The curator exclaimed and hurriedly helped me into the house. The moment I walked into the room, I bit my lower lip, forced myself to withdraw my tears, slowly raised my head, and tried to face Mo Ziwei with a calm face. Mo Zi's face was a little pale, but his expression was indifferent, and he didn't turn his gaze to me.

Sensing the oppressive atmosphere in the room, the curator hurriedly smiled and said: "Miss Qingqiang, I drank some wine just now, I was confused, and the words I said were all nonsense, and I can't count them, don't take it to heart." ”

I struggled to suppress the pain in my heart and asked, "Is what he said true?" There was a hard time in his voice that could not be concealed.

Mo Ziwu's eyes flashed with a hint of softness, and then he said resolutely: "It's true." ”

I tried to maintain the last shred of sanity, looked at the three-life rope in his hand, and asked with ethereal hope: "If this is the case, then why do you still wear the three-life rope I gave you?" ”

Mo Zi's eyes moved, and he said calmly: "It's just that I'm used to wearing it, and I forgot to pick it up for a while, if you like it, then I'll give it back to you." ”

As he spoke, he took down the three-life rope without hesitation and put it on the table.

Once, he smiled and said, "Okay, I'll never take it off."

But now, he took it off so easily, and it turned out to be ...... No nostalgic ...... It's like treating an object that can be discarded at will, and just like that, throwing it away.

I looked at him, and finally couldn't help but redden, and asked, "What you said to me in the past, you said that you let go of the past, and you said that you liked me, are they all false?" ”

"I thought I let go, I thought I could like you, but when I saw her again, I realized that I had never forgotten her, that I was making a fool of myself. I said I like you, but I don't like your eyes. Mo Ziwei cruelly uncovered the truth in this way.

It turns out that I like it, is it my eyes?

Is this the person I love, I gave my heart away, and for the first time I loved someone with all my heart and desperation. As a result, he just treated me as someone else's shadow, how ridiculous!

Mo Ziwei, what do you think of me, just an insignificant shadow of others, do you want to get rid of it when you want to?

I threw my head up, walked over slowly, trembled, and with all my strength, gave him a hard slap.

He didn't even move, he didn't even blink his eyes, and he was slapped by me.

The tears in my eyes broke the embankment again, and I tried my best to say coldly in a crying voice: "Mo Ziwu, you can't stand me, I hate you!" From this day forward, you and I will be cut in two. I don't want to see you again in this life and in this life! ”

Anyway, in order to retain the last trace of dignity, I held back my breath and calmly stepped out of the threshold.

"Miss Qingqiang, don't go. Zi worry, you go after it! ”

Behind me was the shouts of the curator, and I walked out of the Yijian Pavilion without stopping for a moment, looking at the snow, crying, holding my head high, and straightening out.

I don't know how long I walked, but there was no one around, and all the sorrow that had been suppressed in my heart poured out. My shoulders shook sharply, painful sobs and whimpering spilled out of my throat, and my eyes blurred with continuous tears, and I gradually couldn't see the way clearly, and I stumbled and walked, and fell and up, and fell, and fell and fell several times, and finally got tired, and after falling again, I fell on the ground and began to cry.

I don't know how long I cried, the tears couldn't dry, I felt a light body in the sobbing, and a pair of hands picked me up lightly, I looked up and saw that it was Yu Wenyong.

I saw him gently wipe away the tears from my face and said to me in an unprecedentedly gentle tone, "Don't cry. ”

I stretched out my hand to push him, Yuwen Yong's eyes tightened, and he quietly hugged me tighter, walking unhurriedly. I glared at him with tears in my eyes, struggled to get out of his arms, and beat and beat him, but he didn't get angry, but walked without saying a word, and never let me go.

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It was so cold, I curled up in a ball, my body kept shivering, and my whole body was cold. My body was placed on the cold bed, and as soon as the quilt was covered, I wrapped myself tightly in the quilt, so that no wind could penetrate it.

"Sister!"

"Qingqiang!"

It was so noisy that I buried my head under the covers to block out the sounds. In my daze, I knew that I had a fever, and a powerful sleepiness swept over me, and I couldn't resist it, and fell into a deep dream.

In the dream, I dreamed of Mo Ziwei, his figure suddenly blurred, getting farther and farther away from me, no matter how I caught it, I couldn't catch it. Then, I was trapped in an iron cage, and I realized that this was the cage that Yuwen Yong and Yuwen Hu had built for me, so I screamed in despair, but no one paid attention to me, and I was trapped in never-ending darkness.

After waking up from a serious illness, my body was almost collapsed, and it took two days to slowly get better. What Mo Ziwei said, every word pierced my heart like a blade, I was stunned, my eyes were hot, and tears fell unconsciously.

"Crunch", someone pushed the door in, I came back to my senses, hurriedly wiped away my tears, and saw that the person who came was Yu Wenyong, suddenly a little overwhelmed, and said with an unnatural face: "Your Majesty." ”

Yu Wenyong didn't sit down, just stood quietly, time seemed to stand still like frost, just when I thought he was going to stand on the ground, he suddenly said: "Do you like that person very much?" ”

When I realized who the man he was talking about, my heart twitched and I didn't answer.

