It should have been at night, Su Yu listened to the noise of the people outside getting smaller and smaller, the maid Cui'er and Yun Ying cleaned up in the house, and when they left, Cui'er's girl still covered her mouth and yawned.

Although I feel that I can distinguish between day and night, but Su Yu's eyes are dark, and I am still a little backward in the night, I slept during the day, but I was much more energetic at night, these days, I have wronged Xiao Yi, I am busy with official business during the day, and when I come back at night, I have to talk to her all the time to relieve my boredom.

With a squeak, the door of the room opened gently, and the footsteps of the people who came fell to the ground were a little out of rhythm, perhaps because the weather was cold at night in the cold winter season.

It's not Xiao Yi, Su Yu stood up, listened carefully, and called: "Chan Fei? ”

When the visitor heard Su Yu's call, his body was stunned, and his heart was mixed, and he couldn't tell whether he felt joy when he saw the person he was thinking about, or he hated her for pressing forward step by step and indirectly killing the person he loved.

"It's me." Chan Fei's breathing sank, but she still responded, watched Su Yu listen attentively, and smiled warmly after getting her response, and couldn't help but soften her heart for a moment.

Su Yu calculated the distance from the seat to the door in her heart, took a few steps forward, stretched out her hand, groped for Chan Fei's hand, pulled her over, and then groped for the copper stove that Yun Ying prepared for her from the table to warm her hands and stuffed it into Chan Fei's hand, and said, "It's cold outside, you warm your hands." ”

Chan Fei took it and gently held it in her hand, the copper furnace exuded a slightly hot temperature, but Chan Fei felt that her heart was still cold.

Su Yu noticed Chan Fei's silence, and knew what the reason was, but she still mustered up the courage to open her mouth and said with concern: "Where did you take Xiaozhu?" ”

"I'm from Tianxuan Mountain." Chan Fei didn't answer Su Yu's words, she only lowered her head and said something quietly.

Su Yu suddenly remembered that when she was going to look for Tang Zhe and Chan Fei who had gone down the mountain without permission, Master Zhizhou of the Tianxuan Sect had told her to tell Chan Fei that if she had a bad life in the future, she could return to the Tianxuan Sect at any time and be the fat girl who was protected by several masters. But Su Yu recalled that if she said that life was not good, it should have been when she and Tang Zhe were trapped in Xinliang by Liang Hong in Xichuan, when there was no money, no rights, no freedom, and they lived every day looking at people's faces.

It seemed to see what Su Yu was thinking, Chan Fei looked at the lights in the room, and said quietly: "It's me who is not good, I can't stand others in my heart, when Brother Xiao Zhe married the princess, I returned to the Tianxuan faction, he sent me back, and it was also my choice." ”

Su Yu suddenly realized that Tang Zhe had married a wife, she knew this, she heard that she was marrying the sister of the military advisor Qi Ze, and it was precisely because of this nepotism that Tang Zhe subdued a character like Qi Ze, and pacified Xichuan, which was like a tiger adding wings.

After Chan Fei said this, Su Yu suddenly felt that she knew that Chan Fei liked Tang Zhe, and felt that it was just a pure love throb between children, but the original throbbing, unconsciously, had evolved into a strong love. Feelings are such a thing as heart-to-heart, if it were her Su Yu, she would definitely not be able to bear Xiao Yi having someone else around her, although Chan Fei was weaker, she was not such a submissive person.

Thinking about this, Su Yu had no reason, and he was a little trance-like.

"Sister Yu, in fact, from the day General Xiao and Prime Minister Zeng sent troops together, Brother Xiao Zhe already knew that he was going to be defeated, but his biological father was a hero who stood up for the country and the people, and as his child, he couldn't surrender! From having nothing to how much effort he spent on holding the entire Xichuan, no one knows better than you! ”

Su Yu listened quietly, she couldn't refute it, she had to breathe sluggishly, and her eyes, which were already dark and numb, shed tears again.

Chan Fei quietly wiped her tears, lowered her eyes, and sighed lightly, "Brother Xiao Zhe has also been blaming himself for the death of the girl in clothes, he regrets that he clearly noticed the ambition of his subordinates, but he let such a thing happen, and he also regrets that because of him, Mr. Wen died on the Xinxin platform, but Sister Yu, many things in this world are sometimes uncontrollable, and people die, so it's okay." ”

Saying that, Chan Fei choked for a moment, and then said: "A few days ago, Brother Xiao Zhe actually came to me, and he said that his friends in this world, except for me, hated him to the extreme, and he knew that no matter what he said, you would definitely not forgive him, so he begged me to listen to you on his behalf to forgive." ”

Su Yu listened quietly, the three souls and seven spirits of the whole person seemed to have been fiercely stabbed by someone with a knife, she was just angry, and blamed him for the death of Yiyi and the scholar, how could she be ruthless, she really hated it completely! When she killed him, she knew that Zonghe would block it, even if Zonghe didn't block it, but whenever he dodged it a little, she would withdraw her hand, who would have thought that it was him who would decide!

