It is always at the moment of death that a person understands what he wants most in this life.

After Ye Gonggong guessed that he had been poisoned, he understood a truth, playing conspiracy and calculation with a smart person, and it was often himself who was calculated.

And treat others as fools, and in the end you are the real fools.

Thinking back to everything that happened just now, he knew that his whole plan was seen through by Yang Huairen, and there was no secret at all, just like he was stripped naked and thrown on the crowded street, and he was ridiculed by others for being a eunuch.

But at this time, regret is useless, and he doesn't have the time and energy to figure out how Yang Huairen found out about his plan, the only thing he wants at this time is to know where the Empress Dowager Gao is and whether she is still alive.

Ye Gonggong felt that he had to go back, because he was afraid that if he continued to escape, he might be poisoned on the way, and he would die in a place where he didn't know what it was, and after he died, he would be so miserable that he didn't even have a broken mat for his body.

He is even more reluctant to die with regrets! Maybe this life was tragic for him, just like hell.

He couldn't remember when or how he was sent to the palace with his little breasts castrated, and even the pain at that time seemed to be blurred.

Maybe it was because he was too young at that time, and he couldn't remember the appearance of his parents, but he remembered that the family was still quite wealthy, but suddenly one day, all this suddenly disappeared, and he was arrested in the palace and became a eunuch.

Being a eunuch is not a good errand, even if you work day and night, fatigue is not pain at all for him, what makes him painful is that he seems to treat everyone and have to grovel.

There are too many masters of all kinds in the palace, and there are also eunuchs and palace maids who are also doing some errands, and they always bully him for some reason.

At that time, he was too young to resist, all the humiliation and grievances, and he hid in the quilt after dark to enjoy that moment of peace.

But the tranquility of that moment was too short, as if it was just between the opening and closing of the eyes, and then disappeared without a trace.

Life is full of despair, and the tall palace walls are always depressing, depressed to the point of madness.

It wasn't that he didn't want to end his life to get rid of all the pain of life, but the only faith in his heart told him that he couldn't die yet, because he had to find out who had ruined his family and suffered this inhuman suffering.

He endured the pain and grew up slowly, until one day, he met a little girl.

That day, he passed by the gate of Shou'an Palace and heard the cry of a female doll. He looked in from the palace gate and saw a little girl of four or five years old sitting on the ground, crying profusely, pitiful and distressing.

Gonggong Ye was only a teenager at that time, and he was still a little Yezi, so he was not qualified to step into Shou'an Palace, Queen Cao's temper, it was not for fun.

But the crying little girl doll was not accompanied by any palace people, she may be a princess, or maybe it is the child of some royal family, she ran out to play alone, accidentally fell, so she cried.

Xiao Yezi seemed to be particularly sympathetic to helpless people like him, so he boldly entered the Shou'an Palace, helped the little girl doll up, gently helped her pat the dust on her body, and then coaxed her not to cry.

Maybe this is fate, that little girl doll of four or five years old is Gao Taotao. Empress Cao somehow knew all this, but she didn't punish Xiao Yezi, but punished the palace people who were responsible for taking care of Gao Tao.

Seeing that Xiao Yezi took good care of Gao Taotao, he made an edict saying that from now on, let Xiao Yezi be responsible for taking care of Gao Taotao, and Xiao Yezi has since become Gao Taotao's personal eunuch.

In Ye Gonggong's memory, Gao Taotao was the first person in his life to be good to him, he didn't have to do heavy work, dirty work, and tiring work, the only thing he had to do was to make Gao Taotao, who had just arrived in the palace and was still a child, happy.

From this day on, Gao Tao, who was cared for meticulously, was happy, and Ye's father-in-law, who took care of people, seemed to have found the meaning of his life.

He will never forget that no matter what Empress Cao gave Gao Tao to eat, that innocent little girl would always share it with him.

When she personally used her chubby little hand to deliver a piece of candied fruit to his mouth, Ye Gonggong felt the happiness and joy that he had never experienced.

Just getting along with a person like this, the kind of feelings in your heart will not deceive. But Gonggong Ye knew in his heart that neither his identity nor his body allowed him to have this feeling.

But he can't easily erase the love for someone in his heart, because this is his only love, the only faith and hope for his survival, and in his miserable life, it is like the only bit of fluorescence in the endless darkness.

Heaven is always fair. Ye Gonggong has experienced so much tragedy in his life, and finally let him meet a lucky thing.

In an unknown courtyard in the palace, there lived a group of old servants who seemed to be yellow, and no one cared about them.

It was precisely because of his momentary compassion that he received a reward that he could never have imagined, giving him a book before an old father-in-law died.

There is a peerless martial art recorded in the book, the title page of the book is gone, and he doesn't know the name of this martial art, but what he knows is that this martial art is only suitable for a rootless person like him to cultivate.

Practicing a profound martial art is difficult, tedious, and boring. But all these difficulties are not difficulties for Ye Gonggong, he has endured it for so long, maybe everything is exactly what he is looking forward to.

Time is like an arrow, and time is like a shuttle.

Gao Taotao gradually grew up, from a little girl with a crying nose to a beautiful girl like a flower.

Empress Cao married Gao Taotao to Zhao Shu, the successor son of Emperor Renzong. On the day of Gao's wedding, Father-in-law Ye may have guessed this day and didn't show much sadness, but his heart was still so stinged.

Time is the best panacea for smoothing wounds. Gonggong Ye watched her give birth to a child, and then watched her become the queen, then the queen mother, and then the queen mother, and gradually became the person who was at the center of the storm of power and could call the wind and rain. 21010