The fourth brother told me that Xie Yun had returned to the Jade Sect, and Limo came to him and said that there was something very important.

When I heard the fourth brother say this, I unconsciously breathed a sigh of relief in my heart, and now, I really didn't know how to face him.

What can you say when you meet? Moreover, there are so many people in the house, who knows when the matter of South Vietnam will be mentioned, and Su Yi'er will be mentioned, so that the fourth brother will hear it, how can it be good?

Until I'm sure what I'm going on in my head, don't tell anyone anything, and don't ask.

I don't know what method Lingyang will use, so that I can have two memories in my body, as if I have two souls.

As long as you don't see that person, everything is fine.

I can slowly adjust my state of mind, as long as he doesn't provoke me, I can still live my own life, and when my body is better, let the fourth brother take me to South Vietnam, I will ask Yang Yang about two years ago, and I will live how I should live when the time comes, I should stay in Nanyue in Nanyue, and I should stay in Beiliang and go back to Beiliang.

Didn't they all tell themselves before that no one in this world would be able to live without anyone.

I don't have to be him.

I won't live without him.

What if you don't marry for the rest of your life? There's always room for me, and it's nice to be alone.

He was gone for two days, and on the third day, I saw him again.

To be exact, I was just quiet for two days.

The fourth brother talked to me the night before and asked me what was going on with him, but I ignored him.

I didn't believe it, he didn't know anything, and he knew in his heart that he was going to poke me in the heart.

At first, when I knew that there was a problem with Xie Yun, I was very calm, and I still had the heart to help His Majesty solve Lou Yihang's matter, and I took the initiative to find my second brother and said that he came to me.

The fourth brother asked me, is there a lot of anger in my heart? Is there an urge to slash him to death? I'm used to the fourth brother's recent abnormality, and I'm running more and more towards the third brother's character, he wants to tease me, but I also want to tease him, so I immediately nodded and responded to him: "But isn't it, I hate him to death, I can't wait to cut him with a knife." ”

I didn't know what the fourth brother meant, so he gave me a dagger directly.

I smiled bitterly, when was it so serious, I told him, forget it, I don't want to be charged with murder for such a person, and in the end he went to heaven, and I will be bitter.

Besides, who could hurt him?

The fourth brother smiled, and when he left, he said to me, put it away, take it well, there is no need to be charged with murder, when he comes again, if he is unhappy, stab him a few times, and see him bleed a little, I may be happy in my heart.

...

Situ Yechen is like taking the wrong medicine.

has experienced two lives, and it can be regarded as reading countless people, and I have seen a lot of strange people and strange things, but I really haven't seen anyone who taught his sister like this.

After the fourth brother left, I also deliberately thought about his proposal, if I really got it, I would have been happy, where to wait for someone else to give me, I would have bought one earlier, even if it is not a knife, poison is also a poison, poison is much easier than using a knife.

Some poisons make people feel pain when they eat them, and life is worse than death, but it is much more painful than stabbing into it with a sword.

I fell asleep thinking about it that night, but after the fourth brother gave it to me, I didn't pay much attention to it, so I put it on the pillow.

That... As soon as he walked to the bedside, he caught a glimpse, and he stared at it for a long time.

Obviously, I'm right, but I just put a knife, and it's not an exaggeration to say that it's self-defense, and no one said that it must be to stab him.

He was still holding a food box in his hand, which looked like it was the pastry he gave me last time.

He sat down on the edge of the bed, expressionless, took out a piece of pastry and handed it to me, I ignored it, just stared at him blankly.

I used to like to eat hazelnut cake the most, although I have been doing Situ Ruolian for two years, but the taste doesn't seem to have changed much, when he brought it to me a few days ago, I also ate better.

This hazelnut crisp was the best of the concubine in the past, and she made it for me several times.

When I didn't think about everything, I didn't feel anything in my heart, but now I see it, and it's a little uncomfortable.

Chaise... What a gentle person, what a good person... Why, whatever, it's gone.

Xie Yun is still like this, that Mu Jing... What will happen to Mujing? Someone he loved for so many years.

Mu Jing is free and easy by nature, does not like restraint, likes to live at ease, when his father and sister died, he didn't think about revenge, he chose to live in seclusion, but after the death of the concubine, he took Xie Yun to rebuild the Jade Immortal Sect.

Indeed, there is more than one big blow.

Seeing that I didn't answer, he put it back again, put the food box on the ground, and suddenly asked, "Do you hate me so much?" ”

I realized that he was talking about the dagger, and he knew at a glance that I had deliberately used it against him.

