The past suddenly came to mind.

After meeting Qingqiang's sister, Mo Ziwu recognized that this was his former employer, but since the other party intended to hide it, he didn't need to say it, he just laughed it off.

It's just that he didn't expect that this little sister would come to Yijian Pavilion in person and ask him to leave her sister.

Mo Ziwei was surprised at first, and then said with a straight face: "I don't know what your purpose is when you say this, but if you want me to separate from Qingqiang, it is absolutely impossible, you can die." ”

The little sister said unhurriedly: "You love my sister very much, don't you, but have you ever thought that maybe my sister doesn't love you." ”

Mo Zi was stunned for a moment, and asked rhetorically: "If your sister doesn't love me, how can she be with me?" ”

"Being with someone is not necessarily because of love, but also because of sympathy, because of emotion, or because of gratitude."

"What the hell are you trying to say?"

"My sister doesn't love you, the person she really loves is actually Yu Wenyong." At that time, Ling Er threw out an amazing answer in his mouth.

Mo Ziwu's face immediately turned cold, "Joke! ”

"My sister's love for you is not that. She has experienced too much suffering in the past, so once someone treats her well, she will give it with all her heart. But in fact, it is not love, it is just a yearning for warmth, a kind of gratitude. She wants to reciprocate you, but she doesn't really love you. ”

But for Yu Wenyong, even though Yu Wenyong has done many bad things to her, her sister will still unconsciously care about him and care about him. Perhaps, even she didn't realize that the person she really loved was Yu Wenyong, not you. "Ling'er said that the head is the Tao.

Seeing Ling'er's determined look, Mo Zi's heart suddenly became a little panicked, and he said with a bad face: "Nonsense, what are you talking about these lies to deceive me!" ”

"I'm not lying, a man like Yu Wenyong, handsome and unparalleled, dragon and phoenix, is a natural king. A proud man makes a woman more conquering and more likely to break her heart. And you-" Ling'er turned to Mo Ziwei, a disdainful smile on her red lips, "You are too easy to get your hands on, it is too dull to be with you, some women may be attracted to you for a while, but once they get along with you for a long time, they will feel bored, and when they come to their senses, they will leave you." ”

Mo Zi's heart began to tremble, because Ling Er's words touched his past wounds.

"Women like romance in their bones, and the love you give your sister is too bland and unattractive. And Yu Wenyong, domineering and infatuated, my sister was unconsciously attracted to him, she didn't know it, and she didn't admit it. In fact, she has long fallen in love with Yu Wenyong. ”

"Enough!" Mo Ziwei, who never gets angry easily, has anger on his face.

"Believe me, I'm also a woman, I know better than you what a woman looks like when she's in love. My sister doesn't love you, she just craves warmth too much. The two of you are a mistake, you can't make a mistake again and again, there must be someone who jumps out of this mistake first. Mo Ziwu, you leave my sister, don't wait for her to come to her senses in the future and regret it, then both of you will be in pain. In the end, Ling'er slowed down.

Mo Zi was so worried that he still pretended to be calm on his face, "I won't believe you, don't say these words to deceive people." ”

"It's true, believe it or not." Ling Er looked at Mo Ziwu with sincere and pleading eyes, "Mo Ziwu, it's too late to let go." I don't want to see my sister unhappy in the future, you let it go, let my sister get real love and happiness. ”

"Qingqiang and I will not be separated, no matter how much you say, it is useless. You go out, don't bother me here. Mo Ziwei was confused by Ling'er's confident appearance, and in order to prevent her from seeing the abnormality, she had to issue an eviction order.

Ling Er's expression turned cold, and she left a sentence before leaving, "When my sister understands that the person she loves is not you, she will definitely leave you!" ”

After she left, Mo Ziwu's body was almost unstable, and he held the table with both hands so as not to fall.

He knew that he was afraid.

Unexpectedly, Mo Ziwei also had such a weak and scared time.

He couldn't help but laugh at himself.

Thinking of the past, in the face of Mo Ziwu's questioning, a contemptuous smile appeared on Ah Sleeve's white and sweet face.

"Because you don't deserve my sister, you are just a swordsman in the rivers and lakes, and you can't give your sister a stable life at all, why should I let my sister suffer with you!"

Mo Zi's eyes tightened, "You-"

"Whatever I say, you believe it, don't you have a brain? Speaking of which, it's still your lack of trust in my sister. You don't even have the most basic trust in my sister, so how can you be by my sister's side? ”

Ah Sleeve coldly concluded, "You are not worthy of my sister at all!" ”

In the face of Ah Sleeve's accusation, Mo Zi suddenly lost his mind, his face was gloomy and lonely, and he didn't even know that Ah Sleeve walked away from him.

It's not that he doesn't believe in Qingqiang, what he doesn't believe in is actually himself.

The moment Qingqiang called out Yuwen Yong's name in his sleep, he was scared, afraid that it was really as her sister said, she loved not him, but Yu Wenyong.

When he saw that the three-life rope in Qingqiang's hand had become Yuwen Yong's bracelet, his heart was swallowed up by crazy jealousy; Seeing that Qingqiang cared so much about the bracelet that Yuwen Yong gave her, he left angrily; Later, when he went to look for Qingqiang, he ran into them pestering and kissing in the woods, his world collapsed at once, and the heavy pain engulfed him, he fled in a panic, and finally decided to let go, fulfill Qingqiang, and let her be happy.

