In love and marriage, who loves whom more, who pays more, and who pays less, are all things that are unclear. You must know who is right and who is wrong, and divide the winners and losers, under normal circumstances, there is no winner, and it is destined to be a lose-lose ending.

I silently put down the coconut and sat down across from them, and they looked at me together, then snorted and turned around.

When I saw them like this, I didn't make a sound, I hugged a coconut, took out the frost, poked it up, and suddenly opened a hole. I wanted to hand it over, but I saw the two of them looking at me together......

I thought, forget it, let's not look for that trouble, so I picked up the coconut, raised my head and drank a few sips, the mouth was sweet and slightly salty, and then wiped my mouth and said, "It's cooked!" You can drink! ”

Hua Mei glared at me fiercely, but the kite burst out laughing. I picked up two more coconuts and threw one for each of them.

Hua Mei threw the coconut back to me and scolded, "Don't come to be courteous."

While I took the coconut, the kite squinted his eyes and smiled, "Sir, Lishuang will lend me a hand."

I smiled and handed the frost over. Seeing this, Hua Mei jumped up, pointed at me and shouted, "I chased me all the way here, not to see you!" As he spoke, he turned his head and asked the kite, "Who are you?"

Hua Mei asked the kite a little embarrassed, yes, the kite asked herself, who am I? Isn't it ridiculous to jump down like this and try to save someone?

Seeing that she didn't speak, I guessed her thoughts, and immediately answered for her: "She is my assistant, my friend, and Kite."

Li Huamei frowned and said, "Dongying people?"

I nodded, "Yes."

Li Huamei wanted to say something, but when she thought of the kite jumping into the water to save people, she couldn't say it, and finally turned to me and said angrily: "I thought I had found happiness, why did you abandon me!" You fought all day long, and in the end, you were gone, my father was arraigned, and my mother was so anxious and angry that she fell ill in bed! You say! Why! ”

I frowned and said, "Uncle Li has been arraigned?" When was this? ”

Li Huamei lowered her head and sobbed, and said for a long time: "Just the day after you left." Suddenly, a group of people came, saying that it was from the Inspectorate, and someone impeached my father for forming a party for personal gain! What kind of party does he have? Isn't the only thing close to you be with? Isn't it just for my marriage? What's wrong with him? Tell me! What's wrong with him? ”

I was silent for a moment and said, "What's the reaction from Shousuke?" ”

Li Huamei was surprised: "Shoufu Zhang Juzheng? Isn't he critically ill? What can be the reaction? ”

I sighed slightly, turned my head to look at the wind and rain outside, and said in a low voice: "He is not critically ill, he just knows the day he will return to the West." ”

They didn't understand what I meant, so I talked about it. When Li Huamei returned to the Central Plains, she was only afraid of ...... I'm afraid that that day has passed, whether I say it or not, it actually has no effect.

Moreover, for the sake of her father, she will fully cooperate with me and will never make trouble. What's more, we still have a marriage to do.

Both of them were silent after hearing this. After a long time, Kite said in a low voice: "Although I am not from the Central Plains, I also know that Lord Zhang has worked hard all his life, and he has to use himself as bait before he dies, which is really respectable." ”

I said, "So Uncle Li may have a few days of grievances, but he will definitely be able to turn over quickly, and there will be no big problems." ”

Li Huamei looked at me quietly and said faintly: "Father is fine, it's really good!" But that's not what I care about at all! Why are you leaving? ”

She stared at me and said, "If my father is fine, why aren't you?" Why do you have to go? And, why was it never told to me? ”

I looked into her eyes and said very sincerely and guiltily: "I want to tell you many times, I want to tell you before I get married, but every time I say it, you always think I'm joking, and I can't pull you to force you to believe it." I just want to talk to you after the marriage, but who knows, after this marriage, I will never have the opportunity to see you! ”

Li Huamei thought about it carefully, I had indeed told her several times before that I had no intention of fighting in the imperial court, and sooner or later I would have to leave the Ming Dynasty and go to the outside world. But I only thought it was a joke, and every time I said, if you want to leave, I will chase you! See how dare you marry someone else?

After Li Huamei thought about it, my expression at that time was indeed very sincere, but because of my own preconceived ideas, I always felt that it was impossible for such a successful young official to leave, so I never believed it!

So she fell into a long silence, and after a long time, she looked up again and asked me, "Then tell me, what should I do now?" ”

I said sincerely: "If you want, we can go together, in fact, I also thought that after Dongying stood still, I would look for you privately, but I didn't expect you to find it!" ”

As I spoke, I handed her an open coconut and continued: "I have also considered other issues, Uncle Li is fifty-seven this year, and he is about to become a minister, whether he is willing to go with us or not, at least there will be no entanglement, and my aunt is even more so, but I have never had a chance to discuss it with you."

