Chapter 568: No Joy

"She's suffering from madness."

In a courtyard in Fengyang, a little eunuch who delivered food looked at Ma Enhui and muttered in a low voice.

Ma Enhui looked sluggish and sat at the table like a fool. Her body was very dirty, she seemed to have not bathed and cleaned up in days, and her hair was messy.

What's even weirder is that she picked up an unpeeled orange and immediately put it in her mouth and nibbled on it. She ate the bitter and bitter orange peel, and the orange juice and water flowed from the corners of her mouth and chin, leaving her neck all over.

What is the difference between this appearance and those who are born with dementia?

Next to the little eunuch was an old eunuch with pale hair and an old palace maid with a wrinkled face. The old eunuch also looked at Ma Enhui carefully, and turned around and said, "Has this matter been reported?" ”

The little one spoke to the people above. But no one paid attention, and no one said that they wanted to look for Lang Zhong. The little eunuch said. He then whispered, "She has no relatives, and I heard that her mother's family died after being exiled to Liaodong." At the moment, no one in the world cares about her life or death, and she thinks it's not interesting to live like this. ”

"You know better!" The old eunuch glanced blankly and said.

The little eunuch didn't seem to hear the reproach, and he whispered again: "This world! She used to be the queen mother of the world, alas......"

Officials left behind in Fengyang ordered that people were not allowed to speak to people with special statuses such as Ma Enhui. When ordinary eunuchs and palace maids come to this courtyard, they are like dumb people, and they can't say a word; But seeing that Ma Enhui was crazy, everyone was much more comfortable.

The old eunuch thought for a moment and asked, "When did she become like this?" ”

The little eunuch thought for a while and said, "By the way, Wu Zhong came before. That Wu Zhong has a lot of acquaintances in Fengyang, and it seems that he has touched someone, and he will send some to spend every one or two months; The higher authorities also acquiesced. ”

"Oh......" The old eunuch glanced at Ma Enhui with a complicated expression. He said, "Come on, you little thing, don't be nosy, live a long life!" ”

The three of them packed up their things and exited the hall.

Ma Enhui still didn't move, but two lines of tears flowed silently down her face.

She picked up the orange in her hand and took another bite. The bitter taste of the peel filled her mouth again, as well as between her teeth. But she still savored the bitterness with relish.

Compared to the life she has lived for so many years, the bitterness is really a good taste, at least there is a taste?

Since the fall of the Jianwen Dynasty, Ma Enhui has spent most of her days in Fengyang "guarding the mausoleum". As the little eunuch said just now, the left-behind officials in Fengyang and the people in the palace forbade the eunuch palace maids who took care of Ma Enhui and talked to her.

There wasn't even a book here, and no one spoke. For several years, the boring and dead atmosphere has always shrouded Ma Enhui.

She felt that time stood still, and there was no difference between yesterday, today, tomorrow, and the day after tomorrow. She often hovers between memories and reality, and sometimes she can't tell whether she is in memory or in the reality of awakening.

The little eunuch just now, a few casual words, but Ma Enhui's heart...... She has no relatives, no one cares whether she lives or dies, and she herself thinks it's not interesting to live like this......

However, after the eunuch Wu Zhong came the day before yesterday, Ma Enhui found that he wanted to live very much!

Wu Zhong quietly told her that the Han King Zhu Gaoxu led an army of 200,000 and the main force of the army of 700,000 in Huguangquan (the news is inaccurate), and the world was shaken. Subsequently, the official army "Pinghan General" British Gong Zhang Fu, the Navy General Chen Xuan, and the General Liu Sheng all believed that the Han King was invincible and completely succumbed to the wrath of the Han King; Those generals then led the main force of the naval division and the rest of the army to surrender to the king of Han!

At this point, the water transport channel of the Great River from Huguang to Jingshi was completely open under the cannon and iron hooves of the Han King.

The Hongxi court is over.

Zhu Gaoxu is about to lead the army into Beijing and will become the new emperor of the Ming Dynasty? Ma Enhui thought of Zhu Gaoxu's face, she only had that teenage face in her mind, everything was too crazy, so she didn't expect it and couldn't imagine.

She couldn't imagine that the face of a young offspring, full of tenderness and pity, could be so brave when galloping on the field.

Perhaps all this is not surprising, back then, the Yan Wangfu pushed the Jianwen Imperial Court with violence, and the king of Gaoyang County played a big role. The biggest hero of King Yan's "puppet dynasty", when he is angry, he will also attack those rebellious ministers and thieves!

At that moment, Ma Enhui's mood was very complicated and entangled.

She couldn't hide a joy in her heart...... Even hopefully. In fact, Zhu Gaoxu is also an enemy! His hands were stained with the blood of the officials and soldiers of the Jianwen Dynasty; It's just an infighting between rebellious ministers and thieves, what reason does Ma Enhui have to be happy for one of them?

She forbade herself to be pleased.

But her desire to survive is indeed very strong! She suddenly didn't want to die, she didn't want to die very much, she wanted to live!

Therefore, Wu Zhong revealed that Hong Xichao was coming to an end, and after she learned the news, she quickly sensed the danger...... The emperor and queen in the palace, if they think of her in Fengyang, will they execute her? That's quite possible.

There's a reason Ma smells danger. First, the couple (the emperor and empress) killed Ma Enhui's last son, Wen Gui, and the innocent child, fearing that Ma Enhui would retaliate in the future. Second, Ma Enhui has a chance to take revenge, she guesses that the Han King was able to escape from the palace, which is related to the secret passage, and the Han King may repay the favor and release Ma Enhui.

However, even if Ma Enhui knew that there was danger, there was nothing she could do, she could only pray that the people in the palace would forget her.

But what if she is remembered? Ma Enhui racked her brains to think of a way, that is, to pretend to be crazy, since she is crazy, of course she can't repay others!

I don't know. But this is the only way Ma Enhui can think of, she is now like a fish on a chopping board, and she has no ability to resist and protect herself......

To live is to take revenge?

She really wants revenge, and she wants those who are ruthless to taste the pain of losing their loved ones!

But sometimes Ma Enhui seems to feel that there is more than hatred in her heart. The feeling of a strong desire to live, she savored it; Vaguely, she felt reluctant and reluctant to live.

But what is the difference between such a painful life and death? What is the joy of life and the pain of death?

There must be some hope, something good, that makes her nostalgic and makes her feel the sunshine.

Ma Enhui didn't dare to think about it anymore, she wiped a handful of tears, chewed the orange peel in her mouth, and secretly said silently: It is forbidden to think of that person, he is an enemy, and he should not think about it.

There is not even the slightest hint of joy.

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