The next morning, Juexin went to his grandfather's room to ask for peace, and his grandfather proudly told him that the Feng family's family affairs had been decided, and he planned to make a decision someday in two months, and asked him to go to handle the matter of exchanging Geng posts first. His grandfather also showed him the almanac. He reluctantly agreed, withdrew, and was just as he met Juehui entering. Juehui looked at him and smiled mysteriously.

Juexin had just returned to his room, and his grandfather sent his sister-in-law to call him there. He went into his grandfather's study and saw his grandfather angrily scolding Juehui. My grandfather wore a white silk shirt and trousers and sat on a sofa. Aunt Chen was wearing a light-colored lake crepe shirt with rounded corners and wide sleeves, her hair was combed and her face was covered with fat powder, and half of her buttocks were sitting on the arm of the sofa, beating her grandfather's back. Juehui stood silently in front of her grandfather.

"It's the other way around! There is such a thing! Go get back! When his grandfather saw Juexin coming in, he lowered his face and said to him loudly, making Juexin inexplicable.

Grandfather spoke, and coughed loudly again. Aunt Chen thrashed him on the back too quickly, and persuaded him sharply: "Old lady, why are you so angry. You see, at your age, it's not worth it to be angry with your body for them! ”

"How dare he disobey me? How dare he oppose me? Grandfather gasped twice, then blushed and said intermittently, "He's not happy that I'm marrying him?" No way! You must get him back for me, and let me punish him!" ”

Juexin responded only to him, and he already understood half of it.

"This is all bad for the foreign school. I said not to send my children to the foreign academy, but you will not listen to me. How about now! Even the second child learned badly, and he actually rebelled. …… I said, from now on, the children of the Gao family are not allowed to enter the foreign academy again! Do you hear that? He coughed again.

"Yes, yes," Juexin agreed, and he stood there in trepidation, his grandfather's every word hitting his head like a thunderclap.

Jue Hui stood next to Jue Xin, but his mood was completely different from Jue Xin. He felt the air oppressive, but he was not afraid. He wasn't scared at all. He chuckled inwardly, he thought, "The papier-mâché lantern is about to be punctured!" ”

The grandfather's coughing stopped, and the man looked tired, and he collapsed, gradually closing his eyes. Aunt Chen took a fan and gently fanned it on his head, preventing flies from nailing his face. Brother Juexin still stood respectfully in front of him, waiting for his command. Later, Aunt Chen made a gesture for them to go out, and they walked out of the room lightly.

Out of his grandfather's room, Juehui was the first to speak, and he said, "Big brother, second brother has a letter for you, come to my house to read it." ”

"What did you say to Grandpa? Why don't you tell me first and run to him? You are foolish! Juexin complained about Jue Huidao.

"Stupid? I was about to tell my grandfather to know! I want him to know that we are 'people' and that we are not pigs and sheep to be slaughtered. ”

Juexin understood that these words were addressed to him, and he sounded a little harsh and piercing, but he had to endure it. He couldn't tell what he was doing. He knew that even if he explained it to Juehui sincerely, Juehui would not believe him.

The two of them entered Juehui's room, and Juehui handed Juemin's letter to Juexin, who hardly had the courage to read it, but finally read it:

Big Brother: I did something that no one in our family would dare to do, and I ran away from marriage. No one in my family cared about my future or my fate, so I decided to go my own way alone, and I resolutely did so. I will fight the old forces to the end. If you don't get rid of that affair, I won't come back when I die. Now there is room for redemption, I hope you will remember the brotherhood and help me a little.

Juemin ×× day, three o'clock in the night.

Juexin read the letter, his face turned pale, his hands trembled, he let the letter fall to the ground, and muttered, "What do you tell me to do?" Later, he said, "He doesn't understand me." ”

"What are you going to do? Now it's not a question of understanding or not understanding," Juehui said solemnly.

Juexin suddenly stood up as if he was frightened, and said briefly, "I'll go and get him back." ”

"You can't find him," Juehui sneered.