I opened my mouth, but I didn't know what to say, did you want me to explain something? How can I explain this? There's nothing to explain, it was originally given to me by the fourth brother to be used on him.

But although I hate him, I really didn't get to the point of killing him, I obviously didn't want to see this person, but I was distressed to death when I saw his hand bruised, how could I bear to hurt him half a point.

"Can't wait to kill me?"

...

I nodded, "I want to kill you, shouldn't I?" ”

He was obviously stunned for a moment, then picked up the dagger, pulled it out vigorously, looked at me and laughed a few times, and nodded vigorously in response, "Yes, it should be." ”

I'm also confused. He grabbed my hand, let me hold the hilt, continued to grasp mine, and frantically pointed the knife to his own heart, and gradually moved forward.

I didn't move my hand, he grabbed it and poked it directly into his heart, and I felt the stabbing thing, so I used my strength to keep my hand frozen in place.

When I exert myself, he pushes harder, and where I have his strength.

"Come, stab here, stab in."

I seemed to have just reacted to what he was going to do, and my hand was about to break free, but he was so stunned that I couldn't let go or retreat.

He bit his lip and kept his eyes on me, I really didn't know what he meant, and I was about to stab in, so I deflected the knife upwards and he was just pushing forward, and it stabbed him in the shoulder.

I still remember the sound of the sword stabbing into the flesh clearly.

When I was in South Vietnam, I blocked the sword for him, and someone stabbed him straight into the back of the shoulder, bleeding a lot, and the pain at that time hit my heart in an instant.

"It's me who I'm sorry for you, it's me who lied to you again and again, you hate me, I have nothing to say..."

"But Xiao Yan, the pain in my heart has never been less than yours, I was really... There is really a reason to force it, and you don't want to... Unwilling to give me a chance to explain? ”

"In your heart, am I really a heartless person, can I only deceive you?"

"Tell me, is the person you love really just like this?"

His voice was hoarse, and he spoke so sincerely. Do I feel the urge to slap him and just don't care for my body? If you have to look at me uncomfortable and make me feel distressed, even if he has achieved his goal?

I can't say a word.

He still stared at me without blinking, and after half a sound, he asked again, "Do you still love me?" ”

I... Still in love?

The answer is self-explanatory.

But he still had to ask.

"If you say a word, if you don't love it, if you don't like it, I will never come to see you again."

I opened my mouth, but I still couldn't say a word. You can't... Are you okay? Isn't it good to live your own life?

I secretly told myself in my heart, say it, say it, say that I don't love him, say I don't like him, say that I have let go, and say that we don't owe each other from now on.

When the words came to his mouth, he still couldn't open his mouth.

He laughed again.

"You can't say it, because you have always had me in your heart, and you can't forget it..."

Feeling the smell of blood getting heavier and heavier, although he didn't use his hand anymore, he didn't mean to let go, I hesitated for a long time, and only said: "Let go!" ”

He smiled and said, "Aren't you trying to kill me?" I'll help you. ”

After saying this, he didn't seem to feel the slightest pain, and his hand moved forward again, seeing that the knife pierced deeper, I was completely panicked, and stretched out my other hand, wanting to hold the blade directly.

He was quicker than me, and he grabbed it first.

The whole hand was holding it, and all the blood was dripping out at once, dripping down drop by drop.

I couldn't help it, and tears fell from my eyes.

When he saw me crying, he let go of his hand. The hand holding the blade pulled out fiercely, and he didn't react much, he didn't snort, he just reached out to cover the wound.

My hands were numb, frozen in mid-air, still holding the hilt of the knife, looking at the blood on the knife without blinking, and once again, I couldn't stop feeling distressed.

Does he hurt?

But he didn't seem to feel any pain.

I let go of my hand and spoke in a hoarse voice, "You're far away from me, and we're going our separate ways, isn't it?" ”

"Not good!" He replied without hesitation, and his tone was resolute, "Two years ago, I was incompetent, I couldn't protect you, I couldn't be with you, and now I still have to let go?" ”

I looked at his bloody hands, and for a moment forgot what I was going to say.

"I know you have me in your heart, and I will never, never, never let go."

I couldn't help but reprimand: "Crazy! ”

He got up to walk out, and I rubbed my eyes and added, "I won't marry you." ”

He stood with his back to me and didn't speak.

"You go and tell the queen mother and tell my second brother that our marriage contract is null and void."

"Hmph." He snorted coldly and directly addressed me, "How much effort has I put into getting to this point, you can't even think of a word." ”

As he spoke, he turned around again, looked at me coldly, and then said, "What you think is beautiful." ”

“...”