Chapter 196: Xiao Min leaves
Artificial rainfall has played a vital role in the drought in Shanxi! However, after Xiao Min came back from that time, he talked less and less, and even became extremely indifferent......
After several times of questioning, she didn't want to say more, and finally had no choice but to ask Snow Wolf in private, and Snow Wolf told me: "Do you remember my conversation with you in that temple?" ”
"Yes."
Snow Wolf continued: "I know you still ask, Xiao Min watched the child grow up day by day, and she didn't feel good in her heart!" She is reluctant to have a child, and wants to give you another one. But back to the same place, she still has to face the reality, you know how tormented she is! You better enlighten her more and accompany her more, lest she can't think about it one day. ”
I immediately panicked, stumbled to Xiaomin's house, saw her hugged her and said, "Good... My dear! Don't torture yourself anymore, let's bear it together, okay? Didn't we say that? Let's travel through space together and be the one who doesn't return! Besides, I don't belong here in the first place, so let everything return to dust and dust to earth. Isn't it good? ”
Xiao Min's tears instantly overflowed his eyes..."You have returned to dust, have you ever thought about the child, what should the child do?" They're growing up day by day, and you want them to lose their parents! Is it realistic for you to say this? Ah......h
Xiao Min's words made me immediately fall into a daze, the time has finally come, this is the biggest knot we have to face! This is the deepest shadow that can't get out of this problem, or even a dead knot!
hugged her again, "Be calm!" Let's think about it again, ponder and ponder, we will definitely find a solution, we will definitely be able to! Shaanzhou has survived four years, I don't believe we can't survive this, listen to me, listen to me! ”
Xiao Min cried bitterly... sobbing and said: "I have long wanted to give you another child, but I don't dare to ask for it, Xiaoying is already three years old, and she is almost sensible." If I have another one, will I not do it again! I couldn't help it, I ran to Alpha to get the contraceptive injection again, I didn't dare to ask for it anymore, ahhh......hh
My heart is breaking! It turned out that her growing troubles had all accumulated here. She used to be ignorant, but now she understands and wakes up! I burst into tears... The cry said, "Good! In my future, technology is also very advanced. Perhaps by then, a solution to the problem will be found. Perhaps, we don't need to worry about it too early, you say? ”
She choked up and said: "Alpha said, its energy may not last for a thousand years, as the saying goes, the predecessors planted trees, and the descendants enjoyed the shade, why should we give the problem to the future generations infinitely?" ”
I patted my head and said anxiously: "Xiaomin, don't worry, give me a few days and let me think about it again." I'm a futuristic person, and maybe I'll be able to find a solution to the problem. ”
Xiao Min nodded and said, "I hope!" Okay, I'm tired, let's rest. ”
This night is destined to be a sleepless night, tossing and turning, difficult to sleep! Finally, when it was close to dawn, he fell asleep in a daze......
The opposing me reappeared, and he said, "You already know about this dead knot, but you are blindly avoiding it, and you feel that you just need to be happy!" No matter what happens in the future, you're too selfish! ”
"You're not right, I've been dealing with this matter head-on since the day I was in Shaanzhou. I finally managed to dredge the river, thinking that I could live a comfortable life for a few years, but I have only been a few years! I retorted.
"Your life is comfortable, with a group of wives and children, but you haven't considered the feelings of others? It's just fooling around! Does it make sense for you to drink to quench your thirst? In the end, she understands everything, how can you get it back? ”
I'm furious! shouted: "I have a way to redeem it, I will do everything I can, you get out, you get out of me...... I don't want to hear it anymore......"
Shouted "Get out!" Ji Ling Ling woke up in a cold sweat, and the master was standing by the bed, and it was noon at this time.
Turning his head to look at his master, he hurriedly asked, "Why are you here, Xiaomin?" ”
Shishi picked up a letter and shook it, "I also wondered, I heard you shouting when I came over, but Xiao Min was not there, and there was a letter in it." ”
got up suddenly, grabbed the letter without reading it, opened the bracelet and asked urgently: "Xiaomin, Xiaomin, are you there?" Xiao Min, you speak, Xiao Min ......"
Dozens of calls in a row went unanswered...... The bracelet communication seems to have stopped.
Xiu'er ran over with her mobile phone, "Brother Xiaoyi, there is no signal on your mobile phone." ”
My tears welled up again... shouted: "Xiao Min, Xiao Min, Xiao Min, you are back!" Xiaomin, you can't, Xiaomin, we still have time to solve the problem... Ahhhh......h
The teacher watched me collapse and immediately realized the seriousness of the matter! Looking at the letter that was about to be shattered, she grabbed my hand and shouted, "Loose, this is Xiaomin's letter, you let go quickly!" It's almost shattering......"
Letting go of his hand, the teacher opened the letter, opened it tremblingly, and tears kept flowing......
