Prequel. Chapter Thirty-Nine: He was just trying to take revenge on Lou Jing

I was thinking about what Yang had told me, and I not only wanted to ask him clearly, but also wanted to ask Lou Yihang.

He didn't tell me at that time, he heard Lingyang talk about me, said that he didn't care about someone else in my heart, and said that he was willing to wait for me, and when I forgot that person.

I wondered, why did he lie to me.

I wonder if he really likes me.

I wonder if he really wants to marry me.

"Ah Hang should be in the palace now, and when I left the palace, I just saw him looking for the queen mother."

"I want to go back first."

"Okay, I'll send you."

Before leaving, he told me to rest well today, don't think about anything, tell him anything, and he will do his best to help me deal with it.

He also told me that he would come to pick me up and go to the Lingwang Mansion tomorrow, and he would help me make an appointment with Lou Yihang, and I would go directly to him.

I was moved by Yongyang's kindness to me, he knew that I understood me, and he lied to me, and he also had his own reasons.

So Brother Yun... I believe in Yang, and I should believe in him.

I want to hear him say in person, he doesn't have me in his heart, he won't marry me, only if he says it himself, I will die.

Early the next morning, Yiyang came to pick me up as promised, and I didn't sleep well again last night, and I seem to have gotten used to such days recently.

When I arrived at the Lingwang Mansion, Lou Yihang was not in the mansion because he went out to buy things, so he thought I didn't come here so early.

Yang sent me all the way to his study and told me a little about Murong Ling.

Yang and Murong Ling were not born to the same mother, his father married his biological mother despite the opposition of his family, and gave birth to Yang soon after, but Fu Guogong didn't like her no matter what, and because Yang was born with an eye disease, he was also cold and hot to Zhenyang.

Today's Mrs. Murong is the younger sister of Zheng Yuan, the head of the household, she has always been in love with General Murong, and under the mediation of Fu Guogong, she successfully married into Murong Mansion and raised her as a flat wife.

Zhenyang's mother couldn't accept that General Murong treated her like this, so she left the capital in a rage, not even her young children, and she has not been heard from since.

After she left, General Murong began to take concubines one room after another, and when she was four years old, Mrs. Murong gave birth to Murong Ling, but for many years, there were only two of them in the entire Murong Mansion.

Chongyang didn't like his grandfather, he didn't like his father, and he didn't like Mrs. Murong even more, but he loved this only sister very much. And Murong Ling didn't know that he and Zhenyang were not born to the same mother since he was a child, and he has always treated his brother very well.

This past of the Murong family is a taboo. The people who knew about this back then were either sent away by General Murong or were killed.

When Yang learned about this, he accidentally saw a portrait of his mother in General Murong's study when he was ten years old, as well as the letters his mother wrote to General Murong when she was leaving.

General Murong told everything and everything, and Yang was disgusted with everything in the Murong family from then on, and he was also disgusted with the entanglements in the court, and he just wanted to get out of this place of right and wrong and be an idle man at ease.

Soon after, his mother came to see him, and according to Zhenyang, his mother was born in Beiliang, and was disappointed with General Murong that year, so she returned to her hometown and did not remarry. But after all, Lingyang is her biological flesh and blood, so they have kept in touch for many years.

I admire his mother's approach very much, I can think of who is with such a temperament as Yingyang, when my mother encountered such a thing, she couldn't do anything, and even by her father's mistakes, she was helpless, and she almost had a difficult birth when she gave birth to me, and finally kindly raised Sister Wan in person.

was chatting energetically, when he suddenly felt a rush of footsteps outside the door, and Yang was about to open the door, but heard a roar: "You don't have to tell me why you came back, it has nothing to do with me." Either way, it's impossible for you and me. ”

I hurriedly grabbed Yang and motioned for him to listen and see what was going on.

"Why? Is it because of that Su Yi'er? ”

"What happened between us has nothing to do with her."

Lou Yihang didn't go out to buy things, why did Murong Ling come with him. Hearing that Lou Yihang's voice was a little small, I hurriedly walked to the door and continued to listen with my ears sideways. Yang couldn't help but laugh, but then walked over to me lightly.

I only heard Murong Ling's voice continue to sound: "Really? Ah Hang, ask yourself, do you really like her? If the incident between me and Lou Jing hadn't happened, if I hadn't left the capital two years ago, would you still be with her now? ”

"Ah Hang, you still love me, don't you?"

"I know, two years ago, it was me who was wrong, and now I realize that what I like has always been you, let's not torture each other, okay?"

"You approached Su Yi'er, but because you know that she is the person Lou Jing has been thinking about, you want to take revenge on Lou Jing, you tell me, you still love me, right?"

