I looked at Lin Feng and asked, "How is your technical school?"

He stopped his chopsticks and swallowed the note mechanically and said, "It's okay, why are you coming?"

"No, just ask. ”

"How about I take you to visit our school after eating the noodles?"

"Whatever!"

"Actually, I feel that it is the best choice for you to come to a technical school like me, you see that your academic performance is not very good, even if you don't talk about academic performance, you come to a technical school to study a major and have a basic job in the society without being starved to death, you don't believe that it is not easy to have an iron job in the future society, so you still come to the technical school!"

"My own affairs, I make my own decisions, you don't have to worry about it!"

"I'm afraid that you don't understand the most basic truth of low IQ, so I deliberately reminded you!"

"Fools like to be reasonable!"

The best thing in the world is the truth, as long as the language logic is smooth, as long as a normal person does this effortlessly, so there is nothing in the world that is easier to talk about than the truth.

He glared at me and said, "Fuck off! I don't want to care about you yet!"

"Cut!"

He ignored me and shifted his anger to the noodles, sucking them hard and making a "ziz!" sound. The physics teacher is right, energy will not disappear out of thin air, nor will it be generated out of thin air, it can only be transformed from one situation to another, at this time, Chen Fei transformed the energy of anger into a certain sound.

I put down my chopsticks, wiped my mouth, and said, "Eat!"

He took a sip of soup and stopped, went to pay, and we took a taxi to their school, which is not far from here, and it was only about ten minutes by car.

Chen Fei pointed to one side of the birch trees and said, "This is the teachers' dormitory, and the parking area is there." ”

Through the birch trees, several cars can be seen parked there.

I said, "Yes." ”

We walked along the path past a clearing surrounded by school buildings, and in the middle of the open space was a flagpole, on which the five-star red flag fluttered high in the wind.

There is a path to the left of the flagpole, we walked over and down the steps to the sports field, and on the side of the sports is all kinds of messy rooms, which used to be Chen Fei's dormitory.

All this was told to me by Chen Fei.

The school is probably like this, the area is not large, but it is larger than my current school, the area of the school seems to have always been like this, the primary school is not as big as the junior high school, the junior high school is not as big as the vocational education, the vocational education is not as big as the high school, and the high school is not as big as the university. It may be because our age is getting older and our bodies are growing, our space is going to be bigger, and the number of classmates seems to be expanding with our bodies.

Chen Fei took me on a general tour, and introduced it like a tour guide, even missing the corner of a trash can.

I asked him, "Do you live on campus, or do you live where you used to live?"

"If you don't have classes, go back to live where I rented, I live in the dormitory during classes, I don't want to run, how about the school is not bad, do you want to join our school? ”

Now that I look at the school, I am even more entangled, I don't know whether it is Chen Fei's introduction or the increase in the area of the school, I said in a tangled way: "Consider it!"

He saw that I was entangled, and immediately said: "Don't think about it, this environment is much better than the previous broken school, listen to me." ”

I glared at him and said, "Anyway, it's up to me whether to come or not, no matter how much you say, it's nonsense, I'm going back to school, and I've seen it clearly." ”

"Okay, I'll take you to the door"

I couldn't help but ask curiously, "I heard that Big Mouth said that you were stabbed?"

"Do you care about me? A big mouth is really a big mouth, and anything can come out of the mouth when the mouth is big. ”

"Big brother, I'm just curious, please don't think too much. ”

"Damn, you're also my girlfriend, okay, at least perfunctory for me to go down. ”

"I'm also an honest person, and I really can't do this kind of thing. ”

He unbuttoned his shirt and said, "Look!"

Sure enough, his stomach was bandaged in that place, and it was thickly wrapped, and the blood stains on the wound were looming, full of a sense of mystery, and this mystery was really intriguing, and I reached out and touched it gently.

He opened his mouth and said, "Ahhh

"I just touched it lightly, and I didn't even touch my fingertips, and you shouted that the acting skills were too bad. ”

"Damn, I just said it hurts, I didn't say it was touched by you, it was blown by the wind!"

"Will you die if you talk well?"

Chen Fei and I almost always quarrel together, there seems to be an invisible repulsion between us, like two fast and identical magnets repelling, the same sex repels each other, and the opposite sex attracts, this common sense is sometimes applicable to human beings.

He buttoned up the button and said, "I'm going to die, what's wrong!"

"Unreasonable!"

