Chapter 138: You Say Youyang... Like me

She was really stunned, her breathing became heavier and heavier, and she didn't say a word again for a long time.

I continued to add fuel to the fire, "Do you think Xie Yun won't dare to do anything to you?" ”

"Why don't Su Yewan have eyes, do you know?"

"And your watch..."I paused, not remembering for a moment whether Bai Shuining was older or smaller than her, "+ Cousin or cousin, Bai Shuining, how her face was ruined, do you know?" ”

Hearing Bai Shuining, she couldn't help but take a small step back, and suddenly spoke again, her tone a little panicked, "You, what is the relationship between you and Limo?" ”

I smiled and said, "Limo, it's my good friend!" ”

Heaven and earth conscience, I am not lying.

She looked at me in disbelief, her beautiful face lined by the faint candle flame, and now looked extremely pale and haggard.

"What did you say?"

"Limo is the killer of the Jade Underworld Sect, Xie Yun's most trusted assistant, and I know it very well."

I said carelessly, but she was even more shocked, looking at my eyes full of suspicion, her face changed for a while, looking at me as if she had seen some monster,

I looked around again, "Miss Murong, if I'm not mistaken, this is somewhere in your Murong Mansion, right?" ”

She didn't speak, and I continued to probe tentatively, "You knocked me out and took me away and hid in Murong Mansion, you are really bold enough." ”

"Why didn't you kill me?"

She asked rhetorically, "Why should I kill you?" ”

I naturally knew that she would never do such a stupid thing as killing me, whether I was Su Yi'er or Situ Ruolian, she would not do it.

But I was deeply relieved in my heart, it was really in Murong Mansion, and I couldn't take this young lady with a golden body to other places.

"If you don't kill me, wait until my fourth brother finds out that I'm gone, wait until Xie Yun knows that you took me away, and then wait for your brother to bring them here to find me?"

"Or do you think your brother will join you?"

For some reason, when she heard this, she was completely annoyed, her eyes stared at me fiercely, as if she was going to swallow me in, she didn't care about her image at all, and shouted loudly, "Su Yi'er, I don't understand, what good are you?" In terms of appearance, door, piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, which point am I not better than you? Why do all of them revolve around you? ”

... Aren't these words the same as Su Yewan's thoughts? I'm really tired of listening, don't people who think about me like this every day feel tired?

I sighed heartily, "I never felt how good I was, and I never wanted someone to revolve around me." ”

"That's why you're more hateful!" She squatted down suddenly, stretched out her trembling hand and touched my face, I saw her gaffe, and quickly moved her head slowly, she was even more annoyed when she saw this, raised her hand and slapped me in the face, she really used force, and hit me to death!

Murong Ling got up, turned his back to me, and sneered again, "You obviously don't care at all, you obviously haven't done anything, you obviously don't take others seriously, but they still want to like you one by one!" ”

It seems that the annoyance that has been sealed in the bottom of her heart for a long time is that she wants to vent it all at once.

"Lou Jing! Emirates! Ouyang Junyu! Bai Lixuan! And my brother, why do they all love you and die and live? What the hell are you good at? ”

I stared at her back in disbelief, my brow furrowed, what did she say? My brother??

"What did you say?"

She turned and looked at me with utter hatred, like a madman, "What do you say you are? Why do you want them to die for you? ”

I didn't care about what she said, I was still asking, "What did you just say?" ”

She probably didn't know what I was asking, and continued to say her own words, "I really hate you like this, every time I see your face, I really want to tear it apart!" ”

I was completely indifferent to what I said, and I still remembered the two words she had just said in my heart, and muttered, "You said your brother..."

"You said that Yang... Like me? ”

She looked at me coldly as if she had heard some funny joke, "Heh, are you still pretending not to know in front of me?" ”

I... What do I not know? Or rather, what should I know...

"Didn't you know that he saved you two years ago? I don't know what evil ways he used to save you, and he grew full of gray hair overnight..."

"How do you know it's to save me?"

"I asked him myself yesterday," she calmed down, and recounted her memories to me word by word, "I only know that two years ago he went on a long trip, and after coming back, somehow, he fainted weakly, and the doctor said that he was bleeding too much, and he needed to recuperate slowly and make up for himself, and I saw several deep scratches on his wrists, and I was also curious, how could he be injured for no reason, and he would lose so much blood..."

