Thinking about it, I don't know what I'm thinking? The most important thing now is to persuade people to put Lou Yihang back as it is, and then... Don't set foot in this hellish place again, don't see that person again.

He did what he said, he really went to cook by himself, steaming rice, washing vegetables, and cutting vegetables, all done so naturally, I stood at the kitchen door in a daze, and for a moment, I felt in my heart that this person was really good.

If anyone marries him in the future, it will be... What a blessing.

The martial arts are so high, the leader of the Demon Sect can take care of people, coax people, and cook, when facing this person, it is one side, and when facing that person, it is the other side.

But because of that, he made me feel terrible.

To my surprise, he didn't talk to me anymore and cooked quietly. I suddenly felt as if there was only me and him left in the whole world, and only me and him were here, without disturbances, entanglements, grievances.

I even thought that if there were no such things, if he wasn't King Chen, would there be a day when he left the Jade Sect and I left the Beiliang Imperial City, and we lived in seclusion, working at sunrise and resting at sunset every day, just living like this...

Before I knew it, I really sat down and ate, he didn't say a word, he didn't even look at me a few times, and I was quiet.

It was as if he really just left me for a meal.

I was very restless in my heart, for fear that he would say something frivolous and make some excessive demands on me in the next moment.

However, after the meal, he really didn't say anything.

"I still have some things that I haven't dealt with well, you go around first, and when I'm done, I'll send you back to the palace."

I thought to myself, but I just made a meal, and I changed my mind all of a sudden?

I have to admit that the dishes he makes are really delicious. At least, it's much better than my terrible cooking.

He didn't say where I could go and where I couldn't.

I didn't know where I could go, but I walked to the peach tree and stood under the peach tree for a while.

Ling Xueyun, what the hell was he thinking? Or rather, what does he want to do?

He's really... It's just because I look like Su Yi'er, so he approaches me and is with me.

But he knows very well that the relationship between our Situ family and the Jade Sect, and he has never hindered me from meeting anyone in Nanyue, and everyone who knows him in Nanyue has the opportunity to tell me that Ling Xie Yun is Lou Jing, the king of Chen.

Isn't he afraid?

Come to think of it, he really never shy away from it.

It's like, he's not worried at all that I'll know.

When I told him that day, he didn't seem to be really shocked except for a little uneasiness and a little sadness, and he expected me to know about it.

But why wouldn't he be afraid? Is he too self-righteous and thinks that I love him to the core, and I will be with him even if I knew, or does he have another way to keep me from leaving him?

I'm really not good at spying on people's hearts, but unfortunately, I won't take the initiative to ask him this.

I don't even understand my own heart now.

Just after I got here, just after I met him, just after I saw him, just after... After I finished the meal he cooked.

I don't understand anything.

His heart, my own heart.

I didn't know when there was an extra figure next to me, I didn't pay much attention to it, he didn't speak, just stared ahead like me.

I laughed in my heart, because I was afraid that I would be lonely? Afraid I'll be lonely? Find someone to talk to me?

Seriously, Limo is really the person I have ever met.

I glanced at him, looked ahead again, and I didn't know if I was talking to myself, or if I wanted someone to talk to, and I said what was in my heart.

"I hate people approaching me for other reasons, for other purposes. Before, I annoyed Lou Yihang because my appearance entangled me in every way, and said to myself, where am I the kind of person who is willing to be a stand-in for others? ”

"Xie Yun... He has a lot of secrets in him, many, many ... Even if I'm with him, really together... I also think that I don't know him very well at all, and I don't know a lot about him, but because I like him too much, I feel that I should believe it. ”

"But now, I know those things, I know him... It turned out that they were also using me as a stand-in, but I didn't know... Don't know what to do anymore. ”

"People are really selfish, I feel sorry for the woman who was injured by her, and I feel sorry for myself. I wanted to know about his past, and I was afraid that I wouldn't be able to accept it if I did. I wish I would never have any more contact with him, but I also hoped that he would explain something to me. ”

"But how can he explain it to me? said that he had long forgotten that Su Yi'er, those were all things in the past, who didn't have the past? He would tell me that there is only me in his heart now, and that he just loves me as a person and nothing else. ”

Or rather, he loved that person so much that he couldn't forget it, and he regretted that he had to hurt her as a last resort. What happens after regrets? I saw that I looked the same as her, and I wanted to make amends, I wanted to redeem something, so I was good to me and was with me. ”

"But no matter what he does, no matter how he explains it to me, I'm going to be disappointed, and in the end, I have no reason to stay with him."