Just talking about how we left the school gate only a few steps, I saw Sister Green Tea walk in from the door, at first I was not sure, I thought it was just similar to Sister Green Tea, she looked at me and was busy turning around to leave, her eyes would not deceive, she looked at me and told me that we must know each other, so I stopped her: "Sister Green Tea!"

She stopped, and I hurriedly ran over and asked, "Why are you here?"

She glanced at Chen Fei in a daze and said, "I'm looking for you!"

"What are you looking for me?" I said, surprised, "by the way, how did you know I was here?"

She said hesitantly, "That...... That Chen Fei told me, I just sent a message to ask him, he said, we haven't seen each other for a long time, so I miss you and come to you. ”

"Why don't you contact me directly, you want to find Chen Fei. ”

Sister Green Tea glanced at Chen Fei, and Chen Fei hurriedly continued: "Isn't it that she forgot your number? ”

Sister Green Tea immediately followed: "Yes! Yes, is your stomach ache cured?"

"Much better, you already asked on New Year's Day. ”

"Oh yes? Have you eaten? I'll invite you to dinner. ”

I said, "Eat." ”

I feel that Sister Green Tea is a little strange today, as if everything is too sudden, her various performances are full of suddenness, I asked her questions and she seemed to be caught off guard, for me her performance was very sudden I was also infected by this suddenness, now everything feels very sudden.

I said to Sister Green Tea, "Let's go." ”

"Let's go... Oh, where to go?"

"I'm going home!"

"Oh well!"

After saying that, Sister Green Tea and I, walked out of the school gate, she followed behind me and was silent, her steps were very slow, she looked a little heavy, she lowered her head, as if she had something on her mind, I deliberately slowed down with her, she was completely, did not notice my actions, she still lowered her head.

I said, "What do you think?"

She still didn't hear it.

I deliberately raised my voice and asked, "What do you think!"

Her body shuddered, and she came back to her senses and said, "It's nothing. ”

"Oh!" I continued, "how have you been doing lately?"

"That's good. ”

"Well, is your mom getting sicker?"

"Much better. She nodded and said, "By the way, I'll pay you back the money you lent me as soon as possible." ”

"Don't worry, I didn't ask you for money, it doesn't matter when it happens!"

"Thank you then. ”

"What's wrong with you today, you feel weird, are you okay, have you encountered something?"

"It's fine. ”

I looked her in the eye and asked, "Are you really okay?"

She began to avoid my eyes, hurriedly put her eyes on the ground and said, "It's okay, it's just that maybe I'm not feeling well today, I ...... I'm going back to rest. ”

Before I could speak, she left in a hurry, and I wondered a little that she was a little strange today, and the more I thought about it, the stranger it became, and I couldn't think of any strange place.

I want to know what's strange, sometimes I'm stubborn, I want to know the answer to everything, especially the things that make me feel weird, even if I dig three feet into the ground to figure it out.

After I got home, I looked for all kinds of answers on the Internet, I put the green tea sister's behavior today on Baidu, hoping that Baidu could give me an answer, Baidu said that this sign may have done something sorry for me so deliberately avoided me, but most of them said, the other party has a secret that it is impossible to tell anyone.

Isn't that nonsense? There must be a secret behind it.

After reading all kinds of messy answers, I threw my phone aside, and I closed my eyes and carefully recalled that Sister Green Tea suddenly appeared at the gate of the technical school, and all kinds of strange appearances. I tried my best, so to speak, racking my brains to try to speculate, but the result was always as vague as a wrenched brain.

In the clouds.

I guess it's better to forget it, people don't say that time will tell you everything.

Besides, many things are complicated by what we think is too complicated, and we complicate simple things that lead to deviation from the essence of the matter, as if you are going in the wrong direction, so that you are getting farther and farther away from where you are going, or even going in the opposite direction. This can only be expected to be "another village." "It's over!

The farthest distance in the world is not life and death, you know that things are very simple, you have to complicate things, and the distance between the essence of things and what you think is the farthest distance.

So, keep it simple, keep it simple.

During this period, Sister Green Tea and I rarely chatted online, let alone met.

We chatted online and she always asked me some study questions, every time we chatted I had to ask study questions, I asked her about the recent situation, and her answer was very good, in short, our communication was much less than before, and it became a lot more flat talk, she didn't have to talk at length about small things like before.

There seemed to be something between us.

Chen Fei has never contacted me, so my idea of going to vocational education has disappeared, I have made up my mind not to go to vocational education, I have worked a lot harder than before, my grades have gradually improved, and I have been good in several tests, so our homeroom teacher's attitude towards me seems to have changed a little, and I no longer mention the matter of going to vocational education.

