Chapter Ninety-Six: The Finale, the Hand of the Son
Mausoleum of the Eastern Qin Emperor.
"Shallow, are you still holding a grudge against me?" Gu Li spoke in a deep voice.
"I, I, I ......" Mu Qianxia didn't say anything for a long time, now her feelings for Gu Li are very delicate, and after what happened just now, she is not sure if she still holds a grudge against him.
In fact, deep in Mu Qianxia's heart, she didn't hate Gu Li for a long time, no, she never hated him. Even when she first knew the truth of the matter, she hated nothing more than herself, but she didn't want to admit it.
Before Mu Qianxia could finish answering, Gu Li spoke again: "You're right, people like me don't need a wife, your existence is a stumbling block on my way to success, people like me shouldn't have feelings by birth, because any unnecessary feelings will hinder my success." Mu Qianxia, it was you who dragged me back, if it weren't for your existence, how could I be threatened? How could it have come to this point? ”
Mu Qianxia's good-looking eyebrows frowned tightly, and the change in Gu Li's attitude towards her caught her off guard, "Gu Li, you, what do you mean by this?" You just ...... it."
Gu Li interrupted again: "Mu Qianxia, you are not a stupid person, I have said it so clearly, I don't believe that you can't understand, or that you don't want to understand from the bottom of your heart." The reason why I did that just now is just to make up for the debt I owed you before, and at the same time, I can also lose a reputation for love and righteousness, is it possible, do you really think that I will give up this world for you? ”
"The pill you just took......"
The current Gu Li seemed to be extremely impatient, and every time he didn't wait for Mu Qianxia to finish speaking, he interrupted, as if he didn't want to hear her voice again: "That pill just made me lose my martial arts, it's no big deal, and even if I don't have martial arts, it's just easy for me to make a comeback." ”
"But ......"
"But what? Mu Qianxia, didn't you want to leave me for a long time? Haven't you been trying to get out of me? So now, the opportunity has come, you go, I won't send anyone to find you anymore, I have made up for your debt, from now on, you and I don't owe each other, don't bother each other, and go and live the life that each wants each other. ”
Mu Qianxia stood still and did not move, as if there were tears in her eyes slowly condensing.
"What are you doing standing here? Let's go, I don't want to see you anymore, let's go! Gu Li shouted loudly.
Mu Qianxia finally couldn't bear it anymore, turned to leave, and when she turned around, tears burst out of her eyes.
Gu Li looked at Mu Qianxia's departing back without looking back, his eyes were full of tenderness, as if he wanted to engrave that back in his heart forever. Finally, he couldn't hold on......
Leaning against the stone statue of the imperial tomb, he tightly covered his painful head, and a large mouthful of blood gushed out.
Mu Qianxia walked a distance, the more he thought about it, the more he felt that there was a problem, Gu Li in the past had always been a calm and unhurried expression, even if something big happened, even if a sword was on his neck, his expression would not waver a little, but just now, he was a lot more impatient, as if someone was constantly urging him to make a decision quickly, especially when speaking, every time he didn't wait for her to finish, Gu Li had already interrupted rashly.
Moreover, when he left, he said to Gu Chenyu that the rest will be left to you, which shows that he has no intention of going back at all, but he just said that he will continue his unfinished business.
No, there must be something wrong, she must go back and see.
Mu Qianxia realized that her heart was already extremely frightened, even her thoughts were broken, Mu Qianxia only felt that she was breathing urgently, her heart seemed to be oppressed by a huge force, if she didn't do something, she couldn't feel at ease.
She had to go back and see for herself that he was still well.
Finally ran back to the place where the two broke up, Mu Qianxia bent down and gasped violently, Mu Qianxia turned his head to look to the side, and found that Gu Li had already vomited blood and was in a coma.
Mu Qianxia hurriedly went over, hugged Gu Li in his arms, and shook Gu Li carefully, while whispering: "Gu Li, wake up quickly, I'm shallow, I'm back, wake up quickly, I won't leave you again, wake up quickly." ”
I don't know how long she swayed, Gu Li opened her eyes slowly, and when she saw that it was Mu Qianxia, she couldn't help but be surprised: "Qianqian, why are you here?" ”
"Gu Li, what's wrong with you? How so? I'm going to find Princess Nanban, I'm going to beg her, she likes you so much, she'll definitely give you an antidote. Mu Qianxia said in a panic. Her eyes are now full of confusion and helplessness, and Princess Nanban is her last straw now.
Mu Qianxia immediately got up and wanted to find Princess Nanban, Gu Li wanted to hold her, but his body couldn't withstand any movement, and he only had time to stretch out a hand before he spit out a mouthful of blood.