Yu Wenyong looked at me, his expression seemed to be sad, and he said softly: "When you were sick, you kept calling his name. ”

Is that so? My body trembled suddenly, and Mo Ziyao's figure flashed in my mind, and I hurriedly closed my eyes, trying to drive his face out of my mind.

"Aside from his name, what you say the most is to beg me to let you go and let you go." Yuwen Yong smiled abruptly, "Is I so terrible?" ”

I still didn't answer.

Finally, Yu Wenyong closed his eyes deeply, as if he had made up his mind, and said desolately: "That's it, I will let you go." Tomorrow I will have you sent out of the city, and the antidote will be given to you. ”

I was shocked by the sudden good news, and I couldn't believe it for a while, "What Your Majesty said, but is it true?" ”

Yu Wenyong said: "Naturally, it's true, I will do what I say, you can leave tomorrow." ”

After that, Yu Wenyong seemed to be unable to bear it, his face turned pale, and he turned around and left. I reminisced from the surprise and said hurriedly to his back: "Your Majesty, I want Ling'er to leave with me." ”

"Okay." The back paused, and then strode away.

After Yu Wenyong left, I was still a little incredulous, as if in a dream, what I had been thinking about was just realized?

Yu Wenyong really did what he said, and sent Ling'er to go on the road with me on the second day. While in the car, I wondered, didn't it mean that Yuwen Hu was searching me all over the city, how could Yuwen Yong ensure that I was sent out safely without being suspected?

Ling'er told me not to worry, it is the people arranged by Yuwenyong who are guarding the city gate today, and they will definitely be able to get out of the city smoothly.

I asked her how she knew that the person guarding the city was Yuwen Yong, and she told me that she had heard from Yuwen Shenju.

Seeing Ling'er's ignorant and unconscious appearance, I secretly sighed, I am afraid that Yuwen Shen's example is going to be in vain.

Ling'er told me some major events that have happened recently, Yuwenhu's mother was separated due to war in her early years, mother and son were separated, and later she was exiled to Qi and was found by Qi people. Emperor Qi repaired the book Yuwen Hu and informed him of this.

When Yuwen Hu learned that his mother was in Qi, he asked Emperor Qi to send her back, and promised that the two countries would be friendly. After Qi sent Yuwenhu's mother back as agreed, Zhou's allies, the Turks, invaded Qi and demanded that Zhou join him in attacking Qi.

Yuwen Hu didn't want to lose his trust in the Qi State, and he didn't want to make enemies with the Turks, so after weighing the two sides, he decided to break the agreement and attack the Qi State with the Turks, and personally went out to lead a large army to attack the Qi army.

Ling Er said with a smile: "Now that Otsuka Zai is at war with the Qi Kingdom, how can I have time to take care of my sister's affairs, sister, don't worry." ”

I thought in a trance, if I left Chang'an, I would never see ...... again I shook my head violently, suppressing the thoughts I shouldn't have. I want to cut off everything about Chang'an, let everything in the past dissipate like smoke and smoke, and never think about it again.

When we crossed the city gate, the guards guarding the city really let us pass, and the long pavilion outside the city, Yuwen Yong was waiting for us.

The rain and snow are at the beginning of the break, the snow is like clouds all over the ground, the heaven and the earth are pure white, walking slowly in the snow, under the reflection of the cold snow floating light, there seems to be a clear light flowing between the whole body, adding more brightness.

In the long pavilion, Yuwen Yong retired from everyone, leaving me alone, in the clear snow, Yuwen Yong stared at me, and asked very seriously: "Why, do you like him, what's wrong with me?" ”

This time, I didn't avoid it, but said slowly: "The word love is about the most unreasonable thing in this world, because you don't know where it started, when it started, and who it happened to, I can't tell you clearly." As for Your Majesty and I, if I have to say it, I can only say that the Tao is different and we do not conspire with each other. ”

"The Tao is different, not conspiring with each other?"

I said slowly: "Your Majesty likes to plan and control. And I, like purity, like casualness. What we ask for is too different. ”

Yuwen Yong hurriedly said: "As long as you are willing, I can also be pure to you and let you live freely." ”

I denied him with a faint smile, "Your Majesty, you were born to be a warrior, and you have your battlefield." You will take every step of the way, calculate all the people and things that can be calculated, even if you are stained with blood, even if you step on a lot of bones, you will do whatever it takes to win this battle and realize your great cause. In your ambition, I'm really, nothing. ”

Yu Wenyong was stunned for a long time, and said with a wry smile: "You are right, I and you have never been on the same path. From the beginning, it was wrong. ”

Exegesis:

(1) The title comes from Zhuo Wenjun's "Baitou Yin" in the Han Dynasty: "Wen Jun has two intentions, so he decides against each other." "Express the meaning of the woman's breakup.