"Can't find him?" Juexin muttered the sentence vaguely.

"No one knows his address."

"You must know his address, you must know! Tell me, where is he? Tell me! Juexin pleaded.

"I know, but I'll never tell you!" Juehui replied resolutely.

"So you don't believe me?" Juexin said bitterly.

"Believe you, what's the use! Your 'non-resistance' and your 'contrivance' will only kill the second brother. In short, you are too cowardly! Jue Hui said indignantly, and he strode up the room.

"I must go and see him, you must tell me his address."

"I won't say it."

"You will always say it in the future, others will want you to say it, grandpa will want you to say it!"

"I don't say it! No one will torture me in our house," Jue Hui said proudly. At this time, he only felt the satisfaction of revenge for a short time, and he did not think of the pain of others.

Juexin walked out in despair. Soon he walked back again. He wanted to discuss a specific solution with Juehui, but to no avail. He himself could not think of a compromise that would be acceptable to both his grandfather and the people.

On this day, a small family meeting was held in Zhou's room, attended by Zhou, Juexin and his wife, Shuhua and Juehui. The situation is like this: Juehui is standing alone, and several other people are standing on the side. Everyone unanimously advised Jue Hui to tell Juemin's address and ask him to find Juemin back. They said a lot of good things, and even allowed to slowly try to cancel the affair in the future, but Juehui completely refused.

Since there is no news from Juehui, and Juemin's conditions are unacceptable, Juexin and Zhou can only be anxious. They had to turn to Keming for help, trying to delay the exchange of Geng posts for a few more days, so that the old lady would not know; On the other hand, he sent someone out to inquire about the address of Juemin.

Yuan Cheng, Su Fu and even Wende went out to inquire, but there was no result: Juemin was hiding well, and no one knew his address.

Ke Ming summoned Jue Hui to his study and taught him a lesson, but it was useless; Gently enlightened, it didn't work; Another eloquent persuasion was to no avail. Jue Hui always prevaricated and said he didn't know.

Zhou and Juexin grabbed Juehui again and begged him to bring Juemin back, saying that all conditions could be agreed, as long as Juemin went home first, and then discussed slowly. Jue Hui had made up his mind that he would never bring Juemin home until he had received reliable assurances.

Zhou scolded Juehui for a while, and finally cried angrily. Although she took a laissez-faire attitude toward Brother Juemin, she was also concerned about their future. Now that the situation is serious, she does not want to see the unfortunate end, and she is even more unwilling to bear the notoriety. She was dissatisfied with Juehui's disrespectful attitude, and even more dissatisfied with Juemin's methods of rebelling against her parents and running away from marriage, but she never came up with a solution to the problem.

Juexin was in such a difficult situation, and he really didn't know what to do. He wanted to admit that Juemin's actions were legitimate, but he couldn't help Juemin; Not only could he not help, but he had to help his grandfather oppress Juemin, so that Juehui also regarded him as an enemy. can't find Juemin, can't deal with his grandfather; Find Juemin, but there is no way to deal with Juemin; And in fact, he couldn't get Juemin back. Kyaw Min was his sibling, and he loved him too, and when his father was dying, he gave his younger siblings to him to raise them in his place. Now that Juemin's affairs have become like this, how can he be worthy of his father? Thinking of this, he had to hide in the room and cry with Ruijue.

The old lady won't know these things. He only knew that his orders should be obeyed, and his face should be taken care of. As for the happiness of others, he will not take care of it. He only knows that Xiang Juexin wants people. He often lost his temper, scolded Juexin, and scolded Keming; Even Zhou was scolded by him.

However, it was useless to scold, and Juemin did not show the slightest sign of submission. Pressure also has nowhere to use because no one can be found. The news spread all over the mansion. But the old lady repeatedly instructed that it should not be spread outside.

The days went by day by day. The old lady was angry all the time. No one in Juexin's room had a smiling face. Most of the people in the other room were gloating and sneering secretly.