Her tone changed from one after another, a little weird, but she was serious.

"After he fainted, he began to suffer for half a month, and his heart ached day and night, his whole body was covered with bloodshots, and the whole person... The whole person has changed, it's just... It was so terrible that I didn't dare to see him for a few days. ”

She seemed to fall back into that fear, covering her face in disbelief, shaking her head over and over again.

I listened carefully to her words, and I didn't want to miss a word, and my heart ached... Bloodshot all over......

"Later... Later, the blood on his body dispersed, and his eyes began to drip unstoppable, and he was so painful that it was difficult to breathe, and his father gave him a lot of medicine, and he took it for three or four days before he got better. ”

She covered her chest, as if she had become out of breath, she struggled to speak, her voice became softer and softer, "The next day, I went to see him, and I saw... See his head full of black hair... It's all turned white..."

"I was so scared that I didn't dare to ask him, let alone my father... My father also said that this matter should not be preached to the end. ”

"I thought, I thought he was poisoned by something..."

She suddenly looked at me again, gritted her teeth, and stared at me, and her whole body was out of shape again, "Until yesterday... I just knew, it was all to save you at that time! ”

I couldn't find anything to describe my state of mind at this time, so I asked her weakly, "It's him... Did he admit it himself? ”

"He didn't deny it, he never lied, and what he didn't respond to was just acquiescence."

"He suffered so many sins in order to save you, and made himself not like a human and a ghost." She pointed at me, with anger on her face and a sneer, "You actually told me now, you don't know? ”

"Heh, that's right, you only have your Ling Xie Yun in your heart, where can you tolerate others? Pity my brother for his infatuation, he fed it all to the dogs! ”

What she said was really reasonable, and I had no way to refute it, and whispered, "I... I didn't. ”

"I don't know... I really don't know... He didn't tell me anything..."

I'm not just a little bit of Xie Yun in my heart, Yiyang has always been different from others for me, I regard him as a lifelong confidant, I am willing to say anything to him, he is in my heart... It's always been important...

But these... I don't know, I don't know, and no one tells me.

I can still talk to him well, get along with him as before, and treat him as a friend after knowing that Limo likes me and knows that he hurt Bai Shuining and Su Yewan for me.

But Yang is so different to me... He did these things for me, which I couldn't afford... I owe him, I am ashamed of him, I am now... There is no way to face him again.

"Do you know, I really hate the way you look, why don't you know anything? Isn't it all for you that he does all this? Why don't you know anything, you will only talk to you every day? ”

I can't justify anything anymore.

Before she could say anything more, the door was pushed open again, and Murong Ling's voice sounded, "Ling'er, don't say it." ”

I suddenly remembered the scene when I met Yang for the first time, when I first left the palace, he took me to drink, he was the second best-looking person I had ever met.

I like his uninhibited temperament, and I admire such a person.

After meeting a few times and drinking a few times, they became acquainted.

I think of how he always came to persuade me, how to face everything that happened around me, how to face Xie Yun... Face your own heart... He's always the one who knows me best.

I remembered the white figure I caught glimpsing when Xie Yun and I were chased and killed and fell off the cliff.

I remembered that two years ago, when I was about to jump into the Lake of Forgetfulness, he chased after me, full of worry, trying to stop me from jumping and persuade me word by word.

But I didn't listen to him, and I jumped in.

This jump actually made me in my life... I can't even pay back his love for me.

But when and how did he think of me like this?

I always feel that if others like me, then they like it, even if it is me, I don't have any right to interfere with anything, Lou Yihang, Limo, Ouyang Junyu, I can treat it with a normal heart, I can act as if nothing happened, when I don't know what I do.

But the person who gave birth to it was Murong Chongyang.

His liking is the last thing I can afford.

His dedication is the last thing I can repay.

He never showed his heart to me, and he even... has always only thought about me, thinking of ways to make me and Xie Yun have a good time.

He let me return to Beiliang, have a perfect identity to live, and for two years, he has never looked at me from the future.

If I hadn't come to South Vietnam, if I hadn't met Xie Yun again, if I hadn't recovered my memory, I would have spent the rest of my life in Bei Liang An, and I wouldn't even know how I picked up my life.

It's silly.

Where am I worth it.