Chapter 8: Father and Son Centrifuge Broken on a Rainy Night (2)
Aunt Cen's body bones are getting worse and worse, she often gets dizzy and headaches, and from time to time she vomits and diarrhea, and when she gets up this day, she almost can't sit up.
Zhou Jun sighed: "Let's prepare for the future." ”
Su Yi stood outside the door, and there was no reaction when she heard the words. She raised her hand to slightly block out some of the dazzling sunlight, gloomy and gloomy for many days, but today the sky is clear. After a moment of silence, she said, "You know the etiology of your mother's illness." ”
Zhou Jun copied his hand awkwardly and said, "I also asked you to ask my junior brother, he should have already mentioned you." ”
Su Yi "hmm": "The sixth strategy of the thirty-six plans, the sound of the east strikes the west, I understand, the east is the incense burner, but I can't find where the west is." Food, spices, bedding and pillows, I didn't let go of any of them. ”
Zhou Jun shook his head: "Actually, it doesn't matter, just with my aunt's body, finding out the problem is just a few more years, and the root of the disease that has fallen on Zhuangzi over the years is enough to kill as long as a little hands and feet." ”
Su Yi didn't get angry but laughed: "The heart of the doctor's parents, you really live up to your identity as a doctor!" ”
Zhou Jun lowered his head: "My aunt feels shallow, in fact, it is already a sign." ”
After thinking about the words in the medical hall that day, Su Yi frowned: "Mr. Xiao Zhou said that he should pay attention to whether there are maids willing to serve the night, what does he mean?" ”
Zhou Jun looked around to make sure that there were no outsiders, and he sighed: "Those who sleep here at night will not escape the pain." ”
Su Yi was taken aback: "Is it a problem with the room?" ”
Still shook his head: "The doors and windows are tightly closed, and my aunt is afraid of the cold and can wake up easily, so the charcoal fire is very strong." And once the charcoal fire is hot, it is very difficult for my aunt to wake up. ”
Su Yi chuckled: "I know, you still can't say it, but I still want to thank you, one thanks for mentioning something, two thanks, thank you for teaching me that people are unpredictable, doctors are benevolent, etc., sometimes the real enemy is not the pressure of power." She walked forward, and was suddenly stopped by Zhou Jun. Wait a minute! After a moment of silence, Zhou Jun said: "Don't toss tonight, let the doors and windows be closed and the charcoal pot will be burned as usual...... Give my aunt a happy ending. ”
The two lines of tears rolled down, and Su Yi turned around fiercely and gave Zhou Jun a slap: "Shut up!" ”
Zhou Jun was slightly taller than Su Yi, but he didn't fight back, he sighed: "Maybe I won't be able to wake up tomorrow." He took a step back to avoid Su Yi's second palm, he looked up, there seemed to be sadness in his eyes, and he said: "There are many times when people in the world can't help themselves. I also had a mother, and she went very painfully, but I was not with me for a moment in the last days, and ...... I didn't even see her for the last time. ”
In spite of oneself.
It's involuntary again. How many people in this world live completely autonomously? Even if it is a hermit master, there is always something unsatisfactory, and the so-called open-mindedness is just to see it, ignore its helplessness, and pretend not to see it.
The room was dim, the charcoal basin was still burning, and one or two sparks burst out from time to time. When Aunt Cen saw her come in, she smiled slightly, her chapped lips were pale without a trace of color, and her voice was weak, low and weak. "Yi'er ......"
Su Yi poured a cup of tea and walked to the couch: "Mother, drink saliva to moisten it." ”
Aunt Cen nodded. Su Yi looked at Aunt Cen and drank a cup of tea, and smiled faintly: "Mr. said that my mother's body is recovering, and it will be better soon, so my mother can rest assured." When you're well, Yi'er will go out with you, Xin'er, and ......" She tried her best to hold back her tears: "I asked my father to ask for a doctor, Mr. said that the medicine from the hospital will work faster, so I said that I was sick, and no one would say anything." ”
Is it serious enough to call a doctor? Aunt Cen sighed: "My mother kisses her own body, and she knows that the imperial doctor is still the house doctor...... They're all helpless, right? I, right now, are getting worse every day. No matter what the reason, Yi'er, people have to ......leave sooner or later," she squeezed Su Yi's hand and said, "Don't interrupt me, listen to me." Yi'er is twelve years old, and the empress dowager entered the palace at the age of eleven, so in this way, you are also older, and day by day, you are more mature and stable. My mother looked at it and was very pleased......"
