Chapter 204: Life is unsatisfactory nine times out of ten
Facing Zhuang Mengdie's tentative questioning, Qin Yang smiled and did not deny it: "Everyone has their own secrets, doesn't they?" ”
Zhuang Mengdie smiled slightly: "It seems that you are not as simple as an ordinary student." ”
Qin Yang smiled and said, "I am, but it's not either...... How to go? ”
Zhuang Mengdie's beautiful eyes looked at Qin Yang deeply: "Just the riverside section outside Pearl Square." ”
Qin Yang snorted: "It's next to the last time we had supper, right?" ”
"Hmm."
Zhuang Mengdie leaned back in her chair, her eyes revealing a reminiscence: "In the past, we liked to have supper there, walk by the river together, and discuss things together......
Qin Yang hesitated and asked, "Are you still alone now?" ”
Zhuang Mengdie turned his face sideways and looked at Qin Yang: "Are you asking why I didn't find another one?" ”
Qin Yang snorted: "A woman, no matter how strong she is, still needs a shoulder to rely on after all." ”
Zhuang Mengdie's eyelashes trembled, her eyes lowered, her nose twitched slightly, she was silent for a few seconds, and murmured: "Yes, but there are some things, it doesn't mean that you can forget it, and it doesn't mean that you can meet it if you want to, and life is unsatisfactory." ”
Sighing softly, Zhuang Mengdie turned his head to look at the street scene outside the window, and said softly: "When I didn't have money before, I tried my best to make money, and when I got rich, I found that my life was more tired than before, although I ate well, dressed well, and drove a good car, but the happiness I used to have was gone......"
Qin Yang was silent for a few seconds, and comforted: "That's because people are in different positions, they want different things, and they face different things. ”
“…… Life pushes us forward......" Zhuang Mengdie repeated in a low voice, staring at Qin Yang with bright eyes: "You are just a freshman, why do you have such feelings?" ”
The corners of Qin Yang's mouth were slightly hooked, and he replied casually: "Now that the chicken soup on the Internet is becoming more and more flooded, I haven't eaten pork, haven't you seen a pig run?" ”
"Chicken soup Wen?"
Zhuang Mengdie said with a smile: "A few years ago, those chicken soup for the soul were quite literate, but now, they are all poisonous chicken soup with private goods, and after drinking the chicken soup, you see arsenic, what you are talking about is not like a joke on the Internet." ”
Qin Yang shrugged his shoulders: "Otherwise? ”
Zhuang Mengdie didn't argue with Qin Yang, although she was not very old, she was also dealing with all kinds of people, this vision was indeed not bad at all, when Qin Yang said this, he obviously felt it from the bottom of his heart, and it was definitely not just a mouth saying something about the so-called chicken soup.
Zhuang Mengdie wondered, Qin Yang is so young, why is he so mature and steady, and has such a sense of life?
What made him who he is now?
"After Brother Ming is gone, are you all running the Dynasty Bar alone?"
Zhuang Mengdie snorted: "Yes, the Dynasty Bar is the brainchild of me and Brother Ming, and it is also Brother Ming's ambition, he was bold and wanted to open the Dynasty Bar into the largest and most lively bar in Zhonghai, he is gone, I naturally want to help him fulfill this wish, just a woman......"
Zhuang Mengdie didn't finish speaking, but Qin Yang understood the meaning.
The bar was originally a mixed place, there was a lot of trouble, and there were many places to deal with in all aspects, Zhuang Mengdie was a woman to deal with, even if she was capable, I am afraid it would be very difficult, especially if she was so beautiful, so charming and seductive, there must be a lot of people who have thoughts about her.
Qin Yang didn't say much, everyone has the right to choose their own life, and in the same way, if you choose such a life, you have to bear the negativity of such a life.
If Zhuang Mengdie can let go and sell her Dynasty Bar, then presumably she can also choose a different life, just for Brother Ming's wishes, she is unwilling to do this, she is still trying to support it.
"When Brother Ming was here, he naturally had pride, but he was gone, I think he should care more about you, no matter how big the Dynasty Bar is, it has nothing to do with him, but you are not doing well, I think no matter where he is, he will be worried."
Zhuang Mengdie snorted, and her eyes were a little smiling: "You are not very old, but your mood is mature, and you are also very good at comforting people, you don't comfort girls, right?" ”
Qin Yang smiled: "I really haven't comforted girls much, I'm just empathizing and comparing my heart to my heart." ”
Zhuang Mengdie bit her lip and hummed softly: "I understand the reason, but if I can go on and hold on, I still want to give it a try, otherwise, what will I do alone?" ”
"Although even if I don't do bars now, I won't be hungry for a long time, but people have to do something to live, otherwise, the days will be extremely empty, and my heart will not be steady at all......"
Speaking of this, Zhuang Mengdie suddenly showed a little self-deprecation: "People are actually quite cheap, when they are busy and tired, they always hope to be able to do nothing, just play easily, but really let me do nothing, when I play like this, I feel empty and unsteady......"
Qin Yang said with a smile: "The meaning of people's existence is to reflect their own value, and if you have no value, even you will dislike yourself." ”
"Yes, yes, yes!"
Zhuang Mengdie's eyes lit up: "That's what it means, but if you want to realize your own value, you're tired." ”
The two chatted all the way, and the car quickly arrived at the riverside outside Pearl Square, Qin Yang parked the car, and then the two got out of the car.
There are a number of sand mining boats working along the riverside during the day, and a concrete road has been built along the river.
Qin Yang accompanied Zhuang Mengdie along the cement road, and then walked to the end of the cement road by the river, but Zhuang Mengdie did not stop, but stepped on the pebbles by the river and continued to move forward.
There are only two lamps hanging on an iron frame by the river, and the lights are dim, but Zhuang Mengdie is in high spirits, walking on the slippery cobblestones, like a cheerful girl.
Qin Yang looked at Zhuang Mengdie's appearance and sighed in his heart, maybe only in this place full of memories will Zhuang Mengdie let go of the burden in his heart, let go of his disguise, and reveal his true self.
On a raised stone by the river, Zhuang Mengdie climbed up, then sat down and opened the small bag.
"I want to smoke a cigarette, do you smoke it?"
Qin Yang smiled: "You smoke, I rarely smoke." ”
"Well, I rarely smoke, I don't smoke more than three cigarettes a day, I used to smoke a lot, and then I promised Brother Ming that I would not exceed three cigarettes a day, and slowly, I got used to it......"
Zhuang Mengdie lit the cigarette, took a puff gently, raised her delicate face, gently exhaled the smoke, the smoke rose, and Zhuang Mengdie, who was looking up, showed a distressing loneliness and loneliness in the dim light......