Chapter Seventy-Two: Willing to Bear Love
Wu Zixu and Fen Yang returned to Yingdu, the two said goodbye, Wu Zixu went back to Wu Mansion directly, and Fen Yang went straight to Fei Wuji's mansion. Because he knew that Kong Wan'er had nowhere else to go except here, although Fei Wuji was the enemy who killed his brother, he still came. To this day, Fen Yang still remembers that when he was in Cai Gongfu, he was chased and killed by Fei Wuji, and it was she and Kong Wan'er who stepped forward to intercede for herself, so that she would not be killed. Fen Yang remembered that when Kong Wan'er stood in front of him, the fragrance on her body made him unforgettable for life, and from then on, Fen Yang said to himself: Kong Wan'er is the person he wants to protect.
After Fen Yang followed Xiong Qi's illness to Yingdu, he always paid attention to Kong Wan'er. Because of the relationship between Kong Wan'er and Fei Wuji, Kong Wan'er didn't dare to think anything wrong about Fei Wuji, he just hoped that Kong Wan'er could be happy, as long as he could see Kong Wan'er from a distance, even if it was a vague figure, he would be satisfied. Also because of the relationship between Kong Wan'er and Fei Wuji, Fen Yang even had the idea of not assassinating Fei Wuji again, so as to give up avenging the dead brother of Fang Yingtai.
On the day of Kong Wan'er and Fei Wuji's wedding, Fen Yang also went, he didn't show up, just hid in the corner and watched from afar. When Fen Yang saw Kong Wan'er come out with her hijab covered, his heart was like a knife, how he hoped that the bride was not Kong Wan'er. Later, Wei Chong appeared, and Kong Wan'er and Fei Wuji's marriage did not come to fruition, and at that time, Fen Yang felt excited from the bottom of his heart, and even a little gloating. Wei Chong committed suicide, Kong Wan'er lifted her hijab by herself, walked over and hugged Wei Chong, seeing her heartbroken appearance, Fen Yang felt empathy again, and there was no longer the previous excitement, and at the same time, his hatred for Fei Wuji was rekindled, and it deepened.
The guests dispersed, Kong Wan'er took Wei Chong's body to the outskirts of the northeast of Yingdu, guarding Wei Chong's body for seven days and seven nights, and Fen Yang also guarded Kong Wan'er in secret for seven days and seven nights. During that period, when there was no one, Fen Yang really wanted to rush over, stretched out his hand and said to Kong Wan'er: Come with me, leave the rivers and lakes of right and wrong. However, he didn't, because he knew that Kong Wan'er would not go with him, and he still loved Fei Wuji in his heart.
Fen Yang stood outside the door of Fei Wuji's mansion, there was no sound inside the door, obviously Fei Wuji was still in the Qin State and had not returned. Fen Yang thought about whether to go in, the door in front of him was the door of the murderer of his eight brothers, if he went in like this, how could he be worthy of the eight dead brothers. Fen Yang was in a state of confusion, but finally he walked over and knocked softly on the door. Not being able to enter the door of the enemy's house does not conflict with revenge, and Fen Yang finally had to comfort himself like this.
Fenyang knocked more than a dozen times in a row, but no one came to open the door. Fen Yang's heart was not good, so he pushed the door hard, but the door was not latched. Fen Yang quickly found Kong Wan'er's room, pushed the door and entered, and found Kong Wan'er lying motionless on the bed, her breath was weak, and her lips were white. Fen Yang hurried over and stroked Kong Wan'er's forehead with his hand, which was extremely hot. Fen Yang suddenly felt apprehensive and said, "It's not good." And he hurried out.
After a while, Fen Yang rushed back, he held a small black pottery vase, seeing that Kong Wan'er had not woken up, Fen Yang hurried over, and no longer cared about the difference between men and women, gently helped Kong Wan'er to sit down, and then opened the black pottery bottle and handed it to Kong Wan'er's mouth, pouring out some blue liquid for her to drink. Then Fen Yang sat behind Kong Wan'er, and used Xuangong internally, gathering the true qi in his palms and delivering it to Kong Wan'er.
