Chapter 52 Conduct and Conduct (I)
After Lu Jingyuan and the others left, Su Mansion finally returned to calm.
But at this moment, Su Yang'er forgot about the dog girl, and only after breakfast, she suddenly remembered a terrible thing, and only heard her say to herself: "It's coming again!" ”
Xiao Ling, who was a little uneasy about Mrs. Lu's story, heard this, and said nervously: "Who is coming?" ”
Su Yang'er didn't answer, but her hand was unconsciously placed on her lower abdomen, she counted the days to calculate, from Tangyin to Yixing shared 17 days, and stayed in Tangyin for 4 days before departure, that is to say, 21 days have passed since the last "blood and light disaster", and in a few days at the latest, the eldest aunt will come to her to visit her relatives again this month.
Although with the experience of the last time, she was no longer as afraid as before, but the humiliation and pain were really indescribable, and the inherent physiological phenomenon of menstruation seemed to constantly remind Su Yang of the fact that he had become a woman.
No matter how he comforts himself on weekdays, as long as he has food and drink, life can go on, and it doesn't help.
The arrival of the menstrual event would immediately destroy the little masculine dignity he had so hard to accumulate.
The most painful thing is the part of her soul called Su Yang.
When Xiao Ling saw her unconscious movements, she also suddenly realized, but she was ashamed to break it.
After silently cleaning up the dishes and chopsticks, he comforted her and said, "Little lady, what should come will always come..."
"yes... What should come will come. ”
It's not like she didn't think about inventing sanitary napkins and other items to alleviate her pain and improve her life.
But now she has failed to even make soap, so how can she talk about sanitary napkins that she doesn't know at all.
In fact, what normal man in the future would seriously study that kind of thing...
After Xiaoling left, Su Yang'er took out the ball of Bupalai wrapped in her failed work.
She opened the cloth, and after a day and night of air drying, the black and yellow paste wrapped in Pari had turned black and hard, and there was a little yellow in the black, and it looked... It's like.
Seeing it, Su Yang'er felt sick and thought, "Is this soap or?" ”
Obviously, she failed, and she didn't dare to try this kind of thing on herself, it was just a small lump in a big pot that was rescued by Lao Wang, but she didn't give up, she kept it all the time.
Every time she saw it, Su Yang'er couldn't help but think: "How can there be a failed traverser like me!" ”
Thinking of this, she couldn't bear to look at it anymore and put it away.
She only prayed secretly at the moment: "Auntie, don't come to me when I go out." ”
Lao Wang promised her that when she settled everything in the house in the past two days, he would take her out for a spin, which was the thing she was most looking forward to at the moment, if her aunt tested the leak at this time, then she didn't know if she still had the courage to go out.
Su Yang'er's daily life in the boudoir is boring and simple, because she can't do anything.
Just like in Tang Yin, Xiao Ling will take some needlework to relieve her boredom, Su Yang'er will watch blankly, occasionally chatting about some topics outside, but Xiao Ling doesn't know much, chatting and chatting back to the trivial matters between her and Yang Bao.
Cheng Zhu Lixue flourished in the Song Dynasty, and men in the upper class began to discourage women from going out, and the main thing referred to in this upper class was the scholar class, especially unmarried women like Su Yang'er, who were strictly restricted.
Married women in the upper class, such as Mrs. Lu, are in a much better position than Su Yang'er, as long as they have the consent of their husbands or are accompanied by their husbands, they can freely go in and out of various public places.
Of course, before Mrs. Lu got married, the control she was subjected to was several times stricter than that of Su Yang'er.
The end of the Song Dynasty was a turning point in the fundamental change of men's attitude towards women, and of course it was also an era of strange women, such as Li Qingzhao, Liang Hongyu and others were all in the same era as Su Yang'er.
For Li Qingzhao, Su Yang'er actually still wants to meet, she is different from the male historical celebrities she knows, this woman has no lethality, and seeing a real person will not implicate her in a series of strange historical whirlpools.
It's a pity that Su Yang'er doesn't know where she is now.
Su Yang'er held her cheeks, and while watching Xiaoling's embroidery, she secretly thought, "She should still be in the north." ”
"I don't know if she's married, how old is she this year?"
Thinking nonsense is Su Yang'er's main entertainment activity throughout the day.
That's a whole day...
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In the evening, the husband had already gone out into the streets, ready to clear out the pedestrians who were still wandering the streets.
The mountain city of Yixing is step-by-step, punctual and outrageous, and when it gets dark, even dogs are not allowed to appear on the street. When the new moon was full, it was almost the fifth hour, and Lao Wang and others, who had been running around all day, finally returned to the house.
Xiao Er and the others were tired, but they were all smiling, and it seemed that they had found a place to stay.
Seeing that their family went back to their rooms to rest, Lao Wang saw that there were still lights in the west chamber, and walked away with a slow step, he had walked too much this day, ran all over the county, and finally found a place for Xiao Er's family.
At this time, Su Yang'er had just stepped out of the bathtub, with her long wet hair scattered, and was about to dry it and go to bed.
Lao Wang stood in front of the door and asked, "Little lady, are you resting?" ”
When Su Yang'er heard the sound, she ran to the door naked, and said through the door: "Uncle, you're back, have you found the house?" ”
Lao Wang was taken aback when he saw the delicate figure on the window paper, and hurriedly lowered his head.
Xiao Ling in the house hurriedly blew out the candle flame and said in the dark: "Little lady, belly pocket... belly pocket..."
Although Lao Wang is old, he still can't help but say with a shy face: "Alas, I found it, I found it, you can rest quickly!" ”
"It's really troublesome..."Su Yang'er groped in the dark to put on her belly pocket, and said loudly: "Uncle, you said that you would take me out for a walk, why don't you go out early tomorrow morning, Yang'er has a lot of places to go." ”
"Tomorrow?" Lao Wang was tired and a little reluctant, but Su Yang'er's tone full of anticipation made him secretly think: "Alas, it's okay to do this, I will fulfill this little ancestor's heart earlier, so that she can be born in peace sooner." ”
At that moment, he said, "Okay, then tomorrow, where do you want to go around, little lady?"
There must always be a goal when going out, and he also wants to know what is so attractive to Su Yang'er outside.
Su Yang'er said without thinking: "I want to go to the market." ”
"Bazaar?" Lao Wang smiled bitterly when he heard this: "It's not a New Year's holiday, where can the old slave find a market for you?" ”
"In this way, there is a market in the county, if you want to buy something, we can go there and walk around."
Su Yang'er doesn't know the difference between a market and a market, but as long as it is related to the market, it must be a place to do business.
She was about to say yes but suddenly remembered her failed work, and couldn't help asking, "Is there a soap dumpling that sells there?" ”
"Soap balls?" Lao Wang realized Su Yang'er's thoughts, and said with a smile: "Yes, little lady, you can rest in peace." ”
Lao Wang left, and there was no big movement in Su Yang'er's house, and she could only vaguely hear the two daughters talking and laughing in a low voice, obviously they were all looking forward to this rare shopping opportunity.
But in the dead of night, no one paid attention, and his wife-in-law, who had just come back, quietly led the dog out of the house, and didn't know what to do when she got to the house...