Chapter 253: A Thorn in the Heart
Chapter 253: A thorn in the heart
"As long as you're in the middle of nowhere, no one can hurt me......" Tanaka Yuzuki muttered, "That's what you said back then...... But what have I experienced over the years? ”
Tanakaji was silent, or he didn't know what to say, because what Tanaka Yuzuki said was the truth.
Looking at Tanakaji's ugly expression, Tanaka Yuzuki also had a miserable smile on his face, and this miserable smile was like a sharp dagger piercing Tanakaji's heart, so that he, who has always been clever and eloquent, didn't know how to speak, so he had to look at his familiar and strange sister with distress.
"Thank you...... Can you still have this heart...... But I don't need it anymore......"
Tanaka Yuzuki shook his head, a disapproving smile on his face, and there was also a kind of helplessness revealed in it.
"I used to think that you would always protect me, you could always protect me, but you disappeared...... And now I've learned to protect myself, because I know that no amount of good promises can beat the pressures of reality. ”
Tanaka Yuzuki said, "Don't worry, I've grown up, and I won't hate you because of your departure back then, but the brother who sheltered me from the wind and rain back then will only live in my memory." Don't contact me in the future, in fact, you now don't bring me anything else except to make me feel ashamed. ”
After saying that, Tanaka Yuzuki didn't mean to stay for half a minute, and turned around directly to leave, Tanakaji immediately grabbed her with one hand, "No, since you're back, I must fulfill my unfulfilled promise, which is what I promised my mother back then!! ”
Tanakaji's tone was as domineering as ever, and this tone didn't look like he was discussing with Tanaka Yuzuki, but a notice of an established decision!
"Mother? Are you worthy? Tanaka Yuzuki heard this, and her mother's heart suddenly ignited with anger, and her tone, which was still calm before, was suddenly full of aggression, "That's my mother, not yours, Tanaka Ji!! ”
Tanaka Yuzuki even called Tanaka Ji by his full name, which shows how angry he is, but Tanakaji said as a matter of course: "She is my mother, and she has given me a motherly love that I have never had for many years, so she is my mother." ”
Tanakaji lost his mother at a young age, and his impression of his biological mother disappeared from his mind long before the memory was formed, and he only remembered his unsmiling and strict father.
It wasn't until he went to France to study abroad that he first realized what maternal love was, and the person who gave him this love was Tanaka Yuzuki's biological mother, a well-read and gentle woman.
At that time, he even questioned his father why he couldn't give such a good person a name, but hid her in France, thousands of miles away, and later as he grew up, he finally understood......
Since she can't be his real mother, then he treats her as his own mother!
And Tanakaji also promised her to protect her sister all the time!
Although she has a half-mother, Tanaka Ji has long regarded Tanaka Yuzuki as her biological sister!
During that time in France, the relationship between the brother and sister was the best.
But as the war progressed, there was now a thorn between them forever!
Tanaka Yuzuki didn't laugh angrily when he heard Tanakaji's words, and his tone was full of mockery, "Then may I ask my dear brother, how does it feel to walk into your mother's country with a butcher's knife?" Is it joy? Or happy? Or is it an unparalleled sense of accomplishment?! ”
Tanaka Yuzuki's words were full of thorns, and every thorn was fiercely pierced into Tanakaji's heart, but he couldn't deny it, because this was the fact that Tanaka Yuzuki saw in his eyes now!
Tanakaji had to sigh and said from the other side: "I don't defend myself, but this does not contradict that I will protect you, is it too far-fetched for you to target me for this reason?" ”
Tanaka tried to avoid the point that Tanaka Yuzuki had been entangled with and downplayed this matter, but Tanaka Yuzuki didn't eat him at all!
"Is it far-fetched? I don't think so. Tanaka Yuzuki shook off Tanakaji's hand, "Aren't you self-proclaimed to be a superior nation?" And you're still a nobleman, the highest of the highest! How dare I be involved with you? To be honest, I cherish my own identity as the other half more than the same half of your blood, and I prefer to think of myself as a Chinese!!! ”
When Tanaka Yuzuki finished saying this, she Tanakaji, who had always been accommodating, finally showed some anger on her face, but he still tried his best to suppress the anger and said: "But you have decided your identity since birth, even if you think of yourself as Chinese, it doesn't matter, but you must admit that you are my sister!" As for what kind of lifestyle you like, even if you change your Chinese name, I can follow you, and I absolutely respect your choice! ”
Tanakaji would talk about this, which Tanaka Yuzuki didn't expect, she thought that she had stepped on all the minefields of Tanakaji one by one, but the anger she imagined did not appear, although her words were so excessive, Tanakaji actually listened to them all, which was different from what she imagined......
The Japanese people she had always met had never thought like this, and even the expatriates living in Europe were mostly radical and arrogant, pretentious!
Why can Tanaka make such a big tolerance?! In her memory, Tanakaji is indeed a pretentious person, even more conceited than the average person!
Because of Tanaka's excessive generosity, Tanaka Yuzuki didn't know what to say for a while, and at this time, Tanakaji immediately hit the railroad while it was hot: "Do you see the couplet at the door?" I know you like to celebrate the Spring Festival, this is all specially prepared by me, I said all this I can rely on you. ”
Tanaka Yuzuki was silent for a while, and his eyes gradually softened, but it was only for a moment that his eyes became firm again, and the rumors she heard lingered in her ears again, constantly reminding her of those bloody facts!
Every time their hearts seemed to be closer, the thorn in their hearts would once again pierce each other's hearts.
Lushun ...... Nanking...... There is also the Mukden tragedy planned by Tanakaji!
All this constantly reminded her that the man in front of her was no longer the person he was back then, he ...... It's just an executioner who looks like the man before!
Tanaka Yuzuki's face returned to indifference, shook his head, and said, "Aren't the Japanese already past the Spring Festival?" What the hell are you doing with this? ”