Chapter 229: Unspeakable Things
On the way back to the room. Zhang Fan could hear the occasional people from Zhang's Mansion passing by him also talking about what was happening outside. Although when the subordinates passed by Zhang Fan's side. Obviously lowered the voice of the conversation in his mouth a lot. Even stopped talking. But Zhang Fan still knows.
"It seems that this matter has spread very quickly." Zhang Fan thought in his heart. "It's the same when I think about it. After all, from the time it happened to the present. It's been almost two hours. Such a big thing. It can't be that it hasn't been passed out yet. ”
But. Zhang Fan could also hear it from the conversation of the subordinates of the Zhang Mansion. What the hell is going on. Most of the rumors are full of speculation and gossip. There's nothing real going on in there. Occasionally, a few sentences are compiled, which are more reliable. But there is a lot more mystery in the details of the matter.
Didn't think much of that. Zhang Fan was about to rush to see how Luo Ling'er was doing. remembered the scene when she was glaring at Liu Shan's death in her arms. Zhang Fan was a little worried.
"Teacher. I heard that you killed ......," Zhu Yijun, who was coming towards him, came to Zhang Fan very happily and said. But it stopped suddenly. It seems that he is afraid that Ruan Er, who is beside him, will hear some bad words. Hurriedly changed his words. "I heard that the teacher took the evidence of Liu Shan's embezzlement. Liu Shan's house was hopeless because of survival. It's already cut off on its own. ”
Zhang Fan listened to Zhu Yijun's words. I think it's kind of funny. Although Zhu Yijun reads a lot of books on weekdays. There is also some literary style. But except in his father, the emperor and his mother. and in front of the ministers. At other times, Zhu Yijun was a little arrogant. Seeing Zhu Yijun speak so civilly now. Zhang Fan really thought it was very interesting.
Hold back a laugh. Zhang Fan opened his mouth and said, "Yes." Jun'er has also heard rumors on the street. This is the end of the matter. ”
"That'...... Does it mean ......" Zhu Yijun suddenly twisted and pinched. Rather reluctantly asked. “…… Doesn't that mean. We're going back. ”
Zhang Fan heard his words. Suddenly, I was stunned for a moment. Zhang Fan, who came back to his senses, looked at Zhu Yijun looking at him with expectant eyes. was obviously hoping that Zhang Fan would be able to say the answer he wanted.
"Nope." Zhang Fan shook his head and said. "Didn't I just say that. Now it's finally over. It's just that there are still a lot of aftermath things to deal with later. We can't go back just yet. It's going to disappoint Jun'er. ”
"Really. . . That's really good......" Zhu Yijun heard Zhang Fan's words. Suddenly, there was a scream. Don't mention how happy you are. But it stopped suddenly. cautiously looked at Ruan Er on the side. said with a somewhat embarrassed face. “…… I mean. Been here for a long time. It's a little homesick. ”
Zhang Fan looked at him like this. Even though he still kept a smile on his face. But in fact, I have already laughed in my heart. Helplessly, he looked at Ruan Er, who was standing beside Zhu Yijun. Ruan Er also nodded at Zhang Fan. means that she can understand.
Zhu Yijun didn't see this. Ruan Er, who was pulling aside, left happily. It seems to be ready to celebrate something.
Yingyue in the back walked in front of Zhang Fan. said: "Brother Fan." Things have finally come to light. ”
"Hmm." Zhang Fan sighed. It seems to vent all the depression of these days. Said. "But there's a lot more to come. I just said that to Jun'er. It wasn't meant to be. ”
"I know." Yingyue nodded in understanding. Said. "Just now I saw Sister Ling'er alone in a daze in the room. But it's not good to go up and ask what's wrong. What the hell is going on. ”
"Ling'er, she ......" Zhang Fan faced this question. Some don't know how to answer. Half a day. He spoke. "At Liu Shan's place. Something happened. I don't know what to tell you......"
"Brother Fan. You don't have to say it to me. Yingyue stopped Zhang Fan from continuing. comparatively. Sister Ling'er needs you right now. Hurry up and go. ”
“…… All right. "I looked at Yingyue. Zhang Fan only said this and continued to walk over.
looked at Zhang Fan's back. Yingyue didn't speak. Or maybe she didn't know what to say now. He just stood still and didn't move. I don't know what was going on in her mind.
Zhang Fan came to the door. The door was wide open. Luo Ling'er inside had her back to the door. Just sit motionless at the edge of the table. Zhang Fan looked at it. sighed slightly in his heart. Walked in.
"Ling'er." Zhang Fan came behind Luo Ling'er. Place your hand on her slender fragrant shoulder. He called out to her with concern.
Luo Ling'er didn't speak. Just put his cheek on the back of Zhang Fan's hand that he put on her shoulder. It seems to be feeling something.
"You ...... today," Zhang Fan said and stopped again. Today may be the day when Zhang Fan doesn't know how to say the next words. But every time. It really made him feel embarrassed.
