Chapter 9 The Past
Lin Yi had actually been prepared for this moment, but she never thought that it would be at this time, this scene? Stunned, she could only stare at Lin Xuan quietly, but it was difficult to speak if she had already organized it.
At this moment, Lin Xuan also regretted making this matter clear, in fact, sometimes things that both parties knew didn't need to be announced, because once it was clear, it would be difficult to maintain the existing relationship. So at the moment, he just stayed where he was, his hands clasped tightly.
After a long time, Lin Yi still decided to speak first.
"Xuan'er, I didn't want to hide this matter from you, but I didn't expect you to mention it now." Lin Yi raised her head and looked into the distance through the window, which was the direction of Qingcheng.
"I was originally a little maid in your house, the old lady treated me very well, and in my eyes, there is no one in this world who can compare with them" For Lin Yi, reminiscing about the past is undoubtedly uncovering the wound, recalling the sound and smile of Lin Jue and his wife, her whole heart is trembling.
"Mother" saw Lin Yi so sad Lin Xuan was a little unbearable, if the past was really so sad, then it was okay not to mention it.
Lin Yi shook her head at him, for her, there are some things that will not end once they start.
"We live very happily, everyone in the Lin Mansion is so kind, for me who has lost my home since I was a child, there is home, and the lord and wife are my parents, but ......" Suddenly Lin Yi's words changed, and Lin Xuan instantly felt a chill.
"Suddenly they came, and everything that was once good was destroyed and turned into ruins. The lord and the lady can only entrust you to me and let me take you away to raise you. But the most hateful thing is not them, but those who claim to be friends, Xuan'er, you have to remember that it is always your friends who will betray you, because enemies are not qualified to betray. Lin Yi still changed her original intention, she still has to hide something, yes, the flame of hatred will destroy a person's life. Lin Xuan was still young, and she didn't want him to get involved in this hatred.
"Who are they?" Although I understand my mother's kindness, it's really hard to accept that the story ends like this.
"I'm sorry, Xuan'er, I'm ...... Shall we talk about these things in the future? Lin Yi looked at the faint hatred in Lin Xuan's eyes, and felt afraid when she thought about it, if she hadn't stopped just now, then this matter would definitely ruin Lin Xuan, which would be the worst result for her.
"But ......," Lin Xuan still wanted to press, but when he saw the pleading in his mother's eyes, he still decided to retreat, "Okay, mother." Then he turned and prepared to leave, even if it was enough information for him to digest for a long time.
"Xuan'er" Lin Yi still stopped him worriedly.
"You have to know that you have the best father and mother in the world, they are the most perfect people in the world," Lin Yi didn't know how to comfort her son, so she continued, "They love you very much, so you can't let them down, you know?" ”
"Got it, mother" Lin Xuan squeezed out a little smile at Lin Yiqiang and left.
Lin Yi looked at Lin Xuan's back as he left and muttered in a low voice, "I love you too", her eyes were moist at this time.
Lin Xuan didn't know, he didn't know that his words would lead to such a thing, regret, chagrin, anger and a lot of feelings all came to his heart for a while.
He raised his head and looked at the white clouds in the sky, he was so pitiful, the weight of the word "orphan" was so heavy, his heart was so heavy that he couldn't breathe at the moment.
But when he thought about it, he was so lucky, his parents gave him hope of survival in such a critical time, and his mother...... Lin Xuan looked at the brand-new clothes on his body, every stitch here was his mother's love for him. How old is my mother now? At that time, how did she struggle to survive with her infant self? Now it seems that although those people in Wangjia Village are not untargeted, how much gossip has his existence brought to his mother?
What happened in the past didn't hurt him so much, after all, he was so young at the time, but for his mother, it was definitely a life-changing injury, should he comfort his mother now? After a dash of cranky thoughts in his mind, he finally pulled his thoughts into the present moment.
Lin Xuan calmed down his mood, he knew that what he wanted to do was to comfort his mother, not to feel sorry for himself here.
"Mother?" Just when Lin Xuan persuaded himself to turn around and prepare to go back to the house, he saw his mother Lin Yi standing quietly behind him, that worried gaze, that worried look hit Lin Xuan's tears in an instant.
"Mother" Lin Xuan screamed and threw herself directly into Lin Yi's arms, and finally couldn't help it anymore and started crying. No matter how mature his mind is, no matter how smart he is, he is still just a child under the age of ten.
"Xuan'er, cry, cry out as much as you like this time" Lin Yi hugged Lin Xuan tightly, she understood that this was her whole world, the motivation she supported until dawn when she woke up every night tormented by hatred.
"Mother, I finally understand why you didn't let me call you mother?" Lin Xuan used to call Lin Yi Niang like other children in the village, but she stopped her, and she clearly told Lin Xuan that she was only allowed to call her mother.
Lin Xuan gently rubbed Lin Xuan's head, she always remembered what Wen Qianqian said that night, "From today on, you are her mother", yes, she is Lin Xuan's mother.
Maybe it was because this day consumed too much energy, or maybe Lin Xuan didn't have a good rest yesterday, Lin Xuan finally fell asleep after crying.
Lin Yi sat quietly at the head of the bed and looked at Lin Xuan's sleeping face, although she was still young, she could already see that she was handsome and handsome, especially that there was an indescribable heroic spirit between her eyebrows, in short, the more she looked at her, the more she felt that her son was handsome and cute. In fact, since she opened her mouth today, she has regretted it a little, and she should have delayed it for a little longer. When Lin Xuan is older, it will be easier for him to accept this matter, but this is already the case, and she doesn't want to regret anything, but it seems that she has to pay attention to Lin Xuan these days.
Just when Lin Yi was pondering, Chaimen's voice made her turn her thoughts back, Li Zi should be back.
Lin Yi was right, the person who came back was indeed Li Zi, and I saw that he had a tired face and a sallow face.
Seeing her husband like this, Lin Yi couldn't help but feel a little distressed, it was this man who gave her and Xuan'er a safe haven when they needed it most, and now he has learned to be inferior to Xuan'er for the sake of Xuan'er's studies.
"Hungry, huh? I'll give you a hot meal," Lin Yi walked beside Li Zi, took his dusty coat, and said softly.
"I'm really hungry" Li Zi smiled happily, he was actually not very tired today, especially when he saw his wife, he suddenly felt that everything was worth it.
Hearing Li Zi say this, Lin Yi turned around and walked into the kitchen. Li Zi looked at his hard-working wife, his heart was very warm, he had never had any lofty ambitions, and such a home was enough for him.
After eating some food, Li Zixing told Lin Yi that Lin Xuan's enrollment was done. The husband and wife were very happy about this result, Li Zi couldn't wait to tell Lin Xuan the good news, and when he saw that he was already asleep, he pinched his nose mischievously, but he was stunned as soon as he touched him, and then put his whole hand on Lin Xuan's forehead.
"Yi'er," Li Zi exclaimed anxiously.
"What's wrong?" Lin Yi hurriedly ran over and looked at Li Zi with a questioning expression.
"Xuan'er has a high fever"