Even Murong Ling knows, even she knows, is it that everyone in the entire capital who knows me and him knows, is it only me who doesn't know.

"How do you know about her and Lou Jing?"

"Does it matter if I know, how do I know? That's why you approached her because of this, why don't you admit it? Or, are you afraid that she will leave you if she finds out? ”

"Yes and how, no? It's also my business, and it's none of your business. ”

"Aren't you afraid, I'll tell her this? Aren't you afraid that she will leave you because of this? ”

"Murong Ling, you don't have to threaten me. I've loved you since I was a child, when you turned your back on me and chose Lou Jing, I didn't care much, and now how can I care so much about a person I have never moved. I just wanted to take revenge on Lou Jing, and I hated him so much. ”

Zhenyang patted me lightly on the shoulder, I seemed to see him looking aggrieved, I shook my head and smiled at him, I had thought of it a long time ago, but listening to him say it himself, I still couldn't help but feel a little sad in my heart.

"So you admit that you approached her because you wanted to take revenge on Lou Jing?"

"It's none of your business."

"Why doesn't it have anything to do with me? If it weren't for you to care about me, if it wasn't for me, how could you want to take revenge on Lou Jing, do you think he snatched the person you love, so you have to snatch the person he loves, right? ”

"You're right, but it's not because of you, I just can't stand Lou Jing's betrayal of me."

"Lou Jing doesn't like me, and Su Yi'er doesn't like you either, what she likes in her heart has always been Lou Jing."

"As you said, my goal of revenge on Lou Jing has been achieved, even if they recognize each other now, Lou Jing can't be with her, this is enough for me."

Never moved my heart...

Impossible with me...

Did he take revenge on Lou Jing, or did he hurt me by mistake?

Before I came to him, I thought he shouldn't be what I thought he was, but I didn't expect him to be even more unbearable than I thought.

Hearing him admit it in person is better than hearing it from someone else's mouth, me and him are not people of the same world, as he said, it is impossible for me and Ling Xieyun to do so, so now that his goal has been achieved, he doesn't have to have anything to do with me, and he doesn't need to continue acting with me.

Zhenyang stretched out his hand and pushed the door open, just as Lou Yihang's face met my eyes, he saw me, and was stunned in an instant, his eyes stared at me, his lips were squirming slightly, but he didn't say a word.

I looked at Murong Ling with a smile on his face behind him, and couldn't help laughing, and said in my mouth: "His Royal Highness King Ling, your goal has been achieved, can you let me go?" ”

He slowly stepped forward, tentatively shook my hand, and said over and over again, "No, it's not like this, you listen to me first." ”

I broke free of my hand and took a few steps back, only to feel that getting too close to him would make me extremely uncomfortable.

"Your Royal Highness, thank you, let me see once again how stupid I am."

He shook his head, "You'er, will you listen to me?" ”

Murong Ling stepped forward quickly, and didn't forget to sarcastically say a few words to me: "Su Yi'er, I told you a long time ago that you must learn to recognize your identity. ”

Lou Yihang scolded her angrily: "Shut up." ”

I heard everything, he was still quibbling, I really didn't want to say anything more to him, I started to walk out, and he grabbed me again.

"Your Highness, I am just an ordinary person, the grudge between Lou Jing and you is a matter between you and him, and it has nothing to do with me."

"His Royal Highness King Ling, but please don't bother me again in the future, I'm tired."

I thought that I had found someone who was true to me, and I still felt that I was ashamed of him, and I still wanted to be with him.

It turned out that it was all my wishful thinking all along.

So when we first met, he knew me, knew my name, and from the beginning, he was deliberately close to me.

In order to avenge Murong Ling's betrayal, he could actually do this, how much he liked Murong Ling, or how much he hated Lou Jing.

The things between them, the grievances and hatreds between them, why do they have to involve me, I have decided to forget the past and let him go, but there is someone who provokes me because of him, fortunately, I didn't fall into it, fortunately, I haven't liked Lou Yihang yet.

What a joke God played on me.

Murong Ling said that Lou Jing didn't like her. So does he still have me in his heart?

Murong Ling knows that what I like has always been Lou Jing. If he really has me in his heart, how can he bear to lie to me for so long.

If he had known that we couldn't, then why did he tell me to wait for him and that he would come and marry me when he left.

It's because I believe in him too much, I have believed what he said casually, I have believed him for so long, and I have waited for him for so many years, if I hadn't seen that fan, I am afraid that I would not have known in this life, and the person I have been waiting for for so many years has always been in the capital like me.

Ling Xueyun, he is really ruthless.