Chapter 123: Never, Leaving Three Days Later
How could you not like him?
Gu Li's appearance is her favorite type, neither enchanting nor resolute and heroic, it is an elegant and gentle beauty, he only needs to smile slightly, and people can easily unload their hearts.
She was indeed attracted by his appearance at first, but that was the first thing, at first she only saw the beauty of the skin, but after spending time with him, she would find that his eyes were dark and deep, and they were thrilling and unfathomable.
The way he bowed his head and groaned, the way he hooked his lips and smiled, and the way he looked angry and angry, were all her favorite looks, especially when he stared at a person intently, his eyes seemed to have a magic that could suck people's souls away.
The heartbeat when she first met, the peace and indifference when she got along, the comfort and pleasure when she talked, the direction from him when she was confused, the courage from him when she was timid, and the safety from him when she was in danger, even if she doubted him at first and regarded him as an enemy, she couldn't help but appreciate his demeanor, and then, he helped her again and again and saved her in danger, so in her subconscious, she subconsciously didn't want him to be an enemy.
No matter what kind of danger he faced, no matter what kind of predicament he fell into, no matter what difficulties he experienced, even if he would worry about his life, he was so light-hearted, elegant and calm, and that calm bearing made her yearn for it, or it was a little bit of admiration.
And, there's ...... Mu Qianxia silently looked for a reason for herself in her heart, and suddenly couldn't help but smile: What other reason can there be? Because he is Gu Li, he is only Gu Li.
Mu Qianxia likes Gu Li, and likes it very much, whether it is her before or ...... After knowing the truth, she did.
Gu Li looked at Mu Qianxia in a daze, the woman's eyes in front of her were as clear as water, as clean as the sky, like all the clearest and purest things in the world, so refined and sincere, there seemed to be something in her heart that wanted to float up little by little. But Gu Li's expression was still so peaceful, without a trace of waves. The invisible hand in his heart flipped slightly, and suppressed the emotion that he didn't know what it was, at this time, he needed absolute calm.
He heard himself speak slowly, in an indifferent voice, "Never." ”
"So, what you said in the past was all a lie to me, just to gain my trust and make better use of me?"
"Yes, it's all a lie." He doesn't apologize, he doesn't ask for forgiveness, he takes what he does on his own. If she wants revenge, he will wait anytime, anywhere.
Even though she had already prepared in her heart, when she heard this, Mu Qianxia couldn't help but feel sad, as if someone had pierced her heart with a small needle, although it didn't hurt very much, but it was very uncomfortable.
Then Mu Qianxia closed her eyes, and suddenly smiled very freely, "Thank you." Even though she was sad, she still needed to thank Gu Li, thank him for helping her cut off the last trace of obsession with him.
Although she has always been curious about what it would be like for someone like Gu Li to fall in love with someone, she clearly knew that Gu Li could not fall in love with anyone, so her relationship was destined to be fruitless and unresponsive from the beginning. Because he is too rational, and love is an irrational emotion, and it is also the most difficult to control. He is always so careful and calmly in control of the overall situation, how can there be a time when he is excited for a person, and how can he affect the overall situation because of a person?
She liked him at first because of his calmness, and now she has cut off this liking because he is too calm.
"Gu Li, in fact, I have always felt that I was very unlucky, I first died on a plane, and finally had a chance to come back to life, but I ended up possessing a princess, not only to solve a lot of bad debts for her, but also to face the possibility of being killed at any time. I finally enjoyed the most precious family affection in the world, but I didn't expect it to be ruined in your hands. Mu Qianxia suddenly lowered her voice very softly, even with a little gentleness, "I fell in love with someone for the first time, but I didn't expect to like the wrong person." ”
It is undeniable that after Gu Li found out that she was not the eldest princess but still occupied the princess's body, for the sake of safety, he occasionally plucked that ambiguous string, for example, as long as she was willing, he would do it for her, for example, he would always protect her, or for example, he would never leave, but even if she didn't have those, it would be a matter of time before she fell in love with Gu Li, just the difference between one step earlier and one step later.