Mu Qianxia was so frightened that she immediately pounced, and said eagerly and panickedly: "Gu Li, don't scare me, haven't you always been the smartest?" Haven't you always been a good doctor? You have to think of a way, what should I do, what should I do to save you? When he said the last sentence, Mu Qianxia's eyes could no longer control it.
Gu Li stretched out his hand with difficulty, gently wiped away the tears on Mu Qianxia's face, and said softly: "What can I do, no matter how smart I am, no matter how high my medical skills are, what is the use, that poison is incurable, you don't want to waste your efforts." ”
Gu Li paused for a moment and continued: "Before I knew you, I only had this world in my heart, but since I met you and came to your side, I gradually realized that in fact, the country is not so important. I've always been a person who weighs the pros and cons, and this time I saved you, but I just think that you are more important than the country. Shallow, I'm sorry I hurt you and used you before. You must not remember a bad guy like me who only sees pros and cons. ”
Mu Qianxia grabbed Gu Li's hand tightly and cried silently, "Gu Li, I have never hated you, even when I first knew the truth, I was only angry and resentful of you, but I never hated." Gu Li, you are the first person to enter my heart for so many years, how could I have forgotten you. You won't die, everyone else may die, only you won't die. ”
Gu Li looked at Mu Qianxia crying like a child who had lost candy, and wanted to reach out to wipe the tears from her face for her, but his hand hung heavily when he was about to touch Mu Qianxia's cheek.
"Gu Li!" Mu Qianxia screamed sadly, "Gu Li, wake up, don't scare me, Gu Li ......"
No matter how much she shook Gu Li's body this time, no matter how much she called Gu Li's name, he would never wake up again.
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Spring goes and spring comes again, time flies like flowing water, and two years have passed since that year.
Gu Li's body was taken away by his senior brother Su Fuying, and Mu Qianxia settled down with Su Fuying near the burial of Gu Li's bones.
In fact, the human heart has a very strong resilience and elasticity, as long as there is a breath that is not dead, a thought that is not broken, it can slowly come back to life.
But this does not mean that Mu Qianxia will forget about Gu Li because of this.
She will never forget the person she once loved, left, and angered, but never really hated, even if Gu Li is dead, but it is also a gem that will always shine in her heart.
She loved in the past, loves now, and will continue to love this person in the future, and she is now willing to admit that even if life is no more, there are things that can be eternal.
Sitting in the sunny garden, Mu Qianxia was holding a hairpin in her hand, which Gu Li had given her.
In fact, she hasn't seen this hairpin for a long time, because she doesn't need to rely on tokens to miss Gu Li, and even, she doesn't need to think about it in particular, she breathes the air that Gu Li once breathed, she lives in the world that Gu Li once lived, her life was saved by Gu Li, and her heartbeat continued Gu Li's heartbeat.
There is no need to mourn, and there is no need to think hard, everything in her life is labeled as belonging to Gu Li, and it is indelible.
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Mu Qianxia decided to leave here and go to Nanban, as early as when Su Fuying came to take Gu Li's body, she told her that her mission was completed, if she wanted to leave this era, she would go to the Nanban National Teacher, and the National Teacher would tell her the way to leave. It's just that Mu Qianxia was obsessed at that time, and she refused without thinking about it.
Now, two years have passed, she has let go of what she should have put down, and she won't let go even if she can't let go of it for another two years, and now it's time for her to leave.
After Mu Qianxia made this decision, she told Su Fuying as soon as possible, saying that she would leave in three days, and in the days when she was not there, he would take care of himself.
After Mu Qianxia left, Su Fuying returned to his house, and with a light press on the wall, a secret door quietly appeared.
The secret door was opened, a secret passage suddenly appeared, and walking down the secret passage, Su Fuying came to a secret room, there was a sarcophagus in the dark secret room, the coffin lid was open and placed on the ground aside, Su Fuying leaned against the wall of the secret room, and said softly: "Mu Qianxia is going to leave in three days, if you don't wake up, you will never see her again." ”
All that answered him was the silence of the room.
Three days later, Mu Qianxia put on a simple bag, and finally took a nostalgic look at the house where he had lived for two years, chuckled, and locked the door.
At this moment, Mu Qianxia suddenly heard a familiar sound of the piano coming from Su Fuying's house, and Qing Yue was incomparable, like a silk string thrown above the nine heavens, violently penetrating Mu Qianxia's soul.
In her life, she had only heard such a voice in one place.
