Chapter 51 How Can We Get Salvation When We Are Doomed?

The visitor wore a long skirt of dark blue brocade, embroidered with white plum blossoms, and used a white brocade belt to tie the slender waist. The long fine black hair is draped over the shoulders, and the green silk flutters in the wind. The white skin is like a freshly peeled egg, the big eyes flash as if they can speak, the small red lips and the white of the skin are more distinct, a pair of small dimples are evenly distributed on both sides of the cheeks, a shallow smile, the dimples loom in the cheeks, cute as a fairy.

"Xiaoxi, I didn't expect it to be you!" Mu Qianxia saw Mu Xiaoxi walking towards her from a distance at the door, and she didn't care about the so-called identity and demeanor, and waved her hand at Mu Xiaoxi excitedly.

"Sister Princess!" Mu Xiaoxi shouted loudly as he rushed in the direction where Mu Qianxia was.

"Xiaoxi, why did you come to Dongqin? Aren't you having something at home? Are you done with it? You didn't tell me earlier, I should prepare in advance to meet you. ”

"Sister Princess, why do you need such trouble! I was just on a whim. Mu Xiaoxi took Mu Qianxia's arm and walked towards the house.

"By the way, did Hanyan come with you?"

"Brother Hanyan, he's going back to the inn first, and he'll come here to pick me up later."

"Xiaoxi, your face is not very good, is there something uncomfortable?" Mu Qianxia saw that Mu Xiaoxi's face was a little pale compared to before, and Mu Qianxia couldn't help but ask worriedly.

"I'm fine, I guess I was too busy at home in those days and didn't have a good rest. Sister Princess, don't talk about me yet, how are you? How are you doing? How is the king doing to you? I wanted to come to your wedding, but it was delayed due to some accidents. ”

"Me?" Mu Qianxia smiled indifferently, "I'm also a princess, and the people in this mansion are very good to me and respect me." ”

"But, Sister Princess, why do I think you're not happy at all?"

How could she be happy? She has too much body to help herself, here, without the company of relatives and friends, and beware of other people's calculations against her, how can she be happy?

"Xiaoxi, when you are older, you will find that it is impossible for everything in this world to be as expected, there will be many people who can't help themselves, and there will be many unhappy at the same time as there are many happiness, and gradually, you will find that in fact, it is not so important to be unhappy."

"Involuntarily?" Mu Xiaoxi murmured softly, "Yes, there are really a lot of involuntary bodies in life." ”

"Konishi, do you have something or something you want to talk to me?" Mu Qianxia felt that the first time she saw Xiaoxi today, she felt that she was different from before, her smile was no longer so pure, so heartfelt, but with a trace of sadness.

"Sister Princess, this may be the last time we will see each other, and I will not have the opportunity to come out to see you again in the future." Mu Xiaoxi hesitated for a long time, and finally said this sentence.

"What do you mean? Konishi, can you make it clear and make it clear? Is something wrong with you? Mu Qianxia immediately said anxiously.

"Sister Princess, in fact, I secretly ran out from my grandfather this time, because my grandfather wanted me to marry, and he had already chosen a suitable son for me. That boy was very good to me, and I could feel that he liked me, but Sister Princess, you know, I have always liked Brother Hanyan since I was a child, although he didn't like me. Moreover, I sneaked out this time not only to see you and Brother Hanyan for the last time, but also to cut off my last thoughts. Brother Hanyan is really good, but it's a pity that he's not suitable for me. Just yesterday, I received a book from my grandfather, the person who sent to pick me up is already on the way, I will soon go back to get married, after marriage I will think of many women, stay in their own so-called world, husband and children, but this life. Mu Xiaoxi stared at the void and said softly.

"Hanyan, does he know about this?" Mu Qianxia still couldn't help but ask.

"I haven't had time to tell him yet. What's more, what's the use of telling him? He doesn't like me, and he won't marry me, so why should I tell him?" Mu Xiaoxi smiled bitterly and said.

"Xiaoxi, you are obviously still young, why did your grandfather let you get married so early?" Mu Qianxia didn't understand, Mu Xiaoxi was obviously still young, and he was the most favored child of the Mu family, why did he have to marry so early?

