Chapter 53: I'm sorry, please don't feel guilty for my injury
He...... All...... I heard it all.
Gu Li quietly opened his eyes and looked at the top of the tent above, he has always been calm and restrained, and it is rare that he is so unable to hold his breath and control himself. Mu Qianxia hadn't left the house yet, he just turned his back, he couldn't help but open his eyes, if Mu Qianxia turned his head to look at him at that time, the consequences would ...... It can well be imagined. Maybe this is just a small thing in the eyes of others, but for him, it is a great gaffe.
Gu Li's mind echoed over and over again what Fang Cai Mu Qianxia said, and every word was so clear. His heart was already full of astonishment, so stunned that he couldn't even tell what he was shocked for, was it her origin or her heart? The mind that had always been as transparent as a mirror was now in chaos, as if the tide was turbulent, surging and irresistible.
But he still tried his best to restrain himself, did not "wake up" before Mu Qianxia turned around, and did not stop her after she turned around, and said the confusion in his heart.
It is like a surging tide, no matter how turbulent the waves crash on the shore and fierce and violent, when it encounters a taller and more impregnable dam, it cannot be shaken in the slightest.
He once said to people that as a conspirator, you must first control your own heart, and you must not indulge in intrigue and trickery too much, but he did not say one thing, that is: if you completely control your heart, then this person will lose his humanity, so how can he be called a human being?
Those who can completely rationally control their hearts, thoughts, and feelings, have no accidents, no loss of control, and no joys and sorrows in their lives, how terrible is this, and how terrible is this?
Gu Li knew that this was very bad, but he was no longer a child, and what he sought did not allow him to have any feelings. If you are a little careless and make a mistake, you will lose all the games. His concept and creed of life have been doomed since he chose this path, and now he has long been fixed, and he himself has no intention of changing, so it has been like this for so many years.
Mu Qianxia is not the first person to love him and show his heart to him, if everyone shows his heart to him, he has to be excited, then his Gu Li will not be today's Gu Li.
Merely......
Gu Li frowned slightly, his originally soft and beautiful eyebrows, but because of his current action, he showed a little sharpness, and every time he made a slight movement, it seemed to fly out of a sharp knife gently: "Mu Qianxia...... Bathe...... Asa Xia, could all this be a coincidence? ”
He kept saying the name a little unconsciously, it was just a person's ordinary code name to him before, but from that moment on, he kept repeating it, and every tone brought a slight air current, as if something was slowly vibrating.
The powerful, all-encompassing hand of steel, which had been hovering in Gu Li's chest, produced an extremely subtle crack at this moment, very small, so small that it was not even noticeable, but the crack was indeed and truly produced.
Gu Li was a little confused, and he didn't know how to suppress and deal with this sudden strange vibration. He thought about it for a moment, and finally decided to ignore it for the time being, Mu Qianxia's matter could be thought about later, and he had more important things waiting for him to do now.
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Early the next morning, Mu Qianxia woke up, to be precise, he had not slept all night. Although she has experienced a lot of things in the past two days and has not had a good rest, she is worried about Gu Li, and she basically didn't sleep this night. As soon as she closed her eyes, the image of Gu Li pouring blood in front of her would appear in her mind, she didn't dare to close her eyes, so she kept her eyes open until dawn.
When Liuli came to wake up Mu Qianxia as usual, she found Mu Qianxia lying on the bed with her eyes open, staring blankly at the top of the tent, her eyes were full of red bloodshots, she was startled, and couldn't help but exclaim: "Princess, ...... in your eyes"
Mu Qianxia didn't need to be reminded by the glass to know what the hell she was now, and said lightly: "It's okay, it's just that I didn't have a good rest last night."
Liuli asked with concern, "Then does the princess want to rest for a while?"
"No need, come and serve me to change clothes." Mu Qianxia commanded. Anyway, she can't sleep, it's better to get up and go to see Gu Li again, if something happens to his body, she is afraid that she will not forgive herself for the rest of her life.
"Yes."
Mu Qianxia had just finished half of his breakfast when he heard someone report that Gu Li had woken up. Mu Qianxia didn't care about the food in his hand, and immediately stood up and asked, "Is this true?"
The man nodded and said, "Naturally, it's true, how dare a slave deceive Her Royal Highness the eldest princess."
Mu Qianxia's face immediately showed a smile that had not been seen for many days, and tears seemed to appear in her eyes, and she said again and again: "Okay, okay, this princess knows, you can step down."
"Yes."
Mu Qianxia ignored Liuli's dissuasion, she left half of the meal on the table, and walked quickly towards Gu Li's tent without looking back.