Now the matter of going to vocational education has completely disappeared from my world without a trace.

There is no doubt that I am much busier than before, when a person is busy, I feel more fulfilled, life seems to be full of energy, and my mood is much better than before, and most of the people who lose their temper with you all the time are idle.

This Saturday is as usual to make up the class, I am more willing to make up the class, and there is a half-day break on the weekend.

I wander the streets boringly, even if I don't have to buy anything and don't want to buy, sometimes I go to the square and the park to sit and sit, watch those old people play chess and cards, listen to the birds in the park, the summer quietly approaches, the lotus flowers in the park bloom, expit the fresh flowers, as if the flower drum can't bear the small space, as if to drill out to see the world.

In the daylight, you can also see the dew drops on the lotus leaves that sparkle like jewels. Some of them are cute and slide down from the center of the lotus leaf into the water.

I was almost wandering around the street with nothing to do, and I unconsciously walked to the door of Chen Fei's house, the door was closed, and I seemed to faintly hear a voice inside.

I put my ear to the door, there seemed to be a girl's voice inside, I pushed the door and found that the door was locked, I pushed it hard twice, and Chen Fei's voice came from inside.

Chen Fei asked inside, "Who?"

I said, "It's me!"

He seemed to hear my voice and shouted, "Wait a minute!"

I pressed my ears to the door, and it was evident that there was a girl's voice inside, and I couldn't hear what they were saying, and after a while I heard footsteps getting closer, and my face felt the door vibrate, and I hurriedly backed away.

Chen Fei opened the door and smiled, "Why are you here?"

"Why aren't you welcome?"

"No! no, welcome at any time. ”

"Don't invite me in yet. ”

"Oh good!"

There was no one in the living room when I went in, and I heard the girl's voice just now, could I have misheard?

I stared around, and there wasn't even a shadow.

Chen Fei asked me, "What are you looking for?"

"I ...... I want to go to the toilet. ”

Chen Fei said: "The room at the door is." ”

Actually, I don't really want to go to the toilet, I think people may hide in the toilet and open the toilet door and there is no one inside.

I walked to the hall, and Chen Fei sat on the sofa with his legs crossed, watching TV with the remote control freely.

He said to me, "Sit down, have you figured out whether you want to come to the technical school?"

"I thought about it and didn't go. ”

"Oh!"

This time he wasn't what I thought he was going to fight with me again, but this time he made a 360-degree turn, which made me unnatural.

I continued to ask, "Is there anyone else in there?" ”

"No!" he said, without looking up, "I'm alone!"

"I heard the voices of other people in there. ”

"You heard it wrong, you call it auditory hallucinations. ”

"No way, I don't believe you searched my room. ”

"Okay, that's what you said!"

"Well, you name it. ”

I stood up abruptly and ran to his bedroom to open the door, it was empty, and I looked to see that there was no one under the bed.

He leaned against the door and smiled proudly and said, "Well, I said that if there is no one, there will be no one!"

"Cut" Who knows where to hide, I just heard the voices of other people. ”

"Eyes and ears can sometimes deceive. ”

"You're lying!"

"Anyway, if you didn't find anyone, it means that there is no one in there at all. ”

"I don't believe it anyway. ”

"Damn!" he said, "do you want to go and check the cell surveillance to see if there's anyone inside?" ”

Seeing his straightforward appearance still did not dispel my suspicions about him, I always believed in myself, the world does not even believe in itself, so what can I believe.

I sat back down on the couch and deliberately said, "I'm going to help me come and stay here!"

"Ahh

"What's wrong?"

"Nothing! It's just that it's so sudden. ”

I then said, "yes, a little sudden!"

"Fake!" he laughed, "I know you don't like me, and you tease me." ”

Unexpectedly, he saw it, which made me clueless and didn't know how to answer.

We were silent, he was watching TV, ignoring me, I saw a girl's underwear under the table in the living room, red, with a gauze on the collar, this must be the girl's clothes, which made me even more sure that there was someone inside.

I said, "Bored, I'm going back." ”

"Good. He said, "Then I won't send it." ”

"Hmm. ”

I walked out of the room, and I went behind the flower bed opposite the entrance of the compound and waited for the man to come out.

I don't think it's a fool's thing to do, if you know that the rabbit must pass through here, it's a good way to catch the rabbit without having to waste a lot of effort, and sometimes the really smart people do it.

As soon as I sat down, the door of Chen Fei's house opened, and I didn't expect the "rabbit" to come out so quickly, I never expected that the person who came out of it was Sister Green Tea.

