Prequel. Chapter 36 Bai Gongzi You don't owe me anything
Tossing and turning at night, I can't sleep all the time.
I still think there's something strange about King Nachen, but I'm entangled again, didn't I say that I would let go of the past? Even if it was the one I gave to Brother Yun as I thought, what about it?
Do I really not believe Mu Jing's words, I don't think he is dead, or do I want to know more about him?
But what does he have to do with King Chen, it must be that I think too much.
Didn't Lou Yihang tell me that he didn't want to have anything to do with King Chen, don't doubt King Chen in the future, and it's best not to meet him in the future.
"Xiao Yan, I'm coming to you. I've missed you so much all these years. ”
"Xiao Yan, is it okay to marry me?"
"I've loved you alone all my life, and we'll never be separated again."
...
"Ahh
"Miss, what's wrong with you?"
When I woke up from the dream, it was already dawn, because I slept too late, I felt too sleepy.
I clutched Yuyin's sleeve tightly, and she stood by the bed, also with a shocked look, staring at me, because of that dream, her forehead was still dripping with sweat.
How could I, how could I dream of King Chen...
It's just a dream of him...
In my dreams, he was... Brother Yun...
Oh my God, how could I dream like this, how could I dream like this...
"Miss, are you having a nightmare?" Yuyin wiped my sweat.
I nodded subconsciously, but shook my head again and again, no, it shouldn't be like this...
It's a dream that's joking with me, no...
I can't let others know about this, I have nothing to do with King Chen, I have nothing to do with King Chen.
"Miss, His Royal Highness King Fang Cai Ling has come down. Knowing that you were asleep, he said to come back later. ”
"Got it."
I heard that there have been a lot of trivial matters in the court recently, and my father has been busy from morning to night every day, and he has no time to care about me.
As soon as I had breakfast, Lou Yihang came to me and said that Ouyang Junyu had asked him to go to Baiyue Tower for a drink, and asked me if I could go with him.
I refused again and again, and when I thought of the last time Ouyang Junyu talked to me like crazy, I felt palpitations, if I saw him again, maybe I would be killed by him.
Originally, because of King Chen's affairs, my heart was in a mess.
Now I don't even know what I'm thinking in my heart, I say that I think about it day and night, and because I thought about the folding fan before I fell asleep, I dreamed of him at night?
"Second sister, what's wrong with you today? Restless? ”
As soon as Lou Yihang left, Xingyi came over with some snacks to eat with me. When she was talking to me, she immediately noticed that I was abnormal and started asking about me.
As soon as she asked like this, her brain recalled the dream last night, as well as the sentence "Xiao Yan", but she felt a little empty-hearted, and quickly avoided Xingyi's eyes.
I shook my head and took an embarrassed sip of tea, "It's okay, I just slept too late yesterday." ”
"Second sister, you've been weird lately."
"What's wrong?"
"It's weird, it's different from before, you quarreled with His Royal Highness King Ling?"
It's good that she didn't mention it, but when she mentioned Lou Yihang, she couldn't help but think of King Chen, and that dream lingered in her mind.
"Second sister, you can go out for a walk with me."
"No, no."
"Second sister, you will accompany me, accompany me, second sister, you are the best for me."
......
Xingyi was spoiled to me, and I was powerless to resist her, so I had to rely on her.
Recently, it's not just me, Xingyi has gone out more often, and her aunt from the front always restricts her, Xingyi is too wild, and she loves to play more than me, so she will inevitably be punished from time to time.
It seems to be much better recently, and I haven't heard her complain about Aunt Fang's punishment of her.
"Miss Su, long time no see."
Suddenly, there was a sound behind him, which was very beautiful.
When I turned around with Xingyi, I saw Murong Ling Yingying, who was still dressed in plain clothes, walking over, and the people around her were all looking around at her.
Xingyi's face was full of shock, and she whispered in my ear: "Sister, this person is so good-looking." ”
"Huh." I really want to tell her, if Xingyi knew how she spoke to me unceremoniously for the first time, she would definitely say: What is it that the face is good-looking, compared to I prefer kind-hearted people.
When she came, I asked her directly, "Miss Murong, what are you looking for me to do?" ”
She leaned closer to me, her face full of disdain, and she said softly: "There is one thing I want to tell you, I think, you need to know." ”
I replied categorically, "I'm not interested." ”
"It's about Emirates."