One day, Jue Hui just returned home after a secret meeting with Juemin in a place, and with a painful heart, he said goodbye to his brother who was desperately struggling, and he seemed to have said goodbye to the whole bright world. Home, in his opinion, was just a desert, or rather a base of the old forces, the stronghold of his enemies. When he returned to such a home, he immediately went to find Juexin, and said to Juexin angrily:

"Big brother, are you willing to help the second brother? It's been a week. ”

"What can I do?" Juexin spread his hands in despair and said. Then he thought to himself, "Now you're in a hurry." ”

"So are you going to let things drag on like this?"

"Drag! Grandpa said today that if he didn't go home in half a month, he would be kicked out forever, and he was declared in the newspaper that he was not a child of the Gao family," Juexin said distressedly.

"Can grandpa really bear to do this?" Juehui cried out in pain, but he didn't lose his courage.

"What's unbearable? Now in his anger! …… And he plans to do it at the same time as his second sister's family, and make up his mind at the same time. ”

"The second sister's family? Who did grandpa promise his second sister to? ”

"You don't know? She promised it to the Chen family, but she hadn't exchanged Geng posts yet. It is the son of the Chen Ke family. The third father naturally agrees with this family business, he is very familiar with the Chen Ke family, and they are colleagues. ”

Chen Kejia's name, Juehui, is too familiar. Barrister Chen Kejia is also a second-class character in the Confucian Church. Everyone knows that Chen Dabeard is a good friend of Zhang Xiaotao, the second-class Danjiao of Yuelai Tea Garden. He often takes Zhang Xiaotao in and out of his law firm. There are still a lot of "romantic affairs" in him. Juehui blushed angrily and scolded loudly:

"Is there still a good person in Chen's bearded family? I know that the son of the Chen Ke family had an affair with a girl with his father, and the girl was willing to take her into the house when she became pregnant. ”

"No, the second sister was promised to his brother. About the girl, I'm afraid it's a rumor outside, and it's not necessarily reliable. But it has nothing to do with us, someone else is in charge. And the person who is the matchmaker is Feng Leshan. ”

"Nothing to do with us? Can you bear to let your second sister marry into that kind of family? That is to say, the life of a lovely young man has been cut short again. The second sister herself must be reluctant! Juehui said angrily.

"What can she do if she is reluctant? There are others to call the shots for her. ”

"But she's so young, she's only sixteen this year!"

"Sixteen this year, seventeen next year, and I can get married. Your sister-in-law is only eighteen years old! And if you are young and marry early, you will be able to avoid resistance in the future! ”

However, without her consent, he decided her fate in a daze when she was young, which will make her regret it for the rest of her life. Didn't they think about that? What a despicable act! Jue Hui actually scolded.

"Why are you so angry?" Juexin said bitterly, "They only know that their will should be obeyed, so your second brother's resistance is useless." ”

"Useless? You say the same thing? No wonder you refuse to help your second brother! ”

"What can I do?" Juexin thought he was the unluckiest person in the world.

"Don't you remember how Daddy handed us over to you when he was dying? Do you think you're worthy of your father? Jue Hui angrily rebuked Jue Xindao.

Juexin didn't answer, and he began to sob.

"If I were in your position, I would not be as cowardly and useless as you. I want to make my own decisions, and I refused the Feng family's family affairs for my second brother. I have to do it! ”

"And what about Grandpa?" After a long time, Juexin raised his head and said this.

"Grandpa's time has passed. Do you want your second brother to sacrifice for your grandfather's prejudice? ”

Juexin buried his head again and remained silent.

"What a coward you're in!" Jue Hui scolded her brother like this and walked away.

Jue Hui went, leaving Jue Xin alone in the room. The room was lonely, dark, and the air weighed down on him. His doctrine of manipulation and non-resistance have lost their effectiveness, and they can no longer reconcile with the realities of the extended family. He even sacrificed his own happiness in order to satisfy everyone, but the result still did not bring him peace and tranquility. He voluntarily took over the burden from his father's shoulders, making it his goal to help his younger siblings, and he was willing to sacrifice everything for them. But as a result, he drove away one of his younger brothers, and was scolded as a coward by another brother, what words could he say to comfort himself? After thinking about it for a long time, he wrote a very earnest letter to Juemin. In the letter he faithfully dissected his heart, he recounted his difficult position and sorrow, he recounted the friendship between their brothers, and finally he asked Juemin to come home immediately for the sake of the peace of the family in the face of his deceased father.