I couldn't believe it, I was a little surprised, I didn't know whether it was better to go out and meet her face to face or hide here silently.

I watched her back get farther and farther away from me, and in an instant, I naturally rushed out, and I shouted, "Sister Green Tea!"

She quickened her pace and ignored me, walking on her own.

I rushed up and grabbed her hand, and she turned around, and saw that she was not half happy, and shook her hand away with a blank face.

I didn't even think about it, as if someone had gotten into my brain and was directing me, or rather my soul to tell me to do it.

My brain is blank now.

We looked at each other for a while, and then suddenly she said, "Oh...... That one... I happened to be passing by here, so you won't blame me for coming to Chen Fei!"

"I ......don't blame you. ”

"Well, by the way, aren't you leaving? Why...... How could it be here. ”

"I ...... I'm just going to go to the toilet near the neighborhood!"

"Oh so...... Ahh

I continued, "How's it going?"

"It's still like that. ”

In reality, we seem to be surrounded by an awkward atmosphere, the world seems to be just our own world, and when we close our eyes, it is dark, and when we are embarrassed, the air around us seems to be awkward, and everything is no longer so natural.

We only have our own world, we can't have a big world, covering our ears and stealing the bell is a good example, closing our eyes and only ourselves are the night, and blocking our ears only means that we are deaf.

I continued, "Are you going to work?"

She continued, "Yes, I have to go to work during the day, don't you go to class?"

"Today is the weekend. I said, "I study on my own in the evening." ”

As we walked to the entrance of the community, she had already called a taxi, and she said, "Bye-bye, I'm leaving." ”

"Uh-huh.........!"

Looking at the taxi that was leaving, I followed behind, and along the way I was thinking, why she was hiding at Chen Fei's house just now, I had to ask clearly.

I sent a QQ to ask Chen Feidao: "You liar." ”

He replied, "You're insane." ”

"There are obviously girls in your family, you dare to say that there is no one in the family!"

"Say no, no, no!"

"I saw it all because it was Sister Green Tea. ”

"Don't get me wrong, we're just simple friends!"

"Is it necessary for simple friends to avoid me, why hide it, you must have ghosts!"

"Say no, no, no!"

"Better don't let me catch .........!"

After that, my suspicions became more and more serious.

I opened Sister Green Tea's blog, and it was written, I love someone, but there is a mountain between us, and this mountain is so overwhelming that even the spirit of Yugong can't move away, if I move this mountain, will she forgive me? She is this mountain, a very heavy mountain.

I read this simple text on her blog, and I understood that she must be in love with Chen Fei, but this mountain should refer to me.

I think I'm going to ask her out tonight to make it clear, because I don't really like Chen Fei, and now I feel like I've made a big mistake.

I left a message for Sister Green Tea: "Let's meet after class after our evening self-study, you are waiting for me at the bubble tea shop at the turn of the school." ”

Throughout the evening self-study, I filtered the scene of waiting for us to meet many times in my mind, what to say and what to do, and even regretted asking Sister Green Tea to meet just now.

After the study class, she didn't reply to my messages, and I don't think she should come.

When I arrived at the door of the bubble tea shop, I deliberately glanced inside, Sister Green Tea was inside, sitting at a table against the wall in the corner, she still came, the red and dim light sprinkled on her whole body, the lights were often staggered, the colors were also replaced, and her body was sprinkled like a work of art by the colorful lights.

The music inside is slow and low, and the colorful lights form a special elegance.

When I went in, she saw me smiling at me and beckoned the waitress to ask for two cups of milk tea.

She asked, "Have you gone to self-study?"

"Uh-huh......!"

She continued, "I'm graduating soon, come on!"

"Yes......!"

"Is there anything wrong with me? ”

After saying that, she smiled, and the green light shone on her teeth, and the green teeth showed in rows like soldiers standing there neatly in military uniforms.

I couldn't help but laugh!

"What are you laughing at?" she asked.

I said, "Laugh at your teeth." ”

"What's wrong with my teeth?"

"Your teeth are as green as a soldier in a military uniform, standing there in rows. ”

"You have such a good imagination!"

"My teeth are beautiful!"

"One word!" I said, "as neat as a soldier." ”

She laughed along.

Suddenly I was too embarrassed to ask, and we were as friendly as before.

As soon as the words reached his mouth, he swallowed them with the milk tea, and he stopped talking.

I stole a glance at her, and she asked, "What's wrong?"

"Oh it's okay!"