119. Bad news

After saying this, Shen Qinghuan actually felt that his heart was surprisingly calm. She was even a little surprised that she had only been away from the palace for more than a month, and she could say these words so calmly, and at this moment she seemed to be a completely respected queen.

Redsleeves had no choice but to respond: "Okay." ”

A quietly said: "From tomorrow, the abbot of Liyuan said that Niangniang will no longer have to copy those scriptures, and when the time comes, Niangniang will be able to raise the fetus well." ”

Shen Qinghuan said: "There is nothing wrong with copying the scriptures, calm down, and if I don't move all the time, I feel very boring." Anyway, the abbot didn't embarrass us in anything, so copy the scriptures and pray sincerely. ”

Ah Jing felt that what Shen Qinghuan said was right, and nodded: "Well, then I will copy it with Niangniang and pray for the little prince!" ”

Shen Qinghuan's face flushed: "How do you know that it must be the little prince?" What if it's a little princess? ”

Ah quietly shrugged: "It doesn't matter, whether it's a man or a woman, we will definitely hold him in the palm of our hands...... Mother, time flies, I still remember how we used to play kites together in the mansion ten years ago. ”

"yes." Shen Qinghuan said with a little wistfulness, "Time flies so fast, I am actually going to give birth to my own child... If my father and mother knew, I would be distressed and surprised. ”

"Fortunately, Niangniang's child is quite sensible," Red Sleeves said, "When others are three months pregnant, morning sickness can't stop, but Niangniang is not as good as others." ”

"yes, I'm relieved too." Shen Qinghuan said.

"It's going to be all right, sis." Ah whispered.

"I hope so." Shen Qinghuan said, looking down at his slightly bulging lower abdomen, and the corners of his mouth curled into a smile.

If, if nothing happened after that, and the years were quiet like this, she didn't think there was anything bad. However, the heavens always do not grant people's wishes.

......

Shen Qinghuan recently felt that the child in her belly was making a lot of noise, too, she was eight months pregnant, and if she thought about it, the child had already become an adult, so she was waiting for I don't know how long it would take to get out of her belly, right?

She quietly touched the child in her arms, and when she was caught off guard, the child stretched out a fist or a kick, and a small bag bulged up on her belly.

Shen Qinghuan laughed out loud.

The day before yesterday had just passed the beginning of summer, but the smell of spring still lingered nearby. Although the winter in the mountains is cold, but the spring is extremely beautiful, these months, living in the Ten Thousand Buddhas Temple, Ah Xin and Red Sleeves often help her to go to some flat places to see the flowers, whether it is spring, gardenias or peach blossoms, she has never seen such dense and large flowers. It was a novelty to her.

At the beginning of summer, Shen Qinghuan learned to sew a few bags of eggs with thread with red sleeves, and Ah quietly boiled tea eggs, she put them in the bags and distributed them to the people around her.

Of course, it also includes Yu Du.

Although Yu Du has been a person for so long, he still keeps a certain distance from her, but Shen Qinghuan still not only regards him as a courtier, but also a good friend who shares life and death.

Even when he saw the egg full of favorites that Shen Qinghuan handed him, he only moved his eyebrows slightly, and then just said lightly: "Thank you." ”

Shen Qinghuan raised his eyebrows, not feeling too much loss because of his coldness, just touched his round belly, and said, "The child is about to give birth, and he still needs Yu Du's guards to take care of him." ”

Yu Du nodded at first, but then said: "I also hope that Niangniang can fulfill the promise at that time." "No one knows how difficult it was for Yu Du to persuade Qi Yan to let Shen Qinghuan live in the Ten Thousand Buddhas Temple for a few more months, and how much effort it took to talk.

What the promise referred to at that time, of course Shen Qinghuan remembered. It's nothing more than that she said that after giving birth to the child safely, she will definitely return to the palace as promised and be the queen who is on top.

However, she promised Yu Du at that time, it was an expedient measure, and during this time, Qin Yan always sneaked in when Yu Du was not there, to see her, or to write to her, which made her yearn for a free and easy life, she wanted to see the rivers and mountains, and see the world that she had been imprisoned in the depths of the courtyard and had not seen.

It was Shen Qinghuan who just nodded, and said very perfunctorily: "Got it." Then he went into the room and sat there in a daze.

Yes, there is one of the most obvious symptoms after pregnancy, Shen Qinghuan found that she was in a daze for longer and longer, and once she was free, she liked to sit there, looking out the window, as if thinking about something.

Red Sleeves walked in with the fetal pill, and when she saw Shen Qinghuan sitting there in a daze again, she smiled and said, "Niangniang, what are you thinking about after drinking the medicine?" ”

Shen Qinghuan hurriedly came back to his senses, took the medicine and drank it all, and then said: "I'm thinking, if I give birth to a little prince, what name should I give him, and if there is a little princess left, what will I give her a name?" ”

"This matter still has to wait for the emperor to decide?"