She took a deep breath and said, "It's a pity that the heavens don't fulfill people's wishes, my mother maybe, and I may not see the day when Yi'er gets married, Xin'er, and so young...... Mother and relatives are still worried, concerned about him, but the body is not angry, so you have to let go like this, when you gave birth to you, the confinement did not sit well, fell into the root of the disease, and then it is not good to raise, no matter whether someone does it or not, now, it is useless to say more. I only hope you can take care of Xin'er, eldest sister...... Like a mother......"
Aunt Cen is transparent, it is useless to say anything like you are okay at this moment, Su Yi smiled bitterly: "Who are you marrying...... If it weren't for getting married, how could it be ......?"
Aunt Cen touched Su Yi's hair and said with a smile: "My mother really wants to see her daughter get married, even if she is not a wife, now think about it, if you like it, you just like yourself!" Harmony and beauty, a happy life, is more important than anything else. ”
Orange Qing picked up the curtain, and she hugged Han Linxin over. Aunt Cen was a little nervous, but Su Yi patted her and said with a smile: "Mother, children are filial piety in front of their parents, it has been a tradition of filial piety since ancient times, how can you be afraid of illness and give up filial piety?" Although Xin'er is still young, she can't break the rules...... So many pairs of eyes watching. ”
Aunt Cen rarely shows a bright smile, Han Linxin has not had much contact with Aunt Cen since she was born, not to mention Su Yi, but with Aunt Cen than with Aunt Cen. But maybe it's the power of blood connection, Han Linxin doesn't cry or make trouble, hugging Aunt Cen and shouting "mother" inarticulately, but it sounds like "your heart".
Outside the door suddenly became lively, and then I saw the maid open the curtain, Han Xiu ran in in a hurry, and personally held the curtain, and invited the imperial doctor into the house. Su Yi closed the bed curtain, pulled out Aunt Cen's right hand from behind the curtain, took a wrist pillow and cushioned it, covered it with a white scarf, and stepped aside.
After diagnosing the pulse, Yan Yan smiled and continued to use the old prescription, and when he went out, he still shook his head. Aunt Cen didn't see this scene, but maybe she already knew it in her heart. A pair of children snuggled up to the couch, speechless, but more than words. Han Xiu was also there, and Aunt Cen smiled at the corner of her mouth - if time can be frozen at this moment, husband and wife, children, will be complete.
Seeing that Aunt Cen's eyes suddenly dimmed, Su Yi's heart jumped, and she hurriedly shouted: "Mother! ”
Han Xiu pinched Su Yi's palm.
Aunt Cen really opened her eyes again, smiled, and said, "Mother is a little tired, take care of Xin'er." ”
Su Yi nodded. Aunt Cen is only thirty-three years old, but her hair is dyed snow-white, and she is sleeping with her eyes closed at the moment, which is quite a kind of serenity after a woman's old age.
Han Linxin cried all night, and Su Yi accompanied him all night. The most intimate thing in this world is blood, and Su Yi firmly believes that the hearts of those who are connected by blood also have feelings. At night, the candle flame was lit, and in the dim light, Tangerine Qing walked in: "Auntie is sleeping peacefully." ”
Su Yi stared silently at the jumping candle flame.
Zhou Jun's words echoed in her ears, and she hugged her younger brother in her arms tightly and closed her eyes quietly. She said softly: "Maybe from now on, there will really be only you and me in the world." ”
Han Linxin was young, crying in front of the spirit but more trouble, Su Yi couldn't, so he asked the nurse to take her back to rest, and she stayed alone in the room full of Su until the end of filial piety on the third day. After Aunt Cen went, she felt heartache and guilt and blamed herself, and she couldn't sleep at all, because she also deliberately kept it for three days and nights, and she was so tired that she fell asleep as she wished. Four hours later, it was late to wake up, and only two candles were lit up in the room.
Bichen waited for her to freshen up, and said: "The old lady sent someone to summon her and asked her sister to serve in the room in the future, this is to protect her sister and son!" ”
Su Yi bowed: "I know in my heart, and I won't slack off tomorrow." I'll be alone for a while, and Sister will step aside. ”
"Yes." Bi Jin retreated and went out, and when he turned around and closed the door, he caught a glimpse of Su Yi slowly pacing towards the corner of the wall, his figure faint, thin and tall. She stretched out her hand and stroked the zither, and the scenes of her mother teaching her to practice the zither showed her mind one by one, as vivid as a moment, and her memory was still fresh. The strings of the zither moved slightly, and the girl's fingertips glided softly, from the highest string to the lowest string, just like at the end of the song, the flowing water passed away.