Mu Xiaoxi smiled bitterly: "I am the youngest child in our family, and I am also the most favored child in our family, my grandfather has taught me a lot of business knowledge and skills since I was a child, and I hope that I can take over from him one day to manage the entire family's business." In fact, my grandfather has always liked Brother Hanyan, because our two families are world friends, and when I was a child, my grandfather often took me to their house to play. My grandfather has never stopped me from following Brother Hanyan before, even after knowing that I like Brother Hanyan, he still lets it go. However, Brother Hanyan has never shown the slightest affection for me, and my grandfather is also for my good, afraid that I will fall too deep, so he wants me to get married and have children early, and it is good to break this undeserved thought. But how did my grandfather know that I had already fallen into a quagmire and could never recover, so how could I be saved? ”

"Xiaoxi, I can't give you any advice on feelings, because I haven't dealt with my own feelings clearly yet, so how can I be qualified to judge others?"

"Sister Princess, is your relationship the same as Xiaoxi's, so bumpy?"

Mu Qianxia pondered for a long time and slowly spoke: "Actually, as early as Xichu, when I first saw Gu Li, I already had a good impression of him, but I didn't know him at that time, so I buried this good feeling deep in my heart. His gentleness, thoughtfulness, and empathy were like a poison that attracted me and made me involuntarily get closer and closer, even if I knew that there would be an abyss ahead, I would jump in spite of everything. It's like a moth to a fire, just for the faint light in front of you. But it wasn't until later that I learned that all his kindness to me was just to take advantage of me, to gain my trust, Konishi, you know, because of my liking for him, because of my blind trust in him, my royal brother's whereabouts are still unknown, my country is still in turmoil, and my people are displaced because of me. ”

"Sister Princess, don't say it, Xiaoxi feels so sad when she hears it."

Mu Qianxia turned a deaf ear and continued to talk to himself: "Actually, I don't hate him, because everyone's position is different, and he is also for his country and his people. I thought, this is good, at least I can cut off the thoughts I shouldn't have, just when I thought that all this would be over, I was still the eldest princess of Xichu, and he went back to his own country, but he actually said that he wanted to marry me. In desperation, I agreed to his request and chose to marry him. Later, I came across an opportunity to escape from him, but he didn't let me go, and he finally found me. Guess what he said to me when he found me? ”

Mu Xiaoxi thought for a moment, and was about to answer this question, only to find that Mu Qianxia was still trapped in her own memories, and she didn't care at all whether she answered or not.

Mu Qianxia paused, and continued: "He actually said that he likes me. You say, how ridiculous this sentence is, it's a big joke! I didn't believe anything he said. However, after spending so much time together, I found that he seemed to really like me. You see, God played a big joke on me, and when I liked him, he kept using me; When I didn't like him, he said he liked me. It's a pity that my heart is already dead, and I can't stir up the slightest wave anymore. ”

"Sister Princess, is the Gu Li you are talking about the third prince of Eastern Qin, the current His Royal Highness the Liwang?"

Mu Qianxia didn't answer, just nodded lightly.

"He turned out to be the prince of Eastern Qin!" When Mu Xiaoxi got an affirmative answer, he couldn't help but exclaim.

Mu Qianxia smiled bitterly and did not speak.

"This Gu Li, I felt that he was not a simple person when I saw him in Xichu, and it was definitely useless to stay in the princess's mansion as a housekeeper with his ability. I suspected him of plotting against you before, and I had no intentions, but I couldn't find evidence, and I saw that he was very good to the princess sister, so I thought that he must have thought too much, and he must be willing to stay in the princess's mansion as a housekeeper because he likes the princess sister. It's just that he didn't expect him to act so realistically and deceive so many people. I really didn't expect him to hide so deeply, and he would be the third prince of Eastern Qin. ”

Mu Xiaoxi looked at Mu Qianxia's face, hesitated for a moment, and said cautiously: "Sister Princess, you must have been very sad at that time, right?"

"Maybe, after all this time, I've forgotten." It's not that she doesn't remember, it's just that the sadness and despair of that moment made her reluctant to recall, let alone remember.

"Sister Princess, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to mention this." Mu Xiaoxi looked at Mu Qianxia apologetically and said.

"Xiaoxi, you didn't say anything wrong, and you didn't feel sorry for me, you don't have to blame yourself, I'm fine, and I won't blame you, it's been so long, and I'm very happy to finally find someone who can say this thing that has been backlogged in my heart for a long time. Now I feel much more relaxed, and even my mood is much better than before. In short, I would like to thank you for your willingness to listen to me finish this matter, and thank you for your concern and companionship for me. ”

Mu Xiaoxi smiled embarrassedly, "Sister Princess, you are so nice and kind, I am really happy to know you." ”

"Me too, it's my luck to know you."

"By the way, Sister Princess, what are you going to do now?"