "Is that senior just now, is it your mother?" ”

Why, this is quite smart, but thinking that my mother said that I didn't want anyone to know her identity, I shook my head and denied it, "No, it's just a senior of the Jade Immortal Sect, and I'm familiar with Xie Yun." ”

He stared at me for a moment, as if in disbelief, but didn't ask much.

"Yi'er, are you serious, don't you want to marry me?"

How did it cut back again.

I shook my head, "Lou Yihang, why do you have to be so stubborn?" ”

"Haven't you all been to Beiliang, aren't you already very clear about your attitude towards our majesty?"

"I don't know." He sighed slightly, "I don't know why your majesty is so oriented towards him, and I don't know what you have to do with the Jade Immortal Sect. ”

"Then what did your father and the Murong family do back then, do you know?" I asked.

"What I know, he told me."

He didn't even want to say Xie Yun's name.

"He told me that in order to achieve his own goals, his father deliberately approached the daughter of the leader of the Jade Underworld Sect, deceived everyone, and finally led people to destroy the Jade Underworld Sect, killing many people. I know that he is the grandson of the sect leader Dongfang Yang back then, and it is my father... Killed his other relatives. ”

He paused, then laughed, "It's ridiculous, his father killed his mother." ”

Well, it's ridiculous and pathetic. In the face of his enemy, he can't take revenge normally, he can't kill or fight, no matter what that person says, he is also Xie Yun's closest relative.

I raised my eyes to look at Lou Yihang, and said in my heart that if this matter was left on him, I wouldn't go crazy on the spot.

It's also a loss.

So he's so lucky, and he's still thinking about it every day, complaining about it, and he has to pester me, what's the point?

"He hates our Murong family so much, hates his father, and he hates me too, right?" He seemed to be talking to himself, "If one day he really wants to seek revenge on us, kill my father and emperor, kill my grandfather and uncle, and kill my mother and brother, I can't stop him." ”

"He's probably going to kill me with him."

"Anyway, I can't beat him, I can't fight him if I like him, and it's better to die in his hands than in someone else's hands."

This is really wronged, I can't listen to it anymore, and hurriedly retorted, "No, he won't hurt you." ”

"How not?" He sneered, his expression couldn't understand whether he was happy or sad, "I'm afraid he hates me the most, right?" Last time in Beiliang, he arrested me and took me to the Jade Immortal Sect, just to kill me, right? ”

He looked at me again, "Did he care about your Majesty at that time, and was afraid that it would be difficult to explain on the South Vietnamese side, so he didn't do anything?" ”

... No, it's all because of me, he didn't really think about what to do to you, he just thought of a way to force me to meet him.

But how did I say this, I took a deep breath and comforted him, "That's not the case, he didn't really do anything to you, and he didn't send someone to send you back to South Vietnam later." ”

"That's why I say he's thinking of your majesty."

How can this person remember that others have treated him badly, regard other people's kindness to him as profitable, how pathetic he feels, and feel that no one in this world is really good to him?

This matter really wronged Xie Yun, if he really wanted to do something, who he wanted to hurt and kill, how could he care about anyone, and he would do it directly.

I really can't wait to lean into his ear and tell him that Xie Yun still cares about you very much, and he still remembers your past relationship, and he even thinks that you can be the monarch of South Vietnam in the future, and he has calculated everything for you!

He frowned again and said, "What does he have to do with your Situ family?" ”

... This man really thinks out of one thing.

"My mother, and Xie Yun's mother, are sisters who grew up together." I thought about it and said it anyway.

He stared at me with wide eyes, his face full of disbelief, and he couldn't speak for a moment.

I continued, "It's more complicated than you might think. Our Situ family and the Jade Underworld Sect have a close relationship, and they are inseparable. ”

"Back then, your father and the Murong family encircled and suppressed the Jade Sect, killed Dongfang Yang's predecessors, and killed Xie Yun's mother, our Situ family, my father and mother, have long hated them, how could they marry me to South Vietnam? Marry you, His Royal Highness the King of Ling, who has the blood of both the Lou family and the Murong family? ”

Just like you just said, Xie Yunxing probably hates you the most, mixed with the blood on both sides. In the same way, it is impossible to marry you to anyone.

"Ah Hang, you are a person who understands, you know everything very well, why do you have to come to me again and again to say this? You know that I won't marry you, even if I don't have Xie Yun, I won't be able to marry you. ”

He took two steps forward and muffled, "I don't know, I don't understand, I don't know. ”

"..... "Okay, if you don't know, forget it, when I say it in vain."

How do you feel that talking to him today is like coaxing a child, answering his doubts at once, and telling him this truth again.