Chapter 180: Lin Yi's Heart (Medium)
Qing Ruchu was wearing a wide green cloth robe, no different from what other nuns were wearing, and there was no trace of fat powder on her face, and she looked very miserable in the nunnery. She whimpered with tears, and her grandmother shouted, and no matter how angry the old lady was, she cried out.
In the end, it is her own granddaughter who grew up under her eyelids, even if she makes a big mistake, she can't erase this family affection.
"Okay, what does it look like to cry in front of outsiders, get up and speak."
Qing Ruchu was very obedient, and got up with tears in her eyes, as if Qing Xiu in the Spring God Nunnery had really taught her to repent, "Big sister." She lowered her eyebrows and greeted the courtesy, and said to the old lady: "The granddaughter didn't expect the grandmother to come, and she didn't change into clean and decent clothes, and I hope that the grandmother won't blame the granddaughter for being ignorant......"
The old lady looked her up and down and sighed, "Find a good place to talk." ”
The group entered the small courtyard where Qing Ruchu lived on weekdays, although the branches and leaves of the locust trees in the yard were not luxuriant, but they were also green, and they saw that the locust flowers were about to bloom. The tables, chairs, and stone benches under the tree are dusty, and it looks like someone is cleaning them every day.
The old lady walked back and forth and looked around, and said, "This courtyard is clean." ”
Qing Ruxu didn't need to look at Qing Ruchu to know that her play was coming again.
"Yes, although my father asked me to come to the Spring God Nunnery to think, but he didn't treat me harshly, and asked me to live with the nuns in the nunnery, I am the only one in this courtyard on weekdays, and few people enter, and my granddaughter is grateful to my father......"
"What are you talking about, you are a girl who has not left the cabinet, naturally you can't mix with others, even if it is a nun in the nunnery, there are many inappropriate."
What the grandmother said was that the granddaughter was already very satisfied. It's just that in the dead of night, it is often difficult to sleep, this courtyard is quiet, and the granddaughter often sits under the tree in the courtyard at night to look at the moon, thinking that she is still in Du Ruoge, with grandmother, father, sister and sister by her side...... Now, my grandmother can come to see her granddaughter, and for a while, my granddaughter can't help it......"
As she spoke, tears rolled down her eyes like a bursting embankment, and the green clothes on her chest were wet, "Grandmother, my granddaughter misses you and her father, but my granddaughter also knows that she is deeply sinful, and it is difficult to redeem her life in this life...... During this time, my granddaughter even wanted to die......"
"What's that?" Thinking of the good boudoir lady, who was instigated by the evil woman to do all the bad things, and finally became the murderer of her mother, the old lady was angry, angry and distressed, and her heart was blocked, but she didn't dare to relax her tone, and said sternly: "If you do something wrong, you have to correct it, you want to die, but you are relieved, but your relatives regret it!" It's really unfilial! ”
Qing Ruchu's tears fell like rain, and she knelt down with a "plop": "What my grandmother taught me is that my granddaughter is too selfish." If I had learned what my mother had done and reported it to my grandmother and father, my eldest sister would not have been bedridden for more than ten years, so that she would have had evil thoughts later......"
The old lady sighed heavily: "You have been smart and enlightened since you were a child, if you hadn't been instigated by the Xiao Song family, you wouldn't have done those things!" It's all your father's fault, who didn't know how to teach you when he gave birth to you! You don't have to think about what you have or don't, I came today to tell you that the house is already looking at your relatives for you, you don't need to be rich and rich, just find a safe family, so that you can live in peace and stability for the rest of your life. Speaking of which, did you let people go to the Huang family to blow the evil wind and make people dissatisfied with this family affair? ”
"What Huang family?" Qing Ruchu looked innocent and confused: "Didn't her granddaughter know about this?" The granddaughter stayed in the Spring God Nunnery all day long, where did she have the opportunity to say anything to the people of the Huang family...... Grandmother really wronged her granddaughter! ”
The matter of the Huang family has been stopped, and the old lady does not want to dwell on this matter, and said: "Whether it is you or not, this matter is revealed." The order of your parents, the words of the matchmaker, you can't be picky, if there is any difference in the family affairs selected for you in the future, you will no longer be my children! Did you hear me clearly! ”
Qing Ruchu's lips trembled: "Grandmother's teachings, granddaughter remembers ......"
When the old lady heard her words, she didn't hold on to this matter, saying that she hadn't seen Qing Ruchu for a long time, "Get up and talk, cry and cry at every turn, you weren't like this before." ”
Qing Ruchu got up and looked lonely, "In the past, my granddaughter had a high heart and wanted to do her best in everything, but it was this heart of victory that drove her granddaughter to calculate the big sister, harming others and herself." Now that she has been cultivating in the nunnery for a long time, her granddaughter knows everything in this world, and she will have her own destiny due to fate. If you harm others and end up harming yourself, why bother with it, it's better to go with the flow......"
The old lady who said this was a little more comfortable, "It's good that you can think like this, your eldest sister's family affair is approaching, and then your family affair will be your family affair, and when it is settled, I will also count a wish with your father!" ”
"It's all up to my grandmother." Qing Ruchu glanced at Qing Ruxu when she heard this, and saw that she was still silent, so she said softly: "Grandmother, the food in this nunnery tastes good, it must be suitable for your taste, it is almost noon, it is better to go to the dining hall to eat first." ”
The old lady nodded when she heard this: "It's okay." ”
Seeing this, Qing Ruxu spoke, "Bai Zhu, you accompany your grandmother first, and I will accompany my second sister to change her clothes before going to the dining hall." ”
Bai Zhu glanced at the old lady, saw that she was silent, and knew that this was a tacit acquiescence to the sisters' private conversation, so she went to the dining hall with the two Moshan and the mothers-in-law waiting outside the courtyard.
