130. Go up to Lingxuan Peak again
"There's something I want to tell you."
"Your Majesty said."
"Zhaoling, give it back to them."
"Your Majesty..."Yu Du was shocked.
"The winner is king, the loser is the villain, it has always been. If you lose, you have to gain, I was almost lost by Song Ziyun's sword, heh, it doesn't hurt to give them back Zhaoling. ”
“... Be. If anyone could best understand Qi Yan's hard work in the year when he took Zhaoling, I am afraid it would be Yu Du, but now that he heard him say the words "return to them" so lightly, his heart could not help but tremble.
"One more thing."
Yu Du was silent, he felt that if he didn't guess wrong, this matter should be about Shen Qinghuan.
Everyone else says that the most important things are often the hardest to say...
Yu Du felt that what he said was good, at least in Qi Yan's case.
"Go find her."
Yu Du was silent for a long time, and slowly spoke: "Your Majesty, the minister has already let the queen go." ”
The implication is that he is unwilling to go to Shen Qinghuan.
Qi Yan glanced at him coldly: "Yes, you let her go." I'll give you a chance to atone for your sins, won't you? ”
Yu Du said: "The emperor and the minister have been friends for many years, and they should also know what kind of character the minister is." The minister let the mother go because this is what the mother wants. And since it has already been done, there will be no turning back. ”
Qi Yan smiled, but his smile was full of coldness, he ignored the pain of his slightly torn wound because he was a little angry, and said, "Yu Du, are you accusing me of being a strong man?" ”
"The minister didn't dare."
"Do you know that I am a king, and you are a minister?"
Yu Du replied without humility or arrogance: "The minister knows." The king wants his ministers to die, and the ministers have to die. But the minister has the right to refuse the emperor's request, and the big deal is death. Seeing that Qi Yan didn't speak, he continued, "The emperor knows that over the years, no matter what the emperor asks the minister to do, the minister has never refused, but this time, the minister will say too much. The minister knew that he had a heart for the queen who should not have been born, which was a capital crime, no matter how the emperor dealt with it, the minister had no words. But the emperor's love for Niangniang is too shallow, and he can't give Niangniang what she wants, but he still has to force Niangniang to stay by his side. ”
"Presumptuous!" Qi Yan said angrily, he admitted that he was told by Yu Du that he was in the sore spot, which is why he was so angry. But he really complained, complained about why Shen Qinghuan could secretly plan to leave like that, complained that she didn't say a word, and complained that she misunderstood herself...
But what right does he have to complain? She toiled so hard to conceive a baby for ten months — no, if the child was really his, she might have been born prematurely — and gave birth to the child, but he misunderstood that she had taken a fetal pill.
He was really angry at that time, he was furious when he thought that Shen Qinghuan had killed their child, so he impulsively imprisoned her.
So, all this is also the consequence he deserves...
Yu Du saw Qi Yan's eyes slowly turn from anger to sadness, and he knew that he must have listened to what he said. Yu Du said: "The minister knows that Fang Cai's words have offended the emperor, so please punish the emperor." ”
"That's it... What's wrong with you, it's just telling the truth. Qi Yan smiled bitterly, as if he was laughing at himself.
That... Did you just let her go?
Since then, the rivers and lakes have not been seen, and they have not heard of each other?
Can he?
Qi Yan thought that in the past two years, he was indeed sorry for her. Maybe only in that short period of one month, they have had a real love without gaps, and the rest of the time is spent in constant quarrels, misunderstandings, and separations. He is not qualified for anything.
"Go down." Qi Yan said slowly.
"Minister, please go to Xiyi and assist General Fu in garrisoning." Yu Du said firmly, "The minister knows that he has made a big mistake, if this is the case, the minister will not be able to get over it." ”
"Except for the past six months, you haven't left my side, are you really going to go that far?" Qi Yan said.
"Yes..."
"Now that you've made up your mind, go ahead." Qi Yan turned his head and didn't speak again. Yu Du and Shen Qinghuan, to a certain extent, are the people Qi Yan trusts and values the most, but for a while, both of them have to leave her. He didn't know what it was like. But he has grown so big and experienced so much, he has long been accustomed to seeing life and death, but the pain of the past few days has almost made him feel breathless.
Yu Du responded, turned around and retreated.
......
After two days, after Shen Qinghuan rested, he was ready to get up and go to Lingxuan Peak.
Looking for Mo Xun was something she had thought about a long time ago. Judging from the connections she has established by being locked up in palaces and mansions for more than ten years, except in the capital, she has almost no people she knows except in the capital.
If you say that the safest place should be Mo Xun.
Song Ziyao followed her all the way, persuading her to walk with him all the time, hoping that she would live with him in Zhaoling in the future. But Shen Qinghuan just shook her head apologetically, she was full of gratitude to Song Ziyao, but she was also alienated.
A person, once he has taken advantage of himself and deceived himself, is no longer worthy of her trust.