"Brother Fan. You don't have to say anything. Luo Ling'er said. Her voice is still so beautiful and moving. But with a hint of hoarseness. It looked like she had just cried. "Ling'er is really happy. Really ......"
Listen to Luo Ling'er's voice. Zhang Fan was a little sad. She said she was very happy. But how could Zhang Fan not hear the grief inside. Let alone. Even if you hate someone again. I want to let the other party die a tragic death. However, the person who wants to be happy about this kind of thing. They must all be people who have suffered great grief. It can be seen what Liu Shan did to Luo Ling'er. How jealous she was. How much I want Liu Shan to die.
Especially Zhang Fan thought about what happened in Liu Shan today. Luo Ling'er hid in his arms and shivered. But the beautiful eyes that looked at Liu Shan's appearance when he died. But he didn't dodge. Didn't even blink. That kind of situation made Zhang Fan's heart very sad. Maybe he's seen and heard a lot of similar stories. But all the language and words are not as real and profound as this kind of personal experience. Especially when Zhang Fan thought that he was just a glimpse through Luo Ling'er. That's how I feel. So what kind of mood should Luo Ling'er, who has experienced everything personally, have. He couldn't even imagine how Luo Ling'er was able to survive these nightmarish experiences.
"It's okay Ling'er. It's all right. Zhang Fan put both hands on Luo Ling'er's shoulders. He said softly, comfortingly. "It's all gone. Don't think about those things anymore. ”
"Hmm." Luo Ling'er just replied so softly. The body is backwards. leaned into Zhang Fan's arms. Oddly enough. This is the season of summer. But here she felt a warm feeling that made her feel comfortable.
After a brief silence. Zhang Fan suddenly spoke: "Ling'er." Promise me one thing. ”
"Hmm."
"Forget everything you saw this afternoon." Zhang Fan said.
"Brother Fan. I ......" Luo Linger didn't know how to answer Zhang Fan. That moment in the afternoon was the moment she was looking forward to all the time. When that moment comes. She couldn't have been happier.
Right now. Zhang Fan wanted to forget. Luo Linger understood it very well in her heart. Zhang Fan said this for her. Zhang Fan didn't want her to inadvertently think of this incident in the future. Remembering her own tragic past.
And Luo Ling'er herself wants to forget. I don't want to have this painful memory in my head anymore. But she didn't reply to Zhang Fan immediately. Instead, he hesitated. The reason is simple. She was afraid she wouldn't forget. Oh, yes. What an unforgettable moment it was. For two years. More than 700 days and nights. Luo Linger was looking forward to that moment all the time. Now the wish has come true. But she was afraid that she would not be able to forget the past. Forget the tragic past.
"Brother Fan...... I...... I'm afraid I won't be able to forget ......," Luo Ling'er said with a choked voice.
"Nope. You can. You'll be able to forget. Zhang Fan said categorically. If you can't alone. Then let me help you. ”
"Brother Fan. You...... Help me. Luo Ling'er listened to Zhang Fan's words. Said a little strangely.
"Yes. I'll help you. Zhang Fan said. I know. It's hard to forget about it. But I'm going to try. I'm going to do whatever it takes. You don't have time to think about it. ”
Luo Ling'er heard this. His body began to tremble slightly.
"Ling'er. You know. Zhang Fan continued. I will make you live in happiness forever for the rest of your life. You never have it again. There's no time for you to reminisce about these things. ”
"Brother Fan...... Thank you......" Luo Ling'er's voice choked even more. But she no longer trembled. The choked sound gradually stopped.
"Wait a few days. It's all over here. I'll take you to the capital. Zhang Fan continued. Let's get out of here forever. Get out of this sad place. Never to come back. ”
"Hmm." Luo Ling'er replied softly. There is no more hesitation and sadness in the voice. Light though. But it contains hope for a better life in the future.
"That's right. The younger brother and sister of the concubine. Brother Fan, did you find it? Luo Ling'er suddenly asked.
After Zhang Fan listened. For a moment, I didn't know how to answer. Luo Linger did talk to him about this matter before. Zhang Fan also sent someone to look for it. But the news I got was a little unsure of what to say.
"What's wrong. Brother Van. Isn't it found? Luo Ling'er asked. It doesn't matter. Now it's over. They should all be safe. ”
Zhang Fan's eyes were staring at Luo Linger's hair. After a while, he said, "I'm sorry ......."
"It doesn't matter." Luo Ling'er said indifferently.
Zhang Fan listened to Luo Ling'er's happy voice. I don't know what to do for a while. "Perhaps. Just let Ling'er misunderstand first, I haven't found it yet. Alas. It's going to make Ling'er sad again. But now she can't afford to take any more blows. Let's hide this from her first. Zhang Fan thought in his heart.
"Your Excellency. Wang Dezhao brought it to you. "Integrity at this time. Wang Meng's voice relieved Zhang Fan's dilemma.