She liked Gu Li before, not because of how much he paid for her, nor because he was willing to sacrifice himself for her, love is not a commodity, it is not something that can be exchanged for giving something, she likes him, just because he is Gu Li, it's as simple as that.
Mu Qianxia looked at him, his eyes were clear and clear: "Gu Li, when I liked you, I was willing to sacrifice myself to save you, and I was also willing, and now I want to leave you, or I am willing." Her eyes were as bright as water, but she seemed to have a sharp and tough force, "I don't beg you for anything, but I never want to exchange these for anything, I used to like you as my business, and now I want to leave you alone." Gu Li, let me go, I'm tired, I really don't want to get involved in the battle for imperial power anymore. ”
"Since you don't like me, then I don't want to like you anymore, it's as simple as that."
Very light tone, not intense, not high-spirited.
Her voice was originally on the low side, but at this time, it sounded as hard as jade, and every tone was so decisive and beautiful.
As if being impacted by a huge wave, Gu Li only felt slightly dizzy.
Is it because the sun shining into the house at this time is too dazzling?
No, it's the woman in front of her, it's too dazzling.
He could see through many people, but it wasn't until now that he realized that he had never really seen through Mu Qianxia.
He never knew that she was such a person.
Frankly say that you like it, calmly say that you are sad, calmly say that you are responsible, calmly ask his answers, calmly say love and give up, so free and easy.
This was very different from the eldest princess before him, and it was very different from all the people he had met before.
Giving up something as precious as her life, but never thinking about what to get in exchange, she sometimes does things that seem stupid to others, but no one knows, she just honestly and firmly faces her heart.
For the first time, Gu Li found that he would have such a shocking moment, even if he first learned Mu Qianxia's true identity, he had never had such a situation, there seemed to be something in his body that was rushing wantonly, and it seemed that something was slowly and silently shattering.
After all, he misjudged this person, she was completely different from the princess.
Speaking of which, in fact, most people in this world are tired to death with him, they are the kind of people who must ask for something in return once they give something, everything they do now has a purpose and conditions, but Mu Qianxia is different.
This woman, kind, firm, gentle, broad, open, has an incredible clarity and thoroughness, clear and crystalline, her like, so free and easy, once determined, like is liked, if rejected, never complain.
Her sincerity is never obsessed, her likes are not calculated, her love is simple and frank, and her letting go is so wanton.
How can there be such a person in this world?
What she insists on has never been the highest interest, not what is beneficial, she must do something, and some things, knowing that she will damage her own interests, but as long as she wants to do it, she must do it.
Maybe in the eyes of many smart people, what she does is simply stupid to the extreme, but Mu Qianxia herself doesn't think there's anything wrong with this, she never likes to calculate everything clearly, if everything has to be calculated clearly with benefits, then she is not Mu Qianxia, but Gu Li.
Gu Li looked at Mu Qianxia and fell into a long silence.
She could have jumped off the cliff in his footsteps, and she could have chosen to sacrifice herself for him, but after giving almost everything she had, she could still walk away so cleanly and freely.
Giving up is not such a simple thing, and love is a gamble, some people win a full load, some people lose a lot of money, the more bets, the more unwilling to get nothing, the more you want to get the corresponding returns, you can afford to let go of not everyone can do things, which requires perseverance and determination, as well as the wisdom of reaching the view and transparency.
Gu Li thought at first that Mu Qianxia would ask for something, not that he thought of human nature in a bad way, but according to common sense, after pouring so many emotions, who could really be unhindered?
----, not everyone can control everything with reason like him.
Feelings are not an arithmetic problem, two minus one equals one, if you want to subtract, you can really subtract it simply. How much resolute courage does it take to completely cut off such a deep emotion? He had never felt it, and naturally he couldn't estimate it.
"Gu Li, I actually don't resent you so much, and I won't think about seeking revenge on you, now that you have achieved your wish, and I have no use value, why can't you let me go?" Mu Qianxia saw that Gu Li had not answered, and couldn't help but ask again.
"I'm sorry, princess."
"Okay, I got it." Mu Qianxia smiled bitterly, she no longer had the right to choose her own fate.
"Princess, we'll leave in three days."
"Okay." Mu Qianxia said indifferently. She had no choice but to do that now.