"Then, let me take you where you want to go safely." Song Ziyao said.
Shen Qinghuan nodded: "But there is a request, I hope that you don't tell anyone where I am, otherwise, please don't send me there." ”
Song Ziyao was silent and finally nodded.
Lingxuan Peak is still mysterious as it was a year ago. Standing at the foot of the high Lingxuan Peak, Shen Qinghuan said, "Just send it here..."
"Lingxuan Peak... The person you are looking for is Mo Xun? Song Ziyao asked.
"Hmm."
"You and he have a friendship?"
Shen Qinghuan smiled bitterly: "Thanks to your brother, am I not dumb?" So I came to Mo Xun and took the medicine. ”
"Yes, yes." Song Ziyao nodded, there was indeed such a thing, "Brother, he... It's just..."
"You don't have to explain it to him here. I will not take revenge on him, nor will I forgive him, nor will I be angry with you. Your brother is not the same person as you, I know. Shen Qinghuan said, "Lingxuan Peak is the only place I feel I can rely on for the time being. I can only come here. ”
"Hmm." Song Ziyao nodded, Lingxuan Peak is very hidden, and it is really difficult to find. If Shen Qinghuan could be here, and only he knew about it, he would be satisfied.
It's a long time coming.
"If you have any difficulties, remember to come to me."
Shen Qinghuan nodded, but he was perfunctory.
Song Ziyao also knew that she was absent-minded, and said, "That's it, I'll take the time to come and see you." ”
Shen Qinghuan said: "Actually, you don't have to do this to me... I'm not going to say anything to anyone anymore..."
Song Ziyao hurriedly interrupted her and said, "Don't talk about the future, what about now, you never thought about it before, right?" So don't overthink it. ”
Shen Qinghuan pursed her lips and frowned, as if she was thinking about something.
Song Ziyao knew that what he said was wrong, Shen Qinghuan must have thought of his current situation.
"Don't be sad, it's me who is too talkative." Song Ziyao said busily.
"It's fine." Shen Qinghuan took a deep breath and smiled, "Since this is already the case, I should face it well." Okay, I'm going up the mountain, you can send it here, go back quickly, Zhaoling... You should be needed. ”
"Okay." Song Ziyao watched Shen Qinghuan turn around and leave, his thin and thin figure looked extremely small in the mountains.
Shen Qinghuan walked step by step, walking the road he had walked with Qi Yan at that time, and his heart was also aching for a while. She only knew that Qi Yan was still alive now, and she didn't know anything else, she saw him shed so much blood with her own eyes, injured so badly, and fell in front of her eyes. How could he not hurt ...
And well, I'll never see her mother again. Who will she recognize as her mother in the future? It should be Ye Ruyu... After all, Qi Yan values Ye Ruyu so much, if the child is raised for her, she will also be relieved. She's still so young, she must be well...
She wiped the water from her face and walked on.
"Which girl is this, crying so much pear blossoms and rain?"
Familiar sounds.
Shen Qinghuan turned around sharply, and saw Mo Xun, who was still suave, holding a folding fan in his hand, walking towards her with a smile on his face.
"Why are you there?"
"Didn't you come to me?" Mo Xun smiled, "I didn't expect that your voice is also somewhat similar to Yin Yin." ”
Shen Qinghuan pursed his lips and said, "I did come to find you." ”
"What's wrong? Defect to me? ”
"How do you know everything?" Shen Qinghuan said strangely, "Is there anything in the world that you don't know?" ”
"Who doesn't know about the rebellion of Zhaoling and Kang Yong. Although I have always been in the deep mountains and old forests, I can know these things without going out of the mountains. Mo Xun said, "I guess you, it's not like staying by Qi Yan's side anymore, right?" ”
Shen Qinghuan lowered her eyes lonely.
"But I wonder why? You were very loving that day. ”
Shen Qinghuan shook his head, very helpless: "There are too many misunderstandings, and I can't solve them." I just want to get out of there. ”
Mo Xun raised his eyebrows, and didn't answer the topic, but said, "Your face doesn't look good, is it that you have been sick recently?" ”
Mo Xun was one of the best doctors in the end, and he could see at a glance that something was wrong with Shen Qinghuan.
Shen Qinghuan didn't plan to continue to hide it from him, so he said, "I have given birth to a child." ”
"Really?!" Mo Xun looked a little shocked, "I haven't seen you for a year, you even have a child." Although it was a question, there was a sense of humor in his tone.
"But the child is not with me."
"Oh."
Shen Qinghuan suddenly turned around, faced Mo Xun, and said very solemnly: "You know my situation, so, I want to ask if you can take me in... I can do a normal apprenticeship and even, even cook for you..."
Mo Xun did not speak.
Shen Qinghuan was a little disappointed, but he had no obligation to help her, Shen Qinghuan just felt that he was a little sad.
"What if... If you're really embarrassed, you can also don't help me with this..."