"Master took me to the mountain where he lived in seclusion, where I met Shu Yao. It was the scene of the first time we met, I was punished by the master for being playful, my stomach was hungry, and she held a hot steamed bun and said to me: Here you are. She is the daughter of Taishou, and her parents sent her to the mountains to escape the scourge of war and entrusted her to the master. Every time I was punished by the master for not being allowed to eat, she secretly came to bring me food, and for this, she didn't know how much she was scolded by the master. ”

"Later, when we were all grown up and could repay Master, Master went ahead of us. In front of Master's Spirit, she told me that she would be with me for the rest of my life, and I believed. But her parents took her back and didn't allow me to see her again, they thought I had nothing and was not worthy of Shuyao. I was determined to make a career in the future before I could marry her. I took on a lot of business and business, and I wanted to make enough money to propose to her parents, but when I saw the children who were homeless because of poverty and war, I couldn't take any steps. I brought these children in again and again, and spent all my money and money to help them, and I never went to propose to her. When she found out, instead of blaming me, she worked with me to find relief for these children. Every year, she would sneak here to see me without telling his parents. Until that time, she was taken away by Hulu Hengga. This walk has changed us all. ”

Mo Ziwei's expression gradually showed pain, "She was robbed by Hu Lu Hengjia because of me." That year I received a deal in which a girl was hunted down by the enemy, and she hired me to protect her and escort her safely from Qi to Zhou. The person who chased and killed her was Hu Lu Hengjia! I really regret taking that deal! Hu Lu Hengjia kidnapped Shu Yao and forced me to tell me the whereabouts of the employer, but the employer and the employee have always been separated after buying and selling, so how do I know her whereabouts. I tried my best to find the girl, but I couldn't, so I turned my attention to Hu Lu Hengjia, I found a house he bought outside, and finally rescued Shu Yao from inside. But she didn't look half happy, and when she came back, she didn't think about tea and dinner, and she couldn't give up. I knew that she had changed, and she didn't want to deceive me anymore, and she told me that she was in love with someone else, and that person was Hulu Hengga. Although I don't know what happened to Hu Lu Hengjia in the months when she disappeared, but looking at her appearance, I know that she is not joking, it is true. ”

"And then, she left you, didn't she, what else happened?"

Mo Ziwei closed his eyes deeply, and his hands clenched together, "After she went back, she accepted the family affairs arranged for her by her parents, and became a victim of a political marriage, a marriage with only interests and no feelings." You say, "Can she be happy?" ”

"If it weren't for my delay in proposing marriage, if I hadn't taken the deal and got into trouble with Hulu Hengjia, she wouldn't have suffered such a thing. If she hadn't come to me, she wouldn't have been kidnapped on the road, she wouldn't have fallen in love with Hulu Hengjia, and she wouldn't have been disheartened to accept her family affairs and become a victim of a political marriage. It's all because of me, it's me who hurt her, it's me who makes her unhappy in her life, I'm the culprit! ”

Mo Ziwu looked excited, fell into deep guilt and pain, and lost control of himself. I hurriedly grabbed his hand, "No, no one could have expected such a thing to happen. The path was chosen by herself, not your fault, and no one will blame you! ”

"Really?" After receiving the affirmation, Mo Ziwei's body and mind relaxed, his body went limp, and he fell on my lap.

He was on my lap, his brow tangled in pain. I stretched out my hand, hesitated in mid-air, and for a long time it finally landed in his hair, caressing it, hoping to ease his pain.

I only heard him muttering to himself drunk, "Daddy is gone, Master is gone, and Shu Yao is also gone." Why do all the people I love leave me one by one? ”

When I heard this, I felt unusually uncomfortable in my heart, as if something was about to come to my eyes, and I raised my head, trying to restrain what was about to come out of my eyes. In the end, I couldn't help it, a line of tears fell from my eyes, more and more, and I couldn't stop it anymore.

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On the long palace road, I was alone, holding an oil-paper umbrella and walking in a trance, and I was unconscious when half of my body was wet by the flying rain. The rain dripped into the waterlogged bluestone bricks along the umbrella, and the one-star splash of "Di" disappeared in a blink of an eye.

"Sister, why did it take you so long to come back, I was in a hurry." In my ears was Ling'er's warm and crisp voice, as if it came from a dream.

When I raised my head, I saw a green figure standing under a white oil-paper umbrella in the blue sky and rain, like a sunflower blooming in the rain, brilliant and dazzling.

"Sister, what's wrong with you?" Through the fine rain, Ling'er looked at me worriedly.

I moved slowly, opened my mouth, and my voice was hoarse as if it was not my own, "Ling'er, why, my heart hurts so much, it hurts so much." ”

Is this the love between men and women in the world?

A line of tears slid down.

Mother, you warned me not to be emotional about men, but you forgot to tell me that the word love is not controlled by people.

It turned out that I was just a woman in the world, and I thought I could transcend the love between men and women, but in the end, I still couldn't escape and was moved.

After an autumn rain, the sky is clear, and a fresh air after the new rain in the empty mountains comes to the face, making people feel refreshed. But my mood can't be as smooth as this day, thinking of Mo Zi's depressed state yesterday, my heart can't be settled, and when I sort out the paperwork, my mind is uncertain.

