After leaving the Forbidden City, I went to Jian Hai's secret stronghold in Beijing for the first time, changed into my clothes, and left Beijing overnight.

When I got to the place where the horses were hidden, the horses were alive. I mounted as fast as I could, and as soon as I flicked the reins, the horse neighed and roared away.

Is the indescribable mood in my heart happy? It doesn't seem to be. It doesn't seem like it's sad to say it's sad, but all in all, it seems to be a complicated feeling that can't be explained.

It's like seeing your loved one pass away with your own eyes, and you want to keep it, but you have the feeling of being powerless.

It's like the depth of love, the sincerity of love, and the death and resurrection of love, but it is just a matter of making people, and it is difficult for a lover to become a family, so he can only watch her leave, and send her blessings with tears.

Breathing in the scorching morning air of the suburbs of Beijing, I only felt as if an endless fire was burning in my chest, and every breath brought a strong burning sensation.

It seems that every breath hurts, and every pain brings more thoughts and the past.

Along the way, I had no energy to care about the horse, but by the help of the old horse, and by its still strong and galloping hooves, I had reached the place where they were hiding before noon.

I collected my feelings and strode into the courtyard. Everyone is on guard, if I don't come back, I'm afraid that these people will break into the Forbidden City and go to catch me, the gentleman who broke into Longtan alone in anger.

"I'm back, and everything went well." It took me almost half of my body to say these words, and then I turned my head to look at my most loyal and reliable number one minister.

Under my green energy treatment, the state of the Nine Ghosts has improved a lot, and he is already able to walk on the ground. When he saw me coming back, his eyes turned red, and he immediately smiled and said, "Sir, you're back!" I'm worried that if I don't see you, I'm afraid I'll be able to avenge you later! ”

I laughed, my heart seemed to calm down a little, and I sighed and said, "Saying that everything is going well, this situation will not happen." ”

"Sir! You...... Kill him? His voice trembled.

In any case, the matter of killing a king is not a simple matter, even a heinous king has his own unique honor, and his death at the hands of others is enough to be recorded in the long annals of history.

"He's alive, but he's better dead." I had a calm expression and said simply: "At least he can't continue to live as a man, I think that's enough!"

Everyone looked at each other, if Zhu Yijun was really corrupted, it would be better to kill him!

It seems that Mr. really hates Zhu Yijun, and he is unwilling to kill him with a knife to give him a good time, so he chooses this way, so that his life is worse than death! A lifetime of living in pain.

But am I really happy to punish him like this? I'm not sure! I do not know! I don't want to think about it!

"Let's go! Let's go! I sighed and said, "Never coming back!" Never coming back...... Unless ......"

There was a lot of complexity in my eyes, but I didn't finish the second half of the sentence.

Unless, the Ming Dynasty is dead, and the Qing Dynasty has ascended the throne, then I can naturally come and go to the Ming Dynasty at will, but ...... Is that still where I'm going to come back?

The heart is like numbness, and the heartache is like a twist. Almost just a thought pulled my whole person back to that feeling that I couldn't get out of.

I don't know if it's right or wrong, but I know deep down that I really can't change it, and I really want to change it!

If Zhu Yijun can listen to me, or if he is not so narrow-minded, even if he can change a little bit from the mediocrity in history, even a little, then perhaps...... Perhaps this time the history will be different.

But if it's just if, if all these things count, then everything in the world will change completely.

Now, everything is still back on the right track of history, I, Sun Qilan, am pretentious, claiming to have known for 500 years and 500 years, but in the face of the vast history, after all, I am just a drop of water in the sea, or an outsider who is not accepted by society.

Although I wanted to be the butterfly of the Amazon Valley, I also tried my best to flap my wings and bring a dazzling and brilliant storm, but history is like an invisible hand, and unconsciously, it has twisted everything back to its original track, so that I can do nothing but sigh at the strength of fate.

can only watch him do something, but he has no ability to resist.

Even if I know what is right and what is wrong, what is cause and what is effect, but so what?

The footsteps of history, like giants, have crossed half of my life's struggle with a light step.

Never mind! Never mind! Forget it! In the affairs of life, three points depend on doing, three points depend on touching, and the remaining 144 points can only be resigned to fate.

Man does not fight with fate. Some things are predestined from the beginning, and no matter how much I struggle, I can't escape the rules and fate.

Instead of sighing, it's better to see through it as soon as possible and let him go......

As I left my base and embarked on the road ahead, I was extremely depressed. Although I got revenge, I didn't feel the slightest pleasure.

If I had a choice, how I wish it was all just a dream, that everything was the owner, that it never happened, how nice it would be!

If only life could be formatted...... But I still can't bear it, after all, in addition to the pain, I still have so many people to cherish and love, how can I let them down?

There are so many precious, cherished, and unforgettable memories, how can you be willing to let them disappear?

