Recently, bad things have happened one after another, and the whole palace is in a gloomy. I looked at the huge palace, and my heart was empty, as if I had lost something important.

Seeing that I was worried, Ah Sleeve came up with an idea, "Sister, in the past, you always went to the ** temple to pray for blessings, but there was still an accident in the house, and the monk temple must not work." Why don't we go to the Taoist temple to pray for blessings and drive away bad luck. ”

"Taoism?"

Ah Sleeve said with great interest: "There is a perched view in Yecheng, which is said to be very effective. Sister, let's go there and pray for blessings. ”

I thought, it's been a lot of uneven autumn lately, so it's good to go to the Taoist temple to pray for blessings and ask for peace of mind. So he took a carriage with Ah Sleeve to Qixia Temple.

Qixia view sits between the bamboo forest green curtains, but also quiet and elegant, enter the view gate made of bluestone, it is the Sanqing Hall built by high stone platform, the stone steps of a layer walk up, only to see a piece of incense in the hall, white smoke curling.

When she was about to offer incense, Ah Sleeve was shocked to find that her wallet was lost, and she must have accidentally fallen at the door of the Taoist temple.

I bowed to the statue, lit three sticks of incense, walked over to the censer and inserted them.

Unexpectedly, when I was planting incense, my wide cuffs touched the candle flame on the side, and when I realized that the cuffs were already burning, I hurriedly shook my hand and slapped the fire.

In a hurry, a man rushed over to help me shoot the fire, and when the flame was extinguished, I thanked him, "Thank you." ”

When I looked up, I was stunned.

The person in front of me pulled my hand over and looked at it, his face was intertwined with worry and distress, "Your hand is burned." ”

Feeling the stinging pain, I came back to my senses, and when I saw it, my hands were red.

As if in a dream, he said, "I have medicine, you come with me." ”

I was dragged into the backyard wing.

The person in front of me was still dressed in a green shirt, with a bamboo flute and a waist, but his face was a little thinner, and he was in front of me, anxious, rummaging through boxes and cabinets to find medicine.

"Found it!" Mo Ziwu came over with a small porcelain bottle of medicine in surprise, opened the cork, and said softly: "It will hurt a little, you bear with it first." ”

There was a warm breath blowing on my hands, and I looked at it intently, it was Mo Ziwu who was helping me blow the air, which was warm, blowing the small bumps on my hands and making my heart jump suddenly.

There was a cool ointment on my hands, and I watched his ointment-stained fingers move gently over my hands, his slender fingers brushing over my skin, and his expression was so gentle, I felt my heart beat harder.

Mo Ziwu put away the medicine bottle and said softly, "Is it much better?" ”

I nodded, looked around, and asked him, "Y-why are you—why are you here?" ”

Mo Zi's worried look brought a little loneliness from the cold of spring, "I originally planned to burn a stick of incense in this Taoist temple and leave, who would have thought, suffered from the cold, fell ill, was sick for two days, and also lived in this Taoist temple for two days." ”

No wonder he was pale and emaciated. I asked, "Are you feeling better?" ”

With this question, the depression on Mo Zi's worried face completely dissipated, and his eyes lit up and said, "Are you concerned about me?" ”

His eyes lit up, as if he was sure that I was concerned about him, and I couldn't help but feel upset and irritable, and said, "I care about you, I care about when you will be well, leave Yecheng quickly." ”

The brilliance in Mo Zi's worried eyes instantly dimmed, and he said, "You are so looking forward to me leaving?" ”

My stubbornness came up, and I said stiffly: "Of course I look forward to your departure, so as not to meet again." ”

A trace of distress flashed on Mo Ziwei's face, and he said in a low voice: "Qingqiang, do you have to say such hurtful words?" ”

There was a sudden dull pain in a corner of my heart, and I looked at him and said, "If you hurt someone, you have to be a person with a heart to be hurt, and a heartless and ruthless person like you can also be hurt?" ”

Mo Zi held my hand worriedly, put it on his heart, and said seriously: "Qingqiang, I have a heart, it's here, it's just that you don't want to see it." ”

I felt his heartbeat, and met his expectant eyes, and I just coldly withdrew my hand, "I used to think you had a heart, but you didn't." You're just going to take someone else's heart and smash it hard. ”

Mo Zi stubbornly grabbed my hand back and explained in a panic, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Qingqiang, I hurt you." So many cruel things have been said to you, but none of them are true. ”

Not really?

I was stunned by him holding my hand, my heart was cold, and I asked, "What is true?" ”

Mo Ziwu explained to me urgently, holding my hand tightly, "I like you really, really." ”

With a cold look on my face, I asked him, "Really?" Have you forgotten what you told me? You said that you have never forgotten Zheng Shuyao, and you said that all you like is my eyes, eyes similar to Zheng Shuyao! I will never forget these words for the rest of my life. ”

Those words echoed in my head, echoed, and made my head hurt, and my heart hurt with it.

Mo Ziwu stared at me, distress flashed in his eyes, and he said repeatedly: "It's not like this, that's not true." It was me who was wrong, I thought you liked Yu Wenyong, I thought you and him ...... I was dizzy to say those words. Qingqiang, I'm sorry. ”

Looking at Mo Zi's anxious confession, I was stunned, he didn't believe me so much, he actually thought that I had something with Yu Wenyong?