He found Jue Hui and gave the letter to Jue Hui to read, asking Jue Hui to send it to Juemin.

Jue Hui read the letter, shed tears, shook her head silently, and still put the letter in the envelope.

Juemin's reply came, of course, brought by Juehui, and the letter contained the following words:

"I've been waiting for a letter like this from you, and honestly, how disappointed I am! …… Come back, come back, you say that over and over again. …… I was sitting in a small room at this time, as if I had escaped from prison, and I did not dare to move, lest I would be taken back to death row. Death row is my family, and the executioner is my family. Our family joined forces to slaughter me, an orphan without parents. No one cares about my happiness, and no one loves me. Yes, you want me to come back, and when I come back, your problems will be solved, you will have peace, and you will see one more victim. Naturally, you are happy, but from now on I will sink into the sea of misery. …… Please stop your delusions, I will never come back if I do not accept my conditions. I have nothing left to be nostalgic for in our family, and I have taken with me so many painful memories that still hurt my heart to this day, and they often oppress me and diminish my courage to move forward. Yet I have love to support me. You may wonder why I have so much courage this time. Yes, even I couldn't have thought of it myself. Now I have love. I understand that I am not only fighting for myself, I am fighting for the happiness of two people, and I am fighting to the end for her happiness. …… Big brother, what do you guess I'm thinking at this time? I'm thinking about my garden, I'm thinking about my old friends, I'm thinking about my childhood. Help me, for my father's sake, for your brother's sake. Help me, even if not for me, you should think about her and her happiness, and you should help her. At least think about her happiness, you should be moved. One Cousin Mei is sad enough, I hope you don't create a second Cousin Mei. ……”

Juexin's tears flowed down his cheeks, and he didn't feel that he seemed to have fallen into the abyss. There was darkness all around, no ray of light, and no glimmer of hope. He just muttered two words: "He doesn't forgive me, no one understands me." ”

Juehui watched from the side, angry and pitying. Not only did he read Juemin's letter first, but he also wrote some words for Juemin's idea. He expected that this letter would definitely move Juexin and make him show the courage to help Juemin. But now he hears such words. He wanted to blame Juexin, but what was the use of blaming? Juexin has become such a person, and he no longer has a will of his own.

"There is no hope for this family at all, so it's better to simply break away." Jue Hui thought to herself. At this moment, not only was he not pessimistic about the affairs of Juemin, but he also had another kind of thought of his own, which was only beginning to sprout now, but it might grow very quickly.

These days, there are several people who are living miserable lives for the sake of the people. Juemin himself is certainly not an exception. He lives in the home of his classmate Huang Cunren, although Huang Cunren treats him very well and considerately, but he hides in a small room all day long, does not move freely, cannot do what he wants, cannot see the people he wants, and is forever tormented by hope and fear,—— this kind of life of escape is indeed embarrassing, and Juemin is a person who has no such experience.

Juemin waited, he waited all day for good news. However, Juehui brought him only bad news. Hope is getting dimmer day by day, but it's not completely broken, so he still has the courage to endure it all. At the same time, Juehui constantly encouraged him with words of final victory. Qin's love and the image of Qin gave him great strength. He finally supported it. He didn't even think of giving in.

In the past few days, Jean has indeed occupied his entire brain. He missed her all the time, and even during the day he dreamed about him and her. The dimmer his hope, the more he missed her; The more he missed her, the more he wanted to see her. However, he could not go there because his aunt was at home. Although the two of them lived close together, there was no way to see each other, and even communication was not very convenient. When Juehui came to see him, he wanted to write a letter to Qin, and asked Juehui to send it. But as soon as she picked up the pen, she felt that there were too many things to say, and she didn't know where to start, and she was afraid that not writing in detail would make her more anxious. He decided to find an opportunity to meet with her. This opportunity came soon, and it was arranged for him by Juehui. In fact, Juehui didn't bother, he knew that his aunt was not at home, so he took Juemin to Qin.