If I had a choice, I would rather die completely when I was shot in the previous life, not in this life, without love, without hate, and without all these love-hate feelings and hatreds!

I was on a horse, and I was all out of the way. In a daze, he had already dressed up as a caravan with the team, and rushed to the port of Tianjin Wei at full speed without stopping.

We still have time, because before I left Zhu Yijun, I also gave him some sweat medicine, which was enough for him to sleep for two days and two nights.

When he wakes up, we have already gone to sea from Tianjin Wei, and we will no longer be wronged and wronged!

Kite, Lan and Hua Mei were waiting for me in Tianjinwei, and the fleet was also docked in the waters near Tianjinwei, and immediately after arriving, they went to sea, and all this was completely over.

Yes, it's over!

Thoroughly, it's over......

Gently I walked, as softly I came. I waved my sleeves and didn't take a cloud with me.

Suddenly I thought of the first time I came to this world, and woke up with a confused mood, the mood when I saw Yanzhu, my uncle, and this fiery Ming Dynasty, and I remembered the countless days and nights I fought for, the Great Wall of Juyongguan, the cold night of Guangningwei, the love and hatred in Beijing, the iron and blood galloping outside the pass, and the countless people who came, left, and said goodbye.

Suddenly, I felt a strong sense of loneliness, as if I was the only one left in the world, facing the endless darkness alone.

I sigh, I hate, I love, I am sad, I am sad, I am angry, I am bitter, I laugh.

I did what I promised. But what did I get?

There is a saying that life is only 50 years, and the past is like a dream. But among the people of the world, there are those who live forever.

Another way is a glass of wine in the first phase of glory, and a sleep in forty-nine years. I don't know life or death, everything is just like a dream.

Life is a one-way street, and when you walk through it, you will know the road behind you. But the future is still dark. Where I'm going, where I'm going to stop, how high I'm going to fly, I don't know.

The deep tiredness, like a rushing tide, oppressed me without any gaps, which made me feel difficult to breathe, and even felt hard with every breath.

Life is like a play, because of fate, we get together. But one day, when the song ends, people are scattered, are they still standing alone?

Isn't fate keen to take pleasure in the bitterness of everyone, just to make people like this, but only to rejoice?

I don't know, I can't see through it, I can't figure it out.

When I saw the kite, the Lan in the port of Tianjin Wei, and the Hua Mei who had cried and fainted several times in the cabin, I finally couldn't hold back my tears.

Kneeling down in front of the coffin of the old father-in-law, I kowtowed nine times. After knocking, I pressed my forehead deep against the ground, reluctant to get up.

If I could, please let me bear all this, and at least let the people I love not be so sad.

I silently felt the blood slowly rush up to the top of my head, making me even more dazed and dazed.

When they pulled me up from the ground and hugged me tightly, all I could do was whisper, "Don't leave me!" Never leave me! Don't leave me! Never leave me! ”

The hug was tighter, almost making me unable to breathe, but it made me feel extremely grounded and happy.

Just like a boat wandering outside, it has finally found a warm and warm harbor, and the lonely soul finally has its own home, and will never walk alone in the dark again, and will never look back suddenly.

The ship sailed, and gradually moved away from Tianjin Wei, and also left the Ming land that I was guarding wholeheartedly.

I fell to my knees on the deck, my eyes full of tears, and bowed down in the direction of landing!

Weicheng is light and dusty towards the rain, and the guest house is green and willow-colored.

Persuade you to have a glass of wine, and there is no reason to go out of Yangguan in the west.

But I can say goodbye to my homeland, and it is difficult to meet again, how can the sorrow and pain in my heart be relieved by a glass of wine!

This time, don't say goodbye. This point is the first life. I want to make up for the sky with one hand, how can I be the first this time, miserable and miserable.

Looking at the mountains and rivers of the motherland and the verdant Daming scene, I couldn't help but shout at the coastline: "Daming!" Take care! Take care! ”

For a moment, only one poem flashed in my heart:

A lifetime of struggle, two lives of people, back to the Ming Dynasty to be serious and be yourself.

The mountains of Wanli and the water of Wanli cannot accommodate an uninhibited soul.

I pulled out the knife and took it back, who understands my feelings that I can't give up.

Who will you think of, who will you forget, and who can get drunk with the moon at the ends of the world?

Endless love and hate, pain and joy, joy and sorrow, all come to an end at this moment.

All the memories of Da Ming are drawn at this time! Let it be a mark on my chest, and I will engrave its name on it:

Daming Hai Death.

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Friends, the fourth chapter of "The Death of the Ming Sea" "The Death of the Ming Sea" has come to an end, and the cup almost finished writing this last section with tears, and when he stopped writing, he took a long breath. Writing with emotion can often lead to a deep immersion in it until it is impossible to extricate yourself. Qilan is relieved, the cup is still going on, please join the friends with the cup to enter the final chapter of "Daming Haiyan" - trampling the waves.