When Fen Yang's palms were attached to Kong Wan'er's back, his heart was shocked, although through the coat, Fen Yang also felt that Kong Wan'er's skin was so gentle and soft. Fen Yang unconsciously looked up along the palm of his hand, and saw that Kong Wan'er's black hair was a little scattered, and the white jade neck stretched out from the emanation, sliding through a graceful curve, like a little white rabbit and burrowing into Kong Wan'er's light-colored collar. Fen Yang was stunned for a while, which made his heart tremble, and his hands trembled unconsciously, causing the true qi transmitted to Kong Wan'er to be a little disordered.
At this time, Kong Wan'er coughed a few times, and Fen Yang hurriedly calmed down, concentrated on exercising, and adjusted his breath evenly, so that the true qi was smooth, and he didn't dare to look at Kong Wan'er anymore.
After about half a burn of incense, Kong Wan'er began to sweat all over her body, gradually soaking through her clothes, and slowly woke up. Kong Wan'er opened her eyes slightly, feeling that someone behind her was transporting true qi for her, her first reaction was Fei Wuji, and she said in her heart: Brother Fei still cares about me, he must have found that I was drenched in the rain and feverish, and specially transported true qi for me to treat me. Kong Wan'er's heart warmed up suddenly: I can't let Brother Fei spend his true anger for me. She smiled in her heart, turned her head to look, and was about to speak, when she saw that the person was not his big brother Fei, but Fen Yang.
Kong Wan'er was startled, hurriedly dodged, tidied up her collar, and said, "Fen ......, how could it be you, why are you here?" ”
Fen Yang also hurriedly got up and said, "Mr. Zhan heard that Fei ...... Young Master Fei went to Qin State on an errand, Son, you are alone in Yingdu, he specially asked me to take care of Childe from time to time, and Son, if you have any needs, tell me. Just now I came to see Childe, and found that Childe had a high fever and was unconscious, thinking that it was drenched in heavy rain last night, so I went back to the palace to get the pill given to me by the king, and took it for Childe. I was relieved to see that Childe's fever had receded and he was safe and sound. ”
"Thank you, I don't have any needs." Kong Wan'er said: "General Fen, there is a difference between men and women, besides, I have an alliance with Brother Fei, you ...... Don't come in the future. ”
Kong Wan'er said that Fen Yang had already prepared in his heart, he seemed extremely calm, and said, "I know. However, if the son has something to do in the future, he will send someone to follow him and say it. After Fen Yang finished speaking, he turned around and left, and when he walked to the door, he heard Kong Wan'er say again: "General Fen, I know that Brother Fei killed your brothers, but he is also to protect the king, please don't seek revenge from him, okay?" ”
Fen Yang froze in place and did not speak, he fully understood Kong Wan'er's mood: if you love someone, you love all of him. Fen Yang left, although he was angry in his heart, but thinking of Kong Wan'er, she was so kind, Fen Yang had to endure it. In the days to come, Fen Yang still stopped outside Fei Wuji's mansion from time to time to watch, hoping that Kong Wan'er would need his help with something.
On this day, King Chuping summoned Fenyang. Outside the palace gate, Fen Yang saw Wu Hao coming out of the palace with a thin waist, his face was full of sadness, and when he saw Fen Yang, the two of them bowed and saluted each other, and then Wu Hao sighed and left without speaking. Fen Yang stopped him and asked, "I see that Taifu's face is not good, what is there to worry about?" Reprimanded by the king? Wu Hao sighed again: "Alas, it's okay to be reprimanded by the king, but the prince ...... Don't talk about it. Then Wu Hao left silently. Fen Yang looked at Wu Hao's distant back, felt so cold, and turned around and entered the Thin Waist Palace.
"Fenyang, come on, come on, don't worship." Xiong Qiji said.
"King, what's the matter with recruiting villains?"
