019, you deserve to be alone
A trace of violence flashed in Gu Huaijin's eyes, and he took a step back, dodging Shen's hand: "Do you think it makes sense to wantonly impose your own will on others?" ”
Shen's hanging hand slowly clenched, and then drooped: "Jin'er, everything the queen mother did was for you, you still don't understand, when you sit on the top of ten thousand people, you will understand the queen mother's good intentions." ”
She never asks him what he wants, she regards selfishness as a giving, and in the end, the person who wants to hold on to those rights is always herself.
Gu Huaijin looked at the person in front of him, strange and disgusted.
Ever since that prophecy came into existence, his gentle and kind mother has lost her soul, sold herself to the devil, and hid in the darkness.
The person in front of him is no longer the person in remembrance, he has long known that he should not wait and look forward to it anymore, but the blood is thicker than water, the roots and bones are connected, the constant fetters are cut, the shackles that cannot be broken, and the power that cannot be controlled, all of which make him have nowhere to escape.
"What if I have to be interested in that cousin?" Countless times to provoke the authority in front of him, trying to climb over this mountain that overwhelmed him, even if he always fell to pieces, it was better than becoming a puppet and living like a walking corpse, Gu Huaijin secretly resisted in this way for many years, and the ending was mostly unsatisfactory.
Of course, Shen knows his small movements behind his back, he has always turned a blind eye, neither of the mother and son said anything, no one mentioned it, and she always had the upper hand in the secret competition.
She thought that after a long time, Gu Huaijin could always figure it out, but it was the first time to say it so blatantly like today.
Gu Huaijin's gaze was very deep, he was not for Murong Yu, he was completely detonated by Murong Yu's matter because of the remorse and pain in his heart.
For so many years, he regretted it all the time, if at that time... If he could have said a word at that time, maybe the current situation would not be like this.
"Jin'er." Shen's gaze suddenly became cold, and his tone became more sharp, "You have been the best child who listens to your mother since you were a child, many years have passed, no matter how you do, there should be an end, are you saying this now, are you going to disobey the palace?" ”
"Erchen doesn't dare." Gu Huaijin took over the words expressionlessly, and the irritability and boredom that surged up in an instant were suppressed by reason, he could always be easily aroused by the Shen family, and he could always force himself not to cross the Shen family's cordon.
The relatively dangerous and relatively safe way of getting along, in the process of crawling and rolling again and again, Gu Huaijin has long been a Chinese expert.
"The queen mother doesn't let her sons stay, and the sons don't dare to force them to stay." Gu Huaijin's words softened Shen's expression, she turned around and walked towards the phoenix seat, listening to Gu Huaijin's next words, looking at her back, Gu Huaijin only felt pathetic, "Erchen is just curious, hurt his sister-in-law, isn't the queen mother lonely?" ”
Shen's hand clenched the armrest, and then let go: "My sister also has to learn to grow up, the road you two brothers and sisters have to take is doomed to be lonely." ”
Gu Huaijin smiled and bowed: "The minister will congratulate the queen mother first, and on the road he has identified, he will also die alone, and he will never regret it." ”
After saying that, he turned to leave, and Shen's face was sideways, and only the corners of his clothes were left.
Xia Qiu, who had been standing quietly on the side, frowned, and saw Gu Huaijin walking away, and the Shen family didn't say anything, so he said softly: "How can the prince say such a rebellious thing to Niangniang, it's really ridiculous. ”
Shen lowered his eyes, and a trace of gloom flashed under his eyes, but soon, he was covered with firmness: "It doesn't matter, he hates this palace in his heart, he resents this palace, he has been obedient openly and secretly resisted all these years, and now he can say it happily, which is not a good thing." ”
Xia Qiu's tightly knit brows still didn't loosen: "King Pingling insisted on bringing such a person back, because he was sure that the queen would allow him to keep this person, then... ”
"Just staring, just like before." Shen Shi turned around, "Don't startle the snake." ”