On the second day, the sun was already very high, and Hua Yun opened his eyes. He found that he and Zhao Yun were hugging each other naked, and Zhao Yun had probably woken up a long time ago, lying in his arms, looking at him without blinking. Hua Yun realized something and sat up violently.

Hua Yun's heart was very confused, and he didn't know what to say.

Zhao Yun also sat up, looked at Hua Yun and said, "I found that you are still quite good-looking." ”

Hua Yun found that there was a special meaning in Zhao Yun's tone. It is a unique meaning of a woman being physically conquered by a man. But Zhao Yun's voice in the voice change period clearly shows that he is a man. This mixed feeling made Hua Yun feel very strange.

Hua Yun calmed down for a moment, and turned his face to look at Zhao Yun's eyes, Zhao Yun's eyes seemed to be covered with a layer of mist, blurry and bright. Hua Yun said: "Yun, was I last night, was I, was I, was I...... Got in? ”

Zhao Yun was a little shy, blushing and said, "Hmm! ”

"Huh?! I, I, I, allow, I didn't mean to. I drank too much last night, just too much. ”

"It's fine." Zhao Yun tilted his head and said.

"You, does it hurt there?"

"Sort of." Zhao Yun nodded and said.

"I'll ask the doctor to rub some medicine for you later."

"No, I don't."

"I, I, I. I'm a jerk. I'm a jerk. Don't think I, that, that ......"

"I said it's fine. I like it. ”

"Huh?!"

Zhao Yun put his face to Hua Yun's chest and said, put his hands around Hua Yun's waist, and whispered, "This is good." Brother Yun, let me tell you, in fact, last night, I was quite happy in my heart. ”

Hua Yun realized that he had done a big mistake. He was drunk and had sex last night, completely unconscious, and when sex came, he probably regarded Zhao Yun as a woman. But Zhao Yun was sober at the time, not only did he not stop himself, but he was also quite happy. Hua Yun is a person who has been in love for a long time, and at this time, he thought of some of Zhao Yun's actions on weekdays, especially Zhao Yun's eyes when he looked at him, and suddenly realized that Zhao Yun must have Longyang's goodness. In the past, Hua Yun had also tasted some male pets out of curiosity, but he didn't like it in his heart, just to be lively and novel. He looked at Zhao Yun's expression today, and concluded in his heart that Zhao Yun must have true feelings for him.

That's very hard. If he forcibly rejected Zhao Yun's affection, let alone that last night's incident was caused by his own disorderly nature, and his chaotic behavior was despicable, and Zhao Yun's face alone could not be broken. But if you don't say it clearly, it is a wrong signal and expectation to Zhao Yun, and Zhao Yun will fall deeper and deeper and can't extricate himself. The lesser of two evils, Hua Yun decided to explain to Zhao Yun euphemistically for the sake of Zhao Yun's long-term consideration.

Hua Yun pretended to pat Zhao Yun very easily, then got up, picked up one of his clothes from the table next to the couch and put it on. Hua Yun looked around and found that there was no clean clothes from Zhao Yun, only a flower dress that was full of filth and was worn yesterday.

Zhao Yun smiled and said, "My servants haven't brought me clothes yet." "It's a hot summer day, and Zhao Yun sits naked on the couch. Hua Yun found that Zhao Yun's body had already grown into a new body. This strengthened his determination to make it clear to Zhao Yun. Because, if Zhao Yun is still just a child now, then what he did with Zhao Yun last night and Zhao Yun's reaction are likely to be just Zhao Yun's ignorance. But Zhao Yun has grown up, judging from his obedience when he was awake last night and his happy expression after today's aftermath and his demeanor towards himself, Zhao Yun is undoubtedly a good man with Longyang, and Hua Yun is not so good, he must not let Zhao Yun's affection be in vain on himself, which will harm Zhao Yun's life.

Hua Yun took a deep breath, gave himself more strength, looked at Zhao Yun and said, "Yun, I want to talk to you about last night." ”

"You're really long-winded. I've already said it's okay. And I'm glad you and I look like this. But don't get so drunk in the future, and don't be so strong. ”

"Yes, I'm really going to talk to you about this."

"Needless to say. I'll just live with you for as long as I can. ”

"No, no, no. Yes, you misunderstood. I mean, we can't do that again. ”

"Why? Don't you like me? ”

"Of course I like you."

"That's it. I like you too. Wouldn't it be nice for us to be together? Didn't we have a good night last night? Wouldn't it be nice for us to do this every day? ”

"Yes, if you listen to me, blame me for not being good. I was drunk last night and completely unconscious, that's why I did that to you. If I were sober, I would never hurt you. ”

"You didn't hurt me. As I said, I'm glad you did. ”

"No, no, no, you misunderstood me. I mean, I don't want to do that to you. We don't want that anymore. ”

"What do you mean?" Zhao Yun chuckled in his heart.

"I mean, yes, you know, I like you, but not like that, you know? This kind of thing can only be done by men and women, and we are both men, so we can't do this kind of thing. ”

"Then why did you do this to me last night?"

"I was really drunk and unconscious last night, you know. I guess, I guess, I mistook you for a woman, that's why I ......"