However, when they met again many years later, she was already a wife, but her husband was someone else.

It turned out that all this was wrong.

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Emperor Wenxiang's life sacrifice arrived, and fruit wine offerings were placed in the mansion. According to the practice of previous years, Gao Changgong wants to take his family to the ** temple to worship and pray for blessings, and this year is no exception, but there is an extra group of guards to escort him.

I once asked Gao Changgong why he only prayed for his father and not for his mother. Gao Changgong told me that he didn't even know who his mother was, and how could he know her birthdate.

When Gao Changgong said this, there was endless sadness in his eyes, I know that he doesn't have many relatives, so I can understand why he values Hu Lu Hengjia so much, he probably regards him as his younger brother. Yesterday he was just concerned about his brother, and he was anxious, which is understandable.

When I arrived at the ** temple, after kneeling and praying for blessings, I quietly walked to the back mountain of the ** temple.

The back mountain blooms a dense pear blossom tree, a little green cloud pile on the curved branches, the pear blossoms are pale white and transparent, the snow water and moonlight soak through the general, clear as a stream, clean as the moon. As soon as the wind blows in April, there are plain white petals scattered down, as if silver stars have fallen in the blue sky, and the flowers are brilliant.

I shuttled through the pear snow and falling flowers, leaned on a pear tree, and broke off a flower branch.

Fingers brushed over the translucent pear blossom, the palm suddenly clenched, the pear petals grabbed a hand, turned around and threw it at the person behind him, and a pear blossom branch also turned into a sharp blade.

Flowers were scattered in the air, and the person behind him flashed sideways and grabbed my hand, "It's me." ”

Seeing that it was Mo Ziyou, my mood was even worse, my hand twitched, the branch waved, and swept over mercilessly, Mo Ziwu avoided in surprise.

Left and right, horizontal and vertical, Mo Ziwu was all dodging, and the pear blossoms on the branches were shaken and flying, scattering snow in the air, messing up clothes.

Mo Ziwu finally snatched the pear branch from my hand and stopped: "Qingqiang! ”

I stopped and asked him, "What are you doing with me?" ”

Mo Ziwei looked worried, "I'm afraid that you will be in danger alone." ”

I asked him, "What's at stake?" ”

Mo Zi said worriedly: "King Lanling said that you were once robbed alone. ”

I retorted, "That was seven years ago, I'm not as incompetent as I used to be, I can protect myself." ”

"I'm worried about you." Mo Ziwei blurted out.

I was stunned, looked at him seriously, but the words I said were cold, "Worried about me? You should worry about worrying about your good junior sister. ”

"Shu Yao?" Speaking of Zheng Shuyao, Mo Ziwei had a smile on his face, "She is accompanied by King Lanling, I don't have to worry." ”

I bent my lips slightly, smiling like a condensed frost flower, "Yes, Zheng Shuyao now has the prince's love by her side, and she doesn't need you anymore." ”

Mo Ziwu looked at me, accepted it with a smile, and asked, "Qingqiang, do you have a misunderstanding of Shu Yao?" ”

"Qingqiang, Shu Yao is a quiet person, she doesn't say much, which may make people feel a little distant, but she is gentle and silent, and she is kind-hearted. She told me that she wanted to be good sisters with you and live in harmony. ”

I can't wait to speak for Zheng Shuyao?

I put away the gaze that fell on him, and said faintly: "Thank you for your kindness, but she and I are destined to become good sisters." ”

"Is it because of King Lanling? Because of King Lanling, you are so cold to Shu Yao. Mo Ziwei looked at me tightly, as if to make sure of something, "Do you really like him?" ”

He asked this, was he afraid that I would hinder Zheng Shuyao? I felt uncomfortable for a while, and my piercing gaze was nailed to him, "What are these words, the prince is my husband, I don't like him, do you like you?" ”

"Also, Mo Zi worries Mo Shaoxia, please be a little self-aware, am I very familiar with you, Qingqiang is also what you can call, please be respectful and call me Mrs."

Mo Zi suddenly fell silent, as if he had fallen into some kind of emotion and couldn't extricate himself, standing quietly under the pear blossom tree, occasionally a few pear blossoms fell on his pale blue sleeves, and he didn't notice it.

It wasn't until I moved away that he suddenly followed.

When I saw that he was going to follow me, I said impatiently, "Don't follow me anymore, I don't want to see you." ”

Mo Ziwei's expression was low, and he said softly: "You don't want to see me so much, do you hate me so much?" ”

"Do you want me to say this?"

When Mo Ziwei heard my answer, there was a faint sadness in his eyes, but there was a smile on his face that was as gentle as the night moon, "It's okay." If you hate me, don't look back at me, it's okay when I don't exist. ”

What a stubborn person!

In order not to let him follow me, I had to give up the plan to go to the back mountain, coldly flick my sleeves, and go back the same way.

Exegesis:

(1) The title comes from Li Shangyin's "Jin Se" in the Tang Dynasty: "Can this situation be recalled? It's just that it was already clear at the time. ”