Mo Ziwu came to the door at some point and looked at me with a smile.

I took the clothes and said in disbelief, "Where did you buy these clothes?" ”

"A few days ago, a merchant came to the village to buy fabrics, and I saw that your clothes were too thin, so I wanted to buy a few clothes for you and pick a few pieces of material."

Mo Ziwu said and walked in and said to me, "You try to see if it fits." ”

I took a closer look, the stitches of the clothes were neat, only slightly rough, not as delicate as those sold on the market, I thought about it, and met his clear eyes like the moon, and an idea arose in my mind, and I asked hesitantly: "You made this dress?" ”

Mo Ziwu actually had a shy smile on his face, "I'm used to it, so I've made a few for you by the way." ”

I can't believe that he actually made clothes for me by himself?

My heart was slightly hot, but the clothes in my hands were put down.

Mo Zi smiled worriedly, "You don't like it?" I can change it again. As he spoke, he picked up his clothes.

I heard my cold voice, "You don't need to change it, if you don't like it, you don't like it, no matter how you change it, it's useless." ”

Mo Zi's body stiffened, put down his clothes, stared at me, the smile on his face cooled, and asked, "Actually, it's not that you don't like these clothes, you just don't like people who make clothes, right?" ”

I didn't respond, he took this as a tacit acquiescence, and said disheartenedly: "In the future, I won't do these things you don't like again." ”

He was about to leave, and I stopped him, "Take these clothes away." ”

He turned his head and said, "What I made for you, it's yours." If you don't like it, you can throw it away. ”

His tone was hard and angry.

I knew he was angry, but I didn't keep him and let him go.

I sighed softly in my heart.

I am not untouched by what Mo Ziwu has done for me. However, Mo Ziwei can hurt me ruthlessly because of a misunderstanding. In the future, he can hurt me again because of other misunderstandings. He didn't trust me at all and didn't love me enough. How can two people who don't trust each other be together?

I have already drowned once, should I drown again in the deep pool of love?

I closed my eyes gently.

That night, I heard the faint sound of the flute outside the door, lonely, sad, mournful, and long.

I walked softly to the door, and in the quiet night, I saw only a vague back, lonely and gloomy.

Early in the morning, I sat in the house, remembering the sad sound of the flute last night, I opened the clothes that had been put into the box, and picked out a goose yellow.

After changing my clothes, I walked out the door, but I saw a man and a woman talking to each other outside the bamboo fence from a distance.

I recognize the girl who is smiling opposite Mo Ziyou, her name is Qingqing, she is the daughter of the aunt next door, she often comes to find Mo Ziwei, she is simple, and her heart is as pure as the white clouds and clear water in the mountains.

I saw that the girl handed the shoes in her hand to Mo Ziwei with a shy face, and Mo Ziwei accepted it happily and put the shoes on her body with a smile.

I have seen those shoes, they were sewn by Qingqing, and they were to be given to the person she liked.

They laughed at each other, and I turned back to the house, ripped off my goose-yellow clothes, and threw them on the side of the bed, and I was so stuffy in my chest that I was uncomfortable.

After sitting in the house all morning, I still felt depressed and couldn't get rid of it, so I planned to go out to breathe.

"Qingqiang, it's time to eat. Where are you going? "Mo Ziwei just brought the dishes from the stove.

Thinking of the early morning, I couldn't help but get angry and said, "You don't care where I go!" ”

Mo Zi grabbed me, "What's wrong with you?" ”

I frustrated and wanted to pull his hand away, "You go away, I'm going out!" ”

Mo Ziwu held my hand and asked, "Are you angry?" ”

I burst out, "Yes, I'm angry when I see you, get out of the way!" ”

Mo Ziwu grabbed my hand and paused, then grabbed it tighter, as if he had been stabbed, his eyes showed fragility and annoyance, "Qingqiang, is it necessary for you to say so hurtful?" ”

I was very uncalm and said, "Just tell the truth, you can't stand it?" ”

"Truth?" Mo Ziwu's tone was raised, "Qingqiang, you are really indifferent enough." What I did in exchange for your sentence? ”

I pushed back very irrationally, "I'm not apathetic, I'm sober." I know very well that what you have done means nothing to me. ”

Mo Ziwei's voice trembled faintly, "No point? I thought you would be a little less swayed. ”

"You've always been so self-righteous, and you were and you are. Does that have to be right? Don't overestimate yourself, you're not that important. "I didn't back down, happiness and pain were intertwined.

Mo Ziwu clenched my hand and suddenly let go, "Yes, I've always been unimportant. ”

——

I walked aimlessly, and after arguing with Mo Ziwei, I felt empty, like a flying white flocculent, and I didn't know where to go.

Before I knew it, I walked to a sparsely populated place, and there was a mountain forest in front of me, and I couldn't go any further, so I could only turn my head and plan to go back.

As soon as I turned around, I saw a group of Xuanyi people quickly surrounding me, and I was so shocked that I retreated again and again.

When I stepped back, I saw a familiar figure, and I was even more shocked and speechless.

"Qingqiang!" Yu Wenyong approached me with irrepressible joy on his face.

I slashed it with a punch, and Yu Wenyong turned sideways to avoid it with a stunned face. I swung another punch over, and Yu Wenyong leaned over to dodge.