Li Huamei was angry again when she heard this! Said loudly: "Why did you find me when you had already decided to leave?" ”

I really want to say that I didn't go to you, it was your father who introduced you to me, and I told you many times before I made a marriage that I was leaving, but now you have inked this? Moreover, my situation at that time, if I didn't leave, I would inevitably end up in a violent prison, and I would have been buried by the time the rescuers came!

But I couldn't say these words, they were so hurtful that I couldn't say them, so I could only be silent.

When Li Huamei saw that I didn't speak, she was even more angry, and said angrily: "You are talking!" ”

Before I could speak, the kite said loudly, "You always want your husband to do something for you, and what have you done for him?" ”

As soon as this sentence was spoken, Li Huamei and I were stunned.

The kite was indignant, but he tried his best to suppress his emotions and said in a deep voice: "A wise person like Mr. has never been willing to delay his children's private affairs. But for you, I spend all day thinking about how to make you good, how to make you happy, and how to plan the way forward. At the most dangerous and fierce time of the struggle, I have repeatedly reminded you to ensure your safety! ”

As he spoke, he took a few breaths and said, "Do you think that your father's identity as the secretary of the military department is enough to protect you?" Before and after you got married, how many times did someone plot against you, but we protected you in secret, so that you could live your life safe and sound, and even live your own life without even realizing it! And we paid the price of three partner casualties! These are all arranged by the gentleman, but have you ever thought about it? ”

Li Huamei looked at me and said, "Is this true?" ”

I nodded and said slowly, "Of course, I was also the cause of this incident, so I should protect you." ”

Li Huamei closed her eyes gloomily, and only opened her eyes after a while and said, "Why didn't you tell me?" ”

I smiled helplessly and said, "Do you want me to take this to show my merits?" ”

Li Huamei was silent, and the kite continued: "Mr. came back from Liaodong, and for the sake of the country, he agreed on a plan with Zhang Shoufu, to put it bluntly, Mr. is the bait for the tiger!" If Mr. doesn't leave, he will definitely not survive for three days, have you considered his crisis? ”

Li Huamei was silent, and I sighed and said, "Okay, kite, don't talk about this."

Kite shook his head and continued: "Since leaving Yantai, Mr. has never seen a smile on his face, and every time he talks about it, he feels guilty before he can tell you the truth. He never smiled again until you appeared! Even in the cold sea, looking at you in a coma, his face is still full of tenderness! It's really jealous, you know? But apart from willfulness and hurt, what have you given him? ”

In a few words, Li Huamei was extremely depressed, but the more she thought about it, the more she felt that what the kite said was reasonable, and in the end, her face was flushed! She asked rhetorically, "What about you!" Why do you know so many things? ”

The kite let out a long breath, sat back in his place, smiled bitterly, and said, "As the gentleman said, I am his assistant, and I have not even longed for the status of a friend as he said. But I know this not because of this, but because I love him! ”

The last sentence was almost shouted! I was shocked on the spot with Li Huamei!

The kite smiled sadly again, looked at me and said, "Yes, I admire him, I love him, but he doesn't love me." It's not a question of who's right and who's wrong. In this world, there is no reason to talk about who should love whom, who will love whom, and who loves whom more, right? ”

"So I don't ask him to give me a response, I'm willing to do everything for him! Even if it's drowning at the bottom of the sea! I must have died first! "The voice of the kite is not loud, but it is categorical!

These words made my heart tremble, for the kite, I have always felt that she has not fully grown up, and I don't understand what true love is, but today I know that the person who loves me the most around me is the person I have always ignored.

Speaking of this, the kite glanced at me, then at Hua Mei, and sighed: "But, every time I see you two together, although I don't want to admit it, but you are really the best match, I'm too far away......"

Li Huamei bit her lip, shook her head and interrupted her, "No! You must be worthy! It's me who doesn't deserve it! ”

After speaking, she shook her head again and said, "I have always been pretentious, and I boast that I must find the most magnificent man in the world!" But what can I give you? Qilan? ”

She hugged her legs and whispered, "I just...... It's just a little overwhelming! In an instant, all the good things left me, making me feel like I was living like a bubble! ”

I sighed and was about to say something, but the kite went over, gently hugged Hua Mei in her arms and said, "As long as you are strong, everything will be fine!" Be convinced! ”

Her eyes were burning at me, and I was a little afraid to look at me.

Hua Mei burst into tears! As if she wanted to express all the depression in her heart, she tugged at the sleeves of the kite with both hands, crying in the dark!

The kite gently hugged her, patted her on the back, and comforted her slowly and softly, just like a mother's lullaby.

I stood up and walked to the mouth of the cave under the gaze of the kite, looking at the dark sky and the earth in the distance. Yes, who loves whom more, this is really an unclear proposition!

After nightfall, the wind and rain slowed down and slowly stopped! The sky was once again filled with starry skies and a bright moon......