"The day before yesterday, the prince fought with someone and killed someone."
"The prince just killed someone, the king doesn't have to worry, just send some coins to that family."
"To put it lightly, the prince killed a Wu countryman, and I heard that he is still a prince. As you know, our country has a bad relationship with Wu, and I am worried that Wu will retaliate. ”
"Are you saying that the Wu Congress will attack our country because of this? But I don't think so. ”
"Why?"
"You think, what is a dignified family of Wu State doing in the capital of our country, and there is no ward of our country, I suspect that person may be a spy of Wu State, and there is nothing wrong with the prince killing him."
"What about the evidence? You're just skeptical. Xiong Qiji said: "Okay, I didn't call you here for this, but to guard against a possible sneak attack by Wu State." ”
"Don't worry, the king, I am willing to personally lead a group of men and horses to station in the nest and guard the border of Wu and Chu to prevent the Wu State from attacking our country."
"You don't have to worry about that, the widow will send someone else. I came to you today to let you protect the prince, and you will do to the prince as you do to this king, to ensure his safety. ”
"Are you worried that the Wu Kingdom will send assassins to assassinate the crown prince?"
"This is what the widow fears the most. The Nine Blades of the Eagle Terrace have always been the guards of my Great Chu royal family, and now you are left alone, and the Chu State cannot do without the Eagle Terrace. The widow will give you another task, to restore the Nine Blades of the Eagle Stage. ”
"Whoa!" Fen Yang agreed, and the moment he was looking forward to finally came: "King Xie." ”
"Do you know why I'm going to reinstate the Eagle Nineblade?"
"The Nine Blades of the Eagle Terrace only obey the orders of the king."
Xiong Qiji smiled approvingly: "It's nothing to do with you, go down." ”
After Fen Yang left, a person walked out of the side door of the Slender Waist Palace, it was Fei Wuji.
King Chu Ping said, "You go on." ”
Fei Wuji said: "I went to Qin Kingdom to inquire that the princess of Qin Country is Princess Yingyi. ”
King Chuping was taken aback and said, "Didn't I ask you to ask for another princess?" ”
Fei Wuji said: "As soon as the minister arrived in the Qin State, he explained to the King of Qin what the king meant, but the King of Qin said that someone had come to propose to Princess Yingyi a few days ago, and said that in the future, there would be an envoy from the State of Chu to officially come to the letter of appointment." I also asked Princess Yingyi about this, and Princess Yingyi readily agreed. Later, the minister heard that it was the old man Wu Hao who sent his son Wu Zixu to the Qin State Office in advance. ”
After hearing this, King Chuping was furious: "Wu Hao Lao Mao dares to play yin with this king, knowing that the widow intends to win the princess and deliberately bad the widow's good deeds." ”
Fei Wuji said: "Wu Hao has always been a grass on the wall, and he makes the rudder when he sees the wind. Didn't he betray the Spirit King and join you in the first place? Now that he is the crown prince, if he wants the prince to register in advance, he will be the first to make a contribution, and I am afraid it will be detrimental to the king. ”
King Chu Ping said: "No, the widow is not thin on him, I believe he doesn't have the courage yet." Even if Wu Hao had this intention, the prince would not agree. Wu Hao wanted to be unfavorable to the widows, so why did he ask his two sons to go to Beiguan to defend the Qi people? Wu Hao's two sons are all staying in Yingdu, doesn't he have multiple helpers? ”
Fei Wuji said: "The minister thought that Wu Hao was afraid that if the matter was revealed, he would be exterminated, so he let his two sons leave first." ”
At this time, King Chu Ping was a little impetuous, and said impatiently: "This is all your guess, hasn't it happened yet?" ”
Fei Wuji said: "The king has to guard against it." ”
King Chu Ping said: "Okay, don't talk about this, the widow has his own arrangements." Let's talk about Princess Yingyi first. ”
Fei Wuji pondered for a while and said, "The minister has a way, I don't know whether to talk about it or not. ”
"Speak!" Chu Ping Wang Road.
