117. Qin Yan visited
Yu Du relented in the end, and just spoke, "Okay." ”
"Really?" Shen Qinghuan's eyes widened and he said in surprise, "You promised to help me keep it a secret?" ”
"But I have one request." Yu Du said.
"You say!" Shen Qinghuan wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes and said happily.
"I want you to return to the palace after you give birth."
As if she had been seen through, Shen Qinghuan suddenly felt a little weak, to be honest, she didn't know what her plans would be after giving birth to a child, she might leave, she might go back, she didn't think about it herself. However, she knew that if she wanted Yu Du to help her now, she could only promise him.
"Okay, I promise you." Shen Qinghuan responded.
Yu Du shook his head, he couldn't do anything about Shen Qinghuan, and said, "That's it, if it's okay, the minister will go down." ”
"Wait." Shen Qinghuan stopped him and said inexplicably, "What's wrong with you?" ”
Of course, Yu Du knew that Shen Qinghuan meant to ask him why he was so cold to himself, but he couldn't say that it was because the gap between them was too far.
"Nothing. I just feel that my identity is different from that of my mother. The day before yesterday, there was really no second choice, and now that Niangniang is safe, the minister should have enough distance from Niangniang. Yu Du endured the emotions in his heart and said so.
Shen Qinghuan pursed his lips and said, "You know that I never cared about this, and you treated me very well, I have long regarded you as my friend." ”
Yu Du smiled bitterly and said lightly: "Thank you for your love." ”
Shen Qinghuan saw that he seemed to be resolute today, she didn't say anything more, and let Yu Du go out.
After Yu Du went out, he sorted out his complicated mood and walked to the room where the abbot and nun of the Ten Thousand Buddhas Temple were separated.
knocked lightly on the door, walked out of Liyuan, and saw Yu Du, his eyes were a little evasive, but he quickly calmed down and saluted Yu Du.
"Donor, is there something wrong?"
"Now that the mother has woken up, let's settle the accounts at that time. I ask you. Why didn't you come to pick up the queen that day? Yu Du said coldly.
Liyuan's voice was a little flustered, and he said very embarrassed: "This, this really doesn't matter about our business, the news from the palace at that time said that Niangniang only came on the second day of the first month, and we didn't come." ”
"On the first day of the new year, there was not a single pilgrim on the mountain, didn't you think it was strange?"
"Donor, that day is the first day of the Lunar New Year, and every family is celebrating at home, who will come early in the morning to offer incense. We thought it was a little strange, but we didn't take it seriously. It was not until the afternoon that we did not see a single pilgrim, and we became suspicious, and in the evening the two girls found the mountain and told us that she had fallen down the mountain, and we hurried down to look for it. But the road was slippery on a snowy night, and I couldn't see anything, no, as soon as it was a little bright on the second day, we came. ”
What he said was very sincere, and he couldn't find anything wrong, but Yu Du still didn't lose his temper, and asked: "So at that time, who came to spread the word, saying that Niangniang only came on the second day of the first month?" ”
"This, this is a palace maid, how do we know who it is." It was very difficult to leave the fate, "Guard Yu, don't embarrass us, right?" ”
Yu Du said: "Be vigilant in the future, I will always be here, and I don't want to do anything." Also, swallow everything you see, and don't tell anyone about it! ”
Thinking about it, of course, it was Shen Qinghuan covered in blood, which looked like a miscarriage. She didn't dare to say this kind of thing, after all, she was going to lose her head after blaming it: "That's natural." Liyuan said with a smile, "Niangniang is in the Ten Thousand Buddhas Temple, just here to pray for the blessing of the country, we will never snub her." ”
Yu Du nodded and turned to leave. In fact, he didn't dare to imagine that if he hadn't followed, Shen Qinghuan would have been bullied by this group of people.
Liyuan walked into the room, and there was a nun sitting in it, named Lichou.
"It's... This, none of them is easy to mess with! Liyuan sighed.
Li said worriedly: "Don't we know too?" Concubine Xian's side of Gong E personally said, let us pick it up in the second year of junior high school, and gave a large sum of silver taels early, how can we have this life to shirk. Besides, if you want to blame, you can only blame the queen's bad life, so many people go up the mountain every day, and they have never seen a single person climb down the cliff, which has nothing to do with us. ”
Liyuan glanced at her and said, "Although she came to the Ten Thousand Buddha Temple, it doesn't mean that the emperor really dislikes her, just look at the attitude of the Yu guards towards her." In the future, let's still keep our duty, do our own things, and don't care about these disputes in the palace. ”
"Yes."
"Look at her delicate and delicate, and she doesn't want to do anything, in two days, when she is in good shape, you can take some Buddhist scriptures and copy them for her."
There was disdain in her sorrowful eyes, and she said lightly: "Understood, abbot." ”
......