Qing Ruxu saw that the old lady had gone away, so she turned around and asked Qing Ruchu: "The second sister specially asked someone to send a message, I don't know what to do with me?" ”
Qing Ruchu didn't hate Qing Ruxu as usual, and said frankly: "A few days ago, the county lord came to me. ”
Qing Ruxu's expression moved, but she didn't expect her to take the initiative to mention this matter, so she said quietly: "Oh? Why did she come, it seems that the two of you didn't have much to do with each other before. ”
"Indeed, I have never seen her once when I walked among the nobles in Beijing, and I was very surprised that she came to the door this time. Afterwards, I asked the little nun in the nunnery to inquire, it turned out that it was because her family affair was close to her, and she wanted to go to the Great Pudu Temple to bully, so she sent her subordinates halfway and came to the Spring God Nunnery to see me by herself. ”
Qingru Xu saw that she didn't hide it at all, guessed her intentions in her heart, and asked: "I don't know what she is doing to see her second sister after all this twist and turn?" ”
"Big sister is so smart, I guess I guess."
Qing Ruxu didn't know if it was okay, so she only looked at her lightly.
Qing Ruchu continued: "She told me that the eldest sister made trouble for Jiang Rin to look at her unpleasantly, and even designed to frame her, so that she had to marry Lin Yi. Big sister should know that she's full of resentment about this, right? ”
Qing Ruxu said indifferently: "I am willing to lose the gamble, I just use the way of others to govern others, it seems that the Lord of Qi is still trying to seek a turnaround in this matter?" ”
"Exactly." Qing Ruchu's state of mind seemed to have really calmed down, and she didn't show any emotions in the face of Qing Ruxu, but said: "She didn't know where to find out the discord between you and me, so she came to me and wanted to join forces with me to transfer Lin Yi's family affair to the eldest sister." ”
Qing Ruxu had guessed so before she came, so she looked at her and asked, "Oh? Then why did you tell me about it? Don't you hate me very much? ”
Qing Ruchu was very calm, "I don't know what kind of person Lord Qi is, but since she is trying to calculate the eldest sister, she is obviously not a bright and upright person, not to mention that she has already been defeated once at the hands of the eldest sister, how can I believe her?" It's better to use this news to exchange with the big sister. ”
"What do you want to change?"
"It's not difficult, I just want to let me know in advance before I make a family affair at home, and choose one that I like."
"It's as simple as that?"
"Yes." Qing Ruchu sighed helplessly, "I knew that my eldest sister was not so easy to deceive, you really brought your grandmother here today, it seems that Lord Qi's plan is destined to fail, and it also shows that my decision is right, if I really unite with outsiders to deal with you, in the end it will only be self-inflicted, and the last bit of care that my father and grandmother have for me will also disappear......"
"What the hell did she plan?"
"Lord Qi said that she would find a way to lead Lin Yi to the mountain, so she didn't tell me carefully, and only asked me to make an appointment to meet my eldest sister to come to the Spring God Nunnery. But what will happen, you and I can imagine. At that time, my grandmother and father will feel sorry for my eldest sister, and they will definitely not let you enter the Lin family as a concubine, and they will definitely try to make you the Duchess of Rongguo, so that the lord of Qi County can get out, and she can be regarded as a tooth for a tooth. ”
Qing Ruxu's brows twitched.
Qing Ruchu said: "If this matter is really done, it will not only lose the face of the family, but also the sisters of our family will not be able to be human beings in the future, including myself, I will naturally not be stupid enough to conspire with her because of your and my personal grudges." ”
Qing Ruxu looked at her, was silent for a moment, and said, "Okay, I promise you, if you find a suitable person, you will definitely call someone to talk to you, and let you choose it yourself." ”
"In this way, thank you big sister for being thoughtful."
Qing Ruxu turned her head and didn't make a sound, in the end, she was not hard-hearted, thinking that the two had been inseparable since childhood, she still felt a pain in her heart. Now, although it is impossible to go back to the past, as long as she no longer has evil thoughts in her heart, this little thing, not to mention Qing Ruchu's own family affairs, she will not obstruct it.
"Go change your clothes."
Qing Ruchu nodded slightly, turned around and entered the room, a smile appeared at the corner of her mouth, her big sister is still so easy to deceive, give a little sweetness, and her heart will soften.
Qing Ruchu changed her clothes, and the two went to the dining hall together, and the old lady saw that their sisters looked peaceful, and did not seem to have anything unpleasant, so she also breathed a sigh of relief, and beckoned the two to eat together.
After the meal, the old lady carefully told Qing Ru to go down the mountain with Qing Ru as soon as she returned.
Before leaving, Qing Ruxu looked back at Qing Ruchu, Qing Ruchu showed a faint smile and said, "Big sister can go back with peace of mind." ”
Qing Ruxu didn't make a sound, and got into the carriage with the old lady.
When the carriage couldn't see the shadow, Qing Ruchu suddenly said "oops", and the nun on the side asked, "What's wrong?" ”