"I can't give myself a reason, I can't convince myself, really... There is no way. ”

It turns out that I think this way, I seem to understand, and I don't seem to understand.

I hope he has me in his heart, and I hope that he doesn't.

After being silent for a long time, Limo finally spoke: "Perhaps, there is a third possibility?" ”

I looked at him puzzled. He smiled at me, "You, calm down first." I don't want to say much about this matter, but Xie Yun really loves you, and he is absolutely sincere to you. ”

Wholehearted...

Look, I hope that he likes me, but when I am happy, I feel that this person is not worth it, and he will make me scared and make me want to stay away from him.

"Is he sincere to Su Yi'er?"

"Why did he hurt her then?"

"You told me that he was forced to do so, can you tell me why?"

Limo didn't answer, and I muttered again: "How ruthless was he at the beginning." ”

"If it were me, and he married the good sisters I had always been close to in the blink of an eye when he was with me, I would have killed them! Not a single one will be left! ”

Limo smiled again, "You are angry." ”

"I don't even know now, whether I hate him for using me as a stand-in to deceive me, or if I hate him even more for being ruthless two years ago."

He didn't want to force me to stay, he didn't ask me to promise him anything, he came to me when he was done, and directly said to send me home.

Seeing me and Limo talking, he was still shocked for a moment, as if he hadn't thought of it at all.

I was calm, the restlessness finally subsided, and I didn't want to say anything more to him.

I know that he won't hurt Lou Yihang, even if he hates to kill someone, he shouldn't make it difficult for Bei Liang.

When I was about to arrive at the mansion, he said to me again: "I want to get married as soon as possible and marry you as soon as possible." ”

It's just talking, and it's not dead or alive that he holds my hand.

The anger in his heart suddenly surged up again, and he slapped him in the face without saying a word.

He was not annoyed, and told me again calmly.

I really don't understand, how can he tell me so calmly that he wants to marry me and marry me when I know everything and have spoken so clearly, and I don't want to beat anyone, and I don't pay attention to him.

But this person, dead-eyed, I don't respond, he keeps saying.

What day should I choose, what kind of wedding dress should I choose, how much dowry should I prepare, how should I tell my father and mother to be faster, where will we live together in the future, whether I will buy a house in the Jade Sect or in the capital, and how long will I go back to the palace in the future.

How to build the house, to prepare a place for me to read, a place to practice calligraphy, when there is nothing to do, he can sing the flute to me, just like the fourth brother in the past, he can also play the piano, can play to me, he can tell me different stories every day, cook different dishes for me every day, when I am in a bad mood, we will drink together...

"Also, your handwriting is so ugly, I must teach you well..."

I couldn't help it anymore, and a few tears fell.

He seemed to know me well, but he didn't seem to know at all.

He seems to know everything about me, he likes to read books when I'm bored, he likes to practice calligraphy, he knows that my handwriting is ugly...

Yes, it's ugly... It's ugly, it's ugly no matter how you write it...

"Why are you crying?"

He reached out and wiped my tears, with a smile on his lips, and asked, "What do you think is wrong?" I can change it, and we'll discuss it slowly. ”

"I won't marry you."

His face sank instantly, stared at me for a long time, and spit out a sentence, "If you don't marry, I will kill Lou Yihang!" ”

His tone was resolute and unequivocal, as if... That person's life is really in my hands.

I had the delusion that I felt like I had been lied to by everybody, that there was one thing that everybody knew, and that I was the only one who was kept in the dark. They are all in the light, and I am the only one in the dark.

I remembered the time when my second brother talked to me when I just returned to Beiliang, what did he say? He mentioned King Chen for no reason and asked me if I knew this person, and I answered, but he changed the subject in a blink of an eye.

As soon as I found out about that incident, the fourth brother saw that there was something wrong and that I was in a bad mood.

If the second brother came to persuade me to go to the Jade Immortal Sect, I would not have go.

Who is the person in the world who knows me best? That must be Situ Yechen. He knows how to say that I will be moved, and he knows what I mean when I show which action and which sentence I will mean.

What other people know about me, I might do that, I would probably say that, but when I came to him, I would do it, I would say it.

"Ling Xueyun."

"Do you really, want me to hate you?"