"What's wrong?" Sensing my absent-mindedness, Yu Wenyong tilted his head and asked me, "Do you want to leave the palace again?" ”

I hurriedly lowered my head, and quickly thought of the wording of the response in my mind, "Your Majesty, Wei Chen saw some beautiful jewelry in a store yesterday, I liked it very much, and I wanted to buy it, but unfortunately, I didn't have enough money, and I was shy in my pocket, so I could only return with regrets." Fang Cai Weichen didn't realize that he thought about it, and he was out of his mind, and he hoped that His Majesty would forgive his sins. ”

Yu Wenyong disagreed, "The big thing of sesame is also worth your uncertainty, why don't you just have some jewelry, and you can pick out some beautiful ones another day." ”

I hurriedly said: "No, Weichen only likes the jewelry in that store, and it's too late to go, I'm afraid that someone will buy it first." ”

Seeing my tangled look, Yu Wenyong waved his hand, "Saying so much, don't you just want to get out of the palace, I'm right!" ”

I immediately smiled and said, "Your Majesty! ”

Hurriedly out of the palace, saw someone on the street shouting and selling flowers, only to see a pot of white chrysanthemum in the pile of flowers quietly opened, pure white and unstained, such as jade flawless, in the flowers show elegant and elegant, chic out of the dust. I paid for the pot of white chrysanthemum, I think the character of this flower is very similar to Mo Ziwei, and then thinking about Mo Ziwu's depressed expression yesterday, maybe bringing this flower to him can make him feel better.

Holding potted flowers came to Mo Ziwei's bamboo house, but saw that the bamboo door was open. Further inside, I saw the curator sitting next to Mo Ziwei's bed, and Mo Ziwei on the bed had an abnormal face and dry lips, which was very uncomfortable.

I hurriedly put down the flower pot, rushed to the side of the bed and asked, "Curator, what's going on, what's wrong with Mo Ziwei?" ”

The curator looked at me, then at Mo Ziwei, and said worriedly: "I came to see him last night and found that he had become like this. The doctor said that he was drenched in the rain and cold, and he drank alcohol after the rain, and he had a high fever caused by his poor heart. In the light case, after taking medicine and staying up all night, the fever will be fine when it subsides; In severe cases, it may take several days to wake up, or it may ....... ”

I exclaimed, "Is it so serious? ”

The curator had a heavy face and straightened up, "Miss Xiao, it's okay if you're here, help me take care of him." I'll go and decoct him, and whether it's good or not depends on his own creation. ”

I sat on the edge of the bed, took off the wet cloth on Mo Ziyou's head, washed it in the basin at the head of the bed, wrung it out again, gently wiped the fine sweat on Mo Ziyou's forehead, sideburns, and neck, and finally put the wet cloth on Mo Ziwu's forehead. Looking at Mo Zi's locked eyes, my heart was in turmoil, and I was really afraid that he would never wake up again.

After taking the medicine boiled by the curator, I took a small wooden spoon and scooped up a spoonful of medicine to feed Mo Ziwei into the medicine, but found that Mo Ziwei in a coma drank it at all, and the medicine flowed out of his mouth. I said anxiously: "What should I do, he can't drink?" ”

The curator pinched Mo Ziwei's nose with one hand and instructed me: "There is only this way, hurry up and pour the medicine into him." ”

I reacted quickly and poured the medicine into Mo Ziwei's mouth, and he drank it quickly. Putting down the medicine bowl, I took a damp cloth to wipe off the medicine stains on Mo Ziwei's mouth, and only then did I temporarily put down my heart.

"Curator, Mo Ziwei is a person who practices martial arts, it stands to reason that his body shouldn't be so weak. How could it be that after a rain, he was so sick that he didn't wake up until now. I voiced my doubts.

The curator looked at Mo Zi's haggard face, and said helplessly: "I see, he has more heart diseases than body diseases." If he doesn't want to wake up, what's the use of us being anxious? ”

The curator wants to go back to take care of the children, and temporarily entrust Mo Ziwei to me to take care of them. I crouched on the side of the bed and looked at his eyebrows carefully, this man with a white moon and green bamboo, always so warm and beautiful, bringing happiness to people. didn't expect him to be so vulnerable.

The light of the sky gradually fades, the day is slanting in the west, the sunset is reflected from the door into the green bamboo floor, and the clear light of the sunset is sparsely sprinkled on the ground, like a clear water. I put the pot of white chrysanthemum in the window facing north, and looked at the clear evening that was falling from the south window, hoping that Mo Ziwei would wake up early and enjoy such a scene.

I sat next to Mo Ziyou, thinking of the reason why he was so unconscious, my heart was like a thorn, and I couldn't stop my tears from pouring down, "Mo Ziyou, wake up quickly, I'm really afraid that you will fall asleep like this and never wake up again." You know, I never thought that one day, I would shed tears for people other than my mother and Master, and it was all because of you. ”

I tried my best to suppress my low sobs and said, "You said that your father and mother and Shu Yao have left you one by one, but you still have us." I will not leave you, the children will not leave you, we will always be there for you, always with you. You say you don't have a home, we are your home. We will always be with you, never abandoned, and will be with you until death. ”

I knelt beside the bed, almost pleading, "You know how much you care to us, you are the one who gave me the courage to fight against everything, you are the one who gives the lonely children a place to live, you are the one who gives them a home." Children can't live without you, I can't live without you, we can't live without you. Please, wake up, don't let us lose you. ”