Mu Qianxia's eyes widened, and she covered her lips almost in disbelief. The sound of the piano twists and turns, twists and turns, is so long.
She took a step, but withdrew her feet as if she were afraid of something, and her expression became suspicious.
But the sound of the piano never stopped, one by one, and she almost broke her heart and intestines when she heard it.
The whole body seemed to be shouting, and finally, Mu Qianxia raised her feet and ran towards the door, her mind was blank, every inch of her body was eager, reason had long been discarded outside the clouds, and the soul in her body was boiling.
The black lacquered wooden door was pushed open with a bang, and the sound of the piano stopped abruptly.
It was as if time had never turned, and she had just crossed over, jerky and ignorant, unknowingly, and boldly broke into the world of the young man in white.
On the smooth bluestone platform, the half-leaning young man in white clothes dragged the ground, like ice floe and broken snow, his eyebrows were shallow, warm as jade, his skin was as white as snow, and there was a smile on his lips, and his eyes were unfathomable.
Walking over slowly, Mu Qianxia couldn't help but stretch out his trembling hand and gently stroked his beautiful face.
The skin that comes into contact with the palm of your hand is cool and soft, and it is real and fresh.
Mu Qianxia blinked cautiously, lest the person in front of him disappear if he was stronger
"Gu ...... Leave. "It's two simple words, but it's so hard to evoke.
"It's me, I'm back."
Mu Qianxia couldn't say anything, she just hugged Gu Li tightly with tears in her eyes. She didn't bother to ask Gu Li how he survived, and she forgot to think about why he appeared here, none of this mattered, the important thing was that Gu Li appeared alive in front of her eyes now.
Mu Qianxia's arm lifted a little, crossed Gu Li's shoulder, wrapped around his neck, and a little embarrassed, she quickly kissed him lightly on the lips.
After kissing, Mu Qianxia turned away from her feverish face, but her hands were hugged tighter, clinging to Rong Zhi's ear, and muttered in a low voice: "It's great that you're still alive." ”
She doesn't care how Gu Li survived, or how much she lied to her, and how sad she has been these days, if she likes someone, how can she care so clearly?
She is sad, she is sad, she is also willing, she likes this person deeply, she is happy when he is alive, she is sad when he is dead, this person is irreplaceable, and she can no longer take care of the many people around her.
Gu Li also hugged her tightly with his backhand, he didn't defend himself, he didn't mention how the past two years passed, and he didn't mention why he deceived her, as long as the two of them could continue to hug like now, then everything didn't matter.
Gu Li lowered his head and slowly pressed her lips.
Mu Qianxia opened her eyes in a daze, looking at Gu Li's eyes, just like that, her eyes suddenly fell into the bottomless abyss black sea.
Instead of pushing Gu Li away, she hugged him harder, responding to his kiss jerkyly and awkwardly.
The lip flap grinded the lip flap, but Mu Qianxia's face was like a fire that spread endlessly, because of shyness, or maybe for other reasons, tears flowed from the corners of her eyes.
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Mu Qianxia didn't leave, and lived in the house for a few days, no one knew how entangled she was in her heart these days, she always wanted to go home.
But, Gu Li......
How much Gu Li has endured for her and how much she has given up, she has already indirectly learned from Su Fuying's mouth that if she leaves, will she not be too sorry for him? It was almost hard for her to imagine that Gu Li was so proud and lonely, so indifferent and resolute, so ruthless...... How did she get there?
Compared with Gu Li's calm and peaceful nature, Mu Qianxia has been really tossing and turning in the past few days, and he can't sleep at night.
After a few days, Mu Qianxia and Gu left to wander the streets, listening to the gossip of the people on the side, saying that the Eastern Qin and the Southern Barbarians were at war, and the border soldiers were killed and wounded, and many people fled here.
Mu Qianxia stood still, glanced at Gu Li, and said, "Do you regret it now?" "This is a great river and mountain, if he hadn't let go of everything to her, I'm afraid that the world would have been in his hands now.
Gu Li didn't say anything, but just laughed.
Just when Mu Qianxia took Gu Li's hand and was about to leave, Gu Li whispered in her ear: "If you don't leave, I will never regret it." If one day I find out that you are gone, what will become of this world, I dare not guarantee you. ”
In the face of Gu Li's threatening words, Mu Qianxia didn't speak, smiled silently, but held Gu Li's hand a little tighter.
Holding the hand of the son, growing old with the son, life and death are broad, and the son is said.
Between this still heaven and earth, she is just a dust ant, let the invisible hand of fate overturn at will, she may not be able to control anything, but at least, she has mastered a touch of warmth in this palm.