Shen Qinghuan's body is almost well, and she only copies a few volumes of Buddhist scriptures every day, although her life in the Ten Thousand Buddhas Temple is a little dull and boring, but she is calm and calm, which makes her feel a little peaceful.
Sometimes, she seems to have forgotten Qi Yan, and only feels that she is still the carefree woman in the boudoir in the past, but when she heard her sigh, she remembered that she had changed.
There are some things that you really can't get back by changing places.
She thought about it, and suddenly there was a noise at the door, she stopped her pen, looked up and asked, "What's wrong?" ”
Ah quietly said at the door: "There is a son who wants to see you?" ”
Shen Qinghuan frowned, a little puzzled. Today, Yu Du went back to the palace to return to Qi Yan, and he could be sure that he would come to find her at this time, could it be...
"Let him in." Shen Qinghuan spoke.
The noise outside stopped, and after a while, the door was opened, revealing the face that was indeed Qin Yan's.
Qin Yan's face, Shen Qinghuan has always felt extremely handsome, but it is not as good-looking as Qi Yan's, which always makes people feel a little cold. He is the kind of chic and wanton, handsome that makes people feel sunny and comfortable.
But since he personally said to himself that it was Qi Yan who killed his uncle, for some reason, Shen Qinghuan would be a little scared every time he saw him.
"You're here." Shen Qinghuan said. In fact, when she said this, she herself was a little incredulous, she seemed to feel from the bottom of her heart that when she came to the Ten Thousand Buddhas Temple, Qin Yan would definitely come to her.
"Hmm." Qin Yan said, "Why did you come here?" ”
Shen Qinghuan shrugged his shoulders and said, "There's no reason, maybe I think the palace is too indifferent,"
Qin Yan sighed and said, "You're lying to me." Although, I don't see you a few times a year, but when you lie, I can still see it at a glance. ”
Shen Qinghuan couldn't deny it, and said, "Sit." ”
"I came to you, you should know exactly why, right?" Qin Yan didn't beat around the bush, but said bluntly, "I've been talking to you many times for more than a year. ”
At this moment, Shen Qinghuan didn't even think that he was just an ordinary businessman, and the calmness and composure on his face actually made her... made her feel a little similar to Qi Yan, both with a kingly spirit.
"I can't go." Shen Qinghuan said bluntly.
"Why?" Qin Yan frowned, "You were reluctant to leave Qi Yan a year ago, are you still reluctant now?" He's done this to you, he's even let you come to a place like this..."
"I'm pregnant." Shen Qinghuan interrupted him and looked at his face, "I came here just to give birth to this child." ”
"What?" Qin Yan stood up, his expression was a little tangled and painful, and he said with a look of disbelief, "Are you pregnant with Qi Yan's child?" ”
Shen Qinghuan nodded and said, "Qin Yan, I don't know how to say it to you, I've always been very grateful to you, you often appear by my side when I need you, but... But I, I'm pregnant with Qi Yan's child, and it's impossible to leave with you. ”
Song Ziyao made thousands of calculations, but he didn't count Shen Qinghuan who spoiled Qi Yan's child. He thought that at this moment, she had already come to the Ten Thousand Buddhas Temple, and she must have been disheartened with Qi Yan, but he was still a step too late after all.
knew that it would be a great shame for him to say this, but he still couldn't help but speak: "If you give birth to a child, will you still go back to the palace?"
Shen Qing raised her head violently, she actually didn't think that there would be a man who could accept a woman who had given birth, and that child was not his. If before, Shen Qinghuan had always had doubts about Qin Yan's love for her, then at this moment, she almost completely believed that this man really liked her.
But she couldn't do this, she shook her head and said with a wry smile: "Qin Yan, even if you don't mind, I will feel that I am not worthy of you, you are very good, I drag a child to marry you, no one will agree." ”
"I don't need anyone else's promise, I can take you away and fly away myself!" He stood up, a little agitated.
Shen Qinghuan was stunned, the two looked at each other, and the atmosphere condensed.
Go away and fly high...
This was indeed an option in her heart, and if she could, she didn't want to go back to that palace. She choked up for a long time before she slowly spoke: "If, if there is really that day, I will definitely fly away with you..."
This is the first time in such a long time that Shen Qinghuan has given him such an answer, so even if "that day" is still far away, Song Ziyao feels a glimmer of hope. He suddenly felt that he was not worthy of being the prince of Zhaoling at this moment, it turned out that everyone would have their own humble luxury in their hearts, but they could give everything for it.
And for him, it was Shen Qinghuan.
"Yu Du will be back soon, I have to leave first." He said softly.
Shen Qinghuan nodded, just said, "Be careful all the way." ”
After he left, Red Sleeves walked in and said with a sad face: "Niangniang, you shouldn't be." ”