Fei Wuji said slowly: "Since we insist on letting Princess Yingyi marry to our country, why don't we take the plan and marry the princess." However, the person who married Princess Yingyi was not the crown prince, but you? ”
King Chu Ping didn't expect Fei Wuji to pay such attention, and said, "This ...... What if Qin Guo knew about this, and what would Jian'er think if he knew about it? ”
Fei Wuji said: "After you marry Princess Yingyi, even if you know, when the wood is already in the boat, he has no choice, so that he will not make Chu and Qin enemies for a woman." As for the crown prince, you can make a decree, in the name of guarding against the Jin State, send the prince to garrison the city father, compete with the Jin State for hegemony, and then promise him another woman, just say that she is the princess of the Qin State, and the prince will not doubt it. When the prince found out that the woman he married was not Princess Yingyi, it was already too late, and besides, he was in the city father, so he would not make much trouble and avoid the embarrassment of the king. ”
King Chuping listened and thought, he thought that when he was injured in Caicheng, it was Ying Yi who took care of himself; He thought that in order to save himself, it was Ying Yi who risked his life to fight to the death against the corpse beast. As soon as he thought of Ying Yi's shallow smile, King Chu Ping couldn't extricate himself, he couldn't bear Ying Yi to become someone else's woman. King Chuping asked, "Then who will marry the crown prince instead of Princess Yingyi?" ”
Fei Wuji hesitated for a moment, then walked to King Chu Ping's side and whispered to King Chu Ping. I saw that King Chuping's face was surprised for a while, thoughtful for a while, and smiled for a while, and in the end, King Chuping seemed to be very satisfied: "Okay, just do as you say." ”
Fei Wuji then said: "This matter must not be known to Zhan Wuxian, otherwise he will destroy the good deeds of the king." ”
Xiong Qi said: "He is now forging swords with the cadres and Mo Xie Yuan in Yunmengze, and he won't know." ”
"I'm afraid that someone will report the news. You have also seen the martial arts king who is unsympathetic, it is easy to kill me, let alone ......" Fei Wuji did not go on.
"The widow knows that if you want to deal with him, you have to cast the sword." King Chu Ping said: "The widow sent troops to block all the passage checkpoints into Yunmengze, and no one was allowed to enter. ”
"The king is wise, and the minister will return to the Qin State to arrange this matter." After Fei Wuji finished speaking, his face was expressionless.
Fei Wuji came out of the Slender Waist Palace and passed by his mansion, he didn't want to go back, but when he saw the lights flickering in his room, he secretly said in his heart: "The people in my mansion will never dare to enter my room selfishly, could it be that Kong Wan'er is back?" Fei Wuji unconsciously moved in his heart, and a sour feeling came to his heart, and then he immediately suppressed his feelings, calmed his emotions, and was about to leave. Suddenly, he saw Fen Yang coming from a distance, lingering in front of his house for a long time, as if he wanted to go in. Fei Wuji watched from the shadows, and said in his heart: What is Fenyang doing in my mansion? Does he want revenge? No, he wants revenge, and his martial arts should be secretly assassinated, and he will never be so blatantly trying to enter the main gate of my mansion but not daring to enter. Could it be that he had some other reason? For Kong Wan'er? When I was in Caicheng, I wanted to kill Fen Yang, but Kong Wan'er stopped me, and Fen Yang must have had a good impression of Kong Wan'er because of this. Thinking of this, Fei Wuji couldn't help but feel inexplicable resentment, although he didn't have too deep feelings for Kong Wan'er, but after all, they were still together in name and were not married. Fei Wuji decided to find out.