"Qingqiang, stop!" Yu Wenyong shouted.

I didn't listen, I punched repeatedly, Yuwen Yong hurriedly blocked, trying to restrain my hands, my foot kicked over, he could only let go of my hand and retreat.

I wanted to take the opportunity to escape, but Yu Wenyong caught up again, trying to grab my arm, I reflexively punched and kicked over. Yuwen Yong turned to his side, but instead went around to my side, grabbed my right hand, pressed my back and pressed it straight to the ground. I tried to counter with a left hand, but he quickly grabbed my left hand and completely pinned me to the ground with his kneecap.

"Qingqiang, stop. I won't hurt you. Yu Wenyong explained helplessly.

I was taken into a carriage and followed Yu Wenyong to a small shop in town.

Except for Yu Wenyong's men, there were no other customers in the store, and my hands were tied and I looked at him coldly.

"Qingqiang, how are you doing all these years?" Yu Wenyong's face was a rare gentle color.

I turned my face to the side and ignored him.

"You're still alive, I'm not dreaming, let me take a good look at you."

Yu Wenyong stretched out his hand and wanted to touch my face, but I quickly avoided it and said, "I'm still alive, and I haven't been poisoned to death by your lovesickness, you are probably very disappointed." ”

"I really didn't know about what happened back then, and I didn't know that the antidote was dropped, so I can swear." Referring to this, Yu Wenyong explained anxiously.

I was as hard as a railroad: "You have made an oath, but you have not done it." Now I want to do it again. Yu Wenyong, do you think I will still believe you? ”

"Then how are you going to believe in me? If I wanted to kill you, I could just do it, so why bother to change the antidote to deceive you? It's been seven years, and it's not that you still refuse to let go of your prejudices against me. Why? Qingqiang, I am so unbearable in your eyes! Yu Wenyong looked disappointed and heartbroken.

I ridiculed him, "Our acquaintance was a hoax." It was deception from the start, and the word 'believe' was a joke between us! ”

"Then how are you going to believe me?!" Yu Wenyong suddenly untied my rope with great force and threw it on the ground. Then, with a "hiss", he pulled out the sword on his body.

I was startled for a moment, thinking he was going to stab me with his sword. But he didn't swing his sword, just stared at me, his eyes were red, and said, "Do you want to stab me like you did seven years ago?" If this can relieve the hatred in your heart, then I will be as you wish! ”

Yu Wenyong threw the sword on the ground, I hesitated for a moment, picked up the sword with vigilance and vigilance, and then pointed it at Yu Wenyong's chest.

"Your Majesty!" Yuwen Shenju, who had been watching from the sidelines, finally couldn't help it, and pulled out his sword to protect Yuwen Yong.

"God's lift!" Yu Wenyong stopped him from drawing his sword and said, "Let her stab!" I want to see if she can stab this sword with all her heart! ”

I pointed my sword at him and said, "Yuwen Yong, don't think that I don't dare to kill you!" ”

"Of course you dare." Yu Wenyong looked at me and said seriously, "But the Xiao Qingqiang I know is smart and calm, distinguishing between right and wrong, even though he has suffered many injustices, he is still willing to be kind to this world. I like her and admire her. If you were still that Xiao Qingqiang, you wouldn't have stabbed this sword. ”

My grip on the hilt of my sword tightened, "Don't think that if you say nice things, I'll be soft on you." ”

Yu Wenyong showed a trace of guilt, "Even if you really stab this sword, I have nothing to say, I have hurt you a lot in the past, and this is what I owe you." ”

Looking at Yu Wenyong's undodging appearance, a trace of surprise flashed in my heart: What happened back then, could it really not be that he did it?

Staring at Yu Wenyong's eyes, my hand holding the hilt of the sword unconsciously softened, and with a "ding" sound, the sword in my hand suddenly fell to the ground.

I stared at the sword on the ground, and my heart was at a loss.

Yu Wenyong's eyes sparkled, and he smiled: "I know that you won't do that." ”

Seeing his happy appearance, I regained my senses and said, "I don't kill you, I don't trust you." It's because, if I kill you, Yuwen Shenju and the rest of your subordinates will never let me walk out alive. It's not worth killing you to take my own life. ”

After that, I didn't feel the need to dwell on it any longer, so I turned around and went out.

"Qingqiang, where are you going?" Yu Wenyong grabbed me.

I coldly pulled his hand away, "I have my own place, and I don't have to explain it to you." ”

Saying that, I continued to walk forward, and Yu Wenyong suddenly said coldly: "Are you going back to find Mo Ziwu?" ”

I paused for a moment, not going to pay attention to him, but Yu Wenyong dragged me over, and said angrily: "It's been seven years, and you still can't forget him." Even if you are married and have been the side concubine of King Lanling, you still return to him after all. Is he that good? ”

I pushed him away and said coldly, "You'll never understand." ”

I just wanted to leave quickly, but unexpectedly, Yu Wenyong's cold voice came from behind: "You go, anyway, when you go back, all you see is Mo Ziyou's corpse!" ”

My steps froze like snow in an instant.

Exegesis:

(1) The title comes from Bai Juyi's "Night Rain" in the Tang Dynasty: "I have something to feel, and it is knotted in my deep intestines." ”