Juehui hid Juemin outside the door and went into the room to greet Qin. He said to her proudly, "Sister Qin, I brought you something good." ”

Jean wore a white summer cloth shirt, held a book in her hand, and reclined on the bed as if she was going to sleep. When she heard Juehui's voice, she quickly sat up, threw down her book, cut her hair and sideburns, and asked listlessly, "What good things?" Her face was yellow and thin, and her eyelids drooped from time to time, as if she hadn't slept for several nights.

"You've lost weight!" Jue Hui forgot to answer her words, but involuntarily screamed.

"You don't come to see me these days!" Jean smiled bitterly. "What's going on with my second cousin? Why didn't you even give me a message? She said as she slouched to her feet.

"A few days? Didn't I come to see you the day before yesterday? You see I'm here today, and the sweat has come out. You still don't thank me? Jue Hui replied with a smile, pulling out his handkerchief and wiping the beads of sweat from his forehead.

Qin took a fan painted with flowers on the table and handed it to Juehui, and continued to complain: "You have to know how long I have lived here! Tell me, what's going on with him? Her eyes widened, and there was melancholy and anxiety in her eyes.

"He gave in," Jue Hui did not think to tell this lie when he came in, but at that moment a desire strongly tempted him, and he said it without thinking.

"He gave in?" She read bitterly, and then said firmly, "I don't believe it!" This lie was not a terrible blow to her in a short period of time.

She was right, because at this moment another young man suddenly appeared in her room. Her eyes lit up immediately. She exclaimed in surprise: "You! Whether the word "you" meant doubt, surprise, joy, and reproach, she herself did not have time to discern. She almost pounced. But she suddenly stopped. She stared at him desperately, her eyes revealing much meaning.

"Sister Qin, it's really me," said Juemin, who was really a mixture of joy and sorrow, although not to the point of shedding tears and laughing and laughing and crying. "I should have come to see you a long time ago, but I was afraid of running into my aunt, so I didn't come until today."

"I knew you would come, I knew you would come," she said joyfully, tears welling up in her eyes. She looked at Juehui with reproachful eyes and said, "Third cousin, you lied to me, I know you lied to me." I'm sure he's not going to give in, I believe in him. ”

"Who is he? Who is he? A kind smile appeared on Juehui's face, and he couldn't find the words to answer her, so he laughed at her with this old saying.

She's not blushing. She proudly pointed at Juemin and said, "He is him!" She smiled contentedly. She looked at Juemin with loving eyes.

Her move was something Jue Hui hadn't expected, but it made a good impression on him. He smiled. He looked at Kyawmin, who stood there proudly and thought he was a hero, because he had been overly praised by her.

It was then that Jue Hui realized how wrong his previous conjecture was. He thought that the meeting between these two men must be very sad, there would be tears, there would be crying, there would be everything that a tragedy should have. Because in their homes this kind of thing is very common. But now the truth is the opposite of what he suspected. How these two men were supported by love and trust, finding hope and comfort in them, as if all obstacles could not separate them. They have been held together by an irresistible force. There is no sorrow, no despair, only mutual trust, a mutual trust that is enough to defy everything. At this moment, Eum-and-Jue-min did perform this love scene in front of his eyes. This scene is like a ray of light in a dark world, giving him a hope, and he believes that without his encouragement in the future, Juemin will definitely not give in. It is so easy for a passionate youth to trust people!