Chan Fei was also looking forward to Tang Zhe, hoping to hear Su Yu say forgiveness, but waiting for Su Yu to be still silent, Chan Fei was a little disappointed, but when she looked at it again, she saw that the corners of Su Yu's eyes slowly slipped a trace of blood red.

"Sister Yu!"

Chan Fei screamed, and just wanted to call people out of the door, but saw Su Yu pull her sleeve with one hand, and gently wiped away the overflowing blood and tears with the other hand, raised her head, her voice became pale and weak, and she was still the same question, and asked Chan Yu, "What about him?" ”

Chan Fei hesitated for a moment, her voice was heavy, and for the first time she felt that it would be so difficult to say a person's death from her mouth.

"One hand, the fire burned, half of it was buried next to the mausoleum of the virtuous prince, and the other half was buried back in Qingyunling."

Su Yu opened his mouth, his heart aching and he couldn't breathe, "Is what he meant?" ”

"Yes."

Su Yu nodded, tears fell, his teeth were about to be bitten by himself, and he fought the last bit of strength in his heart, and said, "Okay." ”

After returning to Qingyunling, then he is still the same small fold as he was at the beginning, Su Yu believes that the scholar is a soft-hearted person, and he also cares about Tang Zhe, if Tang Zhe is a good student to talk to him, the scholar will inevitably forgive him, after all, as Chan Fei said, many things in this world, people die, it's just that.

Seeing the tears in the corners of Su Yu's eyes with a hint of blood, Chan Fei asked worriedly, "Your eyes?" ”

Su Yu also smelled a faint smell of blood from her fingers that wiped her tears, what she looked like, she could also imagine it in her heart, so she shook her head lightly and said, "Or you are in a hurry and provoke your eyes, just a few days." ”

Chan Fei was a little skeptical, but she felt that Su Yu would not lie to her, so she asked, "Can it be okay in a month?" ”

Regarding this question, Su Yu bowed his head and was silent, can it be okay for a month? She didn't know, maybe she could, maybe a year, two years, or this blindness, it was possible for a lifetime.

It is inevitable that there will be frustration in her heart, but Su Yu carefully weighed it, and felt that it was just a pair of eyes, there were too many important things in this world, more than eyes and even more than life, why should she be sad and sad for her own pair of eyes, compared to the scholar's clothes, compared to what Tang Zhen had experienced, her pair of eyes was nothing! If she is in Qingyunling, she can also pick up a broom, sweep the cemetery for the scholars, and also learn from Mr. to tell about the interesting things in the village in recent days.

Thinking of this, Su Yu chuckled, groped and took Chan Fei's hand, feeling that the fat palm before was now slender and slender, if it weren't for the fact that the voice hadn't changed too much, Su Yu would not have been able to recognize Chan Fei if he was so blind.

"What are your plans for the future?"

Chan Fei seemed to be a little melancholy, and sighed: "Go back to the Tianxuan Sect, go down the mountain and go this way, after many years, I found out that it is my home." ”

Su Yu was slightly surprised, listening attentively, there seemed to be footsteps approaching outside, so he asked Chan Fei, "Chan Fei, do you hate me?" ”

Chan Fei nodded, and shook her head again, "It's not enough to say hate, after all, you are Brother Xiaozhi's favorite relative, but if you don't hate, it's really a bit far-fetched, after all, the person I love killed himself in front of you." But Sister Yu, you don't have to blame yourself too much, Brother Xiao Zhe has carried too heavy things in his life, in fact, hatred or not, regret or non-regret, it's just our thoughts, life or death, it is his own choice. It's just that in the future, the mountains and rivers will be long, maybe we will have fewer chances to see each other again, you, and be fine. ”

After that, Chan Fei turned around and saw that Xiao Yi was already standing at the door, so she got up, hugged Su Yu gently, and turned to leave.

The night was dark, Xiao Yi was a little cold, and when he got closer, he saw that there was blood in the corner of Su Yu's eyes, so he stuffed the sugar gourd brought back from the outside in his hand into Su Yu's hand, and then wiped the blood with his hand in great distress, rubbed her hair and said softly: "Yu'er, it's all over." ”

Su Yu closed his eyes, leaned on Xiao Yi's chest, listened to his pounding heartbeat, and said distractedly: "Don't leave me in your life." ”

Xiao Yi raised his lips and chuckled, his eyes were full of soft light, protecting the person in his arms, and said softly: "Definitely not, wherever you go in the future, I will go." ”

"What if I can't see anymore?"

"I am your eyes."

"What if I want to go back to Qingyunling?"

Xiao Yi was silent for a moment, his voice was deep, but he was extremely sure: "When the last thing is over, I will go back to Qingyunling with you." I do laundry, cook, hunt and chop wood. ”

"What about me?"

Su Yu was very yearning.

"Let's teach each other husband and children."