When I talk about it now, I just feel a little bit and can't help but feel sad.

It can be suppressed if you control it.

However, I don't know if it's really sad to recall what happened before, or I don't want to let go of Lu Xingzhu's rare warmth, Shen Xiaobai can't suppress his emotions.

"Until my mother died and my father announced his remarriage, I was not aware of the intersection between my father and Chen Xiaoping. When they got married, it was the first time I met Chen Xiaoping. ”

Fortunately, no matter what I thought in my heart, the words in my mouth did not stop, and I continued to speak.

"If it is because her father likes her too much and doesn't want her to be exposed too early and accept undue discussions, then no matter how much she hides it, it will be revealed a little, but the two of them are very bland, and there is no trace of love at all. ”

If someone else said these words, it would inevitably make people suspect that it was because the relationship with his biological mother was too deep, and he didn't want the latecomers to take over, so he took his mother's rightful place and deliberately exaggerated it.

But the person who said this was Shen Xiaobai!

He has a deep relationship with his mother, but when he talks about something, he never affects his rational narrative because of emotional reasons.

Therefore, what comes out of his mouth must be the truth, at least, the fact that he sees and feels.

"And my father and my mother are well-known for their deep affection, everyone around them can feel it, and I naturally have a deep understanding, so I will never guess wrong, my father has no love for Chen Xiaoping. ”

Chen Xiaoping seems to feel the same way about her father.

In the latter words, because of the face of his late father, Shen Xiaobai finally chose to shut up and did not say the second half of the sentence.

"My father remarried, and I was among them, grandpa would definitely not allow an unidentified woman to marry in, and sent someone to check Chen Xiaoping's identity, but it was very clean, and nothing should be found. ”

This is something that Shen Xiaobai inadvertently discovered after Shen Xiaobai grew up and Shen Zhenhua gradually let go of the affairs of the Shen family to Shen Xiaobai, so there is no possibility of tampering with this information that is not important.

Seeing Chen Xiaoping's information, coupled with the fact that they have been together for so many years, Shen Xiaobai's suspicion of Chen Xiaoping has deepened a little.

But sometimes I wonder if I think too much, Chen Xiaoping's identity is actually not a problem.

Whenever he thought of this, Shen Xiaobai would always resist involuntarily in his heart.

Follow your heart.

This is a sentence that Shen Zhenhua has told Shen Xiaobai since he was a child, and he still remembers it vividly.

Because of this sentence, Shen Xiaobai strengthened his thoughts, and did not put aside his suspicion of Chen Xiaoping because he couldn't find anything.

It was precisely because of this persistence that he found out something.

According to the information found out, she is also a poor person, with a rough life and a very hard life. Life was a little better when I married into our family, and when my father was alive, he behaved very harmlessly and gently. ”

From that time, Shen Xiaobai didn't like Chen Xiaoping.

It's not a child's disgust with someone who has robbed him of his mother's place.

Shen Xiaobai is a young man, especially after the death of his mother, his mind is more mature and he sees things more thoroughly.

What's more, because of the affection of his parents when he was a child, he loved his father as much as he did for his mother.

Knowing how painful and devastated his father was after his mother's death, he was relieved to know that he had finally come out of the haze brought about by his mother's death.