"Okay, stop acting. If you have something to say, hurry up, time flies quickly," Juehui said to them with a smile; He asked, "Do you want me to go out?" I thought to myself, "I've found something to laugh at you." ”

They smiled at him, and without paying attention to him or answering him, they sat down on the edge of the bed holding hands and began to talk intimately. Jue Hui turned her back and picked up a book on the desk and flipped through it, this is the "Ibsen Collection", which has creases in it and some places have added dense circles. He looked through it attentively, and realized that Jean had been reading "The Enemy of the Nation" by heart these days. He thought she was probably looking for encouragement and comfort there. He couldn't help but smile at the thought of this. He turned to look at her. She was talking to Juemin energetically, intimately, and the kind smile made her face more beautiful, no longer the haggard look it used to be. He unconsciously looked at her twice, and envied his brother in his heart. So he turned around and read a book while fanning his mandarin ducks. After reading the first act of "The Enemy of the Nation", he turned to look at her again, and she was still talking to him. He finished reading the second act and went back to see her, and their words were not finished. He finished reading it and went back to see her, and they were still talking happily.

"How? So many words! Jue Hui began to urge.

Jean glanced up at him, smiled, and turned her face to speak again.

"Second brother, let's go, you've talked enough," After half an hour, Juehui was urging again.

Juemin was about to answer, but was rushed by Qin and said, "Wait a little longer." It's still early, so why be in such a hurry! She held Juemin's hand tightly, as if she was afraid that Juemin was about to walk away.

"I must go back," Juehui deliberately insisted.

"Okay, please go back, I can't keep your precious feet in this cheap place," Qin said angrily. But when she saw that Jue Hui was about to go outside, she and Juemin called him in unison.

"Third brother, do you really want to leave? Won't you even help me with this? Juemin pleaded sincerely.

Jue Hui smiled:

"I'm just joking with you, but you're also snubbing me too much. Sister Qin, I've been here for so long, and you don't invite me to sit or talk to me. You forgot about me when you had a second brother. ”

Both laughed. Qin laughed and argued, "I only have one mouth, how can I talk to two people at the same time?" Third cousin, be obedient, let me talk more to my second cousin today. You've got something to say until tomorrow, and we'll talk about it enough," Jean comforted Jue Hui as if she were a child.

"Don't lie to me like that. I don't have the same blessings as my second brother. ”

"Third brother," Juemin shouted, and was about to continue, but was stopped by Qin. Qin hurriedly said, "Your mouth is so powerful, I can't talk about you." I just ask you if you like Xu Qianru, she is much better than me, she is a new woman! Do you want me to introduce you? A sly smile appeared on her face.

"I may like her, I may not like her, but what does that have to do with you? I don't need you to introduce me, and she doesn't know me," Jue Hui said mischievously, interested in the argument.

"You're right, I think so. Both of them are new and intense in their thoughts," Jean had not yet answered, but Juemin nodded at Jean with a smile as if he remembered something, agreeing with her.

Juehui naturally understood what they meant, smiled and waved his hand and said, "I don't want to follow your example, I can't act." He turned his head, and his first thought was, "All I want is you!" But the second thought came and drove the first one away. The thought was: "I have lost the life of a young girl, and I don't need love anymore." He just smiled, just wryly.

It's finally time for Geum-Jumin's conversation to come to an end. Now they have to separate. Juemin really didn't want to leave this room. He felt that not only her, but even everything in this room was very precious to him. He hesitated. He looked at her, and he thought again of the little room, the lonely, waiting life, and he didn't have the courage to go back there. However, Juehui stood beside him. Juehui's urging gaze reminded him that he knew he had to go back there. There is no other way. As if anticipating the imminent descent from the glorious sky into the dark abyss, he said in despair, sorrow, and with a little struggle, "I went." But he couldn't pull his foot for a moment. He also wanted to say a few words to comfort her, but he couldn't find the right words in a hurry, so he said "don't think about me". He didn't mean to do that, he wanted her to miss him all the time.

Eumin stood in front of Juemin, two big eyes watery as she looked at him. She listened attentively to what he had to say, as if she had anticipated something unusual from him to her. But he didn't. She waited for a long time, and he only said two short sentences. She was disappointed, she was afraid that he would walk away immediately. She hurriedly said, "Don't just leave, wait a while, I still have something to say to you." She tugged at his sleeve.