Every step she took now showed the excitement and joy in her heart at the moment, but it suddenly stopped at the door. She suddenly didn't know how to face him, didn't know how to tell him.
Mu Qianxia's heart fell into extreme entanglement, her brows were tightly locked, and she organized her words again and again.
At this time, Shuofeng suddenly lifted the curtain and walked out. Seeing Mu Qianxia, who was hesitating at the door, she seemed a little surprised, and said, "Princess?"
The corners of Mu Qianxia's mouth hooked, pulled out an embarrassed smile, and said, "Hehe, that...... I heard that Gu Li woke up, so I ...... So I wanted to take a look. ”
"In that case, princess, please come in. Childe has just woken up, and he is still very weak, so I am afraid that I will not be able to meet him in person, so I ask the princess to forgive me. ”
Mu Qianxia waved her hand again and again, "It's fine." He...... After all, it's because of me that I'm like this, it's me...... I'm sorry for him. ”
Shuo Feng looked at Mu Qianxia in surprise, she had just said "I'm sorry"? This princess, who has always been unruly and favored, would even say "I'm sorry" to others?
But he still quickly put down his emotions, lowered his head, turned sideways, and let Mu Qianxia in.
Stepping in, entering the inner room, I saw that Gu Li had opened his eyes, and was staring at her gently at this time, with a gentle smile on his face as always.
Mu Qianxia walked to the side of the bed, lowered his eyes, and looked at Gu Li's pale cheeks, bloodless lips, and weak lips at the moment, Mu Qianxia's eyes turned red, "Gu Li, you...... Finally woke up. ”
"Princess, how are you, are you okay?"
"No, no!" Mu Qianxia shook her head again and again, her eyes became more and more red, "How could I have something, it's obviously you who have something!" Do you know that you almost ......?"
"I'm fine, too." Gu Li interrupted.
His voice was low and hoarse, with a bit of helplessness and a bit of reassurance.
"Gu Li, you liar!" Mu Qianxia bit her lip and glared at him, her eyes suddenly became redder and wetter, and tears dripped down involuntarily, "You are wrapped up like this and say it's okay, the meat has been bitten off by those wolves and say it's okay, in your eyes, is it only called something if you are dead?" ”
Gu Li saw Mu Qianxia's appearance, her heart was soft, sour, and slightly painful, and she raised her hand to wipe away her tears.
"Silly girl, what are you crying about? I'm really fine. ”
It's just that when he raised his hand, he saw that his hands were all wrapped in gauze, and with a wry smile, Mu Qianxia hurriedly reached out to hold his hand and slowly put his hand down, "You don't care about me, your biggest task now is to lie down and don't move." Don't worry, I won't cry, I won't cry anymore. ”
Gu Li's eyes narrowed, "Princess, what's wrong with your arm?" ”
"It's okay, I accidentally touched it."
"Really?" Looking at Shang Gu Li's insight into everything, Mu Qianxia couldn't help but feel empty in his heart.
"It's really okay, you see I only have such a small piece here, if something happens to me, are you already dying?"
After Mu Qianxia finished speaking, she was shocked by her divine logic.
Gu Li pursed his lips slightly, "I'm sorry." ”
"Why are you saying sorry to me!" Mu Qianxia was completely angry, and looked at him sadly and distressedly, "Gu Li, you have to apologize to me for being hurt like this, how can you make me embarrassed?" If I hadn't had you at the time, I would have really died there, you know? ”
Gu Li's eyes darkened, "If it weren't for me, the princess wouldn't have faced such a dangerous situation." And I promised the princess that I would let you go back unharmed, but I didn't do it, and in the end I let the princess hurt you like this. ”
No, I really didn't get hurt because of you, I had to leave the tree, and I can't blame you, I blame myself. ”
If she hadn't gone down at that time, she really wouldn't have hurt at all. It's just that she really can't watch Gu Li lying below, but she is indifferent. She didn't regret it at all, and even if she had to choose again, she would not hesitate to choose to leave that tree. Even if more than one wolf woke up at that time, even if she was bitten by the wolf a few more times, she would not regret going down to find him.
Mu Qianxia sniffed and stared at him quietly, "Do you know how scared I was when I watched your clothes turn from white to red little by little, don't you think that protecting me is what you should do, you don't have to protect me well, you are you, you are my friend, and it is not your responsibility to protect me." There's not so much that you have to do, you know? ”
He gave his life to save her, but it wasn't really a task he had to do.
Mu Qianxia murmured, "Thank you, Gu Li." Thank you for sacrificing your life to save me, but I also ask you not to feel guilty about my injury, okay? ”
Gu Li's Adam's apple rolled, "Okay." ”
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In the afternoon of the same day, they set off for Beijing.