The kite is erected, the music in the night is low, and the sad tune is played sadly.
Once mother, for the first time, held the little hand of the three-year-old girl, pulled her to sit down in front of the zither, and said to the ignorant her: "Although they all look down on the servants, but the girls always have to learn some beautiful things, your father sent our mother and son here, and specially let the zither go along, presumably this is also the meaning." The gentle voice gently brushed the ears, like the wind blowing, but it left a deep trace. These people who claim to be from noble families always look down on the servants who learn art and singing, thinking that they are so lowly, but for some reason, they have to listen to the lowly people singing and playing the piano from time to time, and there are many people who are willing to take Lingren as concubines, and they are very supportive of their daughters to worship Lingren as teachers to learn art, for example, this Su Yi's father Han Xiu is one of them.
Once my mother, she often pressed her little finger that was raised high every time she played the piano, and then said to her: "I always my little finger, do you think you are so proud of playing well?" Learning art to cultivate sentiment can also soothe your mind, but you are always impatient and proud at every turn, how can this work? ”
Once my mother, because she played a song "Guangling San" and burst into tears in an instant, she sat and listened to her play three times before she really nodded, and then she kept teaching her the emotional integration.
Mother, mother, you are always too weak and will be bullied, before you died, you also said that you were worried about Yi'er, but you see, Yi'er has grown up now, and has become stronger, and she will not easily teach others to bully anymore! Yi'er is also sensible and can help you continue to protect your brother.
Mother, mother, the person who harmed you knows that Yi'er will make them pay a thousandfold, a hundred times to atone for their sins, you wait, I also know that you are watching from heaven.
Mother, mother, after coming to the house, my daughter has never played the zither song again, and you haven't heard your daughter's new "Yunshang Sue" from beginning to end, and you haven't taught your daughter how to integrate emotions? Why did you leave, why did you leave your daughter alone?
Su Yi wept silently, not noticing that outside the door of the room behind him, Han Xiu stood silently, listening to the zither quietly, too, bursting into tears.
Suddenly, the fingertip technique of plucking the strings changed suddenly, swept away, and scraped down without hesitation, from the murmuring treble to the deep low, like a river going to the waterfall and turning sharply, pouring for thousands of miles, and finally retracting the pool.
There was silence in the room.
In the early morning of the next day, Su Yi came to Qiyue Hall, and since it was a service, he had to have the appearance of serving. The old lady and the old lady are said to have a very good relationship after the frivolous youth, and the old lady only lived separately after the old lady fell ill a few years ago, but as far as Su Yi's observation of the first day, according to the appearance that the two are accustomed to, the old lady must often come to Qiyue Hall after getting up in the morning, sit down and chat, long or short.
On the first day, there was a problem, and no one noticed that the old lady's hair oil was gone, so she had to go and get it now, and when she turned around to the door of the old lady's room, she heard the old lady say: "What are you protecting her for?" It's not that I told you not to put your mind on your body, and you can't become a big climate......"
The old lady said, "Okay! Again! You are now a grandfather, when we reach this age, what we want to see most is not the children and grandchildren under the knees, and the life is harmonious and beautiful? Not to mention it back then, Jinzhi is a good girl, and so is Su Yi! Even if Xiu'er doesn't feel distressed, I'm also distressed! Besides, isn't it worse for the subordinates to deceive and deceive the subordinates and confuse the humble? Don't you want to be in the back of your house? ”
The old lady snorted lightly: "Heh, my fault? ”
The old lady sighed: "What is this again! What an adult, he still fixes these problems in his mouth all day long, he has nothing to do to find anger, he will soon be his great-grandfather's person, and he will not change his temper as a child! ”
Su Yi put aside the corridor and walked out of the corner, his face as usual. Miao Yan helped open the curtain to let her in, and she stepped forward and smiled and blessed her: "Old lady, old lady." ”
The old lady's face was slightly pale, but she quickly covered it with a smile, and Su Yi said again: "Old lady, the people in the house affairs said that the previous child had just entered the new head oil, not the old osmanthus fragrance, but also the fragrance is pleasant, and it smells fresh and elegant." If you don't like it, you will ask the housekeepers to buy the osmanthus fragrance as soon as possible. ”
The old lady nodded and waved her hand at Su Yi: "Come!" Let me see! ”
"Yes!" Su Yi respectfully handed over the porcelain cup.