After Fen Yang lingered at the door for a long time, the depression in his heart could not be resolved, although it was only a few days, but he felt that he had not seen Kong Wan'er for several years, and he didn't know how she was doing alone. However, Kong Wan'er had already said that she didn't want him to see her again. In the past few days, Fen Yang has been suffering, as long as he hasn't seen Kong Wan'er for a day, he feels like something is missing in his heart. So Fen Yang came to the surroundings of Fei Wuji's Mansion every day to watch, hoping that Kong Wan'er would be able to go out and he would be able to see her, but Fen Yang never succeeded. Kong Wan'er seemed to have disappeared from this world, knowing that she was behind this door, but she couldn't see her.
Fen Yang finally couldn't bear the torment in his heart this time, stepped forward to push the door, the door bolted, and Fen Yang jumped up and climbed over the courtyard wall to enter.
Fei Wuji saw all this, he wanted to step forward to stop it, but he didn't, as for why, he couldn't say it himself. Maybe it's not that he can't think clearly, but he doesn't want to think clearly, an evil belief has long been buried in his heart, and all this may be what he wants to see the most.
After a while, the door opened, and Fenyang came out, and there was no one to be seen inside. Fen Yang lowered his head, looking weak and weak, he took heavy steps, dragged away step by step, and disappeared into the dim distance.
After Fen Yang left, Fei Wuji decided to find out, and he flew into the courtyard and entered his room. Seeing that the room was clean and spotless, Kong Wan'er sat alone on the edge of the bed, wearing a moon-white coat, which seemed to blend in with the neat room. Her eyes were red and swollen, and she had apparently just cried. The faint light shone on Kong Wan'er's cheeks, and the teardrops reflected a faint light, which made her look even more pitiful. Kong Wan'er heard the door creaking, looked up and saw Fei Wuji coming in, and her face immediately flashed with joy: "You're back." ”
"Hmm." Fei Wuji responded.
"You haven't eaten yet, I'll go make you some."
"No need." Fei Wuji said: "Someone came just now?" ”
Kong Wan'er was taken aback, and then said: "Just now Fen Yang came over, and he said that he was entrusted by Brother Zhan, and I can tell him if I have any difficulties during the time you go to Qin State, but I have already rejected him." ”
Fei Wuji said: "I see. You don't have to turn him down. ”
"This ......" Kong Wan'er didn't know what to say, and then said: "You just came back, you're tired, I'll go get you some hot water." ”
Fei Wuji said: "No need, I still have something to go back to Qin State immediately, and don't mention my return to anyone." Kong Wan'er agreed and did not speak again. Fei Wuji walked to the door, turned back to Kong Wan'er and said, "This place is no longer suitable for us to live, I have bought a place to live in the western suburbs of Yingdu, and I will send someone to pick you up tomorrow, and wait there for me to come back and hold another wedding for you." After saying that, he disappeared in the night sky and passed away like a meteor.
Kong Wan'er chased to the door, leaned against the door frame, looked at Fei Wuji who disappeared in the night sky, and tears flowed down.
I already knew that the love for him should not have been in the first place
But I would like to exchange my life for him to treat him sincerely
I'd rather throw away my life and never change it
For his sake he willingly endured all the sorrows of the world
In my heart, there is nothing that can replace this deep affection
Be willing to bear the pain of love and dare to face the future
I'd rather change my life than change my heart
For his sake he willingly endured all the sorrows of the world
In my heart, there is nothing that can replace this deep affection
Be willing to bear the pain of love and dare to face the future
I'd rather change my life than change my heart
(Tribute to Mr. Huang Zhan)
After Fei Wuji left, Kong Wan'er didn't sleep all night. Since she moved into the courtyard in the western suburbs of Yingdu, Kong Wan'er has rarely eaten, and she has lost a lot of weight, and she has not stepped out of the courtyard gate again, just waiting for Fei Wuji to come back, she believes in Fei Wuji's promise to her. At the same time, Fen Yang still often came to the door of Fei Wuji's mansion to look from afar, hoping that Kong Wan'er could come out and let him see what she looked like. Since the last time he saw Kong Wan'er, Fen Yang had never seen her again. What Kong Wan'er said to Fenyang, no one knows, Fenyang buried it deep in his heart, and he knew it from then on: if you love her, you won't bother her.