Chapter 129: PTSD
When Yu Yang opened his eyes again, he was in an unfamiliar environment, his head hurt a little, and Yu Yang's last memory stayed in the bar.
I seem to have drunk a little too much, how much alcohol have I drunk? Anyway, the two cases of beer must have been drunk, and then I ordered a lot, I can't remember how much, I can't remember how I got here, I can't remember clearly, in the proverb, I drank a piece last night.
Feeling Yu Yang's movement, one arm suddenly stretched out to Yu Yang's neck, Yu Yang immediately grabbed the outstretched arm with his backhand, reflexively suppressed, one hand twisted the stretched white tender arm into a strange angle, and the other hand had pinched the throat of the person next to him.
"You ......, cough cough, cough cough, save ...... Life! Zhou Qin fell asleep in a daze, and suddenly felt a pain in her arm, as if it was about to break, and then felt a hand choking her throat, she couldn't breathe for an instant, woke up instantly, and struggled the bed.
After Yu Yang made a move, he instantly felt that something was wrong, it seemed to be a woman under him, he instantly let go of his hand and looked at the person who was riding under him, it was Zhou Qin who he met by chance in the bar last night.
"Are you sick? You almost killed me! After Yu Yang let go, Zhou Qin got up from the bed with some difficulty, and her voice was a little hoarse.
Just now, she felt that she was going to die, her eyes opened wide, and she looked at the man pressing on her with a look of horror and panic, and she regretted it to death, why did she want to be with this man yesterday......
After Yu Yang let go of his hand, he climbed down from Zhou Qin's body with some embarrassment, lowered his head, just now, Yu Yang thought that he was in Stalingrad, and someone touched him from behind, so he would take countermeasures, but he didn't expect that he almost killed the woman next to him: "I'm sorry, my reaction is a little excited, are you okay!" ”
"You're so excited, I almost broke my neck!" Zhou Qin gasped for breath, what happened just now, she never wanted to encounter it again in her life, it was too terrifying, this person was too dangerous.
Getting up from the bed, getting dressed in a bit of a panic, it's terrible, sure enough, there is a risk in dating a shot, you need to be cautious about hangovers, you never know who the stranger sleeping next to you is.
Yu Yang watched Zhou Qin get dressed and left the room in a hurry, until Zhou Qin left the room, looked at his hands, sighed, and lay directly on the bed, he seemed to have a problem, and the problem was very big.
Silently took out a cigarette, and after Yu Yang lit it, he fell into deep thought, if nothing else, he should have PTSD.
PTSD, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder, also known as post-traumatic war disorder, is a mental illness in which an individual experiences, witnesses, or encounters one or more actual deaths, threats, or serious injuries, or threats to bodily integrity, resulting in a delayed onset and persistence of a mental disorder in which an individual experiences, witnesses, or encounters one or more of them involving themselves or others.
Yu Yang knew that when he was in the army, the instructor of his company used to talk about this disease when he was chatting.
Generally speaking, after some members of the special brigade who have been out of the field are discharged, there will be a certain degree of mental problems, but China is very stable, and few veterans will get PTSD, but the US overseas troops often have this kind of mental illness.
When Yu Yang returned from Mogadishu for the first time, he already had the initial manifestations of PTSD, over-alertness, and increased startle reaction, when Yu Yang was walking on the street, Yu Yang felt very uncomfortable, but now it is even more serious, and he almost killed a person just now.......
After smoking, Yu Yang got dressed silently, and originally planned to go home today to see his parents, but it seems that with his current mental state, it is better not to go home first, and he is now thin like this, after his mother sees it, it is estimated that he will not be relieved.
Get dressed, check out and leave, Yu Yang just walked out of the door of the hotel, immediately squinted his eyes, although it was only more than eight o'clock, but the sun seemed to be a little dazzling, Yu Yang involuntarily moved to the back of the hotel stone pillar, leaning on the stone pillar a little confused, he now seems to hate the sun.
Taking a deep breath, Yu Yang walked out from behind the stone pillar, and immediately felt several eyes looking at him, as if someone was watching him.
Yu Yang's hands trembled a little, he felt very bad to be watched, he lowered his head and hurriedly walked forward, this place was a little far away from his home, stopped a taxi, Yu Yang sat in the back seat, curled up his body, and tried not to expose himself to the window.
"Where to go?" The taxi master looked at the passengers sitting in the back seat with some curiosity, he had never seen anyone curl up after getting into the car, and he couldn't help but look at it twice.
"Ink Jiangnan!" Yu Yang felt the taxi driver's gaze on him, and immediately lowered his head to look at the soles of his feet, and kept taking deep breaths to calm his somewhat excited mood.
"Are you alright, young man? Do you want to go to the hospital? The driver looked at Yu Yang's appearance, and kindly reminded him, Yu Yang now looks a little scary, but about 1.8 meters tall is thin and skinny, and his expression is a little nervous, like a drug addict, restless.
"No, just go to the north and south gates of the Ink River!" Yu Yang still kept his head down, when he used to sit in the car, he would occasionally chat with the taxi driver, but now he was very disgusted with this taxi driver, he talked too much, Yu Yang even had an impulse in his heart, wanting to shut up the driver forever.
The driver glanced at Yu Yang twice from the rearview mirror, no longer said much, and drove quickly towards the south of the ink river.
After Yu Yang arrived, he dropped a hundred yuan and ran back to his home as if fleeing, the sunlight outside was too dazzling, and Yu Yang stayed outside for a second longer, feeling a kind of torment.
When I got home, I pulled up all the curtains and curled up on the sofa, smoking cigarettes and shaking my hands.
"Damn, how could this be!" Yu Yang's right hand holding the cigarette kept trembling, and Yu Yang slapped it twice with his left hand, but he still trembled uncontrollably.
"Ding Dong!" Half an hour later, Yu Yang's mood calmed down a little, and at this time, the doorbell outside the house suddenly rang, and Yu Yang jumped up from the sofa like a frightened bird.
"Who?" Yu Yang's brows furrowed, after he moved here, no one except his parents had been notified, who would find him? My parents just spoke on the phone yesterday, and they shouldn't have come over because they were busy with the farm at home.