The old lady smiled and frowned: "I didn't mean to see this!" I'm looking at you! She stroked Su Yi's hair and asked, "Did you hear anything just now?" ”
"I heard you!" Su Yi smiled playfully: "I heard the old lady say that the grandfather has a child's temper." ”
The old lady laughed: "Not really! You say yes or no! If I say one word, he always has ten words waiting to go back and forth! If you have to be happy, it's not a child! ”
Su Yi smiled and pulled the old lady's sleeve and said: "Yes, but Yi'er is foolish, this person, there is always a time when a teenager has a child's temper, even if he grows up, he came over at that time, and the child's temper is also fun...... Yi'er thinks that occasionally a child's temper is actually nothing, and it is harmless! Maybe it's time to rejuvenate! ”
The old lady pointed to the tip of her nose: "Started talking nonsense again!" Isn't one morning enough! ”
Su Yi shook the old lady's arm: "Ouch, the requirements are quite high now, children should be heavy, they must be stable when they grow up, and they can't be children with temper, so if you don't close the door and play, when can you be!" ”
The two laughed for a while. After the old lady got up and left, the grandfather and grandson laughed again, and suddenly the old lady changed her words: "Last night, the zhengyin was loud, but you? ”
Su Yi said: "When I saw the zither in the corner, I suddenly ...... My mother taught me very seriously. ”
The old lady suddenly sighed inexplicably: "Yi'er, if people don't offend me, I won't offend anyone, but if people offend me, they should also fight back." When your mother was alive, she tolerated a lot, but she didn't know that forbearance could not be reconciled, but made people feel like they were bullied. ”
Su Yi pursed her lips: "My mother said that everything should be more forbearable, causing everyone to disagree, and in the end the victim is herself." ”
The old lady shook her head: "Jin Zhi has such a personality, so she has lived a ...... in this life." It's tough. ”
"Old lady, in fact, ......" Su Yi stopped suddenly, she almost blurted out that Aunt Cen was killed by the Ruan family. She is neither a descendant nor a use value, as soon as these words came out, how did the old lady feel when she heard it? As the heroine of the family, how can she allow herself to make a mistake and say the rights and wrongs of her third daughter-in-law?
The old lady asked, "What?" ”
Su Yi smiled slightly: "Actually, my mother's body bones were not good when she was in Zhuangzi. I heard that one night I was hit by the wind, and the fever was terrible in the middle of the night, and the night was so heavy that Zhuangzi refused to invite Langzhong. My mother took a dowry hairpin and carried me in the heavy rain to knock on the door of the hospital. When they came back, those people not only said that the jewelry was also the property of Zhuangzi, not only said that the mother was better, but also took away the jewelry that the mother brought, and that night it was inconvenient to open the door after sleeping, and let the mother drench in heavy rain until the next day, the mother fell ill, and from time to time she had a cough. ”
The old lady couldn't bear to hear this: "I knew that Jinzhi was going to suffer, but I didn't think about it...... You are the master and they are the servants, so you are so lazy, it is too comfortable to think about it! It's time to change the people in Zhuangzi! Save them from having no tigers in the mountains, and monkeys are kings! ”
Su Yi shook his head: "Those people haven't read books, they don't know what etiquette and honesty are, and they tend to be snobbish and high-level, even if they change a batch, it won't change anything." At most, the newcomers have not offended me, which makes me look comfortable. After a round of tossing and turning, it consumed money and energy, and after a while, it became familiar and made a comeback. ”
The old lady said, "Okay." It's really bitter for you. ”
Su Yi shook her head: "Yi'er is fine, if it weren't for the old lady's protection, Yi'er wouldn't know how difficult it would be now." ”
The old lady smiled: "You still call the old lady!" Call Grandmother! ”
Su Yi smiled slightly and said, "With such an identity, if you call your grandmother, shouldn't you lose your dignity?" ”
The old lady said: "Where is the truth! Nonsense! Which one is chewing the tongue and talking nonsense with you! ”
Su Yi lowered her eyes: "It's just a mother-in-law." The old lady naturally knew who it was, and Su Yi didn't break it, she took the old lady's hand and called, "Grandmother." ”