Anger and grievances welled up in my heart, and I became excited, "You think I and Yu Wenyong ...... Do you think, do you think you can hurt me like that? ”

I struggled violently to withdraw my hand, but Mo Ziwu realized it and clung to it. Seeing that I was struggling hard, he simply hugged me and muttered, "Qingqiang, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's all my fault." ”

I was tired of struggling, but I felt a confused pain in my heart, so I gave up resistance and let him hold me, but tears suddenly fell.

He held me tightly, as if he were going to brand me on him.

Sensing that I didn't move, he let go of me, and when he saw the tears on my face, he exclaimed, "Qingqiang, are you crying?" ”

I turned my face away, not wanting him to see my tears. Mo Ziwu gently pulled my face back, he gently wiped away the tears on my face with his hand, and said softly: "Don't cry, as soon as you cry, I will be uncomfortable." ”

As soon as I heard this, the tears flowed even harder, as if I wanted to vent all the pain I had accumulated in the past into tears.

Mo Zi hurriedly reached out to wipe the tears from my face, lowered his head close to me, and gently pasted it, he pressed against my forehead and whispered, "Don't cry." ”

There was a warm breath blowing in my face and I stopped crying. His eyes widened as he looked at the man who was very close to me, and he was also looking at me, and his eyes became burning as each other's breath blew. Suddenly, he lowered his head and took my lips in his mouth.

My body trembled, he tossed and kissed on my lips, and my heart was confused, and I fell into a chaos, and I couldn't feel anything.

It wasn't until he kissed me out of breath that I woke up.

What am I doing!

I opened my eyes and was about to push him away, but he was one step ahead of me, letting go of me quickly, and one of them retreated, as if awakened from a dream.

He looked at me, his face was intertwined with embarrassment, remorse and pain, only to see him panic and say, "Qingqiang, I ...... I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry for King Lanling, I offended you, I deserve to ......"

Look at his pained face, as if I had offended him, as if he was the only one who was innocent, and everyone else was dirty, as if I was the one who had soiled him.

I took the initiative to approach him and sneered: "What, what is done is done, what are you doing now to act like a decent gentleman?" Hypocrisy! ”

Mo Zi frowned bitterly: "It's me who violated morality, I'm sorry for King Lanling, and I'm sorry for you." ”

I inexplicably swelled up in my heart, and said: "I hate you the most, a righteous and awe-inspiring appearance, as if it is someone else's fault." Don't you feel sorry for Gao Changgong, don't you think it's against morality? ”

"But what you don't want to do, I want to do!"

I put my arms around his waist and slowly approached his face, a flash of panic flashed in his eyes, his body trembled slightly, my face was closer and closer to him, his breathing was unsteady, and the moment I wanted to turn my head, my lips quickly pressed against his.

Lips to lips, his body shook violently, there was struggle and pain in his eyes, but more than that, there were bright sparks.

Soon, the flame of longing "swished" in his eyes, obscuring something else, and he couldn't help but take my lips in his mouth. At first, he hesitated and hesitated, but after I gently responded to him, he completely threw away his baggage and hugged me and kissed me.

He kissed me carefully, gently holding my lips, and his soft tongue covered mine, in a trance. At first, he was still trying to restrain himself, kissing me like a light breeze. But gradually he lost control, as if the passion that had been pent up for many years suddenly exploded, he hugged me tightly, kissed me tightly, the more intense the kiss, the kiss made me almost out of breath.

I could barely breathe, and I couldn't help but reach out and push him, and he pulled me back again, followed by a fervent and frantic plunder. I was so uncomfortable that I could only kiss him back and snatch the air from his mouth, which irritated him even more, and he kissed me feverishly, as if to swallow me alive.

When he let go of me, I could finally catch my breath. But he took the opportunity to kiss my eyes, the tip of his nose, his cheeks, his earlobes, his neck, and he went down more and more, and his body was close to mine, hot as fire, as if he was going to burn me.

Feeling that he was untying my belt, I reached out and pressed him, he looked at me with burning eyes, and said in a low voice: "Qingqiang, I miss you, do you know how much I have missed you in the past seven years?" ”

There was suppressed longing and longing in his eyes, I was confused all of a sudden, he missed me, did he really miss me?

The belt fell off, the dress fell to the ground, my eyes were empty, and I fell into a daze, until I was carried to the bed, and the warm body pressed against me, I finally woke up, I reached out to push him, but he grabbed my hands and kissed my palms gently, and he said, "Qingqiang, I like you, you don't know how much I like you." ”

I was bewildered by this sentence, and the moment I lost my mind, he hugged me. I suddenly came back to my senses, looked at him, and tears instantly slipped from the corners of my eyes. I glared at him, gritted my teeth and said, "Mo Ziwei, I hate you, I hate you!" ”

I reached out to pound him, and I stared at him hatefully, constantly emphasizing, "I hate you." ”

Mo Ziwei was not angry, just stroked my hair, leaned into my ear and said, "I know you hate me, and I hate myself for why I can't forget you." Qingqiang, I don't forget you, and you don't forget me, okay? ”

"No, I've forgotten about you a long time ago, I-"

Mo Ziwu kissed me and suppressed my voice.

"Qingqiang, I won't let you forget me." There was a determination in his eyes, and after he finished speaking, he hugged me even tighter.

His eyes were full of tenderness that could not be dissolved, and looking at his emotional appearance, I suddenly lost my strength, gave up all resistance, and rose and fell with him.

In the haze, I heard him say, "Qingqiang, I will take you away, and we will be together forever." ”

I was so tired that I didn't pay much attention to what he said, and I fell asleep.

Exegesis:

(1) The title is from Meng Haoran's "Spring Dawn" in the Tang Dynasty, "Spring Sleep is Not Awake"