Before I could say anything, she looked at me again and continued to laugh, "You know what? Ah Hang and I grew up together, and he has liked me since I was a child, until now. ”
"The queen mother, I have already set a marriage contract for us, he once promised that as long as I say to marry him, he will immediately marry me with red makeup, and he will only love me alone in this life."
"So what? Do you want to marry him now? So what are you going to tell him, what are you going to tell me? ”
"Me and him are a match made in heaven, he is just because I am not here during this time, bored and wants to find someone to have fun, do you really think he likes you?"
"What's the matter with you? Just go to him and say, don't come to me again, I don't know you very well. ”
I don't want to say a word to her anymore, I remembered what the fifth princess said to me at that time, no wonder she doesn't like this Murong Ling, I only saw her twice, I really don't like it very much, she is the younger sister of Zhenyang, why is the brother and sister so different.
was disturbed by Murong Ling, and now he was in no mood, and called Xingyi to go home.
This girl just came out, and she didn't want to go back at all, so I left her and left, but fortunately she still saw that I was in a bad mood at the moment, and walked back with me.
When I was about to get to the gate of the mansion, I saw an unexpected person, and I saw him standing alone at the door of the prime minister's mansion, looking at the ground quietly.
It's been a long time, he seems to be a little haggard than before, but thinking of the Bai family's big business, he also has no worries about food and clothing, what can he suffer?
He was stunned, and when I walked up to him, he realized that he looked up at me, his lips were faintly moving, but he didn't make a sound, and his eyes seemed to be about to drip tears in the next moment.
Xingyi told me to take care, and stepped into the door of the house before me.
...
I took a deep breath and walked slowly past him, not wanting to say a word to him.
Still without saying anything, he grabbed me by the sleeve.
I yelled, "Let go!" ”
He didn't let go, I struggled, because the strength was so disparity, he didn't move.
I rebuked again, "What are you doing? ”
"I'm sorry."
I didn't think that after parting in the Ice Lake Garden that day, I hadn't seen him for a long time, and the first thing he said to me was these words, and I only felt a little ridiculous in my heart.
I looked at him slowly, stared at his somewhat melancholy face, and said to him, "I don't need your hypocrisy. ”
He then stretched out his other hand and grabbed me, both hands working harder, "You'er, listen to me." ”
I sneered: "Bai Gongzi, what is there to say between you and me?" ”
"I, I've always wanted to say I'm sorry to you, but there is something at home, and I can't see you anywhere."
He told me he's sorry, but where is he sorry for me? Do you feel that you have failed me, or do you feel that you have done something wrong and are a little unhappy?
No matter what he thinks in his heart, I don't blame him, I just don't want to see him, and I don't want to have anything to do with him anymore, I still remember what Chongyang said to me last time, for fear that if I get too close to him, someone will be unfavorable to me and the Prime Minister's Mansion.
At first, I resented him a little, but I understood that he had his last resort, and I also had my demerits. It was a mistake for us to know each other, and no one could blame anyone, and I didn't want to have any more entanglements with him.
Whether he is sincere or fake, it has nothing to do with me.
I can't mess with Lou Qimeng, and I can't afford to mess with Bai Shuining.
"I'm sorry, forget it, you don't owe me anything."
He let go of his hand, and I heard him sigh, not wanting to say anything more, and walking inside.
But I heard him ask me behind me, "Then will we still be friends in the future?" ”
Friend...
I turned around, "Bai Lixuan, what do you want to say?" ”
"I..."
He was speechless for a moment and didn't answer me.
I suddenly remembered the first time I saw him, in the palace garden, I saw his fan on the ground, I still thought it was strange, I didn't recover my memory at that time, I don't remember that it was given to Brother Yun, and then I forgot about it, and now when I see him, I suddenly remember.
Seeing that he hadn't spit out a few words yet, both to ease his embarrassment and to figure out the matter, I diverted the subject: "I have something I want to ask you." When we first met at the palace, the folding fan you brought with you at that time, you said that it was given to you by a friend of yours who will not come back, that friend, can you tell me who it is? ”
He thought for a moment, and replied to my words very seriously: "You mean that fan, that was given to me by King Chen, he also has one, and he has carried it with him since he was a child, I have always liked it, two years ago he helped me copy a handful of exactly the same, and then he and Ah Hang had those things..."