"Don't say it, I'll ask you, you, do you like what you did with me last night?"

"I, I, I don't like it. But you know, it's not that I don't like you, I ......"

"That's enough." Zhao Yun yelled, "Don't talk nonsense. I see what you mean. Zhao Yun jumped out of the house and began to get dressed, wearing the filthy flower dress that Hua Yun spat out last night.

Hua Yun stepped forward, grabbed Zhao Yun's hand, and said, "Don't wear this." Don't be angry. You love cleanliness so much on weekdays, don't ......"

Zhao Yun didn't even look at him, stood there and said softly, "Let go!" The tone was extremely cold, Hua Yun quickly let go of his hand in fright, Zhao Yun said while arranging his clothes, "I love cleanliness, but I have been with a dirty person like you for so long, and I have given you my own body." You're dirty! But I'm dirtier than you. Not only is it dirty, but I'm also cheap, the cheapest person in the world. ”

"Don't, don't, I beg you not to say that about yourself. Yes, I beg of you. No matter how you scold me, I accept it, I admit it. But please don't curse yourself like that. ”

"That's enough, you. Don't play this trick in front of me. I see you doing all this hypocrisy in front of others every day, have I seen less? You don't have to do anything with me. I'm so stupid, I've seen it a long time ago, you're the one who has been in chaos and abandoned, and you should have stayed away from you a long time ago. I didn't expect it to be on your way. I hate myself, I hate myself. ”

"Yes, I'm sincere to you. You can also see that I have never been so kind to others, even to others, I have never been so attentive. Don't talk about others, I don't even care so much about myself. I take you as my own brother, and I am closer than my own brother. I don't know why, I like you when I see you, I just want to love you and take care of you. ”

"Enough. Who do you like? You just like yourself. You did that to me last night because you liked yourself and you wanted you to be comfortable. When you wake up today, are you afraid that I will entangle you, or for yourself. ”

"Yes, I really like you. As long as we don't do what we did last night, we're the best friends in the world. No woman in the world can compare with you. ”

"Enough, enough, enough. I'm not a woman! You bastard. You just used me as a substitute for a woman last night, so you ...... I'll never see you again. I feel disgusted. ”

Zhao Yun rushed out. Zhao Yun's servant was already waiting in the front yard of Washington, and when he saw Zhao Yun coming out in dirty clothes, he hurriedly ran up and said: "Childe, it's all because the little legs and feet are too slow, it's too late, and the son who is harming him ......."

Zhao Yun yelled, "Shut up." Go back to Taixue! ”

The servant did not know what was happening, and did not dare to ask. He had never seen Zhao Yun lose his temper so much. Zhao Yun rushed into his carriage and hid his face and wept. He felt that his internal organs were shattered, every bone was cold, even his blood was cold. It was a chill of despair.

I don't know when Zhao Yun started to have a special emotion for Hua Yun, that is not the emotion between friends, as long as Zhao Yun can't see Hua Yun, he will miss him, think about what he is doing, miss his unique smell, miss his unique way of dealing with people, every night before going to bed, is when Zhao Yun misses Hua Yun the most. He didn't know what kind of emotion it was, he just wanted to be close to Hua Yun, but he didn't know how. It wasn't until last night, when Hua Yun entered him, that Zhao Yun finally understood that this was what he wanted, and he wanted to be one with Hua Yun. Last night, when Hua Yun finished his work as fiercely as a storm, Zhao Yun didn't sleep all night. He carefully studied Hua Yun, his face, his body, and every tiny change in his body under his touch. He also carefully discerns his scent, the smell of different places. He likes everything about Hua Yun, and there is nothing he doesn't like. He likes Hua Yun more than he likes himself. He felt that he was so happy, and he had never experienced this kind of happiness since he was sensible. He thought, he didn't want anything, only Hua Yun. As long as you can be with Hua Yun, you can do anything, you can go anywhere. As long as he can be with Hua Yun, he would rather give up his status and honor as a nobleman and become an ordinary person, even a beggar. He felt that as long as he could be together in Huayun, he didn't want anything. He felt that Hua Yun must have thought the same way, otherwise, with Hua Yun's flower heart, how could he be so concerned about himself. Especially last night, when Hua Yun was galloping in his body, his expression was so enjoyable and devoted, and his roar at the peak was so forgetful. They love each other. Zhao Yun felt that there was no other pursuit in this life. But suddenly, the sky fell apart, and Hua Yun actually said that he didn't want to do those things with him. In recent months, Hua Yun's care and love for herself has suddenly become extremely fake, as if Hua Yun abandoned herself since she realized that everything she did was to molest herself once last night. Hua Yun saw herself as a woman, and played with herself like a woman. Hua Yun became the ugliest and most despicable person in Zhao Yun's heart.

Zhao Yun felt that he had fallen heavily from the sky to the ground, and he had thrown himself directly into the biting ice water from the pleasant warm water, and he couldn't feel everything around him, what dirty filth, the bumpy carriage, the noisy streets, everything, he couldn't feel it. He felt that he didn't even exist, and at the same time, he simply didn't need to exist.