Brother Xiaoyi:
Watching you toss and turn all night, I can't sleep, and my heart is tormented to the extreme! Finally, I see you fall asleep, and your body is still shaking! I know we're not going to be able to hide this time.
For a long time, I was ignorant, and on the day I decided to have a child, you inadvertently said a word, but I didn't feel at ease at the time. You know our ending, and the ultimate purpose you concealed until the end was to make me happy! I know all of this.
But our children are all born, all of them are so cute, and the children are slowly becoming sensible. I don't want to wait until that day to make her feel even more guilty for her to watch us leave! I'm even more sorry for her.
While she is not sensible, let her recognize Xiu'er as her mother. Without my mother, she will have a mother when she grows up, so that the child is happy!
I can't be so selfish as to let all of you stay with me for the rest of my life, I can't do that. So, please forgive me for leaving.
I've stored everything in our alpha memory bank. I will be very happy with these companies! And Sister Snow Wolf, our loyal friend! So I'm not alone.
In addition, I left something in the golden lock bag that Brother Chai gave to Xiaoying, which is called "Forget the Dust." "Before I left, I had already used it on the Lin'an royal family to make the world forget Xiaomin.
However, I am reluctant to use it on you, I think it is too cruel! So sewn it into a gold lock bag. You can use it at your own discretion, or use it for your child. Don't let the child feel that there is no mother, her mother will be Xiu'er in the future. I will always be grateful for raising our daughter well, and pray for you and the whole family!
Forget about me, we're happy together! With that, I am satisfied.
Love you Min, farewell!
Tears flowed down his cheeks when he finished reading it......
Xiu'er squatted on the ground with her head in her arms, and she couldn't extricate herself from a headache! "Sister Min, Sister Min, why are you so stupid......"
Fuyu ran out to look at the children playing in the yard and shouted, "Xiaoying, come here!" ”
"Aunt Fu." Xiaoying came over and shouted.
Fuyu hugged her tightly, "The child is so good, Aunt Fu likes you so much!" After speaking, I couldn't help but tear my eyes and tremble......
"Aunt Fu, what's wrong with you?"
"Aunt Fu is fine, Aunt Fu is fine, Aunt Fu is fine!"
I'm completely stupid, I don't want to eat! Looking at Xiaomin's house every day, I remember it vividly and lingering!
Zhang Zeduan came, and at Fuyu's request, he wanted to enlighten me. I was indifferent and just said, "Sit down." ”
Zhang Zeduan stood still and said: "The bell must be tied to the bell, you don't have to be too pessimistic!" Maybe one day, she might come back. ”
When I heard this, I immediately felt full of hope! He said earnestly: "Please also give me advice!" ”
He walked over and pulled a stool to sit down, looked at it with a smile, and said slowly: "When La Yuemei left, she died in your arms, and I haven't seen you so sad and excessive." ”
"That's different, if you don't live together, you can only be considered sad for a while! Xiao Min is different, I met her not long after I came here. ”
Zhang Zeduan said again: "Okay, then I'll tell you my observations, since I heard Fuyu tell me about the centaur constellation two years ago, I have been observing day and night since I arrived in Hangzhou. From what I've inferred so far, it's almost a place where there is no life at all. ”
"What do you mean, sir?" I was a little panicked......
He got up again and said, "Where we live, there is one sun in the sky, and there are three suns there. Imagine that there are three suns around, is it possible that there will be life? Of course, there are also places that I did not observe. Based on the old man's current inference, the conclusion cannot be established. ”
I got up abruptly and went up and pulled his sleeve, "Sir, is this the destruction of Alpha's home planet?" ”
He shook his head and said, "I didn't know what their planet was like before, but at present, it's impossible!" ”
I couldn't help but scratch my head and say, "You can observe something, can't Alpha think of it?" ”
"As far as the old man knows, Alpha is not a person, it is just a very comprehensive replacement. So it's hard to say how much human thinking and intelligence it has. ”
I began to pray..."I hope that Alpha will see such a result as soon as possible, and send Xiao Min back to me!" I will pray for her every day, and even if there is a glimmer of hope, I will wait until she returns. Even if it's for a lifetime. ”
Fuyu sent the master away, and Zhang Zeduan told Fuyu on the way back: "Let him break his thoughts all of a sudden, and it is estimated that it is difficult to accept, so I can only tell him a lie based on my own observations." Of course, there are half-truths to this lie. Don't tell him this, sometimes it's better to live in hope than to despair all at once! ”
"Time is the best healing medicine, maybe one day even if Xiao Min doesn't come back, he can accept this fact. I think that's all I should do, you should spend more time with him, and everyone should not bring up such topics in the future, that will only increase the sadness! Okay, you go back. ”
"Fuyu, thank you, Master, Master go slowly."