Shen Qinghuan pursed his lips and said, "I don't want it." I worked hard to give birth to a child for him, and the child took his surname, so why can't I choose a name for the child? ”

Red sleeves said: "Okay, okay, then the queen mother, what name do you want to give the little princess or the little prince?" ”

"If it's a prince, it's called... Xin Heng, right? ”

"Why?" Redsleeves asked.

"Xin is the meaning of the sun in the sky, and Heng is the beautiful jade of the world. I want to give him all the best compliments in the world. Shen Qinghuan smiled as she spoke, looking at the gradually warming sun in the sky, she felt very happy.

"Wow, that's nice. So, what if the mother gave birth to a princess? What kind of nice name do you want to give her? Redsleeves asked in admiration.

Shen Qinghuan's smile was not as cheerful as just now, she lowered her head, touched her stomach, and said, "If it's a girl, just call her, it's okay." ”

Red Sleeves was slightly stunned, obviously, the name given to the boy just now is so positive and good-sounding, why is it that when it comes to the girl, there is always a trace of sadness.

Is it the beauty of being lost?

"Why don't you speak?" Shen Qinghuan asked, "Do you think it doesn't sound good?" ”

"No, nothing." Red Sleeves smiled a little embarrassedly, "It's good, it's good, it's good, but I always feel a little sad." ”

"No." Shen Qinghuan shook her head, "In the future, if it's really a daughter, I'll call her good." ”

If it is a daughter, she will take her, she will teach her personally, give her all the love and freedom she can give, and when she grows up, choose an ordinary family for her but love her.

If it was a son, then she would leave her son behind and give it to Qi Yan.

She knew that as the emperor, he must want a prince very much. Even if she takes the child away, I'm afraid he will chase after him all over the world. Though... In the future, there will be many women who will give birth to children for him, not only her.

Therefore, her Xin Heng must be like the sun, shining brightly.

When I came back to my senses, the sun had already set, and the gorgeous and magnificent sunset continued between the mountains, which was very beautiful. Shen Qinghuan stood up and was about to walk away, when he suddenly heard someone talking to Yu Du at the door.

She only vaguely heard one sentence: "Go to a farther place and say, don't be here." ”

She felt strange, what was there that Yu Du had to hide from her and not let her know?

Shen Qinghuan had a bad premonition, her eyelids jumped badly, and reason told her that there were some things that she didn't need to know, and it was better not to know them, but she felt that this matter must be inextricably linked to her, otherwise why would Yu Du be so cautious?

The gods sent her to the ground, and she walked up. At this time, Yu Du had already walked far away from that person, and she quickly followed. I saw the hidden figures of the two of them, among the shadowy woods.

"What, it's true?" Yu Du's voice.

"Yes."

"Don't tell the queen." Yu Du said.

Shen Qinghuan's figure moved slightly, making a faint sound.

Yu Du was still keenly aware that as soon as he turned his head, he saw Shen Qinghuan's thin figure with a faint sad expression.

"Qing Huan..." he blurted out, but he forgot that he had lost his manners again, he only knew that he was afraid that she would hear those words.

Shen Qinghuan didn't care that Yu Du had recovered his previous attitude at this moment, but walked straight over and asked, "Say, what is there that can't be told to me, I can't know?" ”

The people next to him looked at Yu Du in embarrassment.

Yu Du said, "You go down first." ”

The man was relieved and ran away.

Shen Qinghuan looked at Yu Du with a sad face and said, "Can you say it now?" ”

"No, absolutely not."

Shen Qinghuan was a little irritable, she stomped her feet, and said, "What the hell is going on, you say." If you don't say it, I can't sleep day and night, and I can't rest well. ”

At this moment, she looks a little bit coquettish when she was not out of the cabinet, but between her eyebrows is more melancholy.

"I'm just afraid that if you listen to it, you won't be able to accept it." Yu Du's face showed a trace of sadness.

"There's nothing I can't accept now." Shen Qinghuan took a deep breath and said, "Say it." ”

Yu Du slowly spoke: "The Shen family... Something went wrong. ”

Shen Qinghuan's body was slightly unstable, but she quickly held on to the tree next to her, her palms were slightly sweaty, she looked at Yu Du's face, and said word by word: "What's the matter?" ”

The big deal is that her father is dismissed and returned to her hometown, which also fulfills her wish, otherwise, if she wants to fly away alone and be at ease, and leave her father and mother in the capital, she actually can't go in her heart.

"Rebellion." Yu Du spoke with difficulty.

"What?!" If Shen Qinghuan still had a glimmer of hope in her heart just now, then her current mood was like a thousand catties of weight, which made her psychological defense line collapse suddenly.