He swallowed the words as if he were swallowing good food. He stared blankly at her agitated face, his eyes looking into hers through the lenses of his glasses. His lips moved slowly, and he said the following words with a smile: "Don't worry, I won't go." His smiling face was almost like a crying face, and Juehui thought he was really crying.

Jean felt that Juemin's gentle eyes were caressing her eyes and her face, as if to say, "You say, you say!" I listened attentively to what you said, whether it was a word or a sentence. She wanted to find something that would comfort him forever and that he would never forget, but she couldn't find a word worth listening to. She looked at him, she was anxious. She was afraid that he would turn around and leave. She still tugged at his sleeve. She didn't choose words anymore. When she thinks of something, she says it immediately, without thinking about whether it is necessary to say it or whether it has anything to do with him.

"Qianru said that Wen and 'Old Miss' in our school are going to Beijing to study. They can't stand it anymore in this environment. Their family blames them for not cutting their hair," Jean began, not explaining to Juemin who Moon and "Old Miss" were, as if he was already familiar with the names and nicknames. However, Juemin listened attentively, as if he was greatly interested.

"I'm afraid Qianru herself will have to leave. Her father was attacked because of her affairs, and he was very indignant, saying that he was going to resign from the negotiation office and take his daughter to live in Shanghai or Nanjing. This was also Qin's words, and Juemin still listened attentively.

"Sister Mei has been very sick lately. She vomited blood every day, but not much. She hid it from her mother, she didn't want me to tell anyone, she didn't want to take medicine. She said that it was better for her to live one more day of sin, and that it was better for her to die early. Her mother was busy visiting customers and playing cards all day long, and she didn't care about her. But the eldest cousin often thinks about her, sends her medicine, and sends things to her. I finally found an opportunity yesterday to tell her mother about her illness. Her mother was in a hurry. Sister Mei's words may be right, but I can't watch her die. Don't tell your big cousin. She told me not to let my eldest cousin know about her vomiting blood. "That's what Jean said. She suddenly saw that Juemin's eyes were filled with tears, and tears began to flow down her cheeks behind the lenses of her glasses. His lips moved slightly, as if he wanted to say something, but he couldn't. But she already got it. She wanted to say something, but a nameless sorrow suddenly struck her, and it quickly conquered her. She said a word or two, and swallowed again. She was struggling, and she finally burst out into a cry: "I can't say any more!" So he took a few steps back, covered his face with his hands, and let the tears flow freely.

"Sister Qin, I'm going," Juemin said sadly, he really didn't want to go, but by this time he had to go. He did not expect that their happy meeting would end in sad tears. But both of them wept. Many words, many things, ended in weeping, no matter how much they pretended to be new youths, brave youths.

"Don't go! Don't go! Jean took off her hand covering her face and reached out to Juemin, crying out in a mournful voice.

Juemin was about to lunge at her when his arm was grabbed by Juehui. He stood still and silently turned around to look at Juehui. Jue Hui didn't cry, her dry eyes glowed strongly. Jue Hui turned her face back, meaning to tell him to leave. He thought Jue Hui meant it well. He turned his head and comforted Qin in his mournful voice: "Sister Qin, don't cry, I will come again, our residence is so close, I will definitely come to see you if I have the chance." …… I'm going back, take care and wait for my good news. He walked out with Jue Hui with his heart, leaving Qin alone in the room that had begun to be dark.

When Jean saw them gone, she chased them out, and when she reached the door of the hall, she stopped, leaned against the doorframe, and looked at their backs attentively.

Juemin and Juehui walked out into the street, and there seemed to be the cry of the geum in their ears. They didn't say a word, they just strode along. When they were almost at Huang Cunren's house, Juehui suddenly stopped in the street and said to Juemin in a loud voice:

"Your deeds will be successful, you will be victorious. We've sacrificed enough. He paused slightly, then said in a firmer, almost cruel voice, "If there is still a